Feeling sorry for myself... rant ahead

[impressive]

I HAVE THE JOB!!!!!!

Okay -- I'm not embarrassed to say that I have tears in my eyes.

SO SO SO SO thrilled for you!

 

[Belegon]

Damn, that was quick...Blackie, could ya drive around the block a few times, I need to gas up the chainsaw...


Congrats, Vella_licious! Very smiley!

 

[Guest]

i feel like the three faces of eve...
LOL
i think maybe mom's lookin out for me too. you guys is da bestest!
happy nakey dances all around!!!
tomorrow night, at the noank womens full moon pagan party, i intend to celebrate like never before!

impster, cloudy... im deeply touched.
i never take you guys... the AH for granted. ever.

 

[Colleen Thomas]

i think the universe is testing me. you see, as i was balling my head off, i got a call from another perspective employer... interview for monday.
i go to take a bath..
youngest answers phone:
"I'm sorry, my mother is in the shower and must not be disturbed."
i get the msg that someone called from the town.
so i call back...and this is how it all went down.

apparently, because of the tarot cards/nakey big mac dance/strung out heroine addict in the bathroom and some hefty prayers on the part of my good friends here at lit...
the woman who had accepted the job, suddenly declined. (blackie, babe... just dont tell me what you did with her body)

I HAVE THE JOB!!!!!!
i have no pride in the fact that i am sloppy seconds...
I HAVE THE JOB!!!!!!
holy shit what a rollercoaster day. sushi to celebrate tonight

thank you, lovely lovely people....for lending your shoulders and allowing me to vent my self pity... you are all so very beautiful to me.

much love
v~
ps... my thoughts go out to those who posted their rants... always.

Grats!

*HUGS*

 

[lucky-E-leven]

happy nakey dances all around!!!

There will be a huge celebration happening there in exactly 2 weeks.

(Would be inappropriate to say, "I told you so." here but you know I'm thinking it.)

Turning points, V.

~lucky

 

[ElizabethWest]

Vella darling, what a roller coaster day you've had today! I was feeling so bad for you until I got to the middle of your thread and then WOW! Congratulations, sweetie!

 

[matriarch]

FANTASTIC !!!!!!!!!!!!!

 

[Guest]

i think the universe is testing me. you see, as i was balling my head off, i got a call from another perspective employer... interview for monday.
i go to take a bath..
youngest answers phone:
"I'm sorry, my mother is in the shower and must not be disturbed."
i get the msg that someone called from the town.
so i call back...and this is how it all went down.

apparently, because of the tarot cards/nakey big mac dance/strung out heroine addict in the bathroom and some hefty prayers on the part of my good friends here at lit...
the woman who had accepted the job, suddenly declined. (blackie, babe... just dont tell me what you did with her body)

I HAVE THE JOB!!!!!!
i have no pride in the fact that i am sloppy seconds...
I HAVE THE JOB!!!!!!
holy shit what a rollercoaster day. sushi to celebrate tonight

thank you, lovely lovely people....for lending your shoulders and allowing me to vent my self pity... you are all so very beautiful to me.

much love
v~
ps... my thoughts go out to those who posted their rants... always.

Vella, Babe, there are no words that can express the absolute joy I feel for you right now. Congrats, Babe. You deserve it.

And a too.

 

[Guest]

What a roller coaster of a thread, reading all the condolences and tyring to think what I could say that wasn't trite, then BLAM!!! SHE GOT THE JOB!!!

Really really glad for you Vellalalalalalalalalalala!!!

Perdita

 

[NoJo]

honest to god, im feeling very sorry for myself. feeling rather pathetic and as i sit here balling my head off because...
"You were one of the top candidates for the job, unfortuneately, we chose someone else"
rejection.

this will most likely force me into going back to the medical field...or to work for walmart...i hear they treat the meeter greeters well.
i know its not the end of the world, but im very hurt. see? i told everyone i wouldnt hang my hopes on this job, but i went and did it anyway. so, i guess ill just have a huge crying fit and get over it...sometime before lunch so i can submit another squillion resumes.

so, go ahead and rant here... tell how you feel sorry for yourself sometimes.. please dont let me be alone in this. your support is needed!

