The Isolated Blurt BDSM Thread

[the captians wench]

I didn't do anything wrong.

I didn't do anything wrong.

I didn't do anything wrong.

Then why do I feel guilty?

 

[bhndblueyes88]

I didn't do anything wrong.

I didn't do anything wrong.

I didn't do anything wrong.

Then why do I feel guilty?

I, BBE-The-Magnificant, do hereby absolve you of all guilt and declare all guilty feeligs to be Crimes Against the State and punishable by Severe Ticklings.

You wouldn't be wanting Severe Ticklings now, WOULD YOU??

 

[the captians wench]

I, BBE-The-Magnificant, do hereby absolve you of all guilt and declare all guilty feeligs to be Crimes Against the State and punishable by Severe Ticklings.

You wouldn't be wanting Severe Ticklings now, WOULD YOU??

Maybe.....

*puppy eyes*

 

[Mz_Cunningham]

Lol well, I think maybe part of what makes me go GRRRR*shakefist* is that we can be too, but you two are always managing to do it right when I'm thinking "sigh, want boy "

It's like you're TRYING to torture me :'[

That would be implying that I am in someway evil

 

[Lilac_Sky]

That would be implying that I am in someway evil

Or sadistic ... and everyone here already knows you are wonderfully both Mistress

 

[bhndblueyes88]

Maybe.....

*puppy eyes*

oi

 

[Lizzie_Borden]

Jealousy is a cunt of a thing.

 

[minx1]

I didn't do anything wrong.

I didn't do anything wrong.

I didn't do anything wrong.

Then why do I feel guilty?

*hugs* I do the same. You have done nothing wrong chick

Jealousy is a cunt of a thing.

Hey chick, good to see you!

Hope you are ok. Nothing worse than a dose of the green eyed monster eh

 

[Lizzie_Borden]

Hey chick, good to see you!

Hope you are ok. Nothing worse than a dose of the green eyed monster eh

You too!

I'm just proving to still be exceedingly good at tormenting myself, however, I can see around it, and realise I'm happy. So I'm generally alright to let feelings dissipate cos they're not all-consuming.

But still. I don't like it and wish it would fuck right off.

 

[the captians wench]

*hugs* I do the same. You have done nothing wrong chick


:

I just don't like feeling like I started something, but I didn't, it's not my fault.

But I'm feeling better this morning, thanks.

 

[the captians wench]

So I guess you took me out of your G+ circle since your comments on my posts are now gone and I don't see any of your posts anymore.

All that really tells me is that you're exactly the kind of person I thought you were.

Thanks for making me feel even more sure that I didn't do a fucking thing wrong.

 

[sinnocence]

So I guess you took me out of your G+ circle since your comments on my posts are now gone and I don't see any of your posts anymore.

All that really tells me is that you're exactly the kind of person I thought you were.

Thanks for making me feel even more sure that I didn't do a fucking thing wrong.

*hugs* for wenchie

 

[Etoile]

Am I on the rag? Because I just want to EAT AND EAT AND EAT all day.

 

[bhndblueyes88]

Am I on the rag? Because I just want to EAT AND EAT AND EAT all day.

Maybe you're PREGGO (kidding )

 

[bhndblueyes88]

****WARNING WARNING WARNING! IMPENDING RANT! WARNING WARNING WARNING!!!****

So it really bothers me when people make "inspiring" empty statements.

Specifically in this instance, a family member of mine posted a status saying (paraphrased) "Hey moms [in general], you're all doing an AMAZING job, your kids are perfect the way they are, and you're beautiful even if you didn't do your hair and make up"

Okay. You know, I appreciate the intent of the sentiment, but I guess I'm just hard-hearted when that just kind of irritates me. What about all the moms who are terrible parents? The ones with kids that are blights on humanity? And, I'm sorry, not everyone is beautiful by a universal standard (although most people are beautiful to someone's individual standards). I think that part of the reason you see things like disrespect towards professors in college lecture halls, Jersey Shore and other such rot is because we tell people (and kids) that they ARE perfect, always, no matter what people say, and that everything they do is perfect because they have some singular X quality (in this case, that you happened to have a failure of birth control).

