The Isolated Blurt BDSM Thread

[Stegral]

well on a good note the Dom doing me B-Day scene is out of hospital & recovering...
the butterflies stopped when I found out he couldn't make it to fetish night to do the scene.
He had to have his appendix removed.
I am just glad His subbies badgered him to go to the hospital.
He is stubborn & might not have went. or finally went in an ambulance.

I was looking forward to the scene but am glad He is ok & only want Him to heal.
He is a very important person in our fetish group.
As much as I wanted it to happen His health is paramount.

Not sure if I am going to reschedule, tonight was symbolic for me...
any other day won't hold the same signifigance for me.
being a kinky witch ritual has many facets.
tonight was planned like a rite of passage in a way...

 

[northwoods_sub]

well on a good note the Dom doing me B-Day scene is out of hospital & recovering...
the butterflies stopped when I found out he couldn't make it to fetish night to do the scene.
He had to have his appendix removed.
I am just glad His subbies badgered him to go to the hospital.
He is stubborn & might not have went. or finally went in an ambulance.

I was looking forward to the scene but am glad He is ok & only want Him to heal.
He is a very important person in our fetish group.
As much as I wanted it to happen His health is paramount.

Not sure if I am going to reschedule, tonight was symbolic for me...
any other day won't hold the same signifigance for me.
being a kinky witch ritual has many facets.
tonight was planned like a rite of passage in a way...

I am so glad that he is ok Stegral, but I am sorry for you having to miss your scene. Hopefully he will get well soon and you will be able to work out a new scene to do.

 

[sanjuaneros]

Well thank you sexy, your av is making me think of ...

New AV is making me wanna take that long flight and I don't even like to fly

Papi...hawt!

 

[Stegral]

I am so glad that he is ok Stegral, but I am sorry for you having to miss your scene. Hopefully he will get well soon and you will be able to work out a new scene to do.

lol.. His subbie just posted he is at home, not wanting to relax & is going shack happy (i guess like cabin fever?), wants to come out but knows that is pushing it & should be in a flogging mood soon enough.
I will be happy to see Him healthy...
He is a wonderfully flexible yet very impressive Dominant.
Strong, muscular build... very knowledgable, extremely attenative, can also be soft if the bottom/subbie doesn't do pain or humiliation...
wish there was another of him I could keep to myself...

 

[FungiUg]

the butterflies stopped when I found out he couldn't make it to fetish night to do the scene.
He had to have his appendix removed.

Pathetic! He could have come up with a far better excuse with a bit of thought and mental effort, I'm sure.

I do know what you mean about an event being symbolic. It's sad that it didn't come together, but at some point I am sure you will start formulating another possibility. So let's hope that one doesn't involve sudden surgery too!

 

[HB1965]

Pathetic! He could have come up with a far better excuse with a bit of thought and mental effort, I'm sure.

I do know what you mean about an event being symbolic. It's sad that it didn't come together, but at some point I am sure you will start formulating another possibility. So let's hope that one doesn't involve sudden surgery too!

OOO what put the sparkle in your eye? besides photoshop, LOL

 

[FungiUg]

I feel like a crap sub. The truth is sometimes I struggle. I question things, don't accept things easily, push things. I'm a pain in the arse.

I annoy myself as a usually strong woman, that sometimes I can be so needy and want constant reassurance. I annoy myself that I let my past impact on my here and now. I will have to fight harder to make sure it does not impact on my future.

Grabs soapbox.

You know, submissives are (in my experience) way harder on themselves than dominants usually are.

As a dominant, I accept that people have limitations, issues, lives and so on. My planning normally includes all sorts of different possibilities to account for all of the different potential reponses, and I try and stay flexible with it. I am not looking for perfection, I am looking for human, and I love working with that. It makes the accomplishments so much more significant.

I don't think it's bad that submissives struggle, or don't accept things easily. I don't think it's bad that submissives have pasts. I think these are the things that help create the people we love, and help challenge us and give us something to work with. If the submissive was already perfect, where would the fun be in that?

Submission (and dominance) to me are journeys, not destinations. You don't arrive and go "Okay, now I am the perfect submissive." You are always trying, experimenting, growing, learning.

So none of those things make you a bad submissive. Accepting that you have them and doing your best to submit in the way your dominant wants anyway... that's what makes you a good submissive.

Er, okay, anyone want a soapbox? Only slightly used...

 

[FungiUg]

OOO what put the sparkle in your eye? besides photoshop, LOL

Oh, a friend who I admire and care for decided I needed some bling in my life and took some time out to arrange it. Actually, I believe she was trying to scare the bejeesus out of people... I sometimes think she may be just a little ebil.

 

[HB1965]

Oh, a friend who I admire and care for decided I needed some bling in my life and took some time out to arrange it. Actually, I believe she was trying to scare the bejeesus out of people... I sometimes think she may be just a little ebil.

Ah but it's cute!

 

[FungiUg]

Ah but it's cute!

But does it make you want to rip off your clothes, throw yourself at my feet and beg piteously for me to take you and use you for every perverted purpose my mind can conjure?

Looks hopeful

 

[HB1965]

But does it make you want to rip off your clothes, throw yourself at my feet and beg piteously for me to take you and use you for every perverted purpose my mind can conjure?

