The Falling Starlet (reserved)

[AndreaSubbie]

Something was wrong. Very wrong.

Ruby had kept glancing over at Papa Bear, trying to work out what it was without giving away anything of their new relationship, trying not to be overconcerned. The drive to work had been strained with Kiana bleating on about irrelevant stuff while Papa Bear was trying to juggle his driving with security and whatever that other thing was that had him totally distracted.

Ruby was out of her depth and didn't know how to help. She reckoned that the best thing she could do was to give him space to sort everything out without adding further to his troubles. He would tell her in his own time if he wanted to.

If Papa Bear was worried, then so too was his babygirl, but there was nothing she could do to help right now other than give him a hug and a kiss, both of which would cause him even more trouble. So the next best thing was to throw herself into her work.

The read-through began, with the usual introductions from the writer and the director, and Ruby concentrated on her character as they jumped from scene to scene. She drew on all her recent experiences of emotional turmoil and growing self-awareness to project her character with a power and force that surpassed anything she'd managed in the first film. It wasn't until she'd completed a little speech that concluded one particular scene, and looked up in the deafening silence that greeted her final words, that she understood that something had changed. They were all staring at her. Before she could ask what was going on they suddenly started clapping, even standing, applauding. She actually got a standing ovation. Unheard of.

Ruby blushed deep red, embarrassed, pleased, overcome with surprise, eyes down as she tucked the moment away as a precious memory. She sensed that the change she had noticed was more about how they all viewed her now. Was it possible, just possible, that she had earned their respect? She didn't know, and she couldn't talk about it with Papa Bear because he had enough on his plate.

For now, the best way that she could help him was by making his team's job as easy as she could.

 

[ERedBoyd]

The sound of applause drew Axel from his thoughts about his friend and quickly washed his hand and came back out. As he turned the corner, he saw her blushing as the team she was performing with practically adored her performance, which he had of course missed. Her eyes locked with his a moment and he tipped his head with a smile. Cody would have to wait for the moment and he had to focus on the head and now.

He also noticed Dominic saying, "That was amazing darling! Simply amazing!" He stepped forward and took her free hand and kissed in tenderly! He said, "I didn't know you had that in you!"

Kiana tucked her clipboard under her arm as she applauded and gave her two thumbs up! Heather beamed as she had never beamed before! Dominic's agents also smiled and applauded! The producer, the director, both assistant's, sound and makeup, everyone looked at her like they had never seen her before.

Heather walked up and leaned into her saying, "That was brilliant darling! Something is ... different about you. I bet I know what it is though." She turned her head to Dominic and smiled, "We heard about your smashing date!"

Axel felt his muscles tense up as she took Dominic's hand and pushed Ruby's hand into it saying, "The press is having a field day with you two new love birds!"

Everyone nodded and agreed as they began talking to themselves. Axel remained quiet and in the corner out of sight. Anger grew in him though as Dominic drew in closer to Ruby saying, "Yes... we actually had been talking about maybe going to the Critic's Choice Movie Awards this weekend."

"Oh that brilliant!! Seen right there on the red carpet! Holding hands, loving kisses! I love it!" Kiana said with a girly giddy clap.

"There is a premiere tomorrow night for that movie called 'Pious'. I can get you some tickets for that too! Are you interested?" Heather said totally getting on board with this idea!

"Of course! That sounds fantastic!" Dominic said speaking on behalf of Ruby. To Dominic, Ruby was his girl now. He wrapped his arm around her waist and said, "I was planning a little vacation in a couple of weeks, taking a yacht down to Puerto Vallarta. What do you think babygirl?" He spun her into his arms to hold her.

Heather said, "Of course she accepts! This is going to be a HUGE PR campaign! Like mega! We will have in on all the news outlets and magazines! It will boost both your careers like it did with Angelina Jolie and Brad Pitt OR Machine Gun Kelly and Megan Fox!"

Throughout all of the planning, Axel kept his eyes locked on Ruby and caught her glances back to him. She was getting pulled into the whirlpool....

 

[AndreaSubbie]

Ruby's stomach seemed to fall through to her feet. Looking Papa Bear in his eyes she knew that this was something he couldn't rescue her from. She could read it in his face. And Dominic had the affrontery to call her Baby Girl! She was only one man's babygirl, and it certainly wasn't Dominic.

If they had thought that her performance with the script had been worthy of a standing ovation and two thumbs up, they had no idea of just how Oscar-worthy was her performance in going along with their planned fake romance. They were all full of it, never suspecting how much she disliked Dominic. It seemed that they even put down her great read-through to having been made a woman by Dominic, that they thought he'd made love to her, taken her virginity, transformed her from a petulant girl into a woman.

It was enough to make anyone sick.

But she went along with it, just as she'd said to Papa Bear. He'd seen this coming, had warned her, and they had talked about it though probably not enough. And now it was here. As if Papa Bear didn't already have enough to worry about.

As soon as she could she disengaged from Dominic and approached Axel, her shadows of Kiana and Mrs. Brotherton in tow.

"Mr. Cadell," she began, for the benefit of the two studio harpies, "I'd like a meeting with you, please, to explore your security recommendations in the light of all this?" She waved her hand in the general direction of the production crew crowding around Domininc and demanding lewd details of their date and wanting to know exactly where they did it. One of the producers could even be heard suggesting an extended love scene in the new film since they were already intimate, and how that would multiply potential takings. Would Miss Sommers be filmed topless? Was it prohibited in her contract?

Dominic was still arrogantly boasting, extolling his own virtues and virility, how he could go more than just once, how he had to hold himself back so as not to have his girl screaming in ecstacy.

Yes, it was enough to make anyone sick.

Ruby turned her attention back to Axel, searching his eyes, trying to apologise for the charade, begging to be alone with him, needing to know what was the matter, wanting him to be okay.

 

[ERedBoyd]

Kiana scoffed saying, "Why are you asking him? He is just your security guard. This studio has their own security as well as Dominic's security as well. His team is the new team on the block who should just follow the recommendations of the teams that have already done this before."

Axel's eyes never left Ruby though. He was being incredibly neutral to the point of wanting to throw up. Never in his life had he struggled so much to be neutral with Cody's murder trying to crash into his head and Dominic's boasting. He said, "We will take the Studio security team's suggestion under advisement, but my loyalty is to Miss Sommers, not the studio"

Heather looked up at him but really couldn't argue the point. Axel knew how to toe the line when it came to listening to other senior teams, but he was not about to follow them blindly. He said, "Yes Miss Sommers, if you wish to speak in private about this however, there is an office around the corner."

