Talk 2 Stegral

[JOSEPH81]

sorry to hear that you had a bad night and to learn how fickle guys(other then me) can really be. ive found that most arent worth giving the time too.

i could attempt to keep you happy... but i dont think i get into the city often enough to keep you content, OR play the DOM part. i just act as myself all the time... not so good at roleplaying something im not
i'm sure i could make you happy whenever i visited though

 

[Stegral]

sorry to hear that you had a bad night and to learn how fickle guys(other then me) can really be. ive found that most arent worth giving the time too.

i could attempt to keep you happy... but i dont think i get into the city often enough to keep you content, OR play the DOM part. i just act as myself all the time... not so good at roleplaying something im not
i'm sure i could make you happy whenever i visited though

Thanks Joseph... You are welcome in anytime you are up
(Well if I am free & you aren't too tired )
Just let me know you are coming & I will be sure there is juice in the fridge
Actually if you could be monagamous you would be ideal for me.
But I know you can't so I know to be happy when I get you

(((((Joseph)))))

Thanks... loves & kisses from you sensory gal

P.S. Tea & HC went well seems nice enuff... we'll see.

Edited to add.. he just wanted a sex slave... I guess... got all pissy when I didn't invite him over when he called... I didn't know I was collared.. no new jewelery come with the tea ... oh well.. his loss for not having patience.

 

[Stegral]

Went to the munch & there was ALOT of people there... 7 newbies
(2 were MINE !!!) sat had supper & lots of conversation...
one friend had to go to work... the other stayed & asked if he could come to the club with me.
Well... I went to the club tonight... IN DOMME MODE!!!!
I have a friend that wanted to play being "collared & leashed" he just never had anyone he trusted...
so I did my best "Mistress" mode & actually got a few compliments on my "behaviour".
I was very attenative, assured & my "pet" was a happy one, which looks good for a Dom/me
I got a strange look when "K" walked in & saw me in Domme mode
It was sooooo worth it
My "pet" had a very fun night. he felt the pinwheels, wire brush, vampire mitten & a deerskin flogger (just brushed, not swung) on his back, bum & arms. Pics to follow...
LMFAOOO I had requested him to remove his shirt, then when another mistress come in beside to use the adjacent space my "pet" asked "how come he's naked & I'm not?" (the one she was playing). I told him I thought he would be more comfy with SOME clothes on, seeing it was open to watch, but if he wanted to be nude... so be it... he had his pants off & back kneeling on the box, hands on the chain in under a minute
He LOOVVESSS to be bitten, so during the cool off in between instruments, just before I started again I bit him HARD, up by his neck, both sides... he tastes sooo sweet (no blood drawn, just "his" taste) he has a very nifty pattern drawn on his back & when I got the pics I will post them (he has already given me permission to use ANY of his pics...) he had alot of fun being my pet... he obeys very well... too bad he's a player...I would keep him in a heartbeat.
BTW I got my furry vampire mitten ALL BLACK now I have a full set of "toys"

 

[Stegral]

wow,,, been over a month since the last update...

Sorry all..
been working a ton of hours & been having alot of fun in the time off...
Love the job... got my own truck, good hours, good money & the only stress is traffic

*K* is playing with me again after a few long heart to hearts about his other toys... I have since gotten a box, wings & another tree drawn on my back on subsiquent saturdays (he was a bit too gentle last night tho... this tree is barely noticable )

A couple of the Dommes in the group I am in are bringing out the Domme side of me pretty good... have "played" 2 fellas now & had no complaints

*Joseph* has become very enthralled by his "schoolgirl" & I hate being second so I have distanced myself from him till the hurt subsides... (still working on it...)

I attended the Fetish Ball here in Halifax on the 28th & actually placed in the top 10 out of 30 for "best dressed"...LOL...must have been the "pet" I had on my leash, SHE causes whiplash...

