Moment of Apocalypse or Epiphany?

[Guest]

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Why yes, it does!

Do you have a class for either "How to get your point across in 3 swift kicks" or "How to slash the mooring of another's clothing without drawing blood" starting soon?

Let me know when sign-ups are being held...

Esclava

Here in what has become the TaiKwanLeap thread....

OOO Sharp things..... I LOVE sharp things.....*grin*
ESPECIALLY to remove clothing with......

 

[Esclava]

<----Waiting for ephiphany...

BOT -

Does anyone have advice on how to prime oneself for such a revelation?

Methinks it will take an epiphany to return me to the vibrant, vivacious, loving, trusting woman who would willingly drown at the feet of One who could command me.

Any suggestions?

Esclava

 

[AngelicAssassin]

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Do you have a class for either "How to get your point across in 3 swift kicks" ...

i kinda liked the Ms Congeniality "SING" approach myself.

 

[Kajira Callista]

Re: <----Waiting for ephiphany...

BOT -

Does anyone have advice on how to prime oneself for such a revelation?

Methinks it will take an epiphany to return me to the vibrant, vivacious, loving, trusting woman who would willingly drown at the feet of One who could command me.

Any suggestions?

Esclava

here is the epiphany....you are all those things, you just have to let yourself see them.

 

[Esclava]

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i kinda liked the Ms Congeniality "SING" approach myself.

LMAO!

Esclava

 

[Guest]

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here is the epiphany....you are all those things, you just have to let yourself see them.

Hmmm Yeah...what she said..

Though I might recomend you try to indulge yourself in things that refresh the soul and heart.
Which can be anything or everything ...you sort of have to find them empiricly....
Time in the woods works for me ... Certain Kinds of music .. etc..

they won't cure the malady but I find personally that they help to set the stage for healing.

 

[Esclava]

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here is the epiphany....you are all those things, you just have to let yourself see them.

Ty, KC!

Perhaps then what I need to figure out is:

If I am all of those things (I know they are part of my spirit), what is it about me that puts people off? Is there something I can do to be more "open" to people?

The answer to that probably WOULD bring on an epiphany...

Esclava

 

[Kajira Callista]

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Ty, KC!

Perhaps then what I need to figure out is:

If I am all of those things (I know they are part of my spirit), what is it about me that puts people off? Is there something I can do to be more "open" to people?

The answer to that probably WOULD bring on an epiphany...

Esclava

ya know, i at times show me as something or someone that i am not just so ppl get put off, and i dont do it on purpose. its a way of protecting myself i think. maybe you do the same? taking a chance and trusting...that could work.

 

[Esclava]

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Hmmm Yeah...what she said..

Though I might recomend you try to indulge yourself in things that refresh the soul and heart.
Which can be anything or everything ...you sort of have to find them empiricly....
Time in the woods works for me ... Certain Kinds of music .. etc..

they won't cure the malady but I find personally that they help to set the stage for healing.

It HAS been a long time since I tossed my camping equipment into the back of my SUV and rolled to an area where I could camp safely alone.

Perhaps I need to do that to get in touch with the "me" that never lived in fear of being hurt. Tyvm -

Esclava

 

[Guest]

Epiphany

So.. for the epiphany portion of our sporting event..

Once upon a time, unthinkingly, I used the phrase "There is all the time in the world" ..{if you want to know why you'lle have to ask and I'll send you a PM} And then it struck me. While some may think it a touch self centered (and it is) For certain things, there IS all the time in the world... Because , to take a page from the solipsists .. "When I die...The world ends.."
Sound silly?
Perhaps it is, but at that moment it was a true epiphany...dealing with why there is no reason to hurry certain things. *grin* Especially the matter at....hand.

 

[Esclava]

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ya know, i at times show me as something or someone that i am not just so ppl get put off, and i dont do it on purpose. its a way of protecting myself i think. maybe you do the same? taking a chance and trusting...that could work.

It seems most people talk to me on one of two levels - either from a standpoint of I have knowledge they want to possess or that I possess something they need and I'm willing to share.

I don't remember the last real conversation I had with someone that was on a PERSONAL level or with someone that wanted more from me than a few minutes inside my body.

Perhaps that is what is raises the protective "shield". I don't want to just be a sex object...but I must respond when my body craves physical attention. I have many I could call for such physical satisfaction, but none I can call to satisfy the craving of my mind.