The director walked up saying, "That is my office actually. You are most welcome to use it, Miss Sommers if you need to talk in private. You know Mrs. Brotherton, I was contacted by Lexus the other day about a new line of convertibles that they were needing a spokeperson for. With Dominic having his convertible, perhaps we can swing it to have both him and Miss Sommers speak for the car. I know that there is a fat paycheck and a free Convertible of their choice involved in the contract. What do you think?" The director guide Mrs. Brotherton and Kiana away with this juicy little idea too.

"Miss Sommers, if you please." Axel said as he opened the director's office door and waited as she stepped inside. He followed her in and closed the door behind him, locking it. He saw her worried eyes turn on him and he said, "I am fine. I promise. I got some bad news about a friend of mine in New York. I just got the news before I came back to your condo so I am a bit distracted."

He said, "What about you? I am guessing by the response of the people you did amazing in your read through."

 

[AndreaSubbie]

"Oh, never mind that, it was all you. I just drew on everything that's happened since you entered my life and turned it inside out."

Ruby stared into Papa Bear's eyes, searching, seeing that all was not well. She quietly stepped forward and wrapped her arms around his big body, her left cheek pressed into him.

"Oh, Papa Bear!" she said, full of concern. "You're doing that man-thing of pretending everything is okay when you should be having a jolly good cry." She sighed, resigned to men being men. Turning her face up to look at him again, her chin now making a divot in his front, she asked, "What can I do to help?

"And before you suggest it, no, I can't let you murder that obnoxious boy, Dominic. However loathsome he may be, we need him, for now, to keep the film on track and our pay cheques coming in. Both of us. I don't mind if you break his dick off. I rather liked the image of you shoving it so far up his ass that he chokes on it. And thank you for what you said, about being loyal to me and not the studio. I almost laughed when Kiana suggested you follow their security teams. It's like saying an Oscar winner should take the advice of the village amateur dramatics group!

"My loyalty is to you, Papa Bear, and I trust your team. In security matters, I will only follow your orders. Well, in bed I'll follow your orders too. Or on the couch. That was a lot of fun. And I want to do it again. And that thing you did with your fingers? Inside me? I tried to do it to myself but I can't, it has to be Papa Bear. And I like orgasms and want some more, please.

"But I'm being selfish. Tell me what's wrong, what's really wrong, and how I can help?"

 

[ERedBoyd]

Axel smirked at the comment with her fingers, which led into a mild laughter. He needed that laughter at the moment. He said, "I will show you how... right now..." He stepped towards her with precision speed! Before it could register on her face what he meant, he had lifted her off her feet with his hands, spun her around and pushed her slightly bent forward over the director's desk. Her squeal of surprise was all that she managed to get out before he growled into her ear, "Keep your hands on those books. It stops the moment you move your hands due you understand me baby girl?"

With her nod, he unzipped her fly and slid the jeans open a bit before he slid his big thick hand inside, under her panties and onto the tenderness of her flesh. He did nothing more than that though. He let his thumb work into the nub that was her clit and sent two fingers insider her once more. His fingers were long and her body was small so he watched her struggling just to keep her hands on the two scripts that sat on the desk.

He kept her legs spread apart within the confines of the jeans and knew he was hitting something when she bit her lip and jumped like she had been shocked. He pressed his thigh into her buttocks, keeping her in position though as his fingers danced with her clit and G-spot. He said, "Now that you have Papa bear, you don't get to cum without Papa bear present. Do you understand me?"

He felt her flinch even harder as he hit a tender G-spot once more. He focused his efforts as her body tremors grew. He smiled as she lifted onto her tip toes and pushed her hips into his leg once more as he stood behind her. He recognized from this morning her signs just before she was to orgasm and as she started to hit that sign once more, he clamped a hand on her mouth and slid two fingers inside! Her scream of pleasure rocking her body was dampened with the mass of a hand over her mouth.

He smiled as he slowly removed his hand as she started sliding down from her orgasm. He held her by the hips as he saw her legs start to give from under her and he turned her to face him, then sat her on the desk. There was no doubt in her face that she had just had her body rocked in a quickie. He looked up to her and gently slid his hand to her throat and turned her face to look at him. He pointed to her pussy saying, "This is my pussy now. You don't get to use it for fun without me now, do you understand?" He knew this was a risky move considering she was his boss and all but it just came out of him and he knew deep down she would accept.

 

[AndreaSubbie]

Mingling again with the Production team as they sampled the buffet lunch before returning to more read-through, Ruby knew that everyone was treating her differently. It was a combination of curiosity as if they hadn't really known her before, and a sort of anticipation as if they now expected more from her. At least, that's how it felt to her.

Or maybe it was because she was positively glowing and they all wondered just what her bodyguard had said to her in the director's office.

She knew that her performance that the morning had been something of a landmark, a high point, possibly even a turning point. She overheard the same producer who had suggested an extended love scene talking on his phone to someone who was evidently in the legal department. He was asking her to go through Ruby's agreement with the Studio, the one she'd signed while still legally a minor, when such things as nudity clauses were irrelevant. He wanted to be absolutely certain there was no mention of any such restrictions. Ruby needed to talk to her agent Mrs. Johnson, who she hadn't heard from since they discussed getting her a better deal for Diamond 2. Finding a quiet corner, she made her own call.

"What do you mean, you had to delete that clause?" Ruby demanded.

"It was the payoff for getting you those extra percentage points, to have a stake in the box office takings, dear. And anyway, you're of age now and can do anything. They have to have your agreement for any scene and you can refuse if you think they're asking too much, though frankly, dear, at this early stage of your career, while you might get to finish this film, being awkward will affect future roles and offers. An actress who is, shall we say, difficult, can't expect to be bombarded with offers. Don't worry your little head, dear, and leave it to the professionals."

Ruby was far from comforted, and decided she needed a new agent. Except that Mrs. Johnson had landed her this role. Which had made her. Launched her career. It was all very confusing, and anyway, the Director hadn't made any suggestions yet about altering the script. And she didn't want a reputation for being difficult, especially when she was only just beginning to earn a little respect.

Returning to the buffet table she helped herself to salad. If she was going to show skin then she had better be thin rather than fat. If. It was like a shadow looming over her. Just when things were going so well.

 

[ERedBoyd]

Even with the sudden realization that the naked clause or whatever they called it was removed, Ruby's day seemed to go exceptionally. He smiled the faintest smile as she would glance over at him. He recognized that glow inside her. There was something good growing inside this woman that the rest of the people could see as well. The afternoon was filled with more readings and he made absolutely sure to keep his face completely neutral.

"You Axel, I guess?" A baritone voice said during the middle of the second reading.

Axel turned to look at a older black man wearing a white security guard uniform with gold Captain bars on the collar. He stood there looking up at him saying, "Are you Axel Cadell?"

"I am." He said calmly as he studied the rent a cop.

"I am Ernie, Chief of Security for the studio and all their grounds. I was told to meet up with you. The agency just hired you I was told and needed a lay of the land." He said calmly with a somewhat commanding presence though the uniform seemed over the top.

