The Bunny Burrow

Disclaimer:I'm bitching in Bunny's thread, just the heads up, for two reason. First reason, it doesn't really fit anywhere else on here. Second, I'm not with Bunny to actually bitch verbally where Bunny can hear me. So, all others ignore if want.

Is it too much to ask that this weekend be normal? Since I mean it was suppose to be to celebrate my birthday since I'm not going to be here next week/weekend. I was expecting dinner to be tomorrow night, but no we must have it tonight. Whatever. I drive 2 hours to get here, leave so I'll get here when the food is "suppose" to be ready. WRONG! When I get within 20 minutes of being here, I get called.

Are you coming?
Yes, I'm coming.
Well, how do you like you steak? Do you like em spicy?
Not really.
Ok. You and Daddy are going to go over to see your Aunt F after dinner. She's in the last stage of cancer and this might be the last time you see her alive.

Great! Thanks for completely ruining my day. (Hell I could have came back up there tomorrow. Maybe that is self-fish of me. But it was suppose to be my day.) Anyway, I drove the rest of the 20 minutes which would have normally have took me 20 minutes or less took me like 30 minutes. Got there and went inside. And you know the first thing out of D's mouth? "You look like crap. You stayed up and partied all night didn't you?" Great, thanks, again. "No. I mean I was up but not partying. That requires money and I rode with my windows down is why my hair is all messed up." "Oh, you and Daddy are going to go see F now."

<Skip dinner and the bullshit in between>

We ate, my sister went back with my grandmother to get on the computer up there and wanted me to help her with her MySpace so I had to leave shortly after they did. Daddy walked me out to the car hugged me and said I love you, glad you came.

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That was it. No gift. No nothing. I'm so tried of this. Why do I expect so much. Yet I get so little. I am the only one in my family that has ever tried to do something with their life besides stay in a fucking liquior/beer bottle or a fucking pill bottle but what do I get. Nothing. I'm the one who is talked about for being an alcoholic, drug user, and whatever else--which I'm NONE of those things.

I'm stressed beyond belief. I feel useless because I can't find a job. Hell it would be one thing if I was bombing fucking interviews, but I can't even get anyone to fucking call me back for a damn interview. I don't know what I'm doing wrong. I don't know what to do. Period.

I'm hoping next weekend will clear my head.

Sorry ranting Kitty is over.
 
*Big hugs for the Kitty*

It'll get better soon. It's gotta. And your family's like mine. There's no sense in expecting them to do anything but disappoint you over and over and over. At least we have each other. :rose:
 
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Sorry ranting Kitty is over.
{{{Huggles, Kitkat}}} I don't know why families sometimes seem to be the last ones to treat members "like family," but for some reason, some do. At least you have Bunny. And you have friends. :rose: and Happy Birthday early.
 
Disclaimer:I'm bitching in Bunny's thread, just the heads up, for two reason. First reason, it doesn't really fit anywhere else on here. Second, I'm not with Bunny to actually bitch verbally where Bunny can hear me. So, all others ignore if want.

Is it too much to ask that this weekend be normal? Since I mean it was suppose to be to celebrate my birthday since I'm not going to be here next week/weekend. I was expecting dinner to be tomorrow night, but no we must have it tonight. Whatever. I drive 2 hours to get here, leave so I'll get here when the food is "suppose" to be ready. WRONG! When I get within 20 minutes of being here, I get called.

Are you coming?
Yes, I'm coming.
Well, how do you like you steak? Do you like em spicy?
Not really.
Ok. You and Daddy are going to go over to see your Aunt F after dinner. She's in the last stage of cancer and this might be the last time you see her alive.

Great! Thanks for completely ruining my day. (Hell I could have came back up there tomorrow. Maybe that is self-fish of me. But it was suppose to be my day.) Anyway, I drove the rest of the 20 minutes which would have normally have took me 20 minutes or less took me like 30 minutes. Got there and went inside. And you know the first thing out of D's mouth? "You look like crap. You stayed up and partied all night didn't you?" Great, thanks, again. "No. I mean I was up but not partying. That requires money and I rode with my windows down is why my hair is all messed up." "Oh, you and Daddy are going to go see F now."

<Skip dinner and the bullshit in between>

We ate, my sister went back with my grandmother to get on the computer up there and wanted me to help her with her MySpace so I had to leave shortly after they did. Daddy walked me out to the car hugged me and said I love you, glad you came.

------------------------------
That was it. No gift. No nothing. I'm so tried of this. Why do I expect so much. Yet I get so little. I am the only one in my family that has ever tried to do something with their life besides stay in a fucking liquior/beer bottle or a fucking pill bottle but what do I get. Nothing. I'm the one who is talked about for being an alcoholic, drug user, and whatever else--which I'm NONE of those things.

I'm stressed beyond belief. I feel useless because I can't find a job. Hell it would be one thing if I was bombing fucking interviews, but I can't even get anyone to fucking call me back for a damn interview. I don't know what I'm doing wrong. I don't know what to do. Period.

I'm hoping next weekend will clear my head.

Sorry ranting Kitty is over.

Hugs to the pretty kitty. I'll make it all better as soon as I can get my ass down there.:heart:

I have to have a biopsy the day before our birthday. *pouts*
 
I think I've gotten jaded. People show me pics/sites/whatever and say, "OMG, this is so brutal," and I go, "Meh." A couple of needles shoved into one's flesh does not brutality make.

