The Isolated Blurt BDSM Thread

[IrisAlthea]

Ditto on the "one of those days"

When I mis-read something to that degree I know I'm in a dark place and its off to find a valerian caplet and a chocolate bar... And a bottle of something strong that warms as it goes down

I sent myself to bed because there was no chocolate in the house.
Yes, I know - bad housekeeping.

 

[His_pet_slut]

yeah, I still occasionally get insecure, even after this long. Amazing how just a few words via text when life keeps us from being together for a period of time can send me right back to where I am most happy. Secure and owned. Fully. The most amazing part? I don't even have to tell him how I am feeling.

 

[Kajira Callista]

Two more days until I see Daddy J again!

 

[Kurokami]

Ahh... I got a whippin' last night, folks.

It's been so long since I've gotten to sub. Actually, I think I've been waiting for this since the new mother started showing. And yeah, we got interrupted by the kids (and like a good boy I did as I was told and went to deal with it myself ) but...

God damn that's been a long time coming. I kind of like flinching when I sit down.

 

[BiBunny]

Ahh... I got a whippin' last night, folks.

It's been so long since I've gotten to sub. Actually, I think I've been waiting for this since the new mother started showing. And yeah, we got interrupted by the kids (and like a good boy I did as I was told and went to deal with it myself ) but...

God damn that's been a long time coming. I kind of like flinching when I sit down.

You people are so damn cute, you make me sick.

 

[BiBunny]

Sorry, double post. Lit hiccuped.

 

[Lizzie_Borden]

Sorry, double post. Lit hiccuped.

Nah, the cuteness just made you *that* sick.

 

[bhndblueyes88]

You people are so damn cute, you make me sick.

it is pretty disgusting. However, I hope in whatever-number of years, my boy and I are as sickening. well not quite as sickening. I wouldn't want to make myself vomit now, would I?

 

[Lilac_Sky]

*groan* some days I absolutely hate being female

 

[bhndblueyes88]

*groan* some days I absolutely hate being female

entirely. sympathize.

 

[the captians wench]

Weather must be shifting. Suddenly I have a headache and want a nap.

 

[cfuhrer]

*inhales deeply*
*pauses*

Le sigh

 

[TarevaChine]

http://is100.imagesocket.com/images/2011/12/07/2359120-nm8y.jpg

 

[cfuhrer]

Facebook is the devil.

There's a very large event in Vegas this week.
I follow it every year via a blog.
This year I cannot find the blog and I fear its because they have moved the action to facebook.
I'm not a facebook member
I do not want to be a facebook member

Why? Why did they not just keep the blog?

*sad face*

 

[HottieMama]

Facebook is the devil.

There's a very large event in Vegas this week.
I follow it every year via a blog.
This year I cannot find the blog and I fear its because they have moved the action to facebook.
I'm not a facebook member
I do not want to be a facebook member

Why? Why did they not just keep the blog?

*sad face*

National Finals Rodeo?????

 

[Kurokami]

You people are so damn cute, you make me sick.

I... wasn't trying to be?

Much as I hated it when I was caught outside in it, I wish the storms would return. I love rain, assuming I don't have to be outside when it happens...

 

[the captians wench]

Week before minstration and I want to fuck everything in sight.

Damn hormones. I know the same evil ones that are making me horny as hell are the same ones that have had me all self conscience and weepy over an asshole.

Maybe I can clone the last lengthy playmate I had. Was a good 4 year stretch until he got greedy and went after a third. Men. If I didn't love dick so much I'd consider trying to deal with the emotional women folk. Except for that whole not saying what you really mean and expecting me to read your mind bit. That shit would drive me crazy and I'd be arrested for domestic violence.

 

[CutieMouse]

Rhetorical Question Time:

Why is it, that even though I have worked my ass off to get to a place where I can set healthy boundaries [even in the moment], and I am lucky enough to have a lover who has explicitly stated that one of the reasons why he enjoys exploring with me is that he knows he can trust me to recognize and express my limits, no matter what [and makes a point to remind me of that - especially in the moment]... why is it that in spite of all that, I still struggle with the guilty emotional roller coaster aftermath of saying no to him?

There are days when this whole submissive-brain thing sucks.ass. in the not fun way.

