Depression. Anxiety. Panic Attacks. etc

[Quoll]

You forget just how close to surface it is festering and just how little it takes to open it up.

 

[bobsgirl]

You forget just how close to surface it is festering and just how little it takes to open it up.

(((((quoll))))) I've been there many times, my friend. I wish you strength and peace to sustain you until you can push the darkness below the surface where it belongs. A helping hand is available whenever you need it.

 

[Hummingbyrd]

Thank you

I've dealt with depression, anxiety and ocd (and paranoia...and panic....) for most of my life and began treatment in 2000. I went over six years without sex because my drive and senses were dulled by my psyche. I haven't read this thread yet but I'm marking it for further reading. I just wanted to thank you for putting up a thread like this because it's an important issue that I think is often overlooked.

 

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[Sarojaede]

Some days I just don't have the energy to force back that darkness.

 

[wicked woman]

It has been a while since I posted here. I hope everyone is doing well.

My wife has been doing really well for quite a while. I was just thinking, this coming Sunday would have been her sister's 49th birthday. It's usually a tough time of year for my wife.

She's been sick with a cold for a few days, so we'll see how things go.

Take care everyone.

Hoping this weekend is a little easier for her, Scaly. Maybe take a little inspiration from the Celebration of Life thread and celebrate the wonderful times she had with her sister.

 

[wicked woman]

Some days I just don't have the energy to force back that darkness.

(((((SJ))))) Wishing you peace of mind and body.

 

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[wicked woman]

Thanks for your thoughts WW. Actually, that's part of the problem. They grew up in separate households - the oldest sister grew up with grandparents, my wife and other two sisters grew up with the parents. there was a lot of 'favorites' playing going on. very dysfunctional. my wife only grew close to her once they both had kids....unfortunate thing is the two other sisters drifted further away....fueled by jealousy that the oldest received a huge inheritance and they didn't. my wife grew to resent those two and grew much closer to the oldest sister. And the parents, well, they're on another planet.

She died 6 years ago, age 42. the dates of her death and birthdate are hardest...lots of negative feelings toward the rest of her family and only a couple memories of good times together. I wish I had an answer for her.

Just hold her tight then Scaly. Hold her tight.

 

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[bobsgirl]

Some days I just don't have the energy to force back that darkness.

I understand, SJ. I really do. All you can do is tie another knot in the end of your rope and hang on. PM me, if you like.

{{{{{SJ}}}}}

 

[bobsgirl]

It has been a while since I posted here. I hope everyone is doing well.

My wife has been doing really well for quite a while. I was just thinking, this coming Sunday would have been her sister's 49th birthday. It's usually a tough time of year for my wife.

She's been sick with a cold for a few days, so we'll see how things go.

Take care everyone.

for MrsWag. I wish her, and you, strength and peace.

 

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[bobsgirl]

God, it's been a hard day. And it came right out of left field. This is what happens when you try to stuff all the anger and hurt in a little box so you can "ignore" it for a while.

I am so tired. Tired of being supportive to everyone around me, tired of worrying and being anxious all the time, just so tired, tired of being hurt by the ones I love the most.

If I could run away, I would.

 

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[wicked woman]

God, it's been a hard day. And it came right out of left field. This is what happens when you try to stuff all the anger and hurt in a little box so you can "ignore" it for a while.

I am so tired. Tired of being supportive to everyone around me, tired of worrying and being anxious all the time, just so tired, tired of being hurt by the ones I love the most.

If I could run away, I would.

Go east young woman...east. (((bg)))

 

[Quoll]

Originally Posted by bobsgirl
God, it's been a hard day. And it came right out of left field. This is what happens when you try to stuff all the anger and hurt in a little box so you can "ignore" it for a while.

I am so tired. Tired of being supportive to everyone around me, tired of worrying and being anxious all the time, just so tired, tired of being hurt by the ones I love the most.

If I could run away, I would.

Go east young woman...east. (((bg)))

or south, waaaaaaaaaaaaay south.

Hang in there sweets, I so understand every word you have written, in fact I have that many T-shirts I could open my own store.
Words of wisdom I don't have, a heart full of care I do. {{{{{{{BG}}}}}}}

 

[bobsgirl]

Go east young woman...east. (((bg)))

You know I you.

 

[bobsgirl]

Originally Posted by bobsgirl
God, it's been a hard day. And it came right out of left field. This is what happens when you try to stuff all the anger and hurt in a little box so you can "ignore" it for a while.

I am so tired. Tired of being supportive to everyone around me, tired of worrying and being anxious all the time, just so tired, tired of being hurt by the ones I love the most.

If I could run away, I would.



or south, waaaaaaaaaaaaay south.

Hang in there sweets, I so understand every word you have written, in fact I have that many T-shirts I could open my own store.
Words of wisdom I don't have, a heart full of care I do. {{{{{{{BG}}}}}}}

(((((quoll))))))

Yes, waaaaaaay south! LOL It's a tempting offer.

How are things with mrsquoll? You doing okay?

 

[wicked woman]

You know I you.

Yeah I know.


And much as it says a hell of a lot that quoll offered that you go south...especially considering how tied up he is now....I got first dibs on you babe.

 

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[bobsgirl]

here I go quoting myself again.

yesterday was one of the dates, her sister's birthday. I asked my wife on saturday what she wanted to do....I'd go with her wherever she wanted. after a moment of thought, she said she didn't want to climb up there again, and probably is done doing that. It's time to move on. She really seemed at peace with her decision.

That's wonderful, MrWag. I hope that feeling of peace stays with her from now on.

 

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[Quoll]

I was wondering when you would show up.