But I am hoping to be back in form in the BJSP & The Dungeon very soon

Stegral

 

[Stegral]

~~Speaking of the BJSP~~

I have added in a fantasy that has alot to do with my job as a truck driver...

keep in mind the events are real until He joins me in the bunk...
this has yet to happen, like I said... fantasy

if you want to see the post in full:
click me

enjoy... if my printer worked I would print off a copy for the owner of the rig in question

 

[Stegral]

Just a rant about car drivers

I am driving my truck in MAJOR traffic & cars are whipping in my stopping space then getting mad at ME when I stop an inch from the ass end of the car...

well DUH... you just entered my KILLING ZONE if I wasn't idling through this mess.....

what ever happened to common sense??? Big Truck = Big Weight
More tires=more freight... IT DOES NOT MEAN THEY STOP FASTER!!!
what ever happened to the days when people respected trucks???

has everyone forgotten that it is THOSE vehicles that get everything everywhere for everyone... Planes, Trains & Boats don't get the goods to the loading dock & any truck that damages the freight in the trailer because it got cut off & slammed on the brakes or had to swerve to avoid an idiot merging that can't see something a normal minimum of 12 feet high, usually kinda shiny & pretty DAMN LOUD, it all costs something in the end.... insurance claims, write off of goods... well people... THESE CAR drivers are the just one of the reasons everything keeps going up in cost... damaged goods are WRITE OFFS... they can't be sold for fullprice & are written off... this costs the stores millions of dollars each year...

Give those trucks a bit of curtousey... they drive all day or night, they put up with traffic ALOT more than office workers & they also have deadlines to keep... most frieght is time sensitive so they have to hustle to get to the delivery on time or they LOSE money, not just a shaving of a minute or two off the commute to or from work...THEY ARE STILL AT WORK !!! they are no less important than you are... unless you have sirens & lights & a badge we are all equals in the traffic jams we are stuck in due to the severe lack of car pools being done, because everyone just HAS to have a car for personal convience......
Give them space, don't cut them off & be nice !!!!
if you think CAR road rage is nasty... think of a truck driver having it
Then be thankful the majority of us control it...
I just wish people would respect the trucks a bit more for what they are, what they do & why they are in traffic too
OK venting done

 

[Stegral]

another reality into fantasy

Reality:
well.. I gave a fella my phone number & he seemed really interested in calling me on the weekend... So I waited & waited for that call while doing other things like cleaning & errands & fixing the car & truck... I wonder what would happen if he did actually call... would I invite him over, would we just meet for coffe at timmy's or would I go there, to his place... well the call never came so this is how my mind thought of one of the scenario's...

Fantasy:
My phone rings & it is him... about mid afternoon by now...
He asks if he can come over, is there room to park the truck at my place?
I tell him sure is... tons of room in the parking lot out back & give him my addy... about an hour goes by & I hear the rumble of a truck coming in. I look outside & see the truck. He parks it out back where I told him to & gets out. I see he has something in his hands. As he comes closer to the building I see in one hand is a bag & the other is a box of smirnoff ice
I wait on the balcony for him, curious what is in the bag. He cames up the stairs & smiles, says hi & that he brought supper. We go inside & I go to get plates & he tells me to go have a seat... he'll find everything... I go & sit.. he cracks open an ice & hands it to me, grinning I accept. He goes back into the kitchen & finds the plates & cutlery. He tells me to close my eyes, so I do, I can smell the food... french fries & seafood by the smell of it... He puts the plate on my lap & says "ok, open them up"... I do & find a plate with french fries, scallops, clam strips, haddock tips & a lobster claw on it... I smile & tell him "wow, nice impromtu dinner!" He heads back into the kitchen for his & I hear the microwave ding... he comes back out with his plate, drink & a little dipping bowl of butter for the seafood. He sits down & we nibble, chatting about odd things... my Ice dissappears too quick & he gets me another... I joke with him about getting me drunk & having his way with me, he laughs & says "busted". We go back to the random chatter until we are done our meals & he takes the plates & rinses them off & puts them in the dishwasher... coming back in with 2 more ice for us he sits, looking at me.
"I really like you, I really want you.." as he hands me my 3rd drink so far.
I ask :"if he wants me, what would he do with me if I said yes?" sighing he tells me he doesn't want just a fuck, he knows better than that. He knows I am not easy & he's gonna have to work to get in my bed. I nod in agreement & take a good hearty slug of the ice. It's been a while & while others are trying to gain my interest they just don't spark me like he does. I've had offers of casual no strings sex, offers of meaningful romantic sex, offers to get to know each other no expectations sex but I have declined them all due to lack of spark... don't get me wrong the guys are all really nice fellas... they just didn't have a spark to ignite my flame... the one sitting next to me on my couch right now has sparked that flame... & the fire is getting hotter with each sip of smirnoff I take.
The chatter goes back to the day I napped in his bunk. He asks if I wanted anything to happen... I tell him "no, I don't want to do anything at work because I will get a bad rep & you know it." He nods & asks... "well,what about now?" I grin & look him in the eye... "do you really want to know?" he nods a yes & says honestly, "I want to know, either way good or bad, I just need to know if you feel the way I do"
I hold my bottle in one hand, get up from the couch & turn to him, the look on his face shows me he fears the worst. I move his hands aside & straddle him, squatting on his lap. I bend in & hear him breathing... "you spark my fire like no-one has in over a year now... yes I want you & yes it is NOT going to be a casual fuck, but a very nice gentle romantic time for us to both explore each other & enjoy the time we have in each others arms..." I feel his arms go around me & he hugs me, close & firm, like he doesn't want to lose me. I nuzzle his cheek & nip at his earring & whisper into his ear: "it takes alot more than what you brought to get me drunk,this isn't the ice talking, this is me, & I want you too"