Looks hopeful

Hmmm... well... no

 

[catalina_francisco]

it seems like I wait so long for the time to arrive...wanting to be with him so much, I'm just full of emotion by the time it happens.

the man stirs so much emotion it takes my breath away.

I feel like a crap sub. The truth is sometimes I struggle. I question things, don't accept things easily, push things. I'm a pain in the arse.

I annoy myself as a usually strong woman, that sometimes I can be so needy and want constant reassurance. I annoy myself that I let my past impact on my here and now. I will have to fight harder to make sure it does not impact on my future.

You are human, and so not perfect....those subs who seem to be perfect you will usually find are either not telling the whole story, or living in fantasy BS land, neither of which is you. When emotions are involved, it is not unusual to often go the opposite direction to where you want and intend, simply because those emotions as you already realise build up and sometimes put a spanner in the works. I cannot imagine you ruining everything, though it is likely you feel that way. Remember what you already know...talk to him and see where he is at with it all.

Catalina

 

[@}-}rebecca----]

Oh, a friend who I admire and care for decided I needed some bling in my life and took some time out to arrange it. Actually, I believe she was trying to scare the bejeesus out of people... I sometimes think she may be just a little evil.

: innocent :

 

[graceanne]

.... I sometimes think she may be just a little ebil.

Just a little bit ebil? the poor girl. Send her my way, when I'm done with her she'll be REALLY ebil.

 

[myinnerslut]

i havnt made dinner for myself in a LOOOOOOONG time

 

[Sir_Winston54]

Do we have a "Governmental Terminal Stupidity" thread somewhere, where this would fit in?

U.S. Customs delays ambulance at border
Heart-attack patient was in the back; siren, flashing lights were on

 

[Sir_Winston54]

Yes, after having a nice little coughing fit that tired me out to the point that I "lay down for a little bit" about noon, and essentially passed out until 6 p.m., I'm a little bit cranky, especially since I woke up covered with sweat and with a headache from sleeping so long in the middle of the day. What's yer point?

Gahdammit, bronchitis! Either turn into pneumonia so I have *reason* to go see a doctor and get healed, or get the flock away from me!

No responses necessary - I'm just pissy and needed to vent *somewhere.*

 

[nh23]

Yes, after having a nice little coughing fit that tired me out to the point that I "lay down for a little bit" about noon, and essentially passed out until 6 p.m., I'm a little bit cranky, especially since I woke up covered with sweat and with a headache from sleeping so long in the middle of the day. What's yer point?

Gahdammit, bronchitis! Either turn into pneumonia so I have *reason* to go see a doctor and get healed, or get the flock away from me!

No responses necessary - I'm just pissy and needed to vent *somewhere.*

Maybe you could use some cupping?

 

[myinnerslut]

Yes, after having a nice little coughing fit that tired me out to the point that I "lay down for a little bit" about noon, and essentially passed out until 6 p.m., I'm a little bit cranky, especially since I woke up covered with sweat and with a headache from sleeping so long in the middle of the day. What's yer point?

Gahdammit, bronchitis! Either turn into pneumonia so I have *reason* to go see a doctor and get healed, or get the flock away from me!

No responses necessary - I'm just pissy and needed to vent *somewhere.*

brings cough medicine, a soft pillow, and a good movie so SW can sit down, relax, and not worry about being sick for a few hours

 

[catalina_francisco]

Yes, after having a nice little coughing fit that tired me out to the point that I "lay down for a little bit" about noon, and essentially passed out until 6 p.m., I'm a little bit cranky, especially since I woke up covered with sweat and with a headache from sleeping so long in the middle of the day. What's yer point?

Gahdammit, bronchitis! Either turn into pneumonia so I have *reason* to go see a doctor and get healed, or get the flock away from me!

No responses necessary - I'm just pissy and needed to vent *somewhere.*

You're entitled to vent all you want....I am sure nobody here resents it and only wish you a speedy recovery and no more illness for a very long time.

Catalina

 

[EmpressFi]

Gahdammit, bronchitis! Either turn into pneumonia so I have *reason* to go see a doctor and get healed, or get the flock away from me![/COLOR]

No responses necessary - I'm just pissy and needed to vent *somewhere.*

Bronchitis normally does send me to the doctor to get healed... there's also ..umm.. Delsym or something like that.. my doctor says it's the strongest cough syrup without codeine that's available over the counter.. it really helps to break up the mucous and ease the cough so you can rest

 

[_kiana_]

*tackles Fungiug while doing a real quick drive-by*

Not enough time! Augh!

*runs back out the door*

 

[snowy ciara]

Do we have a "Governmental Terminal Stupidity" thread somewhere, where this would fit in?

U.S. Customs delays ambulance at border
Heart-attack patient was in the back; siren, flashing lights were on

WTF?

Do us a favor please, Sir Winston? PLEASE don't come across the border 'til you're better. I'd have to have you expire coming home because US C&I is staffed by idiots.

 

[MadManMaestro]

What the fuck?
goddamn.
but I'm glad she's happy.

 

[the captians wench]

fuck me I'm tired

and I really could use a flogging, my back muscles are stiff (that little tease you did earlier mister was the worst tease ever! I wubs you so much )