Moment of Apocalypse or Epiphany?

[Ebonyfire]

Simple guidance for the thread ... Whatever causes you to pause and think.

Sitting in a dentist chair after three days of down time, the following lyrics float out of the speakers:

Turn down the lights, turn down the bed
Turn down these voices inside my head
Lay down with me, tell me no lies
Just hold me close, don't patronize - don't patronize me

Cause I can't make you love me if you don't
You can't make your heart feel something it won't
Here in the dark, in these lonely hours
I will lay down my heart and I'll feel the power
But you won't, no you won't
'Cause I can't make you love me, if you don't

I'll close my eyes, then I won't see
The love you don't feel when you're holding me
Morning will come and I'll do what's right
Just give me till then to give up this fight
And I will give up this fight

'Cause I can't make you love me if you don't
You can't make your heart feel something it won't
Here in the dark, in these lonely hours
I will lay down my heart and I'll feel the power
But you won't, no you won't
'Cause I can't make you love me, if you don't

Pity they don't make novacaine for the ears

I love Bonnie Raitt.

Eb

 

[graceanne]

great big *hugs* for Esclava.

 

[FurryFury]

I love Bonnie Raitt.

Eb

Certain selections like that one, I adore!

I have a kind of Bonnie Raitt hair thang going on right now.

LOL.

Fury

 

[@}-}rebecca----]

Not a HAPPY sub, anyway.

Esclava

empathy

 

[SpectreT]

Smee: I've just had an apostrophe!

Hook: ...you mean, an epiphany.

 

[Ebonyfire]

Certain selections like that one, I adore!

I have a kind of Bonnie Raitt hair thang going on right now.

LOL.

Fury

I wore out two CDs with that song on it.

 

[FurryFury]

I wore out two CDs with that song on it.

*grins*

Prince does a version of it too!

I love that song, hell I love the whole cd it comes on!!!

Fury

 

[CutieMouse]

mea maxima culpa

Event: A few months ago - Forgetting my birthday [again] this year.

Epiphany: The man may love me, but he that doesn't necessarily mean he "gets" me.

Event: A few weeks ago - A promise extracted [to not fly to his side], before being informed of a hospitalization.

Apocalypse: He might be okay with dying alone, but I'm not.

Apologies to those [the BDSM forums] caught in the [editing CutieMouse into oblivion, by request] crossfire of second chances...










(Some days I really dislike this grown up ****.)

 

[intothewoods]

Event: A few months ago - Forgetting my birthday [again] this year.

Epiphany: The man may love me, but he that doesn't necessarily mean he "gets" me.

Event: A few weeks ago - A promise extracted [to not fly to his side], before being informed of a hospitalization.

Apocalypse: He might be okay with dying alone, but I'm not.

Apologies to those [the BDSM forums] caught in the [editing CutieMouse into oblivion, by request] crossfire of second chances...










(Some days I really dislike this grown up ****.)

Welcome back, Miss Mouse.

 

[graceanne]

Welcome back, CM. *hugs* I'm sorry to hear things didn't work out.

 

[midwestyankee]

<snip>

(Some days I really dislike this grown up ****.)

I know the feeling. Welcome back, if back you are. And good to see if you if it's only a visit.

 

[BiBunny]

*Great big hugs for the Mouse*

 

[JMohegan]

Oh my god, a CM sighting! I really like the new av.

 

[CutieMouse]

(Is it my twisted [snorting derisively at myself] sense of humor, or did anyone else see ITW quoted my post and think "Good girl... that way the words can't really ever dissapear... ya know... just sayin'...")










And thank you for the welcome back, y'all.

 

[ataxia.girl]

Apologies to those [the BDSM forums] caught in the [editing CutieMouse into oblivion, by request] crossfire of second chances...

you don't know me CM but i always loved reading your posts. i was sad but also kind of appreciated it when all your posts suddenly dissappeard. Suddenly even CM was human. i liked you more after that.

i hope you are back

 

[Etoile]

CM, I was devastated when all your posts went poof. I went back and re-read your posts that had been quoted in the various calendars. I'm so glad you're back, because it hurt so much when you left.

 

[CutieMouse]

CM, I was devastated when all your posts went poof. I went back and re-read your posts that had been quoted in the various calendars. I'm so glad you're back, because it hurt so much when you left.

PM sent.

 

[Netzach]

It's great to have you back and it's human shit I can see anyone doing. I personally was always eager to say hi just the same if and when you were back. So, hi!

 

[CutieMouse]

It's great to have you back and it's human shit I can see anyone doing. I personally was always eager to say hi just the same if and when you were back. So, hi!

Hi!






I feel like such a post-whore, but (as stupid as it sounds) y'all probably have no idea how gut clenchingly twitchy I was that I wouldn't be welcome "home" again after what I did.

 

[intothewoods]

Hi!






I feel like such a post-whore, but (as stupid as it sounds) y'all probably have no idea how gut clenchingly twitchy I was that I wouldn't be welcome "home" again after what I did.

Eh, I like the way Netz put it. I agree.

Oh, I quoted you again. It's just habit. I quote everyone I'm responding to!

 

[Netzach]

Oy, we miss and love ya and even "I was devastated" is totally fine - but making a personal decision to bail should not be this "oooh you are a bad bad person" moment. Ech.

Have a guilt-free coke, it's a new flavor.

 

[midwestyankee]

CM, it never even occurred to me to question the way you left. And if I ever hear you mutter again about not being sure how you'd be welcome here I may have to come down there and force you to look at nothing but Elvis and bullfight paintings on black velvet for days on end.

 

[CutieMouse]

CM, it never even occurred to me to question the way you left. And if I ever hear you mutter again about not being sure how you'd be welcome here I may have to come down there and force you to look at nothing but Elvis and bullfight paintings on black velvet for days on end.

Dude.

Bite.
Your.
Tongue.

That's just mean.

 

[callinectes]

Welcome back CutieMouse

I guess I was one of the bad people because I did question some things about your leaving and the circumstances surrounding them. However, they were not judgemental questions they were simply borne out of concern for you.

Anyway..I am sorry things didn't go they way you had hoped, but very glad you are back to share your thoughts and insight!

 

[midwestyankee]

Dude.

Bite.
Your.
Tongue.

That's just mean.

Thank you.