today i am .......

Save me, save me, save me
Save me, save me, save me.

The candles are lit. the curtains are drawn.
Theres still no sign of rain nor dawn.
Our lips touch. our limbs entwine.
But the ghosts that haunt me wont leave my mind.

Save me, save me, save me
Save me, save me, from myself.

One sin leads to another one.
Oh, the harder I try
I can never, never, never find peace in this life.
I ask myself where does lust come from
Is it something to yield to or be overcome.
I ask myself
Why love can never touch my heart like fear does.
Why cant love ever touch my heart like fear does?
 
today I am disappointed. Add to that so tired I cant see straight. I'm glad the neighbours had such a good party but damn that went on way to late and I was up with kiddie by 5:30am.

Today I am getting the hubby up and going back to bed. *noddles* I think that is an excellent idea.
 
Today I am hoping my sister gets back up home in time for the poker tournament today.

She had been looking forward to it so much, and I'm really only going to support her (top prize is a seat in the Vegas tournament that I'm already qualified for). But her husband was being a dick and kept her on the phone for hours yesterday, and then guilted her into going home last night (three hour drive).
 
Today I am as happy as I have been in years! :D

With a headache the size of the gulf of Mexico...
 
TheeGoatPig said:
Today I am as happy as I have been in years! :D

With a headache the size of the gulf of Mexico...

Glad to hear it, the happiness of course, not the headache.
 
today i'm...

the chick skiving on the job just before lunch break

the chick trying to stay on the good side of the tub 'o lard that's my boss despite his countless shameless advances

the chick looking forward to a night out on the town with my darling

the chick who brings toys to work for those meetings that mean nothing, take very long and are great for self-relief

^^
 
the chick whos going to get well if I have to strangle that bloody doctor myself
 
Fallenfromgrace said:
Today i am trying to be strong.

yes, and so am I.

Feeling overwhelmed by issues at work.. working with juvenile sex offenders is never easy.. especially when one seems to have targetted me.. has said vulgar things to me and sat on my lap. (He's 16, and I'm not Santa.)

Discouraged by recent troll attacks.. yet, protecting my self-esteem in the positive feedback..

Took my meds (including Seroquel) and awoke to find that I had slept for 15 hours.

Going back to college starting tomorrow, but feeling like hiding under my blanket for a few days.

-Sheila
 
Today I am drained, and wishing I could go back to bed. Yesteday was just too strenuous...

*passes out*
 
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