How do you feel about "being" a Cocksucker?

I had a 2 houses down across the alley neighbor for almost 3 years in my teens to early twenties. Convenient no strings. Just go over and knock and he would be in his lazy boy or sitting at his bar and I would pull his cock out or he would pull shorts down as I came in the screen door. I sucked him off almost everyday and sometimes 2x a day. Beautiful mid 40s cock that would be hard a few minutes after going in my mouth. He was a very verbal guy telling me how he liked it and how what I was doing was making him feel. He wasn't enough I still found other cocks to swallow and did till I met a girl and got married.
Did you tell your wife about your proclivities?
 
Well since I posted here a while back somethings have changed. I've met up with 3 guys and sucked them all. To me the pleasure of cock sucking is the power it gives me to control their pleasure. The intensity it brings to the moment, listening to them moan, watching them squirm, and beg for more. Fuck that is awesome! The guy I am currently meeting up with is an amazing lover, gentle at first as he broke me in, and then took me places sexually I didn't even know existed.
 
I guess there are at least two words that relate how I feel about being a cocksucker.... "Excited" is one of them.... It's exciting for me every time I suck cock and it's been that way since the first time I dropped to my knees for a man.... "Relieved" is another word that explains how I feel about accepting myself as a cocksucker.... Ever since the first time I complied when a guy told me to take his cock in my mouth and work his nut out I felt total relief in the fact that he knew that I suck dick and so I could assume the position and use my mouth, lips, tongue and throat to please him relieved in the fact that he knew what I was and used me for his pleasure rather than fuel for ridicule....
 
I like the idea of secretly being something that nobody would ever imagine me being. It's a turn on to be what I really am privately. Publicly, masculine, straight. Privately, gay, sissy, submissive, total bottom, faggot, cocksucker, a pussy for real men. To be the girl their wives won't be.
Ditto
 
I have never 'felt' anything about being a cocksucker. I heard someone talking and mentioned that I would grow up to be a 'cocksucker' and I guess somewhere in my mind, without thinking about it, I was attracted to dicks. The looks, smells, taste, and the creamy goodness that comes out of them. I also feel so powerful knowing that I emptied his/her balls down to my tummy
 
I like the idea of secretly being something that nobody would ever imagine me being. It's a turn on to be what I really am privately. Publicly, masculine, straight. Privately, gay, sissy, submissive, total bottom, faggot, cocksucker, a pussy for real men. To be the girl their wives won't be.

...to be MORE the girl their wives won't be - I'mma gonna suck you dry and you don't have to buy flowers or dinner - just feed me your load ! !
 
...to be MORE the girl their wives won't be - I'mma gonna suck you dry and you don't have to buy flowers or dinner - just feed me your load ! !
This is exactly what I want to be for these married, discreet men ummmmm not getting paid or even a blowjob???

Then I'll be there to give you the best, sloppy and naughtiest blowjob WITH ENTHUSIASM no less ....... unlike the Mrs who's a doing just to get it over with???? Hmmmmm not me ....... I'm gonna take my sweet ass time and savor each kiss, each lick, rack suck to finally get every single drop down my throat 😜
 
I don't think that's accurate, not every day, at least. I just find my mouth full of some guy's meat occasionally.
 
I realize this thread was meant for guys but women face the same choice (to suck cock or not) and as much stigma at times. After I sucked my first cock, I walked around feeling differently but also scared people would find out. To be a girl known as a cocksucker meant you were a slut or a whore. Guys look at and treat you differently, like they expect you to be a pornstar like they jack off to every night from the internet.

You are different when you’ve proven to yourself that you are a cocksucker. It is another type of virginity to lose.

I’ve always enjoyed sucking cocks and I’ve worked hard to be good at it including watching blowjob porn to play into the fantasy for him. I love knowing that I turned him on so hard he lost control and gave me his spunk. I much prefer him cumming in my mouth. Hate how cum stings if it gets in my eyes.
 
I realize this thread was meant for guys but women face the same choice (to suck cock or not) and as much stigma at times. After I sucked my first cock, I walked around feeling differently but also scared people would find out. To be a girl known as a cocksucker meant you were a slut or a whore. Guys look at and treat you differently, like they expect you to be a pornstar like they jack off to every night from the internet.

You are different when you’ve proven to yourself that you are a cocksucker. It is another type of virginity to lose.

I’ve always enjoyed sucking cocks and I’ve worked hard to be good at it including watching blowjob porn to play into the fantasy for him. I love knowing that I turned him on so hard he lost control and gave me his spunk. I much prefer him cumming in my mouth. Hate how cum stings if it gets in my eyes.
I have had that happen to me. My girlfriend was spraying her cum all over my face with her big cock when some got in my eye. I had to jump up from my knees and run to the sink to wash out my eye!
 
I love being a cock sucker. I have a few men I suck regularly and they very much enjoy my oral abilities as much as I enjoy pleasing them and ingesting their seed.
 
I have had that happen to me. My girlfriend was spraying her cum all over my face with her big cock when some got in my eye. I had to jump up from my knees and run to the sink to wash out my eye!






i love spunk any where on me,Lately i've really enjoyed it up my ass.
 
Not good enough for me to be called a cock sucker unless I'm also called a ball sucker, ass licker, and a good little cock/ball/ass worshipper. 🤣😂
 
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