Talk 2 Stegral

[Barbdreams]

My thread.. I have had requests in other threads & in PM's to post my explorations.
So I do in here, rather than be off topic/hijack a different thread.
Don't like it? too bad.

You seriously don't think this is off topic for the GB?

Jeez, start a new thread somewhere appropriate.

 

[Stegral]

You seriously don't think this is off topic for the GB?

Jeez, start a new thread somewhere appropriate.

I don't know... with the full thread content... IT IS GENERAL
well if you took the time to read the whole damn thing you would see it has EVOLVED to here.
If it just started with what I post now I would have begun it elsewhere...
It just seems to focous on one thing now... iggy me if you don't like it.
I don't force you to read it. so far you are the only complaint.
althought I am sure now all your buddies will be sure to come in & flame too.

 

[Barbdreams]

well if you took the time to read the whole damn thing you would see it has EVOLVED to here.
If it just started with what I post now I would have begun it elsewhere...
It just seems to focous on one thing now... iggy me if you don't like it.
I don't force you to read it. so far you are the only complaint.
althought I am sure now all your buddies will be sure to come in & flame too.

So, earlier this month you bumped a thread from 2006? Couldn't have posted a link or anything, huh?

Yeah, seems like I'm the only person to have noticed.

 

[Stegral]

So, earlier this month you bumped a thread from 2006? Couldn't have posted a link or anything, huh?

Yeah, seems like I'm the only person to have noticed.

2006 is only less than 2 months ago...

why start new ones unless you have to?
I hate to add work & unessecary archiving for the moderators.

 

[Barbdreams]

2006 is only less than 2 months ago...

why start new ones unless you have to?
I hate to add work & unessecary archiving for the moderators.

Whatever hun.

You'd get more interest other places. Your problem.

 

[Azuldrgon]

2006 is only less than 2 months ago...

why start new ones unless you have to?
I hate to add work & unessecary archiving for the moderators.

Sending to Stegral.

 

[Stegral]

Whatever hun.

You'd get more interest other places. Your problem.

not a problem... I am not looking to bring interest into the thread... this is for the people that already know me to pop in & see how I am doing & leave a post if they want, rather than trying to find me through 2 or 3 boards...

Sending to Stegral.

Thanks Azul 's back...
you come in at just the right time

 

[raven2]

not a problem... I am not looking to bring interest into the thread... this is for the people that already know me to pop in & see how I am doing & leave a post if they want, rather than trying to find me through 2 or 3 boards...



Thanks Azul 's back...
you come in at just the right time

Ignore the negatives, Steg. I am glad that things are going so well. And bascally, the GB is for anything.

 

[RedHairedandFriendly]

Stegral. . . what a beautiful story. Thank you for sharing it.

 

[Stegral]

Stegral. . . what a beautiful story. Thank you for sharing it.

YW Red... more a replay than a story...

Ignore the negatives, Steg. I am glad that things are going so well. And bascally, the GB is for anything.

Thanks guys.. you helped prove the point I was trying to make about my friends being able to peek in & see how I am doing.

 

[RedHairedandFriendly]

YW Red... more a replay than a story...

Yes, a replay, and very well told. I am envious.

 

[Stegral]

Yes, a replay, and very well told. I am envious.

don't get too envious... he is heading out to sea tuesday
& will be gone for 2 WHOLE WEEKS !!!
I am soooo gonna be needing him when he gets back... no one plays like him...

& I am certain I missed stuff in there but I remember most of it...

Glad you enjoyed...
Maybe I should make it into a story & submit it
what do you think?? it could be an ongoing series

 

[RedHairedandFriendly]

don't get too envious... he is heading out to sea tuesday
& will be gone for 2 WHOLE WEEKS !!!
I am soooo gonna be needing him when he gets back... no one plays like him...

& I am certain I missed stuff in there but I remember most of it...

Glad you enjoyed...
Maybe I should make it into a story & submit it
what do you think?? it could be an ongoing series

Honestly... I am envious, even if he is leaving, you are experiencing something I long for, but am not allowed to have.

I think a series would be wonderful. It would be a way for you to capture those moments and yeah, a way for others to share in something that makes you happy and brings you joy.

I only ask you to consider this. . .

When posting your experiences, especially those close to your heart, mind, body, soul... to an open story board, you are allowing those thoughts to be read by others. . . and if you leave the comment and email option on, then you are allowing yourself to be either praised for your story, your life, your experiences, or you are allowing yourself to be attacked.