I should really just make my own porn, LOL.
 
How much wood could a wood fluffer fluff, if a wood fluffer could fluff wood?

This made me feel 100% better. Hospitals are no fun. Anywho, thank you Dave for being so quick. Helps some of us folks out here in the cheap seats. :)
 
This made me feel 100% better. Hospitals are no fun. Anywho, thank you Dave for being so quick. Helps some of us folks out here in the cheap seats. :)
Awww, well I'm glad I helped brighten your day even a little bit. :D (Mailed some good vibes to you Overnight Express, should be getting to you soon)

A buddy of mine who has season tickets to the Chicago Bears once said, "Why would I want to be anyplace else than the cheap seats? This is where all the best fans are!" :)
 
I've been in a nasty, horrid mood the last couple of weeks. I've been dealing with some recurring problems, and I'm really just sick of constantly banging my head against the wall.

So I'm about to do something. It'll either be the kick in the ass necessary, or it'll be the beginning of the end. I hope for the former, naturally, but I really just want to get off this merry-go-round. I've been going round and round for so long that it's making me nauseated.
 
I've been in a nasty, horrid mood the last couple of weeks. I've been dealing with some recurring problems, and I'm really just sick of constantly banging my head against the wall.

So I'm about to do something. It'll either be the kick in the ass necessary, or it'll be the beginning of the end. I hope for the former, naturally, but I really just want to get off this merry-go-round. I've been going round and round for so long that it's making me nauseated.
Aww, Bunny. If there is anything us here on the world-wide-Lit. can do to help, let us (an me) know.

Everyone needs a little pick me up now and then. And if the merry-go-round is treating you bad, try the log ride. Always a hoot.

And here's a little advice that has always helped me through tough times....


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I've been in a nasty, horrid mood the last couple of weeks. I've been dealing with some recurring problems, and I'm really just sick of constantly banging my head against the wall.

So I'm about to do something. It'll either be the kick in the ass necessary, or it'll be the beginning of the end. I hope for the former, naturally, but I really just want to get off this merry-go-round. I've been going round and round for so long that it's making me nauseated.

*hugs and cuddles the bunny*
 
I've been in a nasty, horrid mood the last couple of weeks. I've been dealing with some recurring problems, and I'm really just sick of constantly banging my head against the wall.

So I'm about to do something. It'll either be the kick in the ass necessary, or it'll be the beginning of the end. I hope for the former, naturally, but I really just want to get off this merry-go-round. I've been going round and round for so long that it's making me nauseated.
It'll be okay, George... ;)

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Kerosene

I'm waitin' on the sun to set
'Cause yesterday ain't over yet
I started smokin' cigarettes
There's nothin' else to do, I guess
Dusty roads ain't made for walkin'
Spinnin' tires ain't made for stoppin'
I'm givin' up on love
Love's given up on me

I gave it everything I had
And everything I got was bad
Life ain't hard, but it's too long
Livin' like some country song
Trade the truth in for a lie
Cheatin' really ain't a crime
I'm givin' up on love
Love's given up on me

Forget your high society
I'm soakin' it in kerosene
Light 'em up and watch them burn
Teach 'em what they need to learn
Dirty hands ain't made for shakin'
Ain't a rule that ain't worth breakin'
Well, I'm givin' up on love
Love's given up on me

Now I don't hate the one who left
You can't hate someone who's dead
He's out there holdin' on to someone
I'm holdin' up my smokin' gun
I'll find somewhere to lay my flame
In case she changes her last name
Well, I'm givin' up on love
Love's given up on me

Well, I'm givin' up on love
Love's given up on me
 
BiBunny said:

No, no, no. You are singing the wrong one. You should be singing this one. Or at that's what I'm singing.

I'm goin' home, gonna load my shotgun
 
Someone give her a joint, a stiff shot of vodka, and a good hard spanking. Cure for all life's woes! :D








*disclaimer* Alcohol and drugs are dangerous and should never be used as a crutch for emotional problems. This was a joke. Put down the torches and pitchforks.
 
Someone give her a joint, a stiff shot of vodka, and a good hard spanking. Cure for all life's woes! :D








*disclaimer* Alcohol and drugs are dangerous and should never be used as a crutch for emotional problems. This was a joke. Put down the torches and pitchforks.

Vodka. Check and it didn't work.
Joint. No check, that would cause a trip to the ER which I think we want to avoid.
Spanking. Hmmmm...
 
Someone give her a joint, a stiff shot of vodka, and a good hard spanking. Cure for all life's woes! :D








*disclaimer* Alcohol and drugs are dangerous and should never be used as a crutch for emotional problems. This was a joke. Put down the torches and pitchforks.

Heh. I don't smoke (anything), but I'm working on the rum and the vodka. That'll do for now. ;)
 
Heh. I don't smoke (anything), but I'm working on the rum and the vodka. That'll do for now. ;)

If rum and vodka don't work, move to the harder stuff and say hello to Uncle Jacky. That usually works for me Bunny.

Seriously though, unless you are being thoroughly and utterly destroyed there should be no reason to feel this down. I am a schizophrenic and I don't even get as depressed as you seem to be. I guess what I'm trying to say is, remember there's always a worse situation. And, (to quote an utter legend) get your ass back on the horse and remember you can always be a winner because YOU make it happen.
 
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