To be continued......

 

[Cade Is Here]

talk to me

 

[Stegral]

talk to me

ok... whazzup???

sorry was venting in the other thread...

 

[Azuldrgon]

Afternoon Steg. Hope your Sunday is going well.

 

[Stegral]

Afternoon Steg. Hope your Sunday is going well.

ummm not bad... wishing that call would come...lol
truck is fixed as best I can...
car is up & running again
chores are almost all done too
getting ready for another week at work

(((Azul)))

 

[Azuldrgon]

ummm not bad... wishing that call would come...lol
truck is fixed as best I can...
car is up & running again
chores are almost all done too
getting ready for another week at work

(((Azul)))

I go to work in less than an hour.
Sorry I forgot your thread was on the GB. You know I usually stay away cause of the desire to rip on some people.
That call would be nice, even nicer if it happened while I was typing.
Have a wonderful quick week at work.

 

[Stegral]

I go to work in less than an hour.
Sorry I forgot your thread was on the GB. You know I usually stay away cause of the desire to rip on some people.
That call would be nice, even nicer if it happened while I was typing.
Have a wonderful quick week at work.

yes, yes it would be nice...
been in quite a mood all damn week as you saw on the BJSP thread & now in here....
the damn scorpio is coming out now that I can escape the layers of clothes...lol

Goddess, I need a good fuck...

you have a quick week too

((((Azul))))

P.S... subscribe to it silly

 

[Azuldrgon]

yes, yes it would be nice...
been in quite a mood all damn week as you saw on the BJSP thread & now in here....
the damn scorpio is coming out now that I can escape the layers of clothes...lol

Goddess, I need a good fuck...

I wish I had a way to fix that, but you know why I can't. Maybe it will be relieved soon.

 

[Stegral]

I wish I had a way to fix that, but you know why I can't. Maybe it will be relieved soon.

I hope so or someone may get mauled in a not so nice way...lol

 

[Stegral]

well... just confirmed my suspisions today...

the fella I wrote about in the BJSP & in here has someone at home...

now I have to undo all those feelings I have & walk away....

*needs to find my internal switch & reset to "attract/desire single guys"*

frigging hell... dammit !!!!

 

[Stegral]

wow... what a weekend...

fitted for my corset, new boots, all bills up to date,
out dancing sat night after a private play party

here's the confusion that happened at the play party..
dammit... I hate being single but hate being hurt...
SometimesI wish I could be casual... but it just isn't in me...

Click me

 

[Stegral]

OMF... what another week...
said screw the morals & did the fella that is persuing me...Tuesday, in his bunk...LOL...it started out chatting in the front seats then of course I get bold & jumpin the back... he follows, but not quickly... he gave me an awesome back rub at the end of a really shitty day & felt a bit of "payback" was in order... I was worked up from the hands on my back & the chatter at work... well I offered doggie style after the rub down & he had to verify it 3 times before he stripped down & put it in... if he had asked one more time I would have got up & walked ... he is a young looking 57 & ...he has 1/2 decent control & stamina... but he smokes & he was wheezing by the time he came he dropped me off at home after we cuddled & cleaned up & talked.
felt a bit guilty later that night but it passed...
*figures I didn't seduce him, I pushed him away a few times & he kept coming back... his choice to suffer if she finds out*
next day at work was back to the normal chatter, no special traetment that would signal to the other guys that anything changed...
came to terms I am ok with being the "other woman" right now, with him...
by friday I was going to get a tattoo to that effect but no good artists had any openings...
So I did this....
had a paycheck that was mostly mine so I paid everything before the bills got here ...lol
was basking on the back part of my rig on friday & got a sunburn...