Either way though.... in the end, it is your story. . .and noone has the right to take that pleasure away. So just prepare yourself that not all folks will leave comments that show they appreciate you sharing a part of yourself.

I for one would look forward to each segment.

~ Red.

 

[Stegral]

well people.. here are the pics from the 10th...click here for "session" description
Thanks to Mark for resizing them to lit specs...
I didn't get the pics from the last set, those took more of a box shape outlined on the outer edges of my back.
hopefully *K* remembers to send them when he gets back

it has only been 2 days but I miss him... no chat or calls or nuffin... *pouts*

 

[Stegral]

Well... finally feeling good enought to sit at my computer for more than 5 minutes without my body hurting, ears ringing or coughing my lungs up.
Been really sick with something since thursday & think I am on the side to healing now, thakfully as I am booked into work tomorrow. took friday off & slept almost all of the weekend away. Thanks the Gods that my animals are low maintanence... feed rodents & check water bottles, check snakes water supplies once a day
Finally got to see the movie "snakes on a plane" OMG...
if you know NOTHING about snakes it is an awesome action movie.
Unfortunately I enjoyed the "extras" more than the movie.

hopefully I will be back up to par in a few more days..

 

[Stegral]

It all began on the 13th...

I had been on AdultFriendFinder, just to see what might be out there when *K* e-mails my inbox & says hi & that it took long enough He's been in there a while I guess. I posted a profile in there & on ALT.com so I am beginning to not really care about whom see's what about me. I got alot of replies, both good & bad. a few I felt comfy enough to give my ICQ to. well been chattin with a young fella for a few days now & start feeling a bit more comfy. we set a "date" for the 19th. I've been a bit cooped up in the apartment, no work all week & surfing all the wrong stuff for someone to stay unaroused... well he logs in & we chat (I am a night owl normally) & it is getting on 8PMish... He offers to make a special trip up as he is off the next day & if we don't click at least he got to see some really cool snakes
I give him directions & tell him to log off b4 I change my mind. he appears at my door in about 50 minutes...good time coming from an hour away & having to keep track of directions. He comes in, I offer up something to drink we sit & talk in the livingroom for a few. I ask if he wants to see the pets & he replies "yes, can I take pictures?". I tell him sure but not me, I hate the camera.
We laugh & head into the "snake room" (also my bedroom) it is nice & warm so I turn on the lights & we start talking reptiles.. he has soooo many questions there is no pressure, just non-confrontal idle chatter. I let him see the kingsnake & the hognose eat & he is fasinated & starts taking pics I relax & take out one of the pythons. I lay Gripper on the bed & we take sides. he asks questions, I answer & we both pat Gripper, whom once warmed up a bit more, proceeds to try & escape our parimiter. Talk turns to more "adult" topics & I put Gripper away.. I feel pretty comfy with Joseph now.. he didn't push anything, let me get comfy at my pace (it seemed) & was curious about my "toys" that are mentioned in my profile. it is getting onto midnight by now. I show him the pinwheels, cathair brush (which he laughs at because he HAS a cat) & my new knife he tells me he isn't sure he could use those on me so I ask if he would like to feel them so he knows he can't hurt me unless he really really presses into my skin. He agrees so I start with the pinwheels, almost drawing the "tree" that *K* did on me a few weeks earlier. I watch his body move & slide under my touch as we keep talking about how it feels, he replies awesome, so I do a few strokes with the brush (which didn't seem to do much) & then out came the knife... it is a bit sharp, but you NEED to have it straight & press to get it to pierce skin, otherwise it just leaves these wonderful raised "welts" on the skin. well he wanted to try so we switched positions & he tried to repeat it on me. I gently assured him "a bit harder, remember, my back is a bit more used to this, just watch my body I will press against if I want it harder & move away if it is too hard, ok?" he is glad for the assurances & instructions. we play for a while & interspursed with the "toys" he does touch me & kisses my back. then he comes in really close & begins to BITE my shoulders & neck.
OMFG... It was freaking amazing... I melted... I knew he had a thing for biting, he showed me a pic of bites on another playmate & for NEVER playing together before he hit all my spots. He tilted my head back & ran his tongue along my jawline & ear, bit me many times along the neck & shoulders. I was a puddle of hormones so when he offered some oral stimulation I eagerly agreed, after I washed up a bit. He awaited patiently while I did a quick wash to remove the sweat from squatting while we played & came back in to find him sitting at the end of the bed. well.. he offered & seemed to really want to so I happily laid down & relaxed. It has been longer that I care to try & remember when my last GOOD licking was so needless to say while I really wasn't expecting much, he had me flying at the first lap of his tongue across my lips... I remember his tounge dancing across the very tip of my clit, licking the lips apart, running his tongue deep inside of me, coming back out & gently pulling the lips into his