Sometimes you are a terrible parent and you should learn from your mistakes (because you make them all the goddamned time). Sometimes your children are socially dysfunctional terrors and you need to correct them so they don't become The Situation or a politician (that bit is a joke...mostly ). Sometimes you're not that pretty staggering out of Wal-Mart after a harrowing day at work and then driving kids around every where around town, and that's okay, because you don't have to be pretty all the time.

I guess I'm just tired of hollow and vapid phrases and "support statments". Facebook is just COVERED with this shit, usually ending with "if you support X, forward this on!", also implying that if you DON'T agree with all those statements, you're some how against saving babies from crocodiles or something. I also hate that stupid "support breast cancer research by posting some random status that no one understands at all". I mean...how are you supposed to raise awareness by making an obscure status with no meaning to what you're trying to raise awareness for and is also a "secret"....do you not understand the purpose?!?!?! When some one sees your status with some random size in inches and emotion (i believe that'st he present one going around isn't it? Like "8 in, disappointing"?), and they immediately think you're talking about a penis, you're not being cute and clever. You're entirely defying the purpose of what you're supposedly trying to do. If someone has to ask you what you're rambling about, your outreach program HAS A PROBLEM.

It's not that I don't support the INTENTS of these things. By all means, support whatever damned research you want and root for the hard working parent. But for god's sake, don't try to make "inspirational and supportive" statements about it that are so empty they make Barbie look like she has substance!!

BECAUSE YOU ARE MAKING HULK ANGRY!!!!
</rant>

Okay...I feel a bit better now.

 

[TarevaChine]

I have problems sleeping, but during acupuncture, I am out like a light!

 

[Lilac_Sky]

One downside of being off my anti-depressants .... my restless leg syndrome seems to be back *pout*

 

[Lizzie_Borden]

****WARNING WARNING WARNING! IMPENDING RANT! WARNING WARNING WARNING!!!****

I guess I'm just tired of hollow and vapid phrases and "support statments". Facebook is just COVERED with this shit, usually ending with "if you support X, forward this on!", also implying that if you DON'T agree with all those statements, you're some how against saving babies from crocodiles or something. I also hate that stupid "support breast cancer research by posting some random status that no one understands at all". I mean...how are you supposed to raise awareness by making an obscure status with no meaning to what you're trying to raise awareness for and is also a "secret"....do you not understand the purpose?!?!?! When some one sees your status with some random size in inches and emotion (i believe that'st he present one going around isn't it? Like "8 in, disappointing"?), and they immediately think you're talking about a penis, you're not being cute and clever. You're entirely defying the purpose of what you're supposedly trying to do. If someone has to ask you what you're rambling about, your outreach program HAS A PROBLEM.

It's not that I don't support the INTENTS of these things. By all means, support whatever damned research you want and root for the hard working parent. But for god's sake, don't try to make "inspirational and supportive" statements about it that are so empty they make Barbie look like she has substance!!

BECAUSE YOU ARE MAKING HULK ANGRY!!!!
</rant>

Okay...I feel a bit better now.

Holy shit, I couldn't agree with this more.

Those things are so awfully annoying. I do like the funny ones though

 

[seela]

****WARNING WARNING WARNING! IMPENDING RANT! WARNING WARNING WARNING!!!****

So it really bothers me when people make "inspiring" empty statements.

Specifically in this instance, a family member of mine posted a status saying (paraphrased) "Hey moms [in general], you're all doing an AMAZING job, your kids are perfect the way they are, and you're beautiful even if you didn't do your hair and make up"

Okay. You know, I appreciate the intent of the sentiment, but I guess I'm just hard-hearted when that just kind of irritates me. What about all the moms who are terrible parents? The ones with kids that are blights on humanity? And, I'm sorry, not everyone is beautiful by a universal standard (although most people are beautiful to someone's individual standards). I think that part of the reason you see things like disrespect towards professors in college lecture halls, Jersey Shore and other such rot is because we tell people (and kids) that they ARE perfect, always, no matter what people say, and that everything they do is perfect because they have some singular X quality (in this case, that you happened to have a failure of birth control).