*K* is back from his road trip & played last night... OMF I miss him...
"Diamond pattern" but it felt good... not as good as the tree tho...
once again leaned back for the blade on my collarbone...
OMFG I go weak in the knees when it is drug along my neck & collarbone area...
was intense enuff I napped for a bit after the aftercare
Then a few of the girls went out to a local bar & danced till 3:30 AM
I got hit on by a couple of guys, but I was there to dance not sex so they got told quickly & moved on...lol my G/F thinks it was my hair.... it was down both times I was approached... the first one could dance & had really soft hands... no calouses... damn... but I don't like being mauled by a stranger so he got a warning then I got nasty the second time... the second one came up & started dancing with us but stayed close to me... told him I was here to dance... nothing more & touched the collar I was wearing (purely display, not actually anyones) & he said thanks for the dance & went back to prowling...lol
nice fellas... but could barely speak english... sounded Czech or along those lines... both had the same line... "you are so beautiful"...LMAOOO
I wasn't wearing any makeup & wasn't trying to look available...
Guess they didn't see the play marks on my back in the dance floor lighting...LMAOOOO

ahh well... back to work tomorrow... the weeks are just whizzing by...damn....

 

[Stegral]

well... had another romp in the bunk...lol...
Damn Tuesdays..... (thought wednesdays was HUMP day)
the TOW scarificatrion is looking good See attached pic
Major fetish party this weekend ppl coming in from Montreal
back on line in the dungeon thread
I see the BJSP thread is active again
went out for drinks on thursday with the above mentioned romp...
got a slip of the tounge on the night kiss...

Just been busy at work with not much time after chores & play to be online...

 

[Stegral]

hump day fun

well yesterday I actually did climb in the bunk of that big blue freightliner & had some fun at the pier at lunch hour if anyone was walking by it they would have heard his moans (& my name...oops)...lol
I got there first, ate my lunch & waited to see if he was going to make it for the lunch hour.he got in about 12:15, I cued the CB mic & said "nappy time" which is a running joke with us all as we are forced to wait or lose our place in the lineup. well after I figured everyone was nestled down I snuck over to his lane & hopped in really quick, took my boots off & climbed in the bunk with him we talked & he told me he was having some wierd fantasies lately...I asked & asked & wouldn't relent until he spilled it...
Now remember people... he is pretty vanilla & old school...lol...
his first one finally got explained as wanting to put his own "cream" in my tea...
I told him not in my tea but in a hot chocolate would be fine & grinned at him...
He went about 4 shades of red & stuttered about how off the wall that was for him...
I asked him if it felt good not being confined by his thoughts on how he should be...
he told me I was a bit wild... I told him if he only knew...& laughed.
He knows I am into the BDSM slightly so we touched on that for a few minutes while I was rubbing him through his jeans, licking his chest & working him up. I told him I wanted to blow him but I forgot the flavoured condoms in my rig & I wasn't getting out until I was going back to my truck until lunch was done... he asked me why I wanted it wrapped & I told him because he smokes & drinks beer I find the cum tastes gross. Then he told me something that caught me slightly off guard... he was trying to explain how he wanted to taste himself in a kiss afterwards with much fumbling & blushing...I grinned & told him the "proper" term is usually snowballing or cum kisses.. he looked shocked that I knew exactly what he was talking about...I asked him if he was sure because most straight guys don't even want to taste themselves residually, let alone a mouthful transferred... he told me yes he really wanted to ... I told him I would try as I am used to swallowing & making sure there is no taste before I come up for a kiss. well I took his pants down & tortured him until someone banged on the bunk as a wake up... time was up...oops. well I got a mouthful & gladly gave it to him... I kept kissing him even after & finally had to get off him as we were both sweating from the heat in the bunk. I was sooo hot from blowing him a quick rub is all it would have taken to make me cum... I slipped out to the front & put on my boots & exited to the back of the lineups & got back in my rig... I am sure SOMEONE saw me but they said nothing he came over before I got called in to ask if it was supposed to be tingly... I smiled & said yes, it is the saline I think.. He grinned & told me thanks... He was never comfy asking anyone else but he knows I wouldn't degrade anything he said or belittle his desires... I told him I would... animals & kids... he distorted his face in an EEWWWW kind of look & shook his head. He said thanks again & went to socializing with the other drivers so it wouldn't look TOOOO obvious...lol
then today he was teasing me about "returning the pleasure" & I told him to stop by after work & I would make supper & we could play in my bed...
needless to say I am still waiting...