Esclava

 

[Kajira Callista]

i know what you mean by all of that and that is a fulfilment that is hard to find, but i think that is what makes it so good when we do find it.

 

[recycling]

to realize all that you were lead to believe in was a lie is apocalypic~ the impact on your life can be so destructive yet therein lies the epiphany, I am becoming stronger for the experience.

it does not excuse the evil. to live in the outcome of this experience questioning all that you've known, the depths you've been allowed to believe in, that you've been forced to believe in--- to see where it's brought you to--to now be forced to believe it's all your doing is what really takes you over the edge. It's the point where you're strength really begins.

to realize in looking back all the ways in which I was built up only to be destroyed again and again was devastating and self-serving only to His ego. His God-complex. His sociopathic behavior. His weakness.


the ephiphany is that I am the opposite of what he said I was. He is everything he implied I was --in his dualspeak. He is weak. He is nothing. He is the slave to his own small self and I will and can become my own "Master" as the submissive I have always been.

 

[recycling]

uh oh. epiphany. the relationship I originally stated I didn't want to be labeled a relationship became a "non-relationship" with no boundaries, no limits...though still the connection

who didn't respect the mutual powers? *puke all over myself*
and why did I so self=righteously not do that? because we weren't in a relationship *rolling her eyes*

God, I make my own self sick.

life is sooo about learning. singing *...I forgive you, now I ask the same of you...*

 

[Cleopatra]

Question

i kinda liked the Ms Congeniality "SING" approach myself.

Me too.

Nice, quick, and effective.

 

[Esclava]

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Here in what has become the TaiKwanLeap thread....

OOO Sharp things..... I LOVE sharp things.....*grin*
ESPECIALLY to remove clothing with......

Hmmmm...sharp things to remove clothing with...

AA teaches a class on how to use one's tongue to do that. Most call it using a rapier wit for what it is intended. I call it fun...

Esclava

 

[snowy ciara]

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AA teaches a class on how to use one's tongue to do that. Most call it using a rapier wit for what it is intended. I call it fun...

Esclava

And this is why most folks just show up nekkid. or so I've heard..

 

[Guest]

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Hmmmm...sharp things to remove clothing with...

AA teaches a class on how to use one's tongue to do that. Most call it using a rapier wit for what it is intended. I call it fun...

Esclava

Well I prefer the knife for knives work... Also for the lovely things one can do with it afterward.
*grin*
Amazing the number of sensations one can produce in a bound, blindfolded, sub with a new Gerber..

And in spite of my love for convoluted language and pointed wit.. I prefer to reserve the tongue (mmm and the teeth) for ........other things ...which I rather enjoy also.

 

[Guest]

Thread

Well....DAMN Jim....I seem to have killed it...

Errrrr anyone remember Starfleet malpractice regs...?

 

[AngelicAssassin]

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Well....DAMN Jim....I seem to have killed it...

Errrrr anyone remember Starfleet malpractice regs...?

Fuck the Prime Directive ... i prefer another piece of advice.

Capt. Bart Mancuso : The hard part about playing chicken is knowin' when to flinch.

 

[Esclava]

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Well....DAMN Jim....I seem to have killed it...

Errrrr anyone remember Starfleet malpractice regs...?

Starfleet admit to the possiblity of malpractice by one of its own???

BITE YOUR TONGUE!

(oh, wait - you might enjoy that...)

Esclava

 

[Esclava]

<-------NOT Flinching...

Fuck the Prime Directive ... i prefer another piece of advice.

Capt. Bart Mancuso : The hard part about playing chicken is knowin' when to flinch.

...around EITHER of these two Dark Doms!

Esclava

 

[snowy ciara]

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Starfleet admit to the possiblity of malpractice by one of its own???

BITE YOUR TONGUE!

(oh, wait - you might enjoy that...)

Esclava

I thought it was biting someone else's tongue that he fou - er, nevermind..

getting dressed again and slinking out of the thread

 

[Guest]

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Starfleet admit to the possiblity of malpractice by one of its own???

BITE YOUR TONGUE!

(oh, wait - you might enjoy that...)

Esclava

Rather Bite yours............

 

[Guest]

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Rather Bite yours............

Hmmmm on third thought ...scratch that ...

Neck..

Definately the neck.....