The Isolated Blurt BDSM Thread

[Curious_in_Cali]

Finally some good news!

Finally have every one who is working on my case, talking to each other. So as of yesterday, I am on short term, so I can heal and not get yelled at for not doing what the doc says I shouldn't be doing anyway.

Congrats on making progress to healing whatever it takes!

 

[seela]

I find myself crying a lot lately.

And my left arm as a whole is acting up, so I'm in pain most of the time these days, which makes me extra weepy. Sucks-sucks-suckety-sucks.

 

[Chiara_searches]

I find myself crying a lot lately.

And my left arm as a whole is acting up, so I'm in pain most of the time these days, which makes me extra weepy. Sucks-sucks-suckety-sucks.

Hope things turn around for you! Is there anything you can do for the pain to make it less suckety-suck-suck?

 

[Lizzie_Borden]

I find myself crying a lot lately.

And my left arm as a whole is acting up, so I'm in pain most of the time these days, which makes me extra weepy. Sucks-sucks-suckety-sucks.

 

[the captians wench]

I've been off officially for 2 days, and I"m already feeling attention starved.

 

[Babyslave]

I've been off officially for 2 days, and I"m already feeling attention starved.

I can usually make it to three sometimes four days before I get to that point. Up until then I'm just glad to have some peace and quiet.

Hoping that I'm reading this right?

Being as shy as I am I force myself to go out and find some attention. Small things really. Grocery store, library, post office. And order myself to make (gulp) small talk with complete strangers! I gotta admit, 90% of the time, I end up having a nice conversation and find it's given me a bit of a boost. No demands, no pressure, just simple conversation, and someone focused on me! But, the best is if I go for a walk and find someone out walking their dog. Then I can ooh and ahh over the animal, and the conversation starts itself.

Silly huh?

 

[the captians wench]

I can usually make it to three sometimes four days before I get to that point. Up until then I'm just glad to have some peace and quiet.

Hoping that I'm reading this right?

Being as shy as I am I force myself to go out and find some attention. Small things really. Grocery store, library, post office. And order myself to make (gulp) small talk with complete strangers! I gotta admit, 90% of the time, I end up having a nice conversation and find it's given me a bit of a boost. No demands, no pressure, just simple conversation, and someone focused on me! But, the best is if I go for a walk and find someone out walking their dog. Then I can ooh and ahh over the animal, and the conversation starts itself.

Silly huh?

Nope, I can get that.

I'm really shy too, and I usually avoid speaking to strangers.

I think it hit quicker because I was already down to 4 hour shifts from 9 for the past 6 weeks. I'll probably start hitting people up soon.

 

[Etoile]

I really hate when people are asshats to me. If your previous answer was about spamware, and your next response is about Google, how am I supposed to know there is a connection?! Christ on a pogo stick...

 

[midwestyankee]

I've been off officially for 2 days, and I"m already feeling attention starved.

Find a Toastmasters meeting and get up and give a speech. You'll have 100% of the attention of everyone in the room.

 

[HottieMama]

Fuck you, you motherfucking manipulative, conniving, worthless, deceitful, disgusting piece of shit!!!! I am tired of you games...and Yes...oh Yes..you fucking cunt... I know about each and every one...

 

[the captians wench]

Find a Toastmasters meeting and get up and give a speech. You'll have 100% of the attention of everyone in the room.

i think the meeting is tomorrow. i'm just a bit nervous about going solo

 

[seela]

Hope things turn around for you! Is there anything you can do for the pain to make it less suckety-suck-suck?

One more reason to love this forum: there are always people who care even if you're just venting for venting's sake.

I'm just somewhat bored and feeling useless, as I don't have a job at the moment and that makes me weepy.

Unfortunately there isn't much more that I can do about the pain at the moment. I have a scheduled meeting with a physiotherapist and an orthopedist next week to see, if my shoulder will be operated again, as it's started to stretch the nerves in my arm again when I sleep.

Aaaaanyways, thanks!

 

[the captians wench]

One more reason to love this forum: there are always people who care even if you're just venting for venting's sake.

