Depression. It's a silent killer.

[Wetkitty09]

Hello all. I’m in OR visiting my grandkids.
Sometimes they help me with my depression other times I see just how much I screwed up.
Be safe out there.
Love you.

 

[Bassytian]

Feeling a bit better today, thinking of filing an appeal to my insurance about my meds, but I get the feeling it’s a waste of my time.

At work this morning, I was thinking about how depression, or mine anyway, feels.

Normally, it manifests as either sadness, indifference, irritability, or some combination of those and others I may be leaving out.

But, when it got so bad that suicide felt like my only way out, it didn’t feel like I was in Hell. It was more like Hell was crammed inside me. Crammed inside my mind, heart, and soul. The agony is just as physically painful as it is emotionally and mentally. Everything, even your personality, hurts.

Anyway, that was just a musing I had today, I get them randomly at times.

 

[RemoteShadeofGreen]

Normally, it manifests as either sadness, indifference, irritability, or some combination of those and others I may be leaving out.

But, when it got so bad that suicide felt like my only way out, it didn’t feel like I was in Hell. It was more like Hell was crammed inside me. Crammed inside my mind, heart, and soul. The agony is just as physically painful as it is emotionally and mentally. Everything, even your personality, hurts.

Anyway, that was just a musing I had today, I get them randomly at times.

That’s a really interesting insight, thank you.
Glad you’re feeling better today.

 

[Spurtulator]

Hello all. I’m in OR visiting my grandkids.
Sometimes they help me with my depression other times I see just how much I screwed up.
Be safe out there.
Love you.

We all make mistakes in life. Show yourself love and forgiveness.

 

[Wetkitty09]

Off to the beach today. Getting outside is one of the ways to keep the depression at bay. Going to the beach with three kids isn’t my favorite thing but they will enjoy it and that helps me enjoy it too.

Be safe out there.
Love you.

 

[Spurtulator]

Off to the beach today. Getting outside is one of the ways to keep the depression at bay. Going to the beach with three kids isn’t my favorite thing but they will enjoy it and that helps me enjoy it too.

Be safe out there.
Love you.

We're hoping for the bikini shots.

Enjoy the day!

 

[Xxllrs69xx]

Off to the beach today. Getting outside is one of the ways to keep the depression at bay. Going to the beach with three kids isn’t my favorite thing but they will enjoy it and that helps me enjoy it too.

Be safe out there.
Love you.

Hope you wore a suitable sundress with the minimal undergarments as is the prerequisite

 

[MerWilh]

A good relationship without sex can be a relationship with anyone. A significant other should be significantly more. To eliminate sex in that significant relationship, where there once was, it taking away from the relationship.

I second that.

 

[Wetkitty09]

Hello. The beach was lovely and the kids had a blast. Got home late, tired and happy, then slept well.
I hope you have as good a day as you can.

Be safe out there.
Love you.

 

[Wetkitty09]

Morning. You ever make plans; looking forward to seeing friends. Then the weather turns to rain and it feels like they choose their comfort over your friendship. I’m willing to endure the discomfort to see you. Why don’t you afford me the same courtesy. Ugh!
We’ll see how it shakes out. The decision hasn’t been made yet. Fingers crossed.

Be safe out there.
Love you.

 

[Bassytian]

Morning. You ever make plans; looking forward to seeing friends. Then the weather turns to rain and it feels like they choose their comfort over your friendship. I’m willing to endure the discomfort to see you. Why don’t you afford me the same courtesy. Ugh!
We’ll see how it shakes out. The decision hasn’t been made yet. Fingers crossed.

Be safe out there.
Love you.

People suck these days, well a lot of them do anyway. There isn’t much that is more invalidating than people not putting as much effort into the friend/relationship as you are. Hopefully you were able to see them.

 

[Wetkitty09]

The camping is still on. Yay. Heading into the hills tomorrow morning early. I’m glad they decided to go after all.

Have the best day you can.
Be safe out there.
Love you.

 

[Bassytian]

It’s not ideal, but we’ve managed to negotiate a reasonable price for my medication. It’s on my “Green List”, which means it’s the least likely to cause horrible side effects, so hopefully it will help.

 

[Wetkitty09]

It’s not ideal, but we’ve managed to negotiate a reasonable price for my medication. It’s on my “Green List”, which means it’s the least likely to cause horrible side effects, so hopefully it will help.

This is good news. I hope you have a good reaction to the meds.
Be safe out there.

 

[Ratchetman1982]

This helps

 

[Bassytian]

This helps

That’s very important to remember, and easy to forget sometimes.

This is good news. I hope you have a good reaction to the meds.
Be safe out there.

I could do without the nausea and dizziness, but otherwise, so far so good.

 

[Wouldlovetoo]

I'm a transplant from California now living in NC. been here about 10 years. Married a local girl. Happily married. But I find making friends here to be very difficult. I don't feel like I fit in. Pretty much an outcast wherever I go. Never had that problem before

Some areas of the country can be pretty clicky and in more rural areas most people have been friends since kindergarten. Keep trying hopefully you'll make friends.

 

[Wetkitty09]

Morning all. I’m back from my visit with my daughter and family. Had a great time. I’m happy to be back in my own space.

I hope you have the best day you can.
Be safe out there.
Love you.

 

[Wetkitty09]

Busy day today. I’m getting too busy.

Have a good day today.
Be safe out there.
Love you.

 

[Chillygirl]

 

[Wetkitty09]

Back to the daily routine. It’s the hardest part about vacation.
Have the best day you can.
Be safe out there.
Love you.

 

[Pad_Foot]

Literotica is not the answer
Yes? It’s comforting to talk to other human beings. That part is probably a good thing

Encountering fakes? Catfishing? Depending on unseen friends for friendship?? All bad I think. People here don’t need your grief. They are here for entertainment and escape.

You can try to leave. Many have!! A little Lit in their lives and light returns. All good.

Spending tons of time here ?? It’s not healthy! Maybe… if you can walk or hike while brousing, you’re ok. Try an audio story while working out.

Here for hours? Frustrated by the silence?
GO!! Get yourself free! Kill your alt! Don’t forget to make a new email so that you can”t ever retrieve your previous self. Don’t return! You won’t be forgiven for having had previous selves.

Have a great life!!

Good luck ever finding any real people as free and open and kinky as the lovely people here !!

Peace !!

 

[Wetkitty09]

Groggy this morning. Woke up feeling trapped in my situation. That feeling sucks all the energy from my soul. I hope something changes soon.

Be safe out there.
Love you.

 

[Wetkitty09]

Morning.
In my quest to be away from home every weekend for the near future I am going to Spokane to visit a friend. I hate that I am uncomfortable in my own home to the point that I have to get away to be able to deal with the anxiety of the situation.

Have the best day you can.
Be safe out there.
Love you.

 

[Pad_Foot]

Morning.
In my quest to be away from home every weekend for the near future I am going to Spokane to visit a friend. I hate that I am uncomfortable in my own home to the point that I have to get away to be able to deal with the anxiety of the situation.

Have the best day you can.
Be safe out there.
Love you.

Be safe Kitty!