mouth, quickly sucking on them before releasing them to lap at my whole area again. I did my best not to squirm too much & finally asked in between sighs & moans if he minded a hand on his head. "as long as I can breathe, go for it" was all I heard before I grasped his head, ran my fingers into his hair & brought him closer into me, held him a bit at that sweet spot before & felt it washing over me like a flood... I pinned his head in tight & grinded into his poor face, not a word came out as he took up the cue & licked & sucked & nipped my to the best oral orgasm I have had in a very long time. then I had to push him away as the sensations hit hard... I become VERY hyper sensitive & NOT in a good way... he took a final long lap along my lips & sat up, looking very pleased with himself. he came up beside me & we chatted for a bit then I decided it was time to reciprocate. he warned me NO-ONE had EVER gotten him off orally... I smirked at him & told him "Why that sounds like a challenge, I accept it." & smiled at him. I took a drink & started to toy with him, licking up & down his shaft but NOT enveloping it, I licked his balls & played with his perenium piercing (the scrotum one was still new & sore), nipped at the insides of his thighs back along his balls & ran my tounge ball up his shaft & flicked it across the head. He isn't circumsized so I gently pulled the skin down a bit & wrapped my lips around the head & sucked while running the tongue ball along the glans & up the slit. I could feel him twitch at every flick, I stroked his shaft while sucking on the head, slowly working my way down until I broke the suction, then I did my best to bottom out. I noticed his girth then... A bit bigger than I normally see but I like a challenge I tilted my head off to the side so my teeth wouldn't grate along him & continued to alternate full length strokes with head sucks... I thought I lost him a couple of times but by damn I wasn't going to give up. whenever I felt him softening I promptly played with his piercing, his balls & came up about 1/2 way & sucked in, running the ball along the head ridge, the combination seemed to get the lower heads attention very well I had told him before I started that one hand on my head is fine... don't skull fuck me, just let me play & make you feel good. I wasn't watching the clock but he figures it was between 35-50 minutes I played with him He started to pull out & told me he couldn't believe it but he was going to cum... I promptly enveloped as much of his cock as I could & I heard him ask if I swallow... mmmmmmmmm is all I replied as I continued to play & suck & stroke. It was all he needed... he came, gush after gush came out of him... I only let a bit drip off, as I like to lick some off as well. well I drank him dry, sucked his dick like it was a straw until he started to pull me off muttering "now I think I understand the sensitivity thing" & winked at him & said " paybacks a bitch eh?" & did one last long suck to draw it all out. we relaxed in each others arms & talked for a while, him repeatedly telling me I was amazing, that he has NEVER gotten off orally before, he always ends it either by hand or by fuck. I grin & accept the praise in fully & tell him I am not normally that vocal (I called out his name while he was licking me & nor have I had anyone that just knew what to do without prompting). we fell asleep him spooning me & later that day he woke me up slowly by just touching me, rubbing my side & back running his hand along my bum. I snapped into alert mode when he touched my face...He apologized for scaring me & I told him I was sorry I didn't warn him it freaked me out unless I knew it was coming. I got up & made us breakfast, B&E with toast. we ate & he wanted to play again so we did. after a bit of time with the toys, another wonderful oral "O" for me & I got turned over for a really good doggy style fuck. Joseph has a curve in his dick that allows him to rub the G-Spot with every stroke in this position OH MY FUCKING GODS... It was a constant "O" until I begged him to cum. as we had NOT discussed internal release he pulled out & came over my ass cheeks... then told me to stay still... he went & got a cloth & wiped me off... we touched & cuddled & cooled off a bit, but then hit my toys again me on him, then him on me... He would bite & play & tease to the point when he bent me over I was so wet he slipped in no problem... he teased that spot a bit before plunging in... I squeaked "no.. too deep, that hurts" & he eased up a bit. I looked over my shoulder & between pants begged him to cum inside me..."I am Fixed, don't worry" & continued to talk dirty with him replying. every stroke was an "O" in itself... god he felt good... than he bent in a bit, coming in close, slowing the time & easing up on the depth he BITES ME again & again, lifting me up off my hands, holding my head, bringing me back, making him rub even harder across my G-Spot...he bites my neck again & again... I almost screamed in pure primal lust... almost, but I remembered I am in an apartment, thin walls...
He came, we cleaned up & cuddled some more. there was no sense of time for us... it was just us in our own little world. we ended up falling asleep for a bit. when we woke up I needed to get things done, so we got out of bed, got dressed & he took some pics of OUR marks downloaded them onto my comp & we said our byes... He hugged me & I BIT him... & told him I wouldn't mind seeing him again... LMAOOOO
He is pretty young but DAMN I like him !!!
I will attach pics once I size then down to lit req....

