Fuck It: Refux

[Saltfountain]

Exhibitionism snuck up on me by surprise. Prior to Lit and meeting my first friends here over on AmPics, I had never, at 47 years of age, taken a photo of my body. I would have never dreamed that not only would I take photos, but that I would share them on the site. Discovering this kink has definitely added experiences to the list of things I would love to try... nude beaches, being photographed or filmed by a partner, being in a scene at a fetish club or event.

How did you feel posting your first photo?

 

[Lindi37]

Oh wow. You really don't like them eh?

I do not
It’s the last part of my body I would ever show anyone. The last

 

[Saltfountain]

yeah, your limit is still amusing to me. I don't think I will ever really appreciate the thought patterns when like asshole can come before feet. But we all have our things we dislike.

I have a real issue showing soft cock

 

[RosewoodTulip]

yeah, your limit is still amusing to me. I don't think I will ever really appreciate the thought patterns when like asshole can come before feet. But we all have our things we dislike.

My tummy is mine although I can share that privately. Its the part of my body I hate the most and no amount of clever poses and good lighting can hide it. I don't know if I could ever share it in public

 

[Justadesperatewifeandmom]

I have a real issue showing soft cock

ok yeah that is a weird one to me too, does it come before or after asshole in the list?

 

[Saltfountain]

I'd rather show you my asshole

I don't think I've ever shown properly soft cock. I think the closest I've shown is a semi

 

[AngelicaS1780]

How did you feel posting your first photo?

A little nervous, but excited too. I was proud of myself in a way. I posted in Sexy Women of Lit and got really lovely comments... there was no option for reactions back then.

 

[Justadesperatewifeandmom]

My tummy is mine although I can share that privately. Its the part of my body I hate the most and no amount of clever poses and good lighting can hide it. I don't know if I could ever share it in public

similar. Mine is head to toe full frontal nude. There is not a fucking angle or lighting I like. Even just a garter belt and stockings, I can find an angle and lighting that is ok, just like 1 but manageable. but 100 percent nude, any angle that works with one body part doesn't work with another

 

[Saltfountain]

A little nervous, but excited too. I was proud of myself in a way. I posted in Sexy Women of Lit and got really lovely comments... there was no option for reactions back then.

What did you show first time out?

 

[Saltfountain]

similar. Mine is head to toe full frontal nude. There is not a fucking angle or lighting I like. Even just a garter belt and stockings, I can find an angle and lighting that is ok, just like 1 but manageable. but 100 percent nude, any angle that works with one body part doesn't work with another

Totally with you on that one

 

[Justadesperatewifeandmom]

So are there kinks people didn't think they'd enjoy which kinda snuck up on them by surprise?
For me it's definitely sadism. I never imagined how turned on I'd be by finding someone who wanted me to push them to their absolute limits.
By default I'm a caregiver. I still can't bodyshame, no matter how much she might want it

I wouldn't say kinks, but there are several things I turned out to like, but initially assumed I wouldn't due to they had to hurt. I think the reality is I underestimate my pain tolerance. Examples would be everything from spanking, to anal, to figging, to nipple clamps, to larger toys, to erotic electrostimulation. Eventually I get curious enough to put my big girl panties on to see how bad it actually hurts, fully expecting it to be very painful, and find it is cool instead. Next on my curiosity list that I want to brave is testing the concept of a zipper, yeah that is going to fucking hurt (and I say that every time too lol)

 

[AngelicaS1780]

What did you show first time out?

It was this photo. Not very revealing and arms folded across my tummy. But it was a big step to me.

 

[Lindi37]

I wouldn't say kinks, but there are several things I turned out to like, but initially assumed I wouldn't due to they had to hurt. I think the reality is I underestimate my pain tolerance. Examples would be everything from spanking, to anal, to figging, to nipple clamps, to larger toys, to erotic electrostimulation. Eventually I get curious enough to put my big girl panties on to see how bad it actually hurts, fully expecting it to be very painful, and find it is cool instead. Next on my curiosity list that I want to brave is testing the concept of a zipper, yeah that is going to fucking hurt (and I say that every time too lol)

Google is getting a work out today!

 

[Saltfountain]

It was this photo. Not very revealing and arms folded across my tummy. But it was a big step to me.

I know it's not what I should be noticing, but first thing I saw was a very kissable neck

 

[Saltfountain]

I wouldn't say kinks, but there are several things I turned out to like, but initially assumed I wouldn't due to they had to hurt. I think the reality is I underestimate my pain tolerance. Examples would be everything from spanking, to anal, to figging, to nipple clamps, to larger toys, to erotic electrostimulation. Eventually I get curious enough to put my big girl panties on to see how bad it actually hurts, fully expecting it to be very painful, and find it is cool instead. Next on my curiosity list that I want to brave is testing the concept of a zipper, yeah that is going to fucking hurt (and I say that every time too lol)

So pain was a kink you didn't really think you'd be into but surprised you?

 

[Lindi37]

Only one person has seen full frontal
I hate it but can be convinced, same with bootyhole

 

[Justadesperatewifeandmom]

It was this photo. Not very revealing and arms folded across my tummy. But it was a big step to me.

how long were you on lit for, before you finally jumped in?

 

[Justadesperatewifeandmom]

So pain was a kink you didn't really think you'd be into but surprised you?

no, none of those things hurt, they are just fun unique sensations. Still not at all in to pain.

 

[Lindi37]

Early this year I started talking to someone in PM. He was awesome and quite similar in many ways. Anyway, he answered questions I had and we were both very clear about not having a ‘person’. After a while, things got a bit more involved and I decided to submit to him officially. He accepted

 

[Saltfountain]

Early this year I started talking to someone in PM. He was awesome and quite similar in many ways. Anyway, he answered questions I had and we were both very clear about not having a ‘person’. After a while, things got a bit more involved and I decided to submit to him officially. He accepted

Is being someone's sub what you thought it would be? Has it changed your understanding of being a sub?

 

[AngelicaS1780]

how long were you on lit for, before you finally jumped in?

About eight months after joining Lit and two to three months after becoming friendly with people like Allia, Honey, Mustang Sally, and the other zaftig women of AmPics.

 

[Lindi37]

Is being someone's sub what you thought it would be? Has it changed your understanding of being a sub?

I thought there’d be more sex and more pain . I didn’t have much understanding at all

 

[Saltfountain]

I thought there’d be more sex and more pain . I didn’t have much understanding at all

If you're OK with me asking, what does being a sub involve for you that has surprised you?

 

[Saltfountain]

About eight months after joining Lit and two to three months after becoming friendly with people like Allia, Honey, Mustang Sally, and the other zaftig women of AmPics.

Zaftig?

 

[barefootgirl69]

So are there kinks people didn't think they'd enjoy which kinda snuck up on them by surprise?
For me it's definitely sadism. I never imagined how turned on I'd be by finding someone who wanted me to push them to their absolute limits.
By default I'm a caregiver. I still can't bodyshame, no matter how much she might want it

Once upon a time, I looked up from my desk and saw a man who had my heart pounding. Not his looks - though the uniform looked good on him - but his demeanor. The new guy. Months of watching him enter the building, passing my desk, seeing him in the work area was intriguing. One day, I had to coordinate some upcoming plans and asked what he'd done over the weekend and he closed his office door, made sure I consented to hearing about it, and told me about a dungeon in the city.

After that, we talked regularly. Eventually, we started a dynamic. It was so natural to submit. I knew I was kinky, but the power exchange was everything I didn't know I needed. Throw in a leash and a collar like he did and *faints*.

Why does recounting that time have my heart pounding?