ah well I'll ask him tomorrow at work if something came up or he chickend out....lol

 

[Stegral]

realizations...

well I have realized I am one picky bitch...
any guys that wants me for the long run better have damn near all the following qualities:
* the realization I am not your slave to do everything all the time
* does NOT smoke or do drugs
* the ability to clean up after yourself IE:dishes, popcans, beer cans, etc...
* the ability to understand my need for immediate cleanliness, no "i'll do it later"s...
* the ability to survive on his own should anything happen to me
* the respect & cherishment to come forth without prompting
* the ability to dance slow with me in a bar or at home
* the ability to understand I like romance & reassurance
* the ability to please me as well as I please you in the bedroom
* the ability to pubicly show small signs of affection but not suffocate me
* the knowledge that IF I have given you myself I expect the same loyalty back
* the understanding I don't share well so don't even go there
* clean shaven, but long hair & not overweight as well would be nice
* does NOT want kids, does not have kids or his are all grown up
* loves snakes & does not want a cat or dog
* enjoys the 80's metal & today's version of "rock"

the following are perks..
* into BDSM, a switch that prefers to top would be awesome
* loves oral as much as I do...(both give & get)
* drinks no beer or wine, but likes vodka & rum.
* listens to country only periodically & hates rap or "that type" of music
* is comfortable with my bantering with my co-workers (see loyalty above)

I am sure this list will be subject to additions at later dates as I continue to refine my needs.

 

[Stegral]

shitty start to the weekend...

click me

levelled out by today tho... good thing I had the day off...
had I met him today I would have ripped him apart verbally.

why the fuck do I always seem to pick idiots...

I highly doubt I will be romping in the blue bunk anymore.

 

[Stegral]

well...wound up in the hospital earlier tonight....
insulin levels spiked & my iron dropped...
had to have an IV put in me...FUCK !!!! I hate needles.. & the after effects.
Worse when you are shaking so fucking bad they think you are on drugs...
they looked up my history & saw it happens about ever 4 months or so.
only been 10 weeks since the last one tho... dammit.

been so stressed the last week or so I guess it set it forward a bit.

nighters all...

 

[Stegral]

well to any that actually watch this thread I am taking a break...
I might be back in a while...might not...

just taking a Lit break....

(((all my friends)))

 

[Stegral]

been a rocky ride... but it's done now...
thursday night was the last straw...
not hearing an apology out of him to date has pissed me off...
here's the story...if my ex is lurking he will be laughing his guts out...
if any of the drivers I work with are in here then they will know how hurt I was on friday & why I was snappy & bitchy instead of my normal uppy smiley self...

been used by a married man, kept it quiet at work as he strung me along...
(same ole shit...I'm leaving her, I'm not happy, you make me feel alive, youre so special to me)
Add to it the fact he drives the companies truck (front of an 18 wheeler) over to see me after drinking BOTH in the truck & in a bar which he calls me from (told him to park & sleep it off I'd see him at work in the morning) & after he stopped near my place (couldn't find it drunk, so he parked & called me), putting him to bed & not sleeping, personally I went to work driving an 18 wheeler on 2 hrs of semi concious sleep as I am the only income in my house & he went home to sleep it off & be with her...Thank the Gods the guys let me sleep as much as I could between moves (I do local city work). I didn't tell the boss anything but know I should have...

I have been a doormat for the last few months.. it's been heaven & hell..
when we get together it is usually wonderful but this was it...
The driving of a 12,000+ pound piece of metal after drinking was it. The lisences we hold is our JOB... we can't work if we get a DUI (driving under the influence)... they take it instantly... minimum 3 months off & IF your boss keeps you, you are lucky... one DUI on your drivers abstract is worse than 3 pages or other fines (not including accidents but they are explainable, driving after drinking is NOT).
I am ALWAYS Designated Driver BECAUSE of my job...
If I go out knowing I am gonna drink I put a $20 aside for a cab.

I need to reset my idiot switch....

I just want to be somebody's so freaking bad I broke my first rule & shouldn't have...