"So it would seem." Axel said looking rather annoyed and then adding, "My detail is to follow Miss Simmons wherever she goes and protect her. Nothing more and nothing less." The two men spoke softly in the corner as to not disturb the second reading.

"I see. Well, here is my card." Ernie pulled a card from his chest pocket and handed it to him. He said, "When your detail is done, we can sit and talk about her security requirements."

Axel pulled a small thumbdrive from his pocket and said, "This has the requirements we need to maintain her security as well as what our own capabilities are."

Ernie took the thumbdrive saying, "Sounds good. Let's talk later."

"Yes sir." Axel said as both men looked back at Ruby. A moment later, Ruby glanced back the two men, flushed, and looked back to her script.

Ernie said, "Son, that girl has a thing for you now."

"A ... thing?" Axel asked maintaining his neutrality.

"Oh yeah. I caught her looking at you like a hungry Pit Bull stares as a big steak. Better keep an eye on her." Ernie said, then turned and walked off.

The rest of the reading went normal and finally it was time to break away for the night. Kiana and Heather opted to leave and head back to their office. Ruby's performances had outshown even the best performance from her first movie and they had to get the word out.

He said nothing as Dominic smiled at her once more and then slapped her ass playfully before turning and walking away. His eyes locked on Axel's a moment and waivered. Axel wanted to hurt that punk ass boy.

He waited for Ruby to finish up and then walked with her to her car. Once they were alone, him in the driver's seat and her in the back, he said, "Your performance today was really impressive. I am curious, would you be interested in a little reward tonight? There is a group meeting with some common... non-vanilla interests. Would you like to check it out? You would have to go as my ... well... rather... you would need to wear a disguise if you wanted to go?"

 

[AndreaSubbie]

"I'll go anywhere you want to go with me, Papa Bear, or where you want to take me, I mean. I had a really good day today. It's like something has changed, really changed. I can feel it. Like I'm more alive, like something inside me has woken up, like I've been sleepwalking till now, or waiting, or something.

"I'm not explaining it very well. But it has everything to do with you. With last night. On the couch. When you, um, made love to me, except you don't, so whatever the non-vanilla version is. It changed me. For the better. And that thing with your fingers! Oh my! On a professional level, I think I'm going to need you to do that to me before every reading or acting day. Am I allowed to ask, as your protectee, that you protect my performances and both our pay cheques by preparing me for every bit of acting by doing that thing with your fingers? Please?

"And I know the rules. That my, um, pussy belongs to you and I mustn't play with it without you. Am I allowed to say pussy? It seems awfully naughty. Normally I'd say front bottom. Will you teach me what a non-vanilla person is supposed to say?

"I saw you talking to the Studio Security Chief. He's kind of scary. Was he trying to tell you how to do your job? Just so you know, I want you with me at every shoot, every bit of filming, especially any closed set stuff if it gets that far. It kind of scares me a little and I need you there to feel safe. You will insist if Studio Security tries to shut you out? If you're not there I won't do it. I need Papa Bear. Is that okay? And if you're having to do other stuff, maybe Jeanette instead? Though I'd really like it to be you. But she'll take no nonsense and she's like totally loyal to you.

"And Dominic was an arse today, a real dick. Did you see him? Hear him? Did you know he was telling people it's because he gave me such a good time on our date that I'm acting better? Can you believe it? And he slapped my bum. I bet he'll do worse on set, but I'm kinda hooked into the publicity of the fake romance and if I screw it up the Studio will have a fit. You know Kiana and Mrs. Brotherton are designing a whole campaign of leaked gossip to keep it fueled in the media? It's enough to make you sick.

"And if you're wondering why I'm talking so much it's because I'm unwinding but also because I'm a bit nervous about your club and what disguise you want and finding out more about non-vanilla and I really want you to 'non-vanilla-not-make-love-to-me' my brains out.

"I need to touch myself. And you're with me. May I touch my front bottom? Does babygirl have permission to touch Papa Bear's property?"

 

[ERedBoyd]

Axel smiled and said, "You may not right now. Your as giddy as a school girl baby girl."

He sensed her pouting more than saw it as she fell silent a moment. He tapped the front seat and said, "How about you crawl up here with me." They were stuck in some traffic at the moment.

Something about that request made her giddy too as she pushed herself over the front seat, spinning her legs around and down into the passenger front seat. It was awkward and adorable and Axel couldn't help but slap her ass once when she had it literally rubbing the side of his head as she moved. After she put her seat belt back on, he took her hand into his and said, "First, we will have to find a way to handle Dominic. He is a necessary evil for sure and I don't like him at all, but he has as much influence as you do. But that is for tomorrow's problem."

He felt her pulling his hand towards her groin and said, "Now babygirl... I told you, no playing for now. He clamped his leg on her inner thigh though and it was rewarded with her sigh. He said, "So I am going to bring you back to your condo here in a bit. I got some work to do before I head home for a bit to get ready. All I want you to do is to clean up, wear what you would normally wear going out. However, pack a bag with a dress, heels, panties, bra and hose. You know i prefer blue, but anything will be nice. Around 8PM, you will inform them you are going out and requested I provide your security detail. I will pick you up then and we will be on our way."

Axel smiled again as he felt her hands moving along his slacks to his crotch. With a squeeze on his cock, Axel moaned saying, "We aren't going to get back to your condo without it ... are we?" He glanced to her and saw a devilish little grin on her face.

He pulled them into the condo parking garage and went up to the 8th level and parked in the corner. It was one of those darker corners with a security camera that was not working. He looked over at her as she stared up towards him. As he killed his engine, he unbuckled from the seat, then reached to her jeans and helped her out of them as well as her panties that he shoved into his own pocket. He then pulled her straddling into his lap, facing him. He rubbed his bulge along her groin and said, "This place is going to be like nothing you have ever seen before. When we go tonight, you aren't going to be you. You are going to be a faceless beauty on her Master's leash. I know this doesn't make sense right now but I just wanted you to be prepared. Do you understand?"

He saw her nod though she had very lusty eyes at the moment. He said, "Hey... " He slid his hands into the back of her shirt and unfastened her bra before sliding it off her shoulders and tossing it into the back. He then cupped her breasts and said, "It's been years since I have done anything like this in a parking lot.... Papa Bear is ready for you. Take Papa Bear's cock out and ride him baby girl. This time, I am going to watch you as you cum for me."

 

[AndreaSubbie]

It was yummy sex. If sex can be yummy.

And it was sex. It was also making love, whether Papa Bear said so or not. Words that Ruby had heard associated with sex filled her mind as she rode him and clasped his hands to her bare breasts where her hard nipples threatened to bruise his palms. Words like, hot, steamy, raunchy, risque. She knew that different sex positions had names and wondered if this was the one called, cowgirl, since she was riding Papa Bear. She wanted to call it Pony Girl, and muttered about being his pony girl, proud of the name she'd made up.