 

[bhndblueyes88]

Rhetorical Question Time:

Why is it, that even though I have worked my ass off to get to a place where I can set healthy boundaries [even in the moment], and I am lucky enough to have a lover who has explicitly stated that one of the reasons why he enjoys exploring with me is that he knows he can trust me to recognize and express my limits, no matter what [and makes a point to remind me of that - especially in the moment]... why is it that in spite of all that, I still struggle with the guilty emotional roller coaster aftermath of saying no to him?

There are days when this whole submissive-brain thing sucks.ass. in the not fun way.

Is that a sub-brain thing? I mean, don't get me wrong. I have a GIGANORMOUS guilt complex (at least, directed at those that haven't pissed me the f' off). But I've never really attached it to being submissive. Of course, I don't think of myself as particularly "submissive" either. I mean, I play that role sometimes, but it's definitely not an all-the-time thing. Or is it >_> lol oh life. you are so confusing.

Anyway. Personally, I think it's just not wanting to disappoint someone you care about and the sexual-context throws the perception of that. My boyfriend has felt pretty bad about having to say no to me, too, and he doesn't have a submissive bone in his body.

Erhm. I realize that was a rhetorical question...I'm not necessarily trying to answer your question. I'm just discussing? sorry. Do i need to put my foot in my mouth now?

 

[CutieMouse]

Is that a sub-brain thing? I mean, don't get me wrong. I have a GIGANORMOUS guilt complex (at least, directed at those that haven't pissed me the f' off). But I've never really attached it to being submissive. Of course, I don't think of myself as particularly "submissive" either. I mean, I play that role sometimes, but it's definitely not an all-the-time thing. Or is it >_> lol oh life. you are so confusing.

Anyway. Personally, I think it's just not wanting to disappoint someone you care about and the sexual-context throws the perception of that. My boyfriend has felt pretty bad about having to say no to me, too, and he doesn't have a submissive bone in his body.

Erhm. I realize that was a rhetorical question...I'm not necessarily trying to answer your question. I'm just discussing? sorry. Do i need to put my foot in my mouth now?

In my head it *is* a submissive-brain thing, because of who it involves. I can usually say no [sexually and non-sexually] without without skipping a beat or feeling guilty, but for some reason emotional-me and practical-me aren't on the same page here. LOL

 

[graceanne]

That shit would drive me crazy and I'd be arrested for domestic violence.

Amen.

 

[BiBunny]

Week before minstration and I want to fuck everything in sight.

Damn hormones. I know the same evil ones that are making me horny as hell are the same ones that have had me all self conscience and weepy over an asshole.

Maybe I can clone the last lengthy playmate I had. Was a good 4 year stretch until he got greedy and went after a third. Men. If I didn't love dick so much I'd consider trying to deal with the emotional women folk. Except for that whole not saying what you really mean and expecting me to read your mind bit. That shit would drive me crazy and I'd be arrested for domestic violence.

Amen.

chaoticDeviance and I always say that God knew what He was doing when He didn't make us men 'cause we'd end up in the state pen for beating the shit out of a bitch.

 

[graceanne]

chaoticDeviance and I always say that God knew what He was doing when He didn't make us men 'cause we'd end up in the state pen for beating the shit out of a bitch.

LOL

K and I laugh, sometimes, about all those gender specific stuff, cause it's such an opposite in our relationship. K's usually the one who thinks I can read his mind - although this is partly my fault because I'm pretty good at anticipating what he's thinking. He also is the one who takes flipping FOREVER to get ready. But I agree; God in His infinite wisdom made K bigger than me, because there are days when we're running late because he forgot to make his coffee until two minutes before we have to leave that if I were bigger he'd be dead.

 

[cfuhrer]

National Finals Rodeo?????

And PRCA Convention

But especially Miss Rodeo America!
Horses and public speaking and sparkles and curls and smiles and, and, and



Cowboys *lacivious grin*

 

[bhndblueyes88]

In my head it *is* a submissive-brain thing, because of who it involves. I can usually say no [sexually and non-sexually] without without skipping a beat or feeling guilty, but for some reason emotional-me and practical-me aren't on the same page here. LOL

Ahh I see. Fair enough then.

cfuhr--I was with you about the cowboys and the horses. but the rest.... yeesh. WOMEN. you're all so...FRILLY