 

[Azuldrgon]

Very hot. Glad it happened and I am so jealous of him.

 

[Stegral]

Very hot. Glad it happened and I am so jealous of him.

awww shucks Azul....

I needed release... He was alot of fun...
A good night for this old woman...lol

 

[raven2]

I had been on AdultFriendFinder, just to see what might be out there when *K* e-mails my inbox & says hi & that it took long enough He's been in there a while I guess. I posted a profile in there & on ALT.com so I am beginning to not really care about whom see's what about me. I got alot of replies, both good & bad. a few I felt comfy enough to give my ICQ to. well been chattin with a young fella for a few days now & start feeling a bit more comfy. we set a "date" for the 19th. I've been a bit cooped up in the apartment, no work all week & surfing all the wrong stuff for someone to stay unaroused... well he logs in & we chat (I am a night owl normally) & it is getting on 8PMish... He offers to make a special trip up as he is off the next day & if we don't click at least he got to see some really cool snakes
I give him directions & tell him to log off b4 I change my mind. he appears at my door in about 50 minutes...good time coming from an hour away & having to keep track of directions. He comes in, I offer up something to drink we sit & talk in the livingroom for a few. I ask if he wants to see the pets & he replies "yes, can I take pictures?". I tell him sure but not me, I hate the camera.
We laugh & head into the "snake room" (also my bedroom) it is nice & warm so I turn on the lights & we start talking reptiles.. he has soooo many questions there is no pressure, just non-confrontal idle chatter. I let him see the kingsnake & the hognose eat & he is fasinated & starts taking pics I relax & take out one of the pythons. I lay Gripper on the bed & we take sides. he asks questions, I answer & we both pat Gripper, whom once warmed up a bit more, proceeds to try & escape our parimiter. Talk turns to more "adult" topics & I put Gripper away.. I feel pretty comfy with Joseph now.. he didn't push anything, let me get comfy at my pace (it seemed) & was curious about my "toys" that are mentioned in my profile. it is getting onto midnight by now. I show him the pinwheels, cathair brush (which he laughs at because he HAS a cat) & my new knife he tells me he isn't sure he could use those on me so I ask if he would like to feel them so he knows he can't hurt me unless he really really presses into my skin. He agrees so I start with the pinwheels, almost drawing the "tree" that *K* did on me a few weeks earlier. I watch his body move & slide under my touch as we keep talking about how it feels, he replies awesome, so I do a few strokes with the brush (which didn't seem to do much) & then out came the knife... it is a bit sharp, but you NEED to have it straight & press to get it to pierce skin, otherwise it just leaves these wonderful raised "welts" on the skin. well he wanted to try so we switched positions & he tried to repeat it on me. I gently assured him "a bit harder, remember, my back is a bit more used to this, just watch my body I will press against if I want it harder & move away if it is too hard, ok?" he is glad for the assurances & instructions. we play for a while & interspursed with the "toys" he does touch me & kisses my back. then he comes in really close & begins to BITE my shoulders & neck.
OMFG... It was freaking amazing... I melted... I knew he had a thing for biting, he showed me a pic of bites on another playmate & for NEVER playing together before he hit all my spots. He tilted my head back & ran his tongue along my jawline & ear, bit me many times along the neck & shoulders. I was a puddle of hormones so when he offered some oral stimulation I eagerly agreed, after I washed up a bit. He awaited patiently while I did a quick wash to remove the sweat from squatting while we played & came back in to find him sitting at the end of the bed. well.. he offered & seemed to really want to so I happily laid down & relaxed. It has been longer that I care to try & remember when my last GOOD licking was so needless to say while I really wasn't expecting much, he had me flying at the first lap of his tongue across my lips... I remember his tounge dancing across the very tip of my clit, licking the lips apart, running his tongue deep inside of me, coming back out & gently pulling the lips into his mouth, quickly sucking on them before releasing them to lap at my whole area again. I did my best not to squirm too much & finally asked in between sighs & moans if he minded a hand on his head. "as long as I can breathe, go for it" was all I heard before I grasped his head, ran my fingers into his hair & brought him closer into me, held him a bit at that sweet spot before & felt it washing over me like a flood... I pinned his head in tight & grinded into his poor face, not a word came out as he took up the cue & licked & sucked & nipped my to the best oral orgasm I have had in a very long