Whatever it was called, it was a great position. She could control how his big manhood filled her, could rock forward and back to make him reach her insides in different ways, could rise and fall to take a bit of him or all of him. Could sink down until he was squishing her innards out of the way. Ruby experimented, enjoying every sensation, eyes closed for much of the time as she concentrated on this new experience, revelling in the stimulation. If she leaned forward her little love button got more attention, and if she leaned back the inside behind the button got it. Except that the steering wheel was kind of in the way, but that was also part of the fun.

Ruby needed this. The longer she sexed with him, the more she got into it, the more she needed it, the more it filled her mind and senses and cravings. She got better at it, knowing just how to move, and combined her own pleasures with working his long fat manhood, using her insides to grip him and massage him, needing his muscular gristly tube of penetration for its own sake as well as hers.

Ruby lost track of time. She was perspiring, could feel the sheen on her skin, could smell the mixture of arousal and hot bodies, an intoxicating aroma that to her now was pure sex. And it was pure. She was Papa Bear's babygirl and nothing could be more pure than him loving her physically as a woman. His woman.

Their breathing was becoming ragged. Ruby was closing in on that explosion that was Papa Bear's gift to her. She could feel it. Could feel him moving towards it, too. She wanted to give the same gift to him, to make him explode inside her. Just thinking of his enormous tool exploding for her sent her over the edge. She hadn't expected it yet. It just happened. One moment she was in control, the next she was falling, eyes closed, mouth open, grimacing as exquisite pleasures ripped through her again and again as she melted around his erection, liquid pleasure soaking their coupling.

She screamed. Long, loud, primal, ecstatic, fulfilled.

Finally, she opened her eyes. She looked him in the face, a smile softening her glowing features.

"Oh, Papa Bear!"

 

[ERedBoyd]

Axel smiled as he sat there being an experimentation rod for his baby girl. He found it adorable and extremely attractive as she would slide up and down his shaft, then shift to one side or another and slide a few more times and then shift again. It was like she was learning how to ride a cock for the first time and something told him this was her first time in this position. There was many advantages for her to ride this cock in that way. The first being the control was in her hands. She could guide the speed, depth, ferocity, and gentleness. She would try a few thrusts into her in one way, then shift and try a few thrusts with a different way.

The ONLY problem with it all, which was only to happy to accept was her experimenting on him like she was, was erratic and random. Just when he found something that he enjoyed a great deal, she would stop and shift positions which kind of killed the 'going with the flow' feeling. It did NOT annoy him or anything because he could see what was happening for what was actually going on and he had no problem with letting her play and experiment. Better with him that some other man or worse, that fucking pussy Dominic.

Each thrust grew slicker and hotter for her. He could feel her tunnel squeezing so hard and it felt amazing... again for a few seconds before she shifted into something else. He smiled though because he was fucking America's sweetheart in the middle of a parking garage in a dark corner like a rebellious pair of teens... and because... he was growing to care for her way beyond the limitations of his job.

As she threw her head back and screamed, he glanced about to make sure no one could hear. This was NOT something she would want on TMZ. He felt her gush onto him once more, cumming on his rigid rod that remained buried inside her as she slowed down. He words made him smile as she leaned forward and collapsed on his chest sucking in lungful's of air!

He said, "Did Baby Girl enjoy that?"

Ruby's head turned to face him and look up at him. She looked so young and innocent with those delicious eyes. Her face flushed in color and she nodded. He said, "Do you want to do this more?"

Her eyes studied him and he wondered if she was thinking 'Right now' or 'Later'. He clamped his hands on her hips firmly. His biceps flexed and went rigid. Her hands which had fallen limp on his chest, slid down to his arms and he felt her test them. She was just about to say something when he lifted her 7 inches off him... just 8 so only his head was inside her.

Axel found amusement as she began to realize what was about to happen. Then... she was a sex doll.

He pushed her down on his cock as deep as he could go, tipping her forward just slightly and back up. He moved in a circular motion, pushing her down so her clit rubbed his cock, then when he lifted her up it was just off the clit. He saw her hands press into the ceiling of the SUV as he thrust faster and faster, her body being turned into a rag doll for fucking.

He felt her pussy tighten on him once more in something that was clearly unexpected for her as confirmed with her eyes opening! He slammed her down on him over and over. His cock swelling harder, thicker... he was so close now! He growled, "You want to cum don't you? Look at me slut."

Ruby's desperate eyes locked on his own as he thrust over and over, controlling the speed well within his own limitations. Seeing her nod because her words failed her, he said, "You can cum once I count back from 3.... do NOT cum before then!"

The pace he took he studied her intently as she struggled to obey her Papabear while being lifted up and down helplessly onto his shaft! He said, "3....."

He felt her clench on him and bite her lower lip. The sound of a muffled squeal began to escape her. He could tell she was close and yet he thrust harder and faster still!

"2..." He growled as his own cock limitations were breached and he felt his cock about to pulse inside her!

Papa Bear growled, "1....." He felt his seed on the edge and growled just as the cock receded only a split second just to grow and blast his first load of cum into her growled, "CUM!"

 

[AndreaSubbie]

“Fuuuuuuuuuck! FUUUUUCK!” Ruby screamed as her orgasm ripped through her exactly timed, on command, on Papa Bear's command. Ruby cummed because he told her to, cummed when he told her to, cummed because he'd fucked her to orgasm.

She knew that he was cumming, too, shooting jets of thick hot sperm deep inside her, filling her body with his cum.

“Fuck! Cum! Yes, cum, shoot it! Fuck!” her shouted words were far from original, far from eloquent, words no self-respecting scriptwriter would put into the mouth of an actress. But they were in her mouth, and her mouth wanted more.

Looking Papa Bear in the eye as her orgasm faded to a full body glow, she asked, “Please, Papa Bear, please may babygirl take your gorgeous penis in her mouth? I want to clean you up while you're still all spermy, I need your penis in my mouth, need to clean him, suck him clean, please, may I? I need this, please. Let me suck your penis? I want it so much!”

“I loved how you used me as your fuck toy. It was so sexy, so erotic. We have to do it again. Often. Every day. Fuck, I'm so horned up! I just cummed but I'm hungry for more sex. Promise you'll fuck me again before the night is out? I'll do it any way you want, wherever, whenever. Fuck, I want to be your sex toy, your fuck toy. I wanna suck your penis and drink your sperm. Fuck, I think I'm addicted.

“And yes, I want to be your faceless fucktoy on her Master's leash at your club, masked but for everyone to see, your property, yours to use. Oh fuck.”

