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intothewoods said:
Well, it was weird at first. But eventually I thought, fuck it. I'm not going to do nothing!

So I had a little of this:



from a super hot guy. On a nice note, when I met this guy, I immediately placed him in the "not in my league" category. I just don't consider myself hot at all. I think of myself as cute, but not hot. I can look sexy. I can fix myself up. But I never was one of those girls, you know? I was completely shocked that I attracted any attention! But the words is, I'm like the new hot chick and shit. Cool! I think I should go back to high school now. Har har.
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*giggles* good for you! Damn I wanna be the 'new hot chick and shit'! :catroar:
 
minx1 said:
*gulps*

are you going again? Or is that a ridiculous question?! *sniggers*
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A ridiculous question! Look, I was nervous as all hell when I went the first time. I went with a friend, and whenever someone would ask me something, like, how did you find us, I would just look at her. And she would answer for me. Everyone was super nice and friendly, but not in a leery sleazy way. People were incredibly respectful.

Just where I was at ... I felt like I had to talk to people face to face to learn if bdsm is for me. I wanted to be in a room with a bunch of kinky folks and think, do I fit here, or not? There were some there that I could not relate to. Their life choices, their lifestyle, is not mine. But for the most part I found a bunch of really cool, interesting people.
 
intothewoods said:
A ridiculous question! Look, I was nervous as all hell when I went the first time. I went with a friend, and whenever someone would ask me something, like, how did you find us, I would just look at her. And she would answer for me. Everyone was super nice and friendly, but not in a leery sleazy way. People were incredibly respectful.

Just where I was at ... I felt like I had to talk to people face to face to learn if bdsm is for me. I wanted to be in a room with a bunch of kinky folks and think, do I fit here, or not? There were some there that I could not relate to. Their life choices, their lifestyle, is not mine. But for the most part I found a bunch of really cool, interesting people.
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Cool itw. It sounds like it was a really positive experience. I think for me they aren't really my thing, although I am a great believer in never say never lol.

I can certainly see their value. :)
 
intothewoods said:
you goof, you have a boyfriend!
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yeah. and three quarters of the years we are several states apart..... leaving me plenty of oppurtunity to get frenzied and the inability to do anything about it.
 
myinnerslut said:
yeah. and three quarters of the years we are several states apart..... leaving me plenty of oppurtunity to get frenzied and the inability to do anything about it.
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Ohhhhhhh righhhhht. Forgot. Well, what do you do to distract yourself?
 
i'm doing a tiny bit better today. Managed to get some stuff done around my apartment, and had two conversations with friends which were helpful.

Now i need to make a decent dinner and make myself eat it, because my eating has been crap for the past 36hours....(Diet Pepsi and brownies isn't a meal.)

Babysteps....Babysteps....that's what i keep telling myself...

Any other tips or advice on getting through the days would be appreciated...
 
HottieMama said:
i'm doing a tiny bit better today. Managed to get some stuff done around my apartment, and had two conversations with friends which were helpful.

Now i need to make a decent dinner and make myself eat it, because my eating has been crap for the past 36hours....(Diet Pepsi and brownies isn't a meal.)

Babysteps....Babysteps....that's what i keep telling myself...

Any other tips or advice on getting through the days would be appreciated...
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Just like you said, baby steps.........one day at a time.......

*i know you can, i know you can, i know you can*
 
intothewoods said:
Ohhhhhhh righhhhht. Forgot. Well, what do you do to distract yourself?
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like i said earlier, i dont handle it very well (at least i dont think i do)

things i do try include
~writing erotica (only one of my stories is on lit though becuase A decided he didnt want to share the others with anyone)
~being with friends
~taking pictures for A
~masturbating if im allowed
~researching anything and evrything BDSM
~throwing myself entirly into one high effort thing or another to try to distract myself
~scening with A via webcam if im allowed

frenzies are made more difficult for me since A wont let me do anything that might leave marks (partly becuas he wants to be the only one to mark me and partly becuase i have a history of eating disorders and other self destructive behaviors so he set up this rule as a safety net so i cant harm myself). this means that i have to be careful with any play i do on my own, especially with pain play. if my masochistic, frenzied, craving, slightly insane self wants to attempt to notch up the pain level, im not allowed "just in case". this often makes me more frustrated and eager to throw myself into my submission then before, even if what i really should do is take a step back and calm down.

(that ended up being one big ramble, i hope it made sense)
 
FantasySlut said:
Just like you said, baby steps.........one day at a time.......

*i know you can, i know you can, i know you can*
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Thank you so much, ((((((FS))))) i really appreciate it.
 
myinnerslut said:
like i said earlier, i dont handle it very well (at least i dont think i do)

things i do try include
~writing erotica (only one of my stories is on lit though becuase A decided he didnt want to share the others with anyone)
~being with friends
~taking pictures for A
~masturbating if im allowed
~researching anything and evrything BDSM
~throwing myself entirly into one high effort thing or another to try to distract myself
~scening with A via webcam if im allowed

frenzies are made more difficult for me since A wont let me do anything that might leave marks (partly becuas he wants to be the only one to mark me and partly becuase i have a history of eating disorders and other self destructive behaviors so he set up this rule as a safety net so i cant harm myself). this means that i have to be careful with any play i do on my own, especially with pain play. if my masochistic, frenzied, craving, slightly insane self wants to attempt to notch up the pain level, im not allowed "just in case". this often makes me more frustrated and eager to throw myself into my submission then before, even if what i really should do is take a step back and calm down.

(that ended up being one big ramble, i hope it made sense)
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That did, thank you.
 
ok

i gave A the most awsome hour long full body massage yesturday

it was amazing :devil:
 
i just really, truly giggled for the first time in the past few days.... :heart:

i'm BACK, baby~!
 
HottieMama said:
i just really, truly giggled for the first time in the past few days.... :heart:

i'm BACK, baby~!
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woo-hoo!

back is good. back is very good.
 
Hello, everyone, just thought I would come and say Hi, and to say a shy Scottish lassie is here to have some fun and to have good serious chats! *smiles*

(here is my introduction: New faces...)
 
ShyVixen said:
I'm sure I've said this before, but welcome, Caz!!! :rose:
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And I am sure that you have never said it......

BUT

I thank you for welcoming me and I feel welcmed already!! :D

Caz :rose:
 
HottieMama said:
Yes, yes it is!! Let's just say the past few days have taught me a lot.
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Glad you and yours are feeling better hon!
{{{{{HUG}}}}}
 
*waves* to HottieMomma and *waves* to Evil_Geoff :)

How are you both on restful Sunday?
 
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