Dreams Underfoot: UnquietDreams' Dark Whimsy

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There is nothing as beautiful to me as a woman experiencing climax. The sight, the sound, the taste, the feel...all of it.

Gorgeous. Glorious.
 
I've thought a lot about this the past ten years, and it's not quite what I miss. I might miss who I thought someone was, who they were with me. What it all could have been. I more than likely miss "us" or the idea of an "us," when it was new - the first few years when I wasn't feeling trapped - but I really don't miss him. We're allowed to not miss them, too.
 
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--Scarlett St. Clair, A Touch of Ruin

Hades was my favorite of the Greek gods. He didn't fuck with people (literally, for that matter, Zeus, you freak. A bull? A swan? A cuckoo? Seriously?) and stayed in his own lane, doing his job. The fact that Disney (and everyone else) makes him a villain is an annoying misunderstanding of the myths.
 
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This hits. From a blow that landed decades ago, this hits me, still, just a bit. Everyone is going through something.
My desk has a whiteboard built into it. I’ve had it since back when I was with ex-fiancé. It has an “I ❤️ U” and a replying “I ❤️ U” in Sharpie from each of us that I could never get out. They’re covered by a big magnet 😒
 
"I was full of letters I hadn’t sent you"
--Anne Sexton, "Flight"

"But all I want to do is
Break away from them
And write you another letter
That I'll never send
I fold them into boats
Set them afloat in the
Neighborhood pool
The children love them till they
Sink and say, 'Hagame uno mas!
Esos son muy cool!
'"

--"Convalescing in Spain," The Judybats

I love that image -- Hell, I live that image -- of writing long emails, letters, or PMs even, saying everything I want to say, but not ever sending them. Folding them into airplanes, sometimes only ethereal ones, and flying them out my window. The reasons for not sending them are varied, and valid. But it is nice to see that I am not the only one who does this...
 
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