I'm just somewhat bored and feeling useless, as I don't have a job at the moment and that makes me weepy.

Unfortunately there isn't much more that I can do about the pain at the moment. I have a scheduled meeting with a physiotherapist and an orthopedist next week to see, if my shoulder will be operated again, as it's started to stretch the nerves in my arm again when I sleep.

Aaaaanyways, thanks!

I can relate.

I've even finished all of my half done projects I have suplies for. Now I'm waiting for money to come in so I can buy some boning and finish the rest.

I hope you find relief soon. Or at least distraction

 

[subish2009]

Oh, it's just so effing hard to be without him sometimes. My heart longs and longs and longs and I keep it all wrapped up tight 99% of the time...until he gets sad. I can take my sadness. I can't take his.

 

[the captians wench]

I am annoyed with so many things right now.

 

[BiBunny]

Oh, it's just so effing hard to be without him sometimes. My heart longs and longs and longs and I keep it all wrapped up tight 99% of the time...until he gets sad. I can take my sadness. I can't take his.

You, too? I'm sorry, honey. I know how you feel.

 

[DeepGreenEyes]

Oh, it's just so effing hard to be without him sometimes. My heart longs and longs and longs and I keep it all wrapped up tight 99% of the time...until he gets sad. I can take my sadness. I can't take his.

Ahhh, subish. Hang in there.

Professor X projects weird supporty beams...

http://www.gifmania.us/comic/xmen/professor-x/xavier01.gif

 

[Lizzie_Borden]

Oh, it's just so effing hard to be without him sometimes. My heart longs and longs and longs and I keep it all wrapped up tight 99% of the time...until he gets sad. I can take my sadness. I can't take his.

That's a feeling I know. It hurts, seeing him hurt, and knowing there's not much I can do but listen, until it's run it's course.

 

[seela]

It looks like I have everything set for my stay in Warsaw. Scholarships, contacts, flat. Weird. It's still 3 months until I leave and everything's done. Except that I'm sure something will come up, because experience says this kinds of things don't go this smoothly.

 

[Curious_in_Cali]

I find myself crying a lot lately.
And my left arm as a whole is acting up, so I'm in pain most of the time these days, which makes me extra weepy. Sucks-sucks-suckety-sucks.

Oh, it's just so effing hard to be without him sometimes. My heart longs and longs and longs and I keep it all wrapped up tight 99% of the time...until he gets sad. I can take my sadness. I can't take his.

You, too? I'm sorry, honey. I know how you feel.

I am annoyed with so many things right now.

(((HUGS!)))

Sending blankets of comfort to each of you and hope your days and your hearts feel a little lighter today.

 

[satindesire]

I really hate when people are asshats to me. If your previous answer was about spamware, and your next response is about Google, how am I supposed to know there is a connection?! Christ on a pogo stick...

What a condescending prick.

Don't worry honey, just because he has his head shoved too far up his ass to remember his manners doesn't make him correct. Karma works.

 

[Etoile]

What a condescending prick.

Don't worry honey, just because he has his head shoved too far up his ass to remember his manners doesn't make him correct. Karma works.

I certainly hope so! Just checked back, I see he continues to be an idiot.

Meanwhile, I am enjoying your nyancat and your color=wheat

 

[catalina_francisco]

I would love to curl up and find shelter in his arms, but tonight he needs to shelter in mine more....wish I could ease the pain, but all I can do is stand beside him and let him know I'm there when he needs a place to retreat to for awhile.

Catalina

 

[the captians wench]

EMG scheduled.

Anyone free to hold me down? I don't do well with needles.

 

[subish2009]

You, too? I'm sorry, honey. I know how you feel.

Ahhh, subish. Hang in there.

That's a feeling I know. It hurts, seeing him hurt, and knowing there's not much I can do but listen, until it's run it's course.

(((HUGS!)))

Sending blankets of comfort to each of you and hope your days and your hearts feel a little lighter today.

Thanks, guys. I AM doing better today, and hopefully getting a little QT with him tonight. You're support really did help me last night. It just helps knowing other people hear you and get it.