The Isolated Blurt BDSM Thread

[bhndblueyes88]

I just can't do this any more. the studying, the grindstone, I can't sit at a desk and stare at lectures any more. I can't sit in class and listen to teachers any more. I need to DO something I need to feel like something is meaningful again. I need to come home and not be alone and I need to want to keep DOING THIS.

I'm so. spent.

 

[His_pet_slut]

Don't mind me. Just roaming about and seeing how things work around here. Long time reader of stories here, just now venturing into forums as I wait for my first story to post. Seems quite interesting. Perhaps I'll just go kneel in the corner and listen for a bit....

 

[Kurokami]

Don't mind me. Just roaming about and seeing how things work around here. Long time reader of stories here, just now venturing into forums as I wait for my first story to post. Seems quite interesting. Perhaps I'll just go kneel in the corner and listen for a bit....

Y'know, if you hadn't posted this, you could've sat in the corner and listened while being completely invisible to us.

Speaking of writing, I should be doing that right now, but every time I try, I get sidetracked. It's way easier to do that, what with the internet being so close by and everything. Just means I feel guilty about not getting anything done later

 

[cfuhrer]

I just can't do this any more. the studying, the grindstone, I can't sit at a desk and stare at lectures any more. I can't sit in class and listen to teachers any more. I need to DO something I need to feel like something is meaningful again. I need to come home and not be alone and I need to want to keep DOING THIS.

I'm so. spent.

This! This?!
From the girl who last week cut open a dog!
And kept that dog from contributing to pet overpopulation?!

Okay, done scolding; now the propping up part.

I know where you are coming from but hang in there, the cost is soooooo worth the reward.

 

[His_pet_slut]

Y'know, if you hadn't posted this, you could've sat in the corner and listened while being completely invisible to us.

Speaking of writing, I should be doing that right now, but every time I try, I get sidetracked. It's way easier to do that, what with the internet being so close by and everything. Just means I feel guilty about not getting anything done later

Well...I have been known to seek attention from time to time. : ) It occasionally lands me in hot water...

 

[seela]

Just a quick hello saying I'm still alive.

Sooo.. I'm alive, but unfortunately without internet connection and I don't really want to have my name attached to surfing Lit at the university. Now I sneaked here on someone else's account as they had forgotten to log off... I'm a bad girl, I know.

Anyways, I found a PT who is nice enough and speaks English, so my shoulder's getting back in business. My Master's thesis then again hasn't seen much action (what do you mean it won't magically get done without me writing it??), but I'm learning a ton of Romanian from my neighbor and I can now understand Warsaw slang, thanks to a cleaning lady called Danuta, who helped me move in my 6th floor studio, when I had fever, 26 kilos of luggage and no elevator.

Should anyone, for any reason, miss me, I get PMs to my email, so that's a surefire way to reach me. And if you add your email, you just might hear back from me. I'm very bored most days. Although, truth to be told, avoiding the Master