Talk 2 Stegral

[mark197205]

Breast torture to me would include ANYTHING that is not fingers or lips/tongue.

Wax play, well I am usually furless... I would want to try it on the back or stomach first, before going erotic...

Carving I have been doing since I was 12... it is a stress relief for me & I bear a few scars from it.
My latest was a small tribute to what I have become in the last 8 months...
T.O.W scarifacation
I sat & realized I have been "the other woman" now, something I vowed I would never do,
so I carved a reminder of my shame into my forearm as a reminder & to release the guilt from my mind.
I have a high pain tolerance for a "vanilla" but very low for a "pain slut"

*nibbles your ear & rubs your chest hair, grazing your nipples*

I can understand your reluctance about using anything on your breasts, maybe with time and some gentle work you might get to be willing to try something beyond fingers/ mouth.

Hmmm, might try my back soon, I know I enjoyed having hot choc sauce dripped on me before.....

I've scratched myself a few times, usually when I've been down, just to see if I could do it, but never hard enough to leave a permanent scar, the last one has faded away after about a year......
There is a quite a lot of stuff on scarification on BME, if your interested in it...

I dont think you are that vanilla, not in all ways anyway, my pain threshold is pretty high too, usually higher if I'm doing it to myself rather than someone else doing it, that said I do love having my nipples sucked and bitten pretty hard....

*Scratches my nails around the back of your neck.....*

 

[Kcar]

well I really don't feel like posting in the personals....

I figure I am in enough threads that if I spark interest you will research & find this thread..

yes I do LOVE giving oral it is the reason I STARTED the BJSP thread...
I will try anything once & give you my honest opinion of it, yay or nay...
I have only very recently been intro'd into the BDSM type of lifestyle

Yes I am single, in lust, needing, not gross to look at but not porn material either... I am 5ft 10, 195 pounds that is mostly muscle due to my type of work. My friends ALWAYS as my help to move because I get the guys motivated to get the job done as I can lift just as much as they can.
I am a Scorpio so I am highly sexual, extremely possesive & very loyal.
I have a paraniod streak in me a mile wide due to the last 4 relationships being fucked over for other females.
If I haven't scared you off yet cool
I have 5 snakes as pets & breed rodents for them & the excess is sold thru a business called snake snacks.
Scared yet?? LOL
I am Pagan, Submissive (yet take shit from no-one), employed & maintain my own place. I have been told I am a clean freak, way too organized but make an awsome friend. I have a very small group of close friends that I trust & alot of people that I know but I would probably be classed as a "loner".
To date I am heterosexual, not really inclined to try females yet... a few more assholes & I just might.
I believe heavily in monagomy, I will try a "?some" but will NEVER have an "open" relationship...

Any questions... post em or PM me...

You sound like the kinda friend I'd like to have.

 

[Stegral]

I can understand your reluctance about using anything on your breasts, maybe with time and some gentle work you might get to be willing to try something beyond fingers/ mouth.

Hmmm, might try my back soon, I know I enjoyed having hot choc sauce dripped on me before.....

I've scratched myself a few times, usually when I've been down, just to see if I could do it, but never hard enough to leave a permanent scar, the last one has faded away after about a year......
There is a quite a lot of stuff on scarification on BME, if your interested in it...

I dont think you are that vanilla, not in all ways anyway, my pain threshold is pretty high too, usually higher if I'm doing it to myself rather than someone else doing it, that said I do love having my nipples sucked and bitten pretty hard....

*Scratches my nails around the back of your neck.....*

*quivers & shudders at the nails, squirms on your lap*
I have some scars that have been with me for years... the TOW one I did in the summer so it faded quickly as I was out exposing it to the sun alot. I have one that runs up my inner right arm... barely beside the major vien...
actually BME is already bookmarked, I love the tattoo's branding & scarring...
if I didn't get sick at the smell of singed skin I would probably experiment with branding.
I do hope the cocolate hot sauce was licked off you slowly....

 

[Stegral]

You sound like the kinda friend I'd like to have.

why thank you Kcar... I find the animals tend to scare off most...