time. then I had to push him away as the sensations hit hard... I become VERY hyper sensitive & NOT in a good way... he took a final long lap along my lips & sat up, looking very pleased with himself. he came up beside me & we chatted for a bit then I decided it was time to reciprocate. he warned me NO-ONE had EVER gotten him off orally... I smirked at him & told him "Why that sounds like a challenge, I accept it." & smiled at him. I took a drink & started to toy with him, licking up & down his shaft but NOT enveloping it, I licked his balls & played with his perenium piercing (the scrotum one was still new & sore), nipped at the insides of his thighs back along his balls & ran my tounge ball up his shaft & flicked it across the head. He isn't circumsized so I gently pulled the skin down a bit & wrapped my lips around the head & sucked while running the tongue ball along the glans & up the slit. I could feel him twitch at every flick, I stroked his shaft while sucking on the head, slowly working my way down until I broke the suction, then I did my best to bottom out. I noticed his girth then... A bit bigger than I normally see but I like a challenge I tilted my head off to the side so my teeth wouldn't grate along him & continued to alternate full length strokes with head sucks... I thought I lost him a couple of times but by damn I wasn't going to give up. whenever I felt him softening I promptly played with his piercing, his balls & came up about 1/2 way & sucked in, running the ball along the head ridge, the combination seemed to get the lower heads attention very well. I had told him before I started that one hand on my head is fine... don't skull fuck me, just let me play & make you feel good. I wasn't watching the clock but he figures it was between 35-50 minutes I played with him He started to pull out & told me he couldn't believe it but he was going to cum... I promptly enveloped as much of his cock as I could & I heard him ask if I swallow... mmmmmmmmm is all I replied as I continued to play & suck & stroke. It was all he needed... he came, gush after gush came out of him... I only let a bit drip off, as I like to lick some off as well. well I drank him dry, sucked his dick like it was a straw until he started to pull me off muttering "now I think I understand the sensitivity thing" & winked at him & said " paybacks a bitch eh?" & did one last long suck to draw it all out. we relaxed in each others arms & talked for a while, him repeatedly telling me I was amazing, that he has NEVER gotten off orally before, he always ends it either by hand or by fuck. I grin & accept the praise in fully & tell him I am not normally that vocal (I called out his name while he was licking me & nor have I had anyone that just knew what to do without prompting). we fell asleep him spooning me & later that day he woke me up slowly by just touching me, rubbing my side & back running his hand along my bum. I snapped into alert mode when he touched my face...He apologized for scaring me & I told him I was sorry I didn't warn him it freaked me out unless I knew it was coming. I got up & made us breakfast, B&E with toast. we ate & he wanted to play again so we did. after a bit of time with the toys, another wonderful oral "O" for me & I got turned over for a really good doggy style fuck. Joseph has a curve in his dick that allows him to rub the G-Spot with every stroke in this position OH MY FUCKING GODS... It was a constant "O" until I begged him to cum. as we had NOT discussed internal release he pulled out & came over my ass cheeks... then told me to stay still... he went & got a cloth & wiped me off... we touched & cuddled & cooled off a bit, but then hit my toys again me on him, then him on me... He would bite & play & tease to the point when he bent me over I was so wet he slipped in no problem... he teased that spot a bit before plunging in... I squeaked "no.. too deep, that hurts" & he eased up a bit. I looked over my shoulder & between pants begged him to cum inside me..."I am Fixed, don't worry" & continued to talk dirty with him replying. every stroke was an "O" in itself... god he felt good... than he bent in a bit, coming in close, slowing the time & easing up on the depth he BITES ME again & again, lifting me up off my hands, holding my head, bringing me back, making him rub even harder across my G-Spot...he bites my neck again & again... I almost screamed in pure primal lust... almost, but I remembered I am in an apartment, thin walls...
He came, we cleaned up & cuddled some more. there was no sense of time for us... it was just us in our own little world. we ended up falling asleep for a bit. when we woke up I needed to get things done, so we got out of bed, got dressed & he took some pics of OUR marks downloaded them onto my comp & we said our byes... He hugged me & I BIT him... & told him I wouldn't mind seeing him again... LMAOOOO
He is pretty young but DAMN I like him !!!
I will attach pics once I size then down to lit req....

