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sally_sparrow said:
My milk came in last Sunday, and I've noticed a few changes- aside from the obvious. Since then I have been in a very peaceful state of mind. After the initial excitement of reaching my goal began to wear off, I became less anxious and tense.

I feel like I'm taking things a little bit more slowly and that is really working for me. Since the pandemic began I've been incredibly tense and stressed- as many of us have been. I think it's the oxytocin release causing me to be so calm. It is the hormone of love, and it can be blissful. You know that feeling when you hold a newborn baby and all of a sudden you and the baby both seem to be radiating heat, and you become warm all over? That is oxytocin releasing. It's such a warm, and fuzzy feeling lol.

The only thing better is being nursed on. *That* is what is missing right now. I really want to find someone to share this with, but I am being very selective. I had a few speed bumps over the last few months and I don't want to repeat those.

I am also feeling much more body positive. I'm getting better at loving myself, but I feel like a goddess now that I am able to produce milk.

I hope this sense of calm sticks around. This has been a very challenging, and rewarding learning experience so far!
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You are my personal hero.
To me expressing milk out of your beautiful breast is the ultimate gift of femininity :heart:
 
stargame said:
You are my personal hero.
To me expressing milk out of your beautiful breast is the ultimate gift of femininity :heart:
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It has made me really aware of my body and it really is a gift. Thank you for sharing the journey!
 
sally_sparrow said:
I'm curious, why is it torture?
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It triggers things in me. I cannot ever be mom or have a "normal" life. My life circumstances made sure of it , and ive always had to lean onto the masculine side of me to survive in this world. When i see things like this, it triggers the nurturing, life giving, feminine aspect thats suppressed in me. My maternal instincts get triggered. Lol.
 
schizochick said:
It triggers things in me. I cannot ever be mom or have a "normal" life. My life circumstances made sure of it , and ive always had to lean onto the masculine side of me to survive in this world. When i see things like this, it triggers the nurturing, life giving, feminine aspect thats suppressed in me. My maternal instincts get triggered. Lol.
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I'm sorry that it triggered you in a negative way. Hugs :heart::heart::heart:
 
A friend of mine got to taste my milk this morning. I was so excited to share it for the first time, and it was wonderful! Dry nursing is lovely, but feeding someone is truly a gift. I could have let it go on forever, but, real life has time constraints. Damn being a responsible adult! Have a happy Friday!
 
Really enjoying milk in my morning coffee. It makes hand expressing in the morning more fun:)
 
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As I hand expressed this morning, my eyes widened as I had my first "stream" of milk squirt from my left nipple, rather than milk dripping down my fingers. That was exciting :) Too bad it missed my coffee cup. I suppose I'll try again later today :D
 
sally_sparrow said:
As I hand expressed this morning, my eyes widened as I had my first "stream" of milk squirt from my left nipple, rather than milk dripping down my fingers. That was exciting :) Too bad it missed my coffee cup. I suppose I'll try again later today :D
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So exciting. Missing the coffee cup was a plus in this case;)
 
sally_sparrow said:
Kicking myself for not being able to pump yesterday with hours of car travel. I hope it hasn't set me back too far, but getting back into the swing of things today. I've decided to alternate pumping and using my TENS unit: the TENS is able to be used anywhere because I can place the pads around my nipples and hide the device in my bra and it shuts off automatically after 20 minutes. I have it going now while at my desk at work and it is enjoyable :)

Here is what the TENS unit looks like hooked up to induce.

Side note, no this is not a picture of me ;)
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I remember a tens unit being used on my leg when I was doing rehab from major knee reconstruction. Weird feeling.
 
Corbie said:
I remember a tens unit being used on my leg when I was doing rehab from major knee reconstruction. Weird feeling.
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It can be a weird feeling initially, but you get used to it :) And then it feels great :D
 
Something unexpected as my milk supply increases is how much I like the taste of my own breast milk. I can see why people get hooked. I think I'm developing a craving for it myself. I love watching the way it leaks from my nipples to my fingers, then I lick it clean from my finger tips.
 
If you don't mind my asking, are you at the point where your milk production is becoming a nuisance, with you having to wear pads or conform to a schedule? (I assume that you've been through this before when you were lactating.)

And at what point would you consider it not worth the bother?
 
jehoram said:
If you don't mind my asking, are you at the point where your milk production is becoming a nuisance, with you having to wear pads or conform to a schedule? (I assume that you've been through this before when you were lactating.)

And at what point would you consider it not worth the bother?
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No it isn't a nuisance. I don't have that much supply so it isn't a big deal. I'm already conformed to a schedule since I've been pumping for the last 5 months so that hasn't really changed anything.

I think the point where I wasn't to finish would be when I can't keep up with maintaining supply, and I don't want to be on domperidone anymore.
 
sally_sparrow said:
Something unexpected as my milk supply increases is how much I like the taste of my own breast milk. I can see why people get hooked. I think I'm developing a craving for it myself. I love watching the way it leaks from my nipples to my fingers, then I lick it clean from my finger tips.
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Oh. I was imagining you could reach to suck directly.

So you do need help!!
 
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