I am honest & blunt... no sugar coating the facts here...lol

 

[mark197205]

*quivers & shudders at the nails, squirms on your lap*
I have some scars that have been with me for years... the TOW one I did in the summer so it faded quickly as I was out exposing it to the sun alot. I have one that runs up my inner right arm... barely beside the major vien...
actually BME is already bookmarked, I love the tattoo's branding & scarring...
if I didn't get sick at the smell of singed skin I would probably experiment with branding.
I do hope the cocolate hot sauce was licked off you slowly....

The chocolate sauce got smeared over me before getting licked off, there are some pics of me in it, she wrote some things on my back in it actually.....post whore being one of them.....

*takes a handful of your hair pulling your head back firmly yet gently to allow my lips to meet yours.....*

 

[Stegral]

The chocolate sauce got smeared over me before getting licked off, there are some pics of me in it, she wrote some things on my back in it actually.....post whore being one of them.....

*takes a handful of your hair pulling your head back firmly yet gently to allow my lips to meet yours.....*

*gasps at the tug on my hair, allowing you to take control*

MMMmmmmm such soft sweet kisses....

 

[mark197205]

*gasps at the tug on my hair, allowing you to take control*

MMMmmmmm such soft sweet kisses....

*my tongue flicks between my lips, seeking to part yours, to begin a dance inside your mouth, my free hand drawing lazy circles on your back.....*

 

[Stegral]

*my tongue flicks between my lips, seeking to part yours, to begin a dance inside your mouth, my free hand drawing lazy circles on your back.....*

I relax under your grip, allowing your tongue in to play with mine.
I feel you pause as you cross my tongue ring...
remembering what you said about your nipples I find one & roll it between my thumb & finger, feeling it get harder with my touch.
I slide off your lap from my sideways position without breaking the kiss or releasing your nipple to adjust myself to be straddling your lap as the kiss ends & I offer my bare neck to you...
"I do enjoy marks on my neck..." (no pun intended..honest) hoping to be nibbled on as I so enjoy it...

 

[mark197205]

I relax under your grip, allowing your tongue in to play with mine.
I feel you pause as you cross my tongue ring...
remembering what you said about your nipples I find one & roll it between my thumb & finger, feeling it get harder with my touch.
I slide off your lap from my sideways position without breaking the kiss or releasing your nipple to adjust myself to be straddling your lap as the kiss ends & I offer my bare neck to you...
"I do enjoy marks on my neck..." (no pun intended..honest) hoping to be nibbled on as I so enjoy it...

* feeling your tongue ring I think to myself if they are that good during oral as they are made out to be before tensing slightly as you pull and tease my nipple with your fingers a gentle shudder passing through my body, as our kiss breaks I look into your eyes and see the glint of desire within, taking the offered neck I trace a line up the throbbing vein with my tongue before firmly sucking and gently nipping at the flesh...*

 

[Stegral]

* feeling your tongue ring I think to myself if they are that good during oral as they are made out to be before tensing slightly as you pull and tease my nipple with your fingers a gentle shudder passing through my body, as our kiss breaks I look into your eyes and see the glint of desire within, taking the offered neck I trace a line up the throbbing vein with my tongue before firmly sucking and gently nipping at the flesh...*

every nip & bite sends shots of pleasure straight to my sex & I wiggle on your lap, moaning my joy at the sensations...
I bring my other hand to your collar bone & tense my fingers so you can feel the nails barely pressing on your flesh...I drag them down your inner arm as I roll the nipple again, playfully grinding my dampening sex against yours...
I realize what time it is & mutter about the damn stuff needing doing...
Sliding off your lap I give you a long slow sensual kiss, and whispering I'm sorry I have to go, but please come in whenever you want... you can also wander into the BJSP...

 

[mark197205]

every nip & bite sends shots of pleasure straight to my sex & I wiggle on your lap, moaning my joy at the sensations...
I bring my other hand to your collar bone & tense my fingers so you can feel the nails barely pressing on your flesh...I drag them down your inner arm as I roll the nipple again, playfully grinding my dampening sex against yours...
I realize what time it is & mutter about the damn stuff needing doing...
Sliding off your lap I give you a long slow sensual kiss, and whispering I'm sorry I have to go, but please come in whenever you want... you can also wander into the BJSP...