Shape up, woman. Stop snivelling. What's done is done and nothing can change the past. Nothing.

 

[neonlyte]

 

[rgraham666]

Yay vella!

 

[angelicminx]

Congrats babe!! So very happy for you!

 

[Guest]

Holy shit, Vella!!!!!!

WHOOP!

Knew you'd get it, babe, I just knew it. And, in a masochistic kind of way, what a great way to eventually get it, eh?

Lou

P.S. I'm sending you the bill for a box of tissues.

 

[Guest]

thank you guys... im smiling huge here.
you, are all very special to me...even those of you who are annoyed by me...
I will love you and you WILL like it, understand?!






Lou, the check is in the mail.

 

[CharleyH]

honest to god, im feeling very sorry for myself. feeling rather pathetic and as i sit here balling my head off because...
"You were one of the top candidates for the job, unfortuneately, we chose someone else"
rejection.

this will most likely force me into going back to the medical field...or to work for walmart...i hear they treat the meeter greeters well.
i know its not the end of the world, but im very hurt. see? i told everyone i wouldnt hang my hopes on this job, but i went and did it anyway. so, i guess ill just have a huge crying fit and get over it...sometime before lunch so i can submit another squillion resumes.

so, go ahead and rant here... tell how you feel sorry for yourself sometimes.. please dont let me be alone in this. your support is needed!

I get fucked up, but try not to feel sorry for myself. Why? My outlook is that if you did not get the job, then it was not meant to be and there are much, MUCH better things, perhaps an environment in another job where you feel truly at home, perhaps leading you to someone you must know because you will effect or affect their lives.

It is a puddle, and you can jump over those, and I am only sorry that the pigeon shit on you on the way.

 

[Guest]

I get fucked up, but try not to feel sorry for myself. Why? My outlook is that if you did not get the job, then it was not meant to be and there are much, MUCH better things, perhaps an environment in another job where you feel truly at home, perhaps leading you to someone you must know because you will effect or affect their lives.

It is a puddle, and you can jump over those, and I am only sorry that the pigeon shit on you on the way.

thank you gorgeous... howevah, things took a turn and i DID end up getting the job.
a very happy
v~

 

[English Lady]

Awwwww *hugs* yay, yay,yay and woo hoo and yay and I'm grinning like a mad woman now. I am soooo glad you got it love. Go you!

 

[Guest]

Awwwww *hugs* yay, yay,yay and woo hoo and yay and I'm grinning like a mad woman now. I am soooo glad you got it love. Go you!

thanks babe.. ganna celebrate wildly tomorrow night.

 

[CharleyH]

thank you gorgeous... howevah, things took a turn and i DID end up getting the job.
a very happy
v~

I JUST caught Imps post! ROFL, but god damn it, you people NEVER give me time to edit my posts!!!

CONGRATS!!! WHOOP AND WOO HOO!

 

[R. Richard]

vella_ms:
Outstanding news! I read the whole thread here and I can imagine what a rollercoaster ride it must have been.

No matter what happens, you gotta' hang in there!

 

[Guest]

I JUST caught Imps post! ROFL, but god damn it, you people NEVER give me time to edit my posts!!!

CONGRATS!!! WHOOP AND WOO HOO!

but charles
i still lurve you
and want to lick your boots
not telling how!

 

[Goldie Munro]

Vella been there and done it - so feel with you hon

I have areally important interview coming up soon and I so want it to go well but I never get my hopes up fo rinterviews!

 

[Guest]

vella_ms:
Outstanding news! I read the whole thread here and I can imagine what a rollercoaster ride it must have been.

No matter what happens, you gotta' hang in there!

agreed. had just come to that realization...decided to take a hot bath to cure my doldrums and BAM! got the call.
its not like me to get down for too long and a smile will cure me of my low points faster than anything else.
thanks for the support

 

[Guest]

Vella been there and done it - so feel with you hon

I have areally important interview coming up soon and I so want it to go well but I never get my hopes up fo rinterviews!

sending a squillion positive thoughts your way, sweetie...
it helped me, im hoping itll help you.