Hey sweetie,

I was wondering how you were since I hadn't seen you for a while. I guess that this answers my question.

It sounds like you have the best time. Hope it continues for you and you get to use your wheels and toys more and more.

 

[Stegral]

Hey sweetie,

I was wondering how you were since I hadn't seen you for a while. I guess that this answers my question.

It sounds like you have the best time. Hope it continues for you and you get to use your wheels and toys more and more.

Hi Raven.. been ok... was sick then back to work.
he made me feel comfy & safe...
I made a nice tree on him & he did good for his first time ever with either a pinwheel OR a knife.
He is also a biter *shivers* OMFG I thought we were gonna wake the neighbours...
It was a very good night mixed nilla sex in with BDSM play very well
Thanks for wondering how I was doing
How are you doing?

 

[JOSEPH81]

glad u enjoyed it
I do aim to please where i can... lol no complaints so far... other then your one comment on my diet.... but thats to be expected.
if anyone would like to chat with me tehn by all means ust add me on msn and i'll chat with you and show off what SHE alreay had.... if your local and a nice person.. MAYBE you'll get a little taste as well


MASON25@hotmail.com

 

[Stegral]

glad u enjoyed it
I do aim to please where i can... lol no complaints so far... other then your one comment on my diet.... but thats to be expected.
if anyone would like to chat with me then by all means just add me on msn and i'll chat with you and show off what STEGRAL already had.... if your local and a nice person.. MAYBE you'll get a little taste as well


MASON25@hotmail.com

ahhhh advertising I see.... BRATTY !!!!!

well you have a nice bod... the play time we had was awesome

It was definatley a night to remember... *WHEW*

looking forward to it again

 

[raven2]

Hi Raven.. been ok... was sick then back to work.
he made me feel comfy & safe...
I made a nice tree on him & he did good for his first time ever with either a pinwheel OR a knife.
He is also a biter *shivers* OMFG I thought we were gonna wake the neighbours...
It was a very good night mixed nilla sex in with BDSM play very well
Thanks for wondering how I was doing
How are you doing?

I am doing resaonably well. Have been fighting a chest cold for the past two weeks. This morning is better I am finally starting to cough up all that bad stuff
and feeling better. Leave for sunnier climes tomorrow and looking forward to it. hope you get some more of this because I look forward to reading about it. Hot! Would like to put a tree on you. heheheh.

 

[Stegral]

I am doing resaonably well. Have been fighting a chest cold for the past two weeks. This morning is better I am finally starting to cough up all that bad stuff
and feeling better. Leave for sunnier climes tomorrow and looking forward to it. hope you get some more of this because I look forward to reading about it. Hot! Would like to put a tree on you. heheheh.

LOL.. too cold here for you Raven... but if you ever do make it up here....
Seems *K* has another play pal.. & as she is a bit more agressive than me... I loose...
oh well... Joseph is a nice toy & he finishes with sex too

But off to Fet night then Illusions afterwards, then coffe with a Dom at about 4AM when he finishes work
*whew* busy night... good thing I slept in today

Take care all

 

[Stegral]

Well... got a smack in the face it seems...
for *K* not having a subbie this other female sure acts the part.
I arrived at the fetish night to find them together, him doing some needle play on her & having her get in between anytime I came close enough to chat with him. I felt like just confronting her, but decided I would ask *K* very specificly for play time at Illusion (private club after the fet night was done), which I did... it wasn't as good as before he started playing with her too, but better than nothing... well.. he ended play time with the "gotta get the girls home" & when we went out He started playing with her again & I ended up leaving b4 him & walking home IN THE RAIN !!!! Nice top eh? I think tonight was the last time we will play. She wants him that bad, she can have him.
As much as it hurts, as he brought me into the lifestyle under his wing, I am feeling like I have been pushed out of the nest.
not wanted any more.
I know it is a bad idea, but I am going to meet a Dom I met in another site & made arrangements prior to tonights bullshit.
Just coffe & chat.. we have done the on-line chat & the phone call chat... time for face to face.
Hopefully he is honest & truthful & is how he says he is...

I will update this entry after coffe if no-one posts...
if someone posts I will post an update in a new post.

~wipes away tears~~