Making my nips into near bites and my sucks with greater effort as your nails graze my arm and your fingers tease my hard nipple, the bulge in my jeans becomes almost to difficult to bear as you grind against me with your moistening pussy..*

*I look plaintively at you as you tell me you have to go, then nod in understanding, drinking in you again as you kiss me before getting off my now obvious erection, you straighten your clothes before apologising again as you leave...*

*A few minutes later I climb up out of my seat, now that my arousal has receded I leave a single rose on the table before heading out the door myself....*

 

[Stegral]

I leave a single rose on the table before heading out the door myself....*

*seeing the rose a bit later*

sigh, always a gentleman... his wife is very lucky...

 

[Stegral]

WOOT!!!!!!

the sexually wild & crazy

Walk in the park

is back is playmode !!!

 

[Stegral]

Well, I went to my first "munch" on saturday.
Very casual, relaxed atmosphere. I overdressed due to the fact I wear casuals with workboots all week & like to "dress up" it wasn't fetish wear, just nice clothes & makeup... had something to eat, got to talk to some people in a neutral enviroment. got asked some questions, but nothing too personal. One guy was actually wearing a very obvious collar, but other than that it looked like just a bunch of friends got together after a Rememberance Day ceremony...some of the people were going to "play" afterwards, some were going home. I enjoyed the company & it was a reason to get my ass out of the apartment & socialize...
It is a "group" that takes in new members & I am hoping that I meet the criteria to be allowed in, there is only so much I can learn on-line...
my necklace was commented on & I had to explain it was a gift, not a collar as the person I recieved it from is a known Dom within the group. I just said we had met at a fetish ball & have become friends, nothing more. I didn't tell them He felt the need to reciprocate my oral skills, but did not wish to do anything sexual back. I asked for a piece of jewelery, he told me to visit his site & tell him what I wanted...so I did He is a very nice man, didn't take advantage of my n00bness into the BDSM thing & collar me, rather he talked to me & opened up some doors for me to peek into & look around He left the invite to talk anytime if I had questions. but I ramble....
The munch was great, casual & comfortable. Everyone I talked to was great Almost everyone was my age or older so I think I may fit in ok there

 

[Stegral]

Well, updating more !!!

I am heading out to a fetish night at the club.
Membership has been approved & I am good to go
I will be wearing my blacks & different jewelery...
Hopefully this time will go better as I don't have the human pitbull with me, like last time...

I am excited !!!! Just hope the ex isn't there.

Update: couldn't find the place as the invite was by landmarks (they assume everyone knows them) rather than an actual address.
got home dissappointed & checked me e-mail,
found the invite to the site & alas too late but got an addy... oh well...
I will be watching the site like a hawk now...

 

[Keldun_Rae]

well... I am recently single( 2 months now)...
my now ex crossed a hard limit he knew about & I kicked him out, he had been warned...
I play alot in LIT but tend to respond more than request...lol... No pics will be give nor posted as the ex is still in here & you CAN take pics from here...

you do have a nice ass BTW...

You lieing little.... I did NOTHING WRONG! You left out so much of what you were showing people. Huge time-gaps in the print outs. BTW, people, SHE cheated on ME with this M of hers.

 

[Keldun_Rae]

The Law

You know what? I've decided to let the law decide. I'll be seeing a lawyer soon on the grounds of taking Stegral to court for Slander, Liable, and Defermation of Character. Have fun, Stegral.

 

[Stegral]

You know what? I've decided to let the law decide. I'll be seeing a lawyer soon on the grounds of taking Stegral to court for Slander, Liable, and Defermation of Character. Have fun, Stegral.

You lieing little.... I did NOTHING WRONG! You left out so much of what you were showing people. Huge time-gaps in the print outs. BTW, people, SHE cheated on ME with this M of hers.

That is fine. Yes YOU did do something wrong. I guess when you quit your job after going back home to mom & dad you have enough time to rehash the past. Let it go, you have lost enough friends over this split already. Be sure when you go into see the lawyer you tell them everything like: I have the MSN logs still, PM's from here, cell calls that brought you close to harassment charges, the police incident numbers & a few friends that will testify, probably NOT to your advantage.
Please get on with your life, leave me alone !!

BTW... I did NOTHING with M until you were OUT !!!
Anytime I post "ex" are you sure I mean you?????...

 

[Stegral]

You know what? I've decided to let the law decide. I'll be seeing a lawyer soon on the grounds of taking Stegral to court for Slander, Liable, and Defermation of Character. Have fun, Stegral.