 

[ERedBoyd]

"Wherever... whenever... that is a pretty heavy promise Baby Girl. I will ... consider it." He smiled at her letting her know there wasn't much at all to consider. He then added, "As far as the rest..." He lifted her off his cock and said, "Close your legs for Papa Bear." As she did, he slid her down into the floor board on the passenger side where he sat, her eyes level with his cum and juice covered cock which was starting to soften up once more. He looked down at her as she went to reach for it and he slapped her hand once lightly before saying, "Not without permission."

For a moment, he watched her eyes shift from him to his cock and back. He smiled as she bit her bottom lip and he said, "go ahead. Clean Papa Bear up."

His cock quickly began to respond to her cleaning of him. It started quivering and stopped getting limp and began to harden once more. He kept his eyes locked on her as she worked his rod with the ferocity of a lioness on the prowl! He let his eyes scan the parking lot every few minutes to make sure they were not being seen, however, condensation had begun to line the inside of every window which was also a sign of play at work.

Initially, his cock was very sensitive so her mouth on him made him wince slightly however it only took a minute to make that sensation go away and soon he was fully erect and ready for more. It was only when he heard a mustang GT turn the corner onto the same deck as them did he grab her hair and hold her tightly a moment. The mustang pulled into a parking spot about 30 feet away and two black men got out. To his surprise, Jaden Smith, Will Smith's son, jumped out of the vehicle with a couple of his friends.

"Shh... be quiet and still. We got visitors." He said as he took his coat and used it to cover her as she seemed to squat low between his legs. He subtlety gathered her closed and shoved them between the seat and his door. Her mouth on his cock was driving him insane as she rolled her tongue on him.

Jaden glanced over at the car and pointed at it to his buddies. They started to head towards him, when he opened the glove box and pulled out a pistol. He showed it to the boys who quickly stopped and backed away. Axel didn't want anyone hurt at all, but he would do what he ....

He felt her fingers reach to his balls still hidden under the coat and he laid his head back and moaned.... He quickly shoved gun back in the glove box and shut it, then slid the coat away to look back down at her. It was obvious to her and to him that she had him quickly working back up to the edge once more...

 

[AndreaSubbie]

Ruby looked up into his face, confused a bit, and gently withdrew from him.

Just when she had made his Papa Bear penis all nice and hard, which surely meant that she was getting good at this, he threw a coat over her and told her to be quiet! It was as if he was ashamed of her, of what they were doing. Or maybe he was being more careful of her reputation than she was herself.

That made her pause and think.

It wasn't as if she was doing anything most girls her age hadn't already been doing like forever, it wasn't as if she was doing anything particularly daring. But she knew she had to be careful with her own reputation and that of the Studio. She knew it, but had forgotten it in her lust and excitement and in the fun.

And what exactly had she asked or promised or suggested about being Papa Bear's sex toy, about being his masked guest at his sex club? It was indeed a heavy thing, and very rash of her. It had been her lust talking, her sex-crazed need. Now that Papa Bear had cooled things down a bit she was calmer, more in control. Not quite as rash.

Letting go of Papa Bear's very lovely erection, she sat back, waiting for the all-clear and for their return to her apartment. She needed to think things through. But the only person she could talk to about this was Papa Bear. Or maybe Jeanette? Obviously, she wouldn't say who her man was, but Jeanette would know what to do, how to handle things. And she'd been trained by Papa Bear presumably, so whatever she suggested would fit his own way of doing things. She could admit that it was Papa Bear who provided her personal security whenever she met her man, and perhaps Jeanette would assume like everyone else that it was the odious Dominic who she was having a relationship with and that Papa Bear was in the know.

It was all getting complicated, and Ruby felt swamped by so many conflicting thoughts and feelings. Swamped and more than a little confused.

But if she took it one step at a time, she had already accepted Papa Bear's invitation to the club, so she should go, though she wouldn't do any more than be a decoration on his arm and observe the probably weird goings-on.

She could manage that. The rest she would have to think about.

 

[ERedBoyd]

The interruption certainly put a cooling off of the two of them and he felt it. Axel waited till the crew was gone and then he slid the jacket off her and their eyes locked. He could see confusion and doubt in her eyes so he gently ran his coarse hand along her delicate face and said, "Are you ready to head back babygirl?"

He watched her nod hesitantly and he smiled warmly to her and tucked his cock back into his pants and zipped up. He said, "Okay babygirl. Here... let me help."

A couple of minutes later, they were in their respective seats and he finished taking her back to her parking locations and parked the car. He walked around, buttoning up his jacket once more a opened the door for her and helped her out as a respectable man would do. He watched her turn to walk towards the door and he took her hand a moment, causing her to stop and look back to him. He said, "Are you okay? We don't have to do this tonight if you don't want to. I would perfectly understand. I can see your... looking hesitant. I get it. So here is what I am going to do here. Tonight, I am going to call it off. I don't want you to feel any pressure to go if you don't want too. Throes of passion can make people say things they may not mean when they are thinking straight. If you want to proceed forward with it, text me before 7 PM and we will go. If not, don't you worry a bit. It's all good with me. Okay, baby girl?"

Axel watched her nod and then he walked along side her back to her Condo and wished her well. He waited for her door to close and then turned and headed back down to the office.

Jeanette sat at her seat and was in the middle of sipping on a cup of coffee when she turned to him and said, "You have a couple of messages. Here."

Axel had a suspicion about Ruby and he looked to Jeanette and said, "Hey, can you do me a favor?"

She nodded, "Sure, what's up?"

"Ruby had a few questions about the cameras that I didn't have a good answer for. The camera work is your expertise so if you could swing up when you get a few minutes and answer them for her, that would be great." Axel said as he headed to his own private office.

"Sure thing." Jeanette said as she got up and called another agent over to watch.

Axel sat down at his desk and checked his time. It was about 3PM. He had seen girls he had dominated have doubts and fears grow in them. Those kinds of fears and doubts tended to only be resolved by another girl or maybe a gay dude.... It could be nothing, but he would see... He began working through the weekly budgeting projections.

 

[AndreaSubbie]

Ruby answered her door and was surprised to see Jeanette standing there. After the briefest hesitation, the young actress invited her visitor in.

"That's so weird, I was just thinking about you!" she commented, offering the security professional a cup of tea or coffee, suddenly nervous now that she had the chance to talk that she'd been hoping for.

Hoping for. Or had she? Now that Jeanette was here, Ruby was incredibly nervous, and started chatting faster than a machne gun could discharge shots on a film set. She put the kettle on and busied herself with cups and the other necessaries while gabbling about cameras and asking questions that she already knew the answers to; stupid questions, really, that Jeanette would know she already understood. Thankfully, Jeanette had mentioned something about Axel sending her up to sort out the cameras but Ruby hadn't been litening properly, she just latched on to the excuse of cameras to keep the other woman there while she summoned the courage to ask what she really wanted to ask.

