Lusty & Fun Things

You know me, I'd rather not stop ;)

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Lovely thread 😍 Subscribed!
 
^^^yum. Just yum.

BTW. Spamming means unsolicited and unwanted. N/A here because, well, we clicked on your thread. Keep 'em coming.
 
I've been up past 1 AM every night this week. Means that I need more of this than anything else tonight.

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Less Fun, But...

Anticipation and Vulnerability

The unknown, and trying to anticipate what comes next, or what might happen next, is not a space I operate comfortably in. One of the things I've often heard about from people (especially around here) is that I play too close to the vest and I'm not one who lets people too far in too often. Mainly I don't do it as a matter of protection. Yes, as a matter of keeping a sense of privacy and not letting things creep too far into my 'real life', but also as a matter of keeping myself 'safe'. Safe from not putting too much into a situation and risking getting hurt.

What I don't reveal often is that I sometimes feel too strongly too quickly. I also know I'm not always good at being honest with myself and others about where I'm at. Some of that is because it's easier to keep people at arm's length so as to avoid getting hurt. The bear of that is that you also ended up feeling pretty isolated when you do that.

Being vulnerable is hard. Opening up is hard. Trusting that even if it doesn't work out, it's still okay is exceptionally hard.
 
Anyways...

Nobody is here to listen to my deeper, less interesting thoughts. Back to our regularly scheduled, etc.

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