Still haven't heard from that lawyer...
please quit trying to get into my life, be it in a bad or good way & move ON !!

 

[Stegral]

Just another blurt.
I experienced "pinwheels" friday. These things are normally used on people that have to be tested for nerve damage after a bad accident.
I learned earlier this week I don't like sudden sensations (even something as soft as a deerskin flogger lightly across the back), but after the session on friday I found I really like the wheels !!!! The small of my back didn't do much but OMG when they got ran by my neck & my shoulderblade area...almost similar to a bite on the neck
I only wish we had more time but SOMEONE had to go to work.
Going to a potluck & christmas party tonight so hopefully I can chat with some more people
The more I learn, the more I realize why an ex was so mesmerized by what he strayed from me for. I can't do a TPE relationship, which is exactly what he needs & she gave him. I am actually glad for him that he seems to be happy. Still working on forgiving her...

 

[Stegral]

well, been to another small play party, realized just how quickly one of the moderators of the group comes over when they hear RED quickly repeated.
I had taken my hand braided leash with me, just cause... & when everyone got a stuffed toy I put the leash on it & later was teasing one of the others about suspension play after I put it around it's feet too A close friend of mine came by just as it was shutting down, so I intro'd them to the "seniors" of the group to do an quick interview & continued chatting with a Domme after the interview was done. Seems to have gone well & they look forward to the application for membership into the group I am a bit leary due to the fact the friend is MUCH more "into" BD/SM that I am & I am helping THEM find play groups/spots LMFAOOOO guess that is what happens when you look in the right spots
but off to bed... working nights again & loving it

 

[Stegral]

Another update...
For anyone curious about my progress I am now "playing" in a semi public setting...Click me for a better discription
earlier tonight I was leaned up against a St Georges (?) cross, shirt off & skirt down to my tailbone as a wonderful Dom striped my back with my new pinwheel OMG everytime he plays me he gets better ... I figure a few more "sessions" & I will be learning what "subspace" is nothing sexual, just sensations... OMG I felt so wonderful I didn't want him to stop but my skin needed a rest... As much as I know I shouldn't be I think I am falling for this Dom... Not sure how he feels towards me, but I think he likes me too, the aftercare he pampers me with is awesome, but not unusual for our group... tonight there was alot of "playing" & as I rested my skin I got to see the aftercare of some of the others... one was actually curled on the couch with his 'subbie'

updated to include: I WAS in subspace... came down yesterday... OMG !!!

 

[Stegral]