But how do you broach such a personal and sensitive subject? Do you just say, "Hey, I'm fucking your Boss, or he's fucking me, and we're going to a bondage club to do sex and he's got punishments for me if I step out of line and I just gave him a blowjob in the car park and he makes me cum so good I crave it and I asked to be his masked public sex doll and what d'ya think?"

What was worse, was that the more Ruby bottled up her need to talk to another woman about what she was experiencing, the more her insides melted in that pre-sex anticipation that made her nipples tingle and her panties get hot and damp. She knew that she was blushing and getting clumsy, and kept glancing at Jeanette as if she wanted her to read her mind.

Eventually, after what seemed and age but can't have taken very long because the kettle had yet to boil still, Ruby blurted out, "I'm having sex!" in an out-of-context announcement right after talking about the kitchen security camera. The young woman blushed deeper, ashamed yet needing advice, scared of disapproval yet wanting honesty.

She stopped what she was doing and lowered her face, insecure and lost, and in a small voice begged, "Please don't laugh at me." Ruby couldn't take ridicule, not right then, she was too fragile, and this confident and worldly beauftiful woman would surely scoff at the imaturity and naivety of the pathetic little girl she had been contracted to protect.

Ruby wished for the floor to open up and swallow her. This had been a mistake, she shouldn't have said anything, shouldn't have opened up. Now the whole security team would find out and laugh at her and despise her. Why couldn't she have just kept her mouth shut and gone with Papa Bear, or let him call it off? She hid her face in her hands, eyes screwed shut, terrified of seeing the contempt she knew must surely be on Jeanette's face.

In lonely depair Ruby sobbed silently, shoulders heaving to the turmoil within.

She didn't know what to do, who to turn to. She felt totally isolated.

 

[ERedBoyd]

"I'm having sex!"

Jeanette's eyes widened at the sudden admission from her client. The confession did validate some strong suspicions she had towards her boss Axel. There was that notorious night he spent with her and the cameras off that no one on the team can seem to stop talking about. Even Joel had suspicions and confided them with her earlier today.

They ran a security company that tracked the comings and goings of who went in and out of her condo so it didn't take a rocket scientist to start putting the pieces of the puzzle together. Her mind was still wrapping around these thoughts when she came back with...

"Please don't laugh at me."

She turned her eyes to see Ruby's head sink and her cheek turn bright red. It was time to test her theory though.

"You're having sex... with Axel?" She asked calmly.

Her eyes watched Ruby as her entire body froze. She seemed to be holding her breath. It was all the validation she needed. She set the tablet she had been holding down and walked around to the bar and pulled out two glasses. Her favorite drink was a thing called a whiskey sour so she rummaged in her fridge and found the sour mix and a bottle of whiskey and poured up two of them. She dropped a cherry in each and slid one to Ruby. She saw her peeking as she had worked. Jeanette said, "This could be a problem you know? He is your employee essentially."

Jeanette said, "Try the drink. Trust me sister, it will help."

She watched Ruby look up slowly, not making eye contact and taking her drink. Jeanette said, "It explains a lot though. When we came in for your apology, you had a drink in your hand ready for him... and it was his favorite drink." She ticked the point off with one finger then pulled out a second, "You have posed for your cameras in your bedroom for someone named... PapaBear. I can only presume that is Axel since no one else has access to those feeds." She pulled out a third finger, "He spent last night with you and your cameras were turned off." She touched a fourth finger saying, "Your admission implies you are pretty new to this so you either had it with him or one of the guards or that cocky actor. Finally," She touched her thumb, "the mention of Axel froze you in your place."

She sat down at the bar next to her and said, "Seriously, take a drink hun... you will like it."

Jeanette smiled as she took that sip. Jeanette said, "Good huh? Listen, what happens with you and Axel is between you and him. It's none of my business unless you want it to be my business. So, the question is, do you have my trust and confidence in this." She leaned a hand over and brushed Ruby's hair behind her ear saying, "You are a beautiful woman. A stunning one. Axel has shown more life in him since he took you as a client that he has since ..." She hesitated and changed course saying, "Well, in a long time. He is a good man and will treat you really well if you allow him too."

As Ruby's eyes lifted up slowly to look at Jeanette, the security guard whispered breathily, "Your eyes are gorgeous... Axel is very lucky to have you..." Why were her own nipples poking through her bra though?

 

[AndreaSubbie]

The drink was strong and Ruby was almost panting, almost hyperventilating. The touch of Jeanette's fingers in her hair sent a shock through her body that she'd previously only felt when Papa Bear touched her. It was a shock that seemed to wire her nipples directly to her pussy which got hotter and damper.

"Your eyes are gorgeous ..." Jeanette had said, and Ruby gave the beautiful woman the full Ruby wattage, transmitting want and need and submisson in one lingering look.

Dropping her eyes, Ruby took a breath, then another sip, and another, and reaching for the remote killed the kitchen camera, proving that the conversation about security devices was nothing but a cover for a more significant conversation.

Keeping her eyes down since it seemed to make talking easier, Ruby said, "I do trust you, do have confidence in you. I wish you were my sister." Looking back up, Ruby searched the beautiful face, admired the pretty hair, allowed her gaze to drop to take in the sexy shape of the boobs swelling from the perfect torso, then looked again into Jeanette's eyes. "You have lovely eyes, too, and are very beautiful. You must have men hitting on you all the time. And women?" She took another sip of the strong drink. "And when I say I wish you were my sister, I mean more like sister in a sisterhood, rather than, say, family? Like a Sorority?" Ruby unintentionally gazed again at Jeanette's breasts. "I'd really like that."

Suddenly aware of where she was looking, Ruby tore her eyes away and finished her drink in one long swallow.

"I'm all alone. I don't have real friends. My family just want my money. My therapist needs me for income. I got no one to talk to about this. And I'm consumed with a need, a drive to have sex, lots of it, even risky sex. I'm burning with it. I need a sister I can talk to, talk it through with, try on outfits with."

Shaking her head to try and clear her mind of images of Jeanette and her showering together, trying on lingerie together, kissing together, cuddling naked together, fingering together ... Ruby added, "I'm sorry. He's your Boss. It's too much to ask. Let's just keep it a secret? I'm going to some weird sex club with him tonight, wearing a collar and leash and mask," Ruby picked up her phone and texted in front of Jeanette, "Lets do it Papa Bear, babygirl as faceless fucktoy on her Master's leash at your club tonight, instructions please."

