The Isolated Blurt BDSM Thread

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Just got to get through this afternoon and I have some time off to regroup.

Roll on 5pm. This is difficult.


I really hope I'm not.
 
The new Firefox layout has open new TAB and WINDOW switched positions. I have a billion windows open. Wtf mozilla, y u do this to me???

This habit will take some serious correction.
 
The new Firefox layout has open new TAB and WINDOW switched positions. I have a billion windows open. Wtf mozilla, y u do this to me???

This habit will take some serious correction.

Ha, I've been complaining about the same thing to just about everyone who happens to be within the earshot.
 
The metallicy taste you get when you kiss someone you're connected to via a tens machine is icky and gross.
 
Jesus it's cold. How did that happen? One minute it's sweating-in-a-t-shirt weather and the next I've got the central heating cranked up to 11.
 
Sounds annoying!! LOL, maybe take it as a compliment, then delete.:rose:

Catalina:cattail:

It was! Deleting them was exactly what I did, too! I logged in a couple hours after posting a thread and had several, some of which were worthy of the asshat thread. I was just too lazy to post them, LOL. Oh, well, at least they've slowed to a trickle now. :)
 
WHY DID I NEVER THINK OF THIS BEFORE?!?!

The love left one of his man-razors here and so I bought new blades for IT and used that to shave up. omigod so much better.
 
Please can I have a humongous diamond ring, a collar and a designer handbag?

Please.

Let me know who is sending what, and I will give you my address :)

Thankyou.
 
Please can I have a humongous diamond ring, a collar and a designer handbag?

Please.

Let me know who is sending what, and I will give you my address :)

Thankyou.

I'll send you a Designer Brands handbag, will that do?

:p


eeewww.

What was the machine like?

Love it. It can feel so so good, and so so ouch. The thing that drives me most mental is that no matter how much you squirm, you can't not get zapped right in the same spot, over and over and over and...
 
I went to one of the local open houses on Tuesday. It was the first time I'd been to an event totally released and without either of them there.

People kept telling me they'd missed me. No one seemed to blame me for what happened and the overall welcome back... I'd honestly thought I didn't have a place without them. When I mentioned that to one of the hosts he looked at me like I'd hit my head while on a bad acid trip. Then he very kindly explained that people are rated on their own merit - not on their relationships.

I also topped for the first time. Really topped. And not in fire cupping. It was... interesting. I don't think it was the kind of pleasure that actual top types get, but there was a satisfaction in knowing that what I was doing was bringing him pleasure. For the flogging, anyways. I was so freaking curious and analytical of the anatomy during the CBT that I think he was mostly amused. Deservedly, though, since there's simply no subtle way of poking at a penis with the same sort of curiosity one gives an unrecognized bug.

ROFL - And every time I'd thwap him with the flogger hard enough that he'd jump or groan I'd cringe on the inside... and then think of gracie her non-tops topping scenario.

The knowledge is drawing me in, though. The wanting to learn and to have the ability to take on a more active roll if I so choose. It allows me to be of service and provide pleasure to others without the vulnerability that seems so inherent of submitting or bottoming (to their own individual degree, of course). And it's a project, of sorts... the learning and practicing. It's an external action independent of what was. It's because I want to learn and I'm choosing to explore.

The gentleman I topped offered to let me watch as he bottoms for CBT with one of his play partners so I can see how it works and learn his limits a bit better. That would mean attending on a Thursday. Which is much more emotionally difficult than a Tuesday because of... company. But I feel emotionally stronger now. More capable of it. I feel less like an interloper invading his territory. If they feel it necessary, they can mark whatever trees they feel they need to. Personally, I'm not much in the mood for pissing contests these days... too much wasted energy in a futile endeavor, that. I'd much rather use it for learning.


And I'm probably looking forward to the first public display of new ink a bit too much.
:rolleyes:

And thanks for letting me ramble.
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Please can I have a humongous diamond ring, a collar and a designer handbag?

Please.

Let me know who is sending what, and I will give you my address :)

Thankyou.

I do sometimes miss the bling.

I tell myself and Mister Man - blood diamonds, waste of money, no need for such things anymore - polish my halo and hold my head high. Ahem. But out of the corner of my eye...sighhhh pretty bling, nice bag... ;)

Old habits die hard. ;)
 
I think I'm longing for some social interaction.

I had a dream last night that I was at some sort of mideavil party. I was at a table with my brother, laughing and joking when a few others joined our table with pints in hand. One fellow commented that I was in need of a drink pointing at my empty hand. I grinned and batted my eyes a bit and replied, "indeed, it does look that way" and waited. He nudged the guy next to him and told him to fetch me a glass of mead

That was about the time I woke up.
 
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