Sometimes you are a terrible parent and you should learn from your mistakes (because you make them all the goddamned time). Sometimes your children are socially dysfunctional terrors and you need to correct them so they don't become The Situation or a politician (that bit is a joke...mostly ). Sometimes you're not that pretty staggering out of Wal-Mart after a harrowing day at work and then driving kids around every where around town, and that's okay, because you don't have to be pretty all the time.

I guess I'm just tired of hollow and vapid phrases and "support statments". Facebook is just COVERED with this shit, usually ending with "if you support X, forward this on!", also implying that if you DON'T agree with all those statements, you're some how against saving babies from crocodiles or something. I also hate that stupid "support breast cancer research by posting some random status that no one understands at all". I mean...how are you supposed to raise awareness by making an obscure status with no meaning to what you're trying to raise awareness for and is also a "secret"....do you not understand the purpose?!?!?! When some one sees your status with some random size in inches and emotion (i believe that'st he present one going around isn't it? Like "8 in, disappointing"?), and they immediately think you're talking about a penis, you're not being cute and clever. You're entirely defying the purpose of what you're supposedly trying to do. If someone has to ask you what you're rambling about, your outreach program HAS A PROBLEM.

It's not that I don't support the INTENTS of these things. By all means, support whatever damned research you want and root for the hard working parent. But for god's sake, don't try to make "inspirational and supportive" statements about it that are so empty they make Barbie look like she has substance!!

BECAUSE YOU ARE MAKING HULK ANGRY!!!!
</rant>

Okay...I feel a bit better now.

I'm increasingly happy that I don't use facebook actively. I'm on, but I only ever sign in, when someone has sent me a private message or added me as their friend. That happens maybe every two months. But things like what BBE described drive me insane.

I'm also probably a bad person for hating the BBW acronym being used for all larger ladies. Come on, they're not all beautiful. Some are, all aren't, hence BBW doesn't suit all big women. Feel free to flame me if you wish.

ETA: Oh, what does the 8 in thing mean?

 

[minx1]

Ok, this ovarian cyst and its symptoms are really freaking me out now.

Has anyone else had one???

Oh and can someone please remove my ability to google?

 

[kiwi_submissive]

Ok, this ovarian cyst and its symptoms are really freaking me out now.

Has anyone else had one???

Oh and can someone please remove my ability to google?

Yup, had a large complex cyst removed. Now I have a clusters of them on one ovary and have just given up on the hospital system. If they burst make sure you get checked out that you are not bleeding into your abdomen.

 

[minx1]

Yup, had a large complex cyst removed. Now I have a clusters of them on one ovary and have just given up on the hospital system. If they burst make sure you get checked out that you are not bleeding into your abdomen.

Thanks Ks, I hope you are ok and i completely know what you mean about the hospital system.
I ended up at and A&E after a particularly painful night last week and today went to get some extra pain relief from the doc. I feel like they are just guessing lol. I have a lot of pain in my ribcage area and every single one of them has started by saying it seems a bit high for it to be the cyst.....to then change their mind a bit later lol. wtf?
Mine is a hemorraghic cyst according to the tvu. It was 5cm when it was discovered, but i have a feeling its grown as I can actually feel more general discomfort in my pelvis now....tugging sensation particularly in bed.
The only way I can sleepiis on my back.

Frankly its scaring the fuck out of me

 

[kiwi_submissive]

Thanks Ks, I hope you are ok and i completely know what you mean about the hospital system.
I ended up at and A&E after a particularly painful night last week and today went to get some extra pain relief from the doc. I feel like they are just guessing lol. I have a lot of pain in my ribcage area and every single one of them has started by saying it seems a bit high for it to be the cyst.....to then change their mind a bit later lol. wtf?
Mine is a hemorraghic cyst according to the tvu. It was 5cm when it was discovered, but i have a feeling its grown as I can actually feel more general discomfort in my pelvis now....tugging sensation particularly in bed.
The only way I can sleepiis on my back.

Frankly its scaring the fuck out of me

*hugs* Minx one bursts every couple of months and I turn into a hormonal wreck but apart from that it's just annoying not to mention painful.

Have they given you an external and internal ultrasound? My big one did not show up on the external (even after holding a litre of water for almost 2 hours) but did show up on the internal one.

