Sex

[doormouse]

dont you just LOVE this weather...........

PMSL!!!!!

Ya nut lol

 

[blokefromthepub]

PMSL!!!!!

Ya nut lol

PMSL?????

 

[doormouse]

PMSL?????

think golden shower.. but alone LOL

 

[blokefromthepub]

think golden shower.. but alone LOL

OMFG.....you have solo golden showers.........

mmmmmmmmmmmm
lol

 

[doormouse]

OMFG.....you have solo golden showers.........

mmmmmmmmmmmm
lol

I do actually, but they're a different story lol

It means :

PMSL: pissing myself laffin

 

[blokefromthepub]

I do actually, but they're a different story lol

It means :

PMSL: pissing myself laffin

i worked it out hun
but im interested in that "other" story...............lol

 

[Kassiana]

What do you love, what are your favorite fantasies?

Mm. Well, now. I feel like adding disclaimers right here, because some of my fantasies aren't Lit-friendly. Even though you say you won't be censoring, technically we can be if we post outside their rules, right? All it takes is some troll or goof-off hitting the "Report Post" button, and Kass could be thrown out with her skirt over her ears...and not in a good way.

Sorry. Some things won't be said here.

However, what I can say is that I love seduction fantasies, with myself as the seduced. It could be partly due to the facts that I didn't have sex until I was 25, that I spent 13 years as a Christian fundamentalist, that I didn't even want to admit to myself until a few years ago that I had "unacceptable" fantasies of being tied up, and so on. (I actually started out trying to sanitize them by having them be "videos" my dear Christian husband and I were watching ... I know, I know. Sad, isn't it?) I have repressed a lot of my sexual side and still am not always comfortable even talking to my husband about some of the things I like. Heck, until recently when I was doing some research for a BDSM story I'm working on, I didn't even remember that as a kid, I had sexual fantasies about spanking. Then I ran into this really hot site which talked about how to position a person for a good spanking, making sure that the entire genital area was exposed and open, and ... mmm. Let's just say that led to more than a few hot petting sessions with myself, and a renewed interest in the sex scene my submissive will get into in the dungeon.

I've always loved reluctance stories. Not out and out pain stories, not humiliation stories, but stories where the woman's finally brought out of her repressed outer shell and embraces her sexuality. Gee, wonder why.

 

[TheEarl]

I've always loved reluctance stories. Not out and out pain stories, not humiliation stories, but stories where the woman's finally brought out of her repressed outer shell and embraces her sexuality. Gee, wonder why.

Love that kind of story. Have written some myself, but it's hard to get perfectly. Something about a previous proper woman discovering this animalistic well of sexuality, discovering that she can be primal and out-of-control and naughty.

The Earl

 

[she_is_my_addiction]

Kass,

Unfortunately you're right. We have to keep some things under wraps and under control (of course, it might well be for the best...as I don't want you getting reported!!) but the majority of stuff goes.



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Lord God it is getting warm in here.....

 

[~photoguy~]

hot av Sima

 

[she_is_my_addiction]

hot av Sima

But you'll never know if those legs are mine or not.....

 

[matriarch]

But you'll never know if those legs are mine or not.....

 

[she_is_my_addiction]

Shhhhhhhhhh

 

[~photoguy~]

But you'll never know if those legs are mine or not.....

ya .... yours are nicer I'm sure

 

[Joe Wordsworth]

Rape.

Only been asked to do it twice.

 

[she_is_my_addiction]

Rape.

Only been asked to do it twice.

Did you?

 

[doormouse]

Rape.

Only been asked to do it twice.

ummm... it's not rape if you're asked, is it?

 

[she_is_my_addiction]

ummm... it's not rape if you're asked, is it?

Think he means rape fantasy.

 

[Joe Wordsworth]

Originally posted by she_is_my_addiction
Did you?

Yes and not yet (seperately).

Originally posted by doormouse
ummm... it's not rape if you're asked, is it?

...complicated. Not like "right now, take me and I'll be all not wanting it". More like "pick a time, inappropriate, unexpected, dangerous, and fully immerse in the act".

So, its not rape, but its... something.

 

[doormouse]

Think he means rape fantasy.

That's one of mine too

I already said in an earlier post about bending over getting things out of the car heheeee

 

[she_is_my_addiction]

Yes and not yet (seperately).