play time on the 24th

MMmmmm... yet again wonderful sessions under a very experienced hand

I came in to find Him sitting with another girl beside Him on the couch so I promptly took up my self assumed position at His feet. Even though I am not collared by Him, He is the only one I trust fully & I show my trust by these small expressions. There is another Dom across the room with His sub, sitting pretty much as I am. *K* plays with my hair as I chat with the other sub & the banter between the others in the room continues... After a while I am requested to relinquish my spot at *K*'s feet as He needs to put a full hood on the one sitting beside Him. I trade spots so I can cuddle up to *K* as He secures the hood on her. I keep the spot & watch *K* do knife play lightly on her back, my jealousy inching in. I know it is wrong but I subdue it as best I can. He sits back from her, gently tracing her back with His knife, barely marking her. I get up & ask if He wants a drink, I cannot watch any longer. I busy myself in the kitchen, getting Him the water & come back in to sit beside Him, offering Him His glass. I see the welts on her shoulders & back coming up & watch as He puts His cup against her back, cooling her skin. He puts his knife away & touches her slighty, very little aftercare is needed with her I guess...He moves out from behind her & she asks where is he going. He replies "it is time for someone else to have fun now". Again just as last week he extends his hand & I go willingly. The room with the cross is taken by someone doing rope bondage so we go to the larger room rather than wait.
I don't like this room as much, nothing to lean on, just hold onto the chains on the framework, plus it is cold... the other room is always warm... I turn the heater towards me as I get ready. off comes the skirt & vest, no panties, no bra I grasp the chains, uncomfy with my front exposed, but putting faith in *K* staying to the limits. Before tonight we nogotiated that the "mitten" would be intro'd, so I was looking forward to the new sensations.
Out came the tried & true wheels first, up my arms, down my spine, along my ass, up my sides & everywhere in between as I squirm to allow better access to where He is running them. then the catbrush comes out, back to the wheels & at some point he got the mitten on (for those wondering what "the mitten" is it is like a furry wash mitt with little spikeys on one side) without skipping a beat (that I noticed at least). As He traced the wheels with one hand He would mingle the soft furry side in between runs, so I would feel spiked wheels then soft fur... up along my side, my body trying to keep pace with His hand & that wonderful mitten. I felt a pause & then both the wheels off in different directions, sending me soaring & gasping for air. Whimpering I loose track of the order in which I feel things. spikes. prickley, soft & coarse, such a rush I barely remembered to breathe. I feel Him come in close & kiss my shoulders & neck as He glides over my body like a lover. I feel His hand in the mitten moving along my side & I realize just how exposed my front is... I am curious if he will come around or not. He doesn't. Relief washes over me as the trust for Him increases even more. I feel Him pat my ass gently & ask if I am ok. We had discussed LIGHT spanks during play to help me associate them with good feelings I reply "green" the safe word for "I am good, keep going" I feel a bit more with the mitten then the cat brush, onto the wheels (but they feel odd this time) & then His hands caressing my skin, realizing my session is about to end I start to calm down, feeling the loving touches & small kisses He places on my shoulders & neck. I release my hands from the chains (I was never bound, I panic when bound for now), feeling His hands still roaming my body I put my hands behind my back, trying to "catch" His, our fingers meet & I bring His hands to my front, around my waist, as I lean back into him I feel him nuzzle my neck, I mumble something I can't recall right now but it was some form of endearment. A few more moments in His arms & we seperate, I get re-dressed & we go back out into the common area. I attempt to serve Him, & stumble a bit, but do my best. *K* knows what He does to me & I think He enjoys the way I show His prowess to the rest without saying a word . *K*'s birthday is coing up & He will be out at sea for it so tonight he got to spank the subbies.. luckily the other girl He put the hood on enjoys the spanks & eagerly took mine. First set was bare handed (my set), The second set (hers) were done with rubber dipped mechanic gloves on... her ass was soooo red !!! but she loved every swat. *K* sat again & we all chatted within the bunch again. A Domme took the hooded one away for some flogging & *K* & I stayed in the main room & chatted... After a while I wanted to play again & let *K* know by nipping at Him. As our "usual" room was open, *K* grabbed the mitten from the table in the main room & led me away for "more pokies". Again He started with the wheels but they felt sooo much better now that I had the cross to lean onto. the wheels, the brush, the mitten... then I hear a click.... my head turns trying to see what He is doing, I can't. Knowing *K* would never hurt me I relax... then I feel it, up one side, across the shoulders then down the other side.... the click was His lockblade securing prior to use.. It felt really strange at first but then it started to feel really good... I can remember pushing against the blade, feeling it depress the flesh, but not breaking it. The feelings of the second session greatly out did the first one. I am not sure if it was because of the cross, the comfort of our "regular" room, the knife drawing on me or just everything. the second session was shorter than normal as the place needed to be shut down & locked up so the pace was a bit quicker, which was fine No breathing room again, but still not close enough to bring out the desire for sex like the other the night... the kisses & nips at the end melted me. I don't think anyone will match Him, just as no-one has ever outdone my first B/f for the ability to release the beast within (in a vanilla sense), I think Him bringing forth the emotions that have been subdued & ridiculed for so long, I will always remember Him as my "first" to release the inhibitions & allowing ME to be free, to feel EVERYTHING safely, no judgements, just encouragement.I actually got kisses on the lips, not just on the facial cheeks & exposed back, like the other times...
Yep, He has me... hook, line & sinker.... I've fallen for Him.
I didn't realize it until I asked in the 2nd session but *K* HAD used the knife during the first one as well. I do like the knife, but I am so used to them drawing blood (I carve when stressed) that it scaled a bit above the cat brush, but below the wheels...
He took a pic so it will get posted along with the other when I figure out how to re-size them

 

[Barbdreams]

What the hell is this shit?

 

[Stegral]

What the hell is this shit?

My thread.. I have had requests in other threads & in PM's to post my explorations.
So I do in here, rather than be off topic/hijack a different thread.
Don't like it? too bad.