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BiBunny said:
So I got my LSAT score back today. I'm really unhappy with it. I mean, it's not terrible or anything, and I won't have any trouble getting into law school with it. (I scored in the 75th percentile of the folks the school I want to attend let into its program this year.) But I'm a damned overachiever, and I wanted to score outrageously high. It's not a fabulous score, but it's respectable.

So why do I still feel so shitty about it?

Considering you did all the studying yourself and didn't do a review course that's GREAT!

Congrats!

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It would have been a good idea to make sure I was totally recovered from bronchitis before getting the flumist vaccine.

(feeling sick and cranky today, but too much to do to spend the day in bed feeling sorry for myself)
 
Painting is an art form. It is a way to create from your soul and share with others how and what you are feeling. Painting the “decals” on a car is pretty much the same thing.
 
There is nothing quite like the magical joy that is having your father as your sub-contracted employee, and your mother as his office manager. there is nothing quite like the fucking grief that arises out of an employee that has known you since you were in diapers, and knows exactly what buttons to press to utterly fucking infuriate you. There is nothing quite like handing contracts, and money, that you need to someone else because they raised you, and then having them bitch at you about it.

And there is nothing at all quite like feeling like an utter shitbag because you resent the whole affair, and aren't giving of yourself selflessly to the two people that gave of themselves so very long for you.

I feel petty, and fucking worthless right now.
 
Homburg said:
There is nothing quite like the magical joy that is having your father as your sub-contracted employee, and your mother as his office manager. there is nothing quite like the fucking grief that arises out of an employee that has known you since you were in diapers, and knows exactly what buttons to press to utterly fucking infuriate you. There is nothing quite like handing contracts, and money, that you need to someone else because they raised you, and then having them bitch at you about it.

And there is nothing at all quite like feeling like an utter shitbag because you resent the whole affair, and aren't giving of yourself selflessly to the two people that gave of themselves so very long for you.

I feel petty, and fucking worthless right now.


I learned many years ago that parents deserve respect for the life they gave you (as in actually being the cause for your birth and/or survival), but at some point boundaries sometimes have to be drawn, and the adult child has to protect themselves against any guilt trips, obligations, domineering or controlling tactics employed by those same parents either knowingly or unconsciously. It isn't easy, and it needn't be totally unpleasant, but for your own sanity and self respect you sometimes have to say 'enough' and let them decide how or if they are going to respect you for doing so. :rose:

Catalina :catroar:
 
As always, your words are wise, and welcome. Thank you.

If anything, my mother would prefer that this business relationship be severed. She hates contract work, and is aggravated that my father is involved in it, and that is a major part of the problem.

My own sense of dtuy and obligation is the insurmountable wall.
 
Homburg said:
As always, your words are wise, and welcome. Thank you.

If anything, my mother would prefer that this business relationship be severed. She hates contract work, and is aggravated that my father is involved in it, and that is a major part of the problem.

My own sense of dtuy and obligation is the insurmountable wall.

I don't envy you.....it is a difficult path to tread and know if and when you are stepping in the right direction.

Catalina :catroar:
 
You are a complete and utter shit-bag. i knew it then and it just has been confirmed for me once again. Seriously, are you able to look at yourself in the mirror?

i would feel a smug sense of satisfaction in knowing i was right all along, but that is tarnished by the fact that my friends are hurt.

(no emoticons necessary.)

(This is in no way about LC...Just so everyone is clear.)
 
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HottieMama said:
You are a complete and utter shit-bag. i knew it then and it just has been confirmed for me once again. Seriously, are you able to look at yourself in the mirror?

i would feel a smug sense of satisfaction in knowing i was right all along, but that is tarnished by the fact that my friends are hurt.

(no emoticons necessary.)


I'm so sorry. Bigs hugs for you!!! :rose:
 
It's such a warm, comforting feeling when you're reminded that you have friends that not only love and care about you but that are tuned in enough to what's going on in your life that they not only worry when they can't reach you, when they feel they should be able to, but then they DO something about it, as well. It's nice when it happens at a time when you feel you need the reminder the most.
 
i'll pass the hugs and roses on to those who need them.


i feel happy that i made a wise decision. :cathappy:


i wish this headache would go away.
 
Luvkitty33 said:
It's such a warm, comforting feeling when you're reminded that you have friends that not only love and care about you but that are tuned in enough to what's going on in your life that they not only worry when they can't reach you, when they feel they should be able to, but then they DO something about it, as well. It's nice when it happens at a time when you feel you need the reminder the most.


It is the best feeling in the world ;)
 
HottieMama said:
i'll pass the hugs and roses on to those who need them.


i feel happy that i made a wise decision. :cathappy:


i wish this headache would go away.


Hugs and roses back you also Sweetie. Get some rest.
 
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