Guys into SPH, did you start out as genuinely embarrassed or ashamed?

[emmcee_M_Aussie]

I've been off the forums for a while and just caught up on this thread. It's great to hear the various stories and experiences as well as the perspectives of a few ladies. I was finally diagnosed with gynecomastia - a hormone imbalance that over time caused my cock to shrink and manboobs to become breasts. What was 6" in my teens is now nearly 4" in my 60s (diagnosed in my late 50s though I knew it was small - had a few hints along the way!). The idea of Small Tit Humiliation has a Big Tit Humiliation version for men! I've been told numerous times mine are bigger than theirs - once at work in front of colleagues by a 'petite' lady so I replied, "Most men's are!" The other women told her she deserved it when she got all upset.

While I have had SPH comments many times, it didn't become a turn-on until I was laid up in hospital with two injured arms and a nurse had to help me with a pee bottle. Normally they just slide it into place and the cock goes in and they leave. Mine was so retracted that she had to pick it up and guide it with one finger and thumb. She smiled and apologised - a fleeting thought was she sorry about the size rather than the situation! But she left me to my business, but I heard her at the door of my room say to another nurse (I assume), "He's sooo small but it's kinda cute!" I suddenly got hard... and couldn't pee. She kept coming back to see if I'd finished but I'd just get hard again when she walked in. Finally job done and the shift changed so I didn't see her again. In a perfect fantasy, this would end with a much 'happier ending'! But it did pique my interest and so, since then, I have found various porn vid's and online lady friends who enjoy some SPH play. That has been most liberating to talk about being small openly but also to be playful about it.

 

[SPARTAN047]

Free HRT isn't all it's cracked up to be, I guess.

 

[emmcee_M_Aussie]

Never did the HRT. By the time it was an issue worth looking into, it was basically too late for HRT. Such gradual change over time and weight gain all sort of explained it.

 

[Bigaug]

When I was a teen I never knew there were giant cocks. I always enjoyed my cock, I played with myself often. The cocks of the kids I hung out with were about the same size as me. I had a lot of sex in my teens and in High School had a regular girlfriend who made me do oral on her every time then pull me up to finish with intercourse or she would suck my cock and swallow everything, in fact we married after graduation and never a word was said about a small cock. We divorced after 3 years but after separation I was out on the market and getting laid a lot. I certainly was aware of the John Holmes people. But the first time my second wife and I got naked with her sister and soon to be husband, I knew what a real small cock was, he was tiny, skinny, tiny balls, half the size of my 5 incher but he was happy as a pig in mud, my wife's sister was gorgeous, had a great set of perky tits, she did make him mad once when we all got naked and kept on praising my big dick and balls. Until I was married for a bunch of years other than my bro in law's small dick , my wife had never mentioned size, never complained, we did oral all the time, when I started having ED issues I did buy a couple of large life like dildos that she picked out, 7 or 8 inchers, and she enjoys them and I enjoy watching her.