Drunken_Angel
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I so need to see this again. .. it is . its not even a movie anymore, it stand on its own as a unique work of art.
The Confessional
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I so need to see this again. .. it is . its not even a movie anymore, it stand on its own as a unique work of art.
Powerdog16
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I had this nice long rant I was about to get into... I actually posted and what not then I see she put me on ignore. So you know something... that is the best news of the day. Finally... the arguments are over...
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dragonrazor
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I confess that I want to beat the drama out of people.
monique_minx
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Thanks Rayne, I ended up giving it to her once I decided I was showering and going to bed but I had a long talk with my dad and when I started to cry, I think he really realized exactly how unappreciated I've been feeling in the house lately. I told him I'm not putting up with the shit anymore, she can't just tell me 'fuck you' and then turn around and ask me for a favour 15 minutes later.
So yeah, my dad agreed to have a talk with her and I think I woke him up because he looked very guilty over the fact that I was crying about it.
Thank you hunny
I feel like it's a big step forward for me that I can talk to him without tears or falling apart. I still have minor panic moments in which I feel out of control of it but I just keep saying those words over and over again and it's a great feeling to know that they're true. He can't force me to do a damn thing anymore!
So yeah, my dad agreed to have a talk with her and I think I woke him up because he looked very guilty over the fact that I was crying about it.
Thank you hunny
I feel like it's a big step forward for me that I can talk to him without tears or falling apart. I still have minor panic moments in which I feel out of control of it but I just keep saying those words over and over again and it's a great feeling to know that they're true. He can't force me to do a damn thing anymore!
Luna_Wolf72
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ICT I finally heard her voice...and it made me chuckle and grin and blush...damn she sounds adorable...
Rayne_Clowd
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Thanks Rayne, I ended up giving it to her once I decided I was showering and going to bed but I had a long talk with my dad and when I started to cry, I think he really realized exactly how unappreciated I've been feeling in the house lately. I told him I'm not putting up with the shit anymore, she can't just tell me 'fuck you' and then turn around and ask me for a favour 15 minutes later.
So yeah, my dad agreed to have a talk with her and I think I woke him up because he looked very guilty over the fact that I was crying about it.
Thank you hunny
I feel like it's a big step forward for me that I can talk to him without tears or falling apart. I still have minor panic moments in which I feel out of control of it but I just keep saying those words over and over again and it's a great feeling to know that they're true. He can't force me to do a damn thing anymore!
Glad you had a talk with your Dad Hun sounds like you may have made a break through, your really getting yourself together lately at the risk of you dying of shock...I am proud of you and you should be proud of yourself.
monique_minx
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Thank you! I'm unbelievably happy to feel like I made a few steps forward today in only a few hours. It's really good to feel accomplished, even if it doesn't seem very big to anyone else; it's huge for me!
sallythescorpian
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I confess that I hate to see people hurt one another the way Rayne and PD are ATM. Guys, you meant an awful lot to one another at one point - let the dust settle, let some time pass, and hopefully in the future, you will both remember the good times more, and the bad times less, and perhaps, in the course of time, you can be friends. At the very least, try not to hurt one another anymore.
Rayne, I'm delighted that your friends have rallied around you, every girl needs her friends, 'specially in times of crisis. but so do guys, and PD has always been my friend, and he is a sweet, funny and thoughtful guy, and I just wanted to put that publically on the record, that he has friends too, in case anyone reading this thought him to be the devil incarnate!!
I genuinely hope that you both can be friends in the future.
Rayne, I'm delighted that your friends have rallied around you, every girl needs her friends, 'specially in times of crisis. but so do guys, and PD has always been my friend, and he is a sweet, funny and thoughtful guy, and I just wanted to put that publically on the record, that he has friends too, in case anyone reading this thought him to be the devil incarnate!!
I genuinely hope that you both can be friends in the future.
