The Confessional

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I confess... I am feeling less angry. Feeling less rage. Sally... your right. It is time for distance... though... I am not sure if friends will ever be an option again... not after this...

Thank you Sally for responding... it means a lot to me...
 
I confess that people have said some horrible shit to me in my life but nothing like what has just been said to me.

*SCREAMS!!!!*

I confess I am so fucking hurt and angry that I could slit my wrists without flinching right now.

I also confess that I....I'm leaving and I don't know if I ever want to come back after how that just made me feel...

I confess I might not be the perfect person but you don't know me like you think you do...

I'm done for now.

:eek:

Don't ever scare me like that again, Minxy.

There is very few kinds of powerless than reading someone you consider a friend talk of suicide in a post from several hours before.
 
ICT I am very pissy and miserable in RL when I don't get enough time with her online.
 
:eek:

Don't ever scare me like that again, Minxy.

There is very few kinds of powerless than reading someone you consider a friend talk of suicide in a post from several hours before.

Sorry Veroe :eek:

:rose: Ordinarily I don't, I've tried many times to kill myself but all attempts have been unsuccessful (obviously) and well...I guess my body is just stubborn like that. But I've had to deal with a lot of emotional crap IRL lately and the fact that he said something so cruel as to cut me to the bone...well that just really drove everything home for me.

I hadn't felt that hurt and destroyed in a long time and I needed a lot of reassurance before I felt okay enough to talk properly again. Even then...I almost didn't talk to my friends or my Sir...thankfully though...he popped up when I vanished and I couldn't ignore him, that's something I don't have in me.

So I am okay...I just need to deal with the mess that is my mind of late is all.
 
ICT I missed my little girl tonight terribly.

I just went through a very intense but good experience and now all I want is her.
 
Don't know you but understand your reaction...I'll explain in a second...

Hi, I'm Nina... and I'm a psychotic-twisted-sadistic-masochistic-homicidal-alpha-tornado-of-a-broken-bitchy-switch... and few know me so its all good.
:rose:

thanks for the explanation.... glad your feeling a bit better.
:)
 
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