When did you realise you were a sub sissy?

My aha moment came when my ex wife asked me to put on her panties! I was immediately hard! Then the first time she put her fingers into me I knew I was destined to be a bitch. It didn't take six months before she had me kneeling in lingerie at the Bookstore sucking dicks for her.
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That is so fucking hot!
 
I have been a sub sissy several times. My first was with a boy I sucked at about ten. I was a lot smaller so he said I had to be the girl and told me to borrow one of my moms dresses. My sister had just graduated and moved out so I stole one of her old dresses, panties, and a bra. We met over at the creek and I put them on. God they felt so good. I grabbed my ankles and he made a girl out of me. Later he let his cousin fuck me. I sucked three more boys before I graduated. Then right after graduation I got with an older man. He really made me his sissy. He was fucking me about every Sunday. He made me wear girls shorts and panties. Took me and had my ears pierced. Had me wear little dangly ear rings in both ears. Girls sandals. Polish on my toenails. A little more all the time. I let my hair grow and cut it in a shag.After a year or so he took me by the waitress at the cafes house and left me. She fixed me all up in makeup and a dress. He came back and got me and took me to Dallas to a flea market. I spent the entire day in a dress, I was so ready for him to fuck me. i got a lot more of that. After I got married we started doing some threesomes. One guy fucked me, told us I was his girl too, and made me start wearing dresses. I was his sissy for a few years. I wore dresses a lot for the next twenty years or so. My wife loved me being a sissy too.
 
For most of my life I lived it to other peoples needs and wishes ,until my wife decided i would make a good sissy. I was lead albeit unwillingly into the world of feminization, skirts stockings and chasitity cages at which point my fate was sealed . From which point she engineered my first cock sucking which became part of HER sex life and eventually forced me into becoming a proper fuck toy for her boy friends and entertainment at her parties..The real Haha ! moment came for me as I was preparing for another one of her special parties ,having shaved all over and showered I had just attached my stockings to my suspenders and was just pulling my silky thong over my chastity cage when I realised that for the first time I REALLY wanted what I hoped would happen later , not that my cage would be removed and I would be allowed to cum but that I would feel her boyfriends hands on me again, forcing me to my knees and sliding his cock into my mouth, feeling his hands sliding into my panties ,his fingers opening up my pussy and preparing it for his cock, I was desperate for male touch and to be used by an alpha male and if I came or not really didnt matter . From that moment I became a cock hungry slut and have remained that way , at times I become so desperate for cock ,to be used and fucked that I will willingly comply to my doms orders regardless of where we are or what he wants me to do ,all that matters is to feel strong hands holding my body and a hard prick inside me , does that count as a sub sissy ?
 
When I was about 7 years old and we were at a friends house playing in the sprinklers or something… something that got us soaked. We had to go in and get changed. The lady, at whose house we playing didn’t have anything that would fit my little brother so she gave her some of her daughter’s clothes to wear. I was sooooo jealous. I just wanted to dress in girls’ clothes. I have never stopped…..
 
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