I confess that I hate to see people hurt one another the way Rayne and PD are ATM. Guys, you meant an awful lot to one another at one point - let the dust settle, let some time pass, and hopefully in the future, you will both remember the good times more, and the bad times less, and perhaps, in the course of time, you can be friends. At the very least, try not to hurt one another anymore.
Rayne, I'm delighted that your friends have rallied around you, every girl needs her friends, 'specially in times of crisis. but so do guys, and PD has always been my friend, and he is a sweet, funny and thoughtful guy, and I just wanted to put that publically on the record, that he has friends too, in case anyone reading this thought him to be the devil incarnate!!
I genuinely hope that you both can be friends in the future.
I don't know either at all , but in passing and reading some of their posts here.., but Sally that's put very nicely.
It's sad when something sours, and people are hurt, and it appears others pick sides out of loyalty. I don't know the details, and don't want to, but I hope it all gets resolved, or is at least allowed to be let go, and both can Rayne and PD can move past it. My best wishes to both cause I really hate seeing people getting hurt, and just because it's Online, it still hurts when things go wrong.
monique_minx
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I confess that people have said some horrible shit to me in my life but nothing like what has just been said to me.
*SCREAMS!!!!*
I confess I am so fucking hurt and angry that I could slit my wrists without flinching right now.
I also confess that I....I'm leaving and I don't know if I ever want to come back after how that just made me feel...
I confess I might not be the perfect person but you don't know me like you think you do...
I'm done for now.
*SCREAMS!!!!*
I confess I am so fucking hurt and angry that I could slit my wrists without flinching right now.
I also confess that I....I'm leaving and I don't know if I ever want to come back after how that just made me feel...
I confess I might not be the perfect person but you don't know me like you think you do...
I'm done for now.
Nina327
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uhhh... dude! wtf... ?!?
dragonrazor
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I confess that I want summer to end.
Nina327
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ICT i dont want summer to end... but i really really really want to wear my winter boots ....
Rayne_Clowd
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Minx IM NOW if I had contact for leo, linc or m13 I would be calling them right now but your stuck with me so get your ass on IM now.
dragonrazor
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heh heh. I need to get winter boots, now that I think of it.
Nina327
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your welcome..
dragonrazor
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*sheepish grin* I need to get regular shoes too....long day, week, year....
Ausus_girl13
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Minx! I swear. Take a deep breath alright? Knock it off with the suicide talk, you are stronger than that.
Just breathe! And yes she's fine folks.
Rayne_Clowd
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Good to hear, I am about if needed.
Miss Sixxy
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hugs Minx
You are stronger than that.
You are stronger than that.
monique_minx
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PM'd you
thank youDon't know you but understand your reaction...I'll explain in a second...
Thank you for your demanding concern *smiles* I'll explain in a sec...
Thanks for the assist babe...want this...sorted...I guess...
*Hugs back, soft smile*
Thank you Sixxy thang.
~ II ~
Now I'll explain as best as I can. Today a very close friend of mine here on Lit got into an argument with me on IM and well it ended with him saying something that cut me up badly. I had a big melt down over it and felt very hurt. I got dragged into a mega conference by Aus, Leo and FM and had them take care of me....in their own ways.
I adore those three, they're special kids. I'm lucky to have such great support when I just can't handle it. Now we're trying to figure a way to resolve it once some info I wasn't privy to was brought to me. Don't get me wrong, I won't apologize for how I reacted because that's how fucking bad it was....but he means a lot to me as a friend as well...so I am rather torn up but I'm agreeing to speak to him in a few hours now that I'm a fair bit calmer....
I just really needed the release and I couldn't put it into words...I can't describe how much his thoughts hurt me...
But thank you all for your concern, I appreciate it. I'm sorry if I snapped at any of you or was short but I quite simply; wasn't in the mood to talk to anyone and I'm still really not. I feel pretty overwhelmed right now but I wanted to soothe all the concerns there. As for being done for now...I don't know but at that moment...I really did feel finished and fed up.
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