...complicated. Not like "right now, take me and I'll be all not wanting it". More like "pick a time, inappropriate, unexpected, dangerous, and fully immerse in the act".

So, its not rape, but its... something.

Hm....sounds good. There's a few women I wouldn't mind doing that to me.

 

[doormouse]

...complicated. Not like "right now, take me and I'll be all not wanting it". More like "pick a time, inappropriate, unexpected, dangerous, and fully immerse in the act".

So, its not rape, but its... something.

Sounds like fun...

When do we meet, and, your alley or mine? LOL

 

[Joe Wordsworth]

It was... so different.

I've never been that violent with a woman before. I did like it, though. Not something that I would consider a normal practice, but it was amazing. For both of us.

 

[TheEarl]

It was... so different.

I've never been that violent with a woman before. I did like it, though. Not something that I would consider a normal practice, but it was amazing. For both of us.

That would scare the hell out of me. Have been exploring the inside of my head with reference to BDSM recently and have discovered that there are things I liked there. But to be given a carte blanche to do something like that... I'm not sure I could do it. I physically can't bring myself to hit women in my karate class, let alone use force on a woman I loved. Even if I could, I'd be worried about the hole it'd open in me. You're a brave man Joe.

Sorry to down the thread. Quick Doormouse, start stripping.

The Earl

 

[logophile]

That would scare the hell out of me. Have been exploring the inside of my head with reference to BDSM recently and have discovered that there are things I liked there. But to be given a carte blanche to do something like that... I'm not sure I could do it. I physically can't bring myself to hit women in my karate class, let alone use force on a woman I loved. Even if I could, I'd be worried about the hole it'd open in me. You're a brave man Joe.

Sorry to down the thread. Quick Doormouse, start stripping.

The Earl

This is a compelling statement, Earl. Hope you don't mind if I use it a little to share something.

I've been in love with the same man since we were both 15 years old. We were high school sweethearts, together for over two years, engaged, etc. We're not together now, but we're completely head over heels in love and have been for 16 years (it's a long and complicated story, and not the point).

I lost my virginity at 16 in a non-voluntary kind of a way. A guy from work offered to drive me home and then raped me in his car. Obviously, because it was "real" rape, it was a horrible experience, one that will still occassionally jump up and scare the fuck out of me with no warning.

About 6 months after the rape, I decided to sleep with my boyfriend, the guy I'm still in love with. Initially, the sex was gentle, he was quite kind. I was not orgasmic until I was older (like close to 20), but I still loved sex with him and we did it as much as possible. After we'd been having sex for a few months, we both started getting a little more rough. Some clawing of the back, some biting. It grew and grew. By the time we broke up we were sometimes downright violent together. I remember once when he accidentally bit my lower lip open in the heat of the moment, as well as a nasty infection he acquired in one of the open scratch marks down his spine.

After we broke up, I went on to have more "normal" sex with my other partners, and got married to man who I would have never dreamed of biting or scratching. As I said, I did eventually start having orgasms. They were great, and for the most part I believed I had a fulfilling sex life.

And then about a year ago, I got drunk and ended up back in bed with my high school boyfriend. It was just like high school. As soon as his mouth closed on mine, I was that girl again... the biting, scratching girl who liked it rough. I absolutely loved it when he slammed me into the wall, or held my hands above my head so I couldn't move. It was by far the most intense and satisfying sex I've ever had. And there was lots and lots of it.

Now, here's where it relates to your post, Earl. In the moment, he and I fuel each other, and it burns hot. We can both get absolutely lost in it. But then, he has this horrible guilt afterwards because he lost control and became primal. He believes that any woman you bring to your bed should be treated like a queen.

We've talked and talked about it. I've tried to assure him that I want it just like that, but it still tears him up. I've only told him one thing that makes him feel even a little better about it. When I've driven him so comletely crazy that he must react by pushing me into the wall and having his way with me, it gives me the most delicious feeling of being both powerLESS and powerFUL. I can't stop what's going to happen (of course I could, but it doesn't seem like it) and I'm going to be filled repeatedly by this man who I adore. At the same, he's gone mad because of me, because he wants me that much that he just doesn't stay in his right mind.

He seems to feel like you do, worried about the hole that has opened in him. Interesting too, neither of us "played" that way with any other partner in the 14 years we were apart. Only with each other.

Thanks for letting me share this. Hope it wasn't too much of a thread hi-jack.