Over here depending on the type of cyst they try you on the pill to see if it stops it growing or just wait until they burst.

As they grow they do cause discomfort and pain as as they can press into other areas. Can you go somewhere for a second opinion? The ribcage area does sound high. Have you tried curling up in the fetal position, that sometimes helps. Also masterbation is a great pain relief or eat a whole packet of chippies or suck on boiled lollies.

Remember you know your body better than the doctors. Don't freak yourself our by what you read on google, they tend to be alot of worse case scenarios anyway. Eat healthy and exercise when you are able to. Even short walks help.

 

[minx1]

*hugs* Minx one bursts every couple of months and I turn into a hormonal wreck but apart from that it's just annoying not to mention painful.

Have they given you an external and internal ultrasound? My big one did not show up on the external (even after holding a litre of water for almost 2 hours) but did show up on the internal one.

Over here depending on the type of cyst they try you on the pill to see if it stops it growing or just wait until they burst.

As they grow they do cause discomfort and pain as as they can press into other areas. Can you go somewhere for a second opinion? The ribcage area does sound high. Have you tried curling up in the fetal position, that sometimes helps. Also masterbation is a great pain relief or eat a whole packet of chippies or suck on boiled lollies.

Remember you know your body better than the doctors. Don't freak yourself our by what you read on google, they tend to be alot of worse case scenarios anyway. Eat healthy and exercise when you are able to. Even short walks help.

Yeah mine was diagnosed form a internal trans vaginal ultrasound. They are waiting to see if it shrinks or grows...I go for another ultra sound in a couple of weeks to find out. At that point, if its the latter, I will be referred to a gyno.

I've looked and apparently they can cause 'strange muscular like pains in the ribs' (that will be me! Plus some stabbing/throbbing ones ), I guess its referred pain and like you said pain caused by pressing on other organs. Im just stressing as more symptoms appear and the more debilitating it starts to be. I hate the bastard thing lol

I eat pretty healthily and today I made myself mow the lawns lol. Fed up of giving into the pain.

I might try masturbating and eating chips tonight

 

[the captians wench]

Yeah mine was diagnosed form a internal trans vaginal ultrasound. They are waiting to see if it shrinks or grows...I go for another ultra sound in a couple of weeks to find out. At that point, if its the latter, I will be referred to a gyno.

I've looked and apparently they can cause 'strange muscular like pains in the ribs' (that will be me! Plus some stabbing/throbbing ones ), I guess its referred pain and like you said pain caused by pressing on other organs. Im just stressing as more symptoms appear and the more debilitating it starts to be. I hate the bastard thing lol

I eat pretty healthily and today I made myself mow the lawns lol. Fed up of giving into the pain.

I might try masturbating and eating chips tonight

Vit B.

You know I have PCOS. And You also know that I don't tend to go to the doc for it. Every time I do they tell me I'm fat and if I loose weight it will help. Guess what one of the symptoms of PCOS is? Trouble loosing weight or even steady weight gain. I'm currently fluxuation 20 lbs, which is just unreal.

They also have a tendancy to put me on hormones. I hate them. Everything we've tried has made me weapy, bitchy, moody, and just a person I don't like. I feel like such a crying girl all of the time when I'm on any hormone supliment. But the gyno's seem to think that unless I"m trying to get preggers, that's my only option. And the last one I saw didn't even believe that I have PCOS because my periods have been predictable for over 2 years. Just one day my cycle decided to sync and since I'm missing that one symptom the jack ass says I can't have PCOS. I have an ultrasound that says different.

I was also told that sometimes a doctor of internal medicine is better than a gyno for this. At least for PCOS, since they think it's a metobolic thing that causes it. Might be different for other kinds of ovarian cycts.

I'm working on seeing a specialist. I have one picked out. She's been mentored by the #1 doc in the country for PCOS and also specializes in metobolic disorders (which I am suspect that my thyroid has issues along with my pancress). But I need a refural, and I haven't had a family doc in years and I really hate that last gyn I saw.

Anyway, vitamin B has helped me a lot with pain and balancing my hormones some. So if you decide to pig out on chips, see if you can get sweet potato ones. They will feed the junk food craving and suply some extra vitamin B.