Handing her phone to Jeanette, Ruby asked, "Well, Sister, what d'you think?" Ruby was again breathing hard, gazing once more into those beautiful eyes, her own dropping to those beautiful breasts and back to the eyes. "Tell me, please. Be honest. Anything. Everything.Our secret." Ruby had moved close, their arms touching. She lowered her head to rest on Jeanette's shoulder, inhaling her scent, wanting her so much it actually hurt.

What was happening to her? Was she suddenly sex-crazed? A nympho? Ruby didn't know, but since the camera was off, she simply snuggled a bit closer.

Then it hit her. She was lonely. Lonely and pathetic. A single tear slid down her face.

 

[ERedBoyd]

Jeanette could feel what Ruby was beginning to imply pretty heavy. She slowly reached up and with her thumb, gently wiped away the tear saying, "You don't need to cry sweetheart. You really don't."

Slowly she stood up, taking her shoulder back, but then stood before her, leaning in, a hand on either side of the bar very closely. She said, "Look at me please."

As she complied, Jeanette said, "Listen, if you want my approval with you being with my boss, I really don't have the authority to give it. He and I are just friends. I have known him a very long time and well..." She flushed slightly as old memories resurfaced that she didn't dare share, "Axel is a good man. If he is taking you to a sex club, he must mean Zero Consequences. It's a bdsm fetish kind of club. Going as his submissive I would imagine. It can be pretty intense but a real eye opener for sure. If that is what you want to learn, I can't think of a finer man than Axel to teach you."

She watched Ruby's eyes move down to her breasts which did peek out of her blouse a bit. She then said, "You like girls too... don't you?"

Ruby's face flushed hard again and she looked down between her knees. Slowly, she nodded though. Jeanette smiled and said, "There is nothing shameful about that. Look at me."

She waited till Ruby's eyes looked back to her and she said, "I like guys and girls too. I dealt with a lot of criticism in the past for it which was unjust. It's no one's business but yours who you like and who you want to be with. Do you have a girlfriend somewhere?"

Ruby's lip trembled as she shook her head. Jeanette said, "Have you ever been with a girl before?"

A second shake of her head and she said, "Have you ever kissed a girl?"

A third shake of her head and Jeanette said, "You want to kiss me... don't you?"

Ruby's eyes locked on her and she slowly nodded. Jeanette smiled at her and then she said, "So, kiss me." She looked at her, not moving, her mouth slightly parted and waited for Ruby's next move.

 

[AndreaSubbie]

Ruby leaned over, closed her eyes, and let her lips brush those of the stunningly beautiful grownup woman next to her.

She almost gasped. Her body tingled and her skin went hypersensitive, aware of the touch of her clothes, the temperature of the room, Jeanettes scent. And her insides! Ruby was wired like never before and felt her tummy doing somersaults or something, and knew that she'd either leaked or weed herself. Had she just had a mini-orgasm?

And yet it was nothing like she expected. So different from kissing a man. Different from kissing Papa Bear. It awoke a new hunger that she didn't know was there, and was suddenly smiling, almost giggling, wanting to rip off all her clothes and squish her naked boobs into Jeanette's.

Ruby kissed Jeanette. Not just a brush of lips, but a soft full-lipped kiss. Sensual. Sexual. Hungry yet tender. Needy but respectful.

She backed off minutely and opened her eyes.

"Oh my!" she exclaimed in a quiet, awed voice, "What happens now?"

She wanted Jeanette to tell her it was fine. Just between them. That sometime they could do it again. When the moment was right. Their little secret. Perfectly normal.

Ruby wondered if she had just learned that she was a lesbian. And yet she liked Papa Bear, liked Papa Bear's penis, his sperm. So she couldn't really be lesbian. Not properly. And yet it had felt so good, so right, so free. Almost innocent.

Ruby leaned forward and kissed Jeanette again. More insistent, this time. Hungry. Greedy. Needful. Full-blown lesbian. Eyes open.

Backing off just slightly again, Ruby looked into those gorgeous eyes.

"Um, sorry, I just, well, it's just ... was it only me?"

 

[ERedBoyd]

Jeanette's own thoughts were a bit awry as the second kiss began to happen! She felt a level of hesitance and fear in her as well as excitement. Her own nipples seemed to want to burst through her blouse. She wasn't for sure if it was because of these kiss or the fact the kiss was with Ruby, America's Sweetheart. There was a big piece of her that was a bit... star struck with her. She had been since her first major movie, but had also been a fan of her through the number of supporting roles she had had as well. Movies like 'Teenage Dream' where she had been one of the best friends who had given sage advice, 'MidSummer Terror' where she had been Dina and one of the first girls to get killed off early, and 'The Joke and the Riddle' where she had been another victim of a jokester's deadly game. She had been a fan of her and now she was the precipice of greatness, Ruby had her arms around Jeanette and her lips on hers.

She gave in to the moment though, wrapping her own arms around Ruby and pressing their breasts into each other. She didn't know what was going to happen the moment this kiss ended and for just a moment, she surrendered to it. Take what you want... and pay for it later. It had been a quote her mom had often told her when she was a child.

When those lips parted from her, her eyes locked on Ruby as she gently backed away and Jeanette smiled warmly to her saying, "I wasn't just you sweetheart."

Before another word could be said though, she found herself inside of yet another powerful kiss with Ruby actually seeming to take a little control over it. Lost in her passion if she were to guess. Jeanette let herself get lost for a few moments as well... a lover's embrace.

Then ... suddenly in the middle of it all... Jeanette's phone began to ring. This caused both women to push back in surprise. Jeanette, still trembling from the kiss, managed to get the phone in her hand and turned on.

It was from Axel. She gulped a moment and put the phone to her ear trying to sound professional as she stepped back from Ruby a moment saying, "Yes?"

"Put me on speaker." Axel said firmly and without hesitation.

Jeanette's eyes shifted to Ruby and then flipped the phone to speaker. "You are on speaker sir."

"Look in the living room at the camera." Axel said.

Both girls did as told and he said, "You are on the edge of that camera's range. I saw everything. No one else saw and I killed the camera feed before anyone could. I think some explanations are in order."

Jeanette could see the growing fear in Ruby's face as she seemed to go almost ashen. She put a hand on Ruby's neck to help center her and keep her focused. It had been what she had needed when she was in trouble. Jeanette's eyes locked on Ruby's and she mouthed the words, 'Relax. It is okay.'. She then immediately spoke into the phone, "I think you need to come up here too. You have a little... explaining to do yourself... sir."

There was a few moments of silence on his end and finally he said, "Fine. I am on my way up now." The phone died.

Jeanette could see the nearly out of control fear in her eyes and she said, "Look at me. Look at me now. Hey... my eyes... there you go..." She added, "I got you. Go make some tea for us. I like black tea. Go on."

Jeanette let her go to focus on the task at hand. She had seen her making Axel tea before and as all the pieces were falling into place, it felt... logical. She sat on the stool by the bar as Ruby headed into the kitchen to prepare the tea.

 

[AndreaSubbie]

Ruby bashed and clattered her way through making tea, her nerves totally shredded, fear doing things toher insides that no laxative could match. And she needed a wee, despite wetting herself earlier.

She took a moment to get a grip on herself and to analyse all the sensations tormenting her, half her mind storing them away for future acting, the other half trying to come to terms with what had just happened.

She'd had her first lesbian encounter, her first lesbian orgasm even if a mini one, but she'd also been caught, and been caught cheating on Papa Bear.

She was scared, terrified, needing Jeanette to protect her.

The teapot had coffee in it. There was a teabag in the coffee cup. The kettle was empty.

Ruby gave up, grabbed a bottle of wine and three mugs, not even glasses, and stumbled with them to join Jeanette and sit next to her but also slightly behind, half hiding behind her, half shielded from Papa Bear's wrath. He was going to be so angry, he'd explode, shout, make her cry.

But she wouldn't.

Ruby got back up, stepped around Jeanette and stood by the door so that she would be the first one Papa Bear saw when he came in.

It had all been her fault and she would take the consequences. If she'd ruined everything then she was no worse off than before they all came into her life and turned it inside out.

And worst case, she was a better actor for it. She'd just have to stay lonely, go out with the loathsome Dominic, devote herself to making as much money as she could even though she never really spent any herself.

Her chin quivering with grief for what she had lost, she raised it defiantly, ready for Papa Bear to do whatever he had to.

 

[ERedBoyd]

PapaBear walked out of the elevator and to Ruby's Condo door and knocked three times.

Without waiting for admittance in, he slid his access card and opened the door. He hesitated a moment as he found Babygirl standing at the door waiting on him. He glanced once at the guard outside and then quietly slipped into the room and closed the door, locking it behind him as he went. He turned and looked at Ruby standing there trembling, the glass mugs in her right hand chinking quick as her nerves clearly had the better of her. She held the neck of the wine bottle with a death grip though the bottle also trembled in her hand.

His eyes shifted over to Jeanette who sat at the stool, one leg on the rest, arms crossed looking partially defiant and partially afraid. She was dangerous when she got this way. She said nothing though and waited.

Axel turned to look back at Ruby and reached out, taking the three annoying little mugs from her grip, and then the bottle from her other hand. He walked to the counter near Jeanette and set them down near her saying, "Open this bottle and pour us some drinks."

Jeanette instinctively reached for the bottle then hesitated and looked to Ruby before she said, "Not yet. She has already had a rather strong whiskey sour." Her finger circled Ruby's empty glass with a slight smirk. She added, "I don't think more alcohol is a good idea at this point."

Axel's eyes turned back towards Ruby. He was angry. He had just given her the best he could give her inside a car in the parking garage and 15 minutes later, has her tongue down Jeanette's mouth. Obviously, there was need to address this. He tapped the empty stool next to Jeanette and said, "Baby girl. Come. Sit."

"Baby girl? You call her... well, she calls you Papa bear to I guess it had to go both ways." Jeanette said as Ruby obeyed his command.

He said, "Jeanette, Miss Ruby and I have been exploring sex together. She and I have been ..."

"Close enough to give enduring little nick names. As far as I recall, you don't give nick names to people you just fuck, so that tells me you have collared her... like you did Liza." Jeanette said pulling a name from his dark past.

Axel glared at her and said, "I told you NEVER to talk to me about that woman again."

Jeanette's face immediately softened and she said, "Axel, you're right. I am sorry. Forgive me?"

Axel nodded and did a friendly little fist bump with her. He said, "Forgiven. The thing is, I thought Miss Ruby had chosen to be my baby girl. We had plans to go to a show tonight to help her explore this part of her mind she had never experienced before. Now, seeing what I just saw, I... really don't know what to think."

"Don't blame Miss Ruby. I told her to kiss me. It was my fault." Jeanette said calmly as she took Ruby's hand in hers, "She is young and still trying to figure things out for her. I didn't mean to complicate things. This is my fault."

She shot a glanced to Ruby who looked about to speak and shook her head no. Seeing Ruby was not going to intercede, she looked to Axel saying, "She doesn't need to be scolded or punished. She is ... for all intents and purposes, a virgin to this life. She needs to be guided and taught how to behave. You of all people should know about that."

Axel's eyes studied Jeanette a long time before sliding them to Ruby and said, "Listen, I know you have a lot of people talking about you while you are in the room and not being asked for your input which can be incredibly frustrating. I am sorry for doing that to you know. However, I need to hear from you... what is going on in your head. What you say here, stays with the three of us." His eyes locked on her. It was clear no was not an answer.

 

[AndreaSubbie]

Ruby stamped her foot.

It didn't have much effect so she stamped it again. Louder.

"It IS my fault! I'm old enough to make my own mistakes and take the consequences! Stop treating me like a kid! And Jeanette, I know you're incredibly brave and protecting me, but it was my choice to kiss you, my desire. I fancy the pants off you and can't believe how amazing your boobs are, so much better than mine, and yes I fancy you, I like girls, and wanted to kiss you. There!

"And Papa Bear, sometimes you just ... haven't you worked out I'm in love with you? Oh!" Ruby hadn't meant to say it, hadn't known it until it just came out. "Oh, I didn't, I mean, oh FOXES!" Ruby stamped her foot again in frustration, mostly with herself.

"I knew you'd be angry, expected you to shout at me, make me cry! But I won't! I'm a grownup too, it's not just you two! I insist you treat me like a grownup, a mature sexually active woman! I adore you fucking me, Papa Bear, it's like nothing on earth, and your penis is scrummy, but Jeanette is just, I dunno, so sexy! I was upset, needed advice, needed a woman friend, and Jeanette just turned up and she knew. She just knew. And we kissed. And if you're gonna punish me for cheating then do it. Or finish with me though it'll break my heart. But shout, break something, hate me if you want but don't blame Jeanette."

Ruby ran out of breath and stood there panting.

"I tried to make tea but made a total mess of it. That's why I brought the wine instead. Jeanette said make drinks and I wanted to do what she said, for her, for me, for you, for us."

Ruby sank down to sit on the floor.

"Can't we just be family? The three of us? Jeanette could teach me how to sex with a woman and we can do your club and ..." Ruby paused. Suddenly horrified that she'd made assumptions about Jeanette wanting her.

"Oh, I'm so sorry! Of course you don't want me! How stupid I am!" Ruby hid her face in shame at her presumption. "And now I really have thrown everything away ..." Ruby's grief returned, grief for a new life briefly glimpsed and lost.

"I'll just go to my room." Ruby rose elegantly to her feet, made a 'sorry' face at Papa Bear and Jeanette, muttered, "And you keep your jobs," and started to walk past her two protectors.