bondagegirl007
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The time is getting closer for me to go to this transgender conference I've been so excited about, and the anxiety is creeping in.
As in; am I going to simply have a good time, lots of laughs and make some new friends with commonalities, or an I going to have my life changed and discover things I'm not ready to acknowledge?
I overanalyze. A little.
I guess what I'm getting at, is I'm so busy trying to find the pitfall in a situation ahead of time, I talk myself out of most things before experiencing them. Call it pessimism or caution; I dunno.
Sometimes, though, no matter how scary a thing is the possible payoff is worth the risk. I don't know about you, but I can usually feel when something is one of those moments, deep down inside somewhere. Is this one of those moments for you? If so, fuck the anxiety. You're bigger than it... or at least, you can be bigger than it. So just keep reminding yourself of that every time the doubt creeps in.
I'm having that same reaction over something in my life right now too, and it's definitely one of those moments, and it scares the shit out of me but for once in my life there's no way I'm letting it slip by me. So if you need someone to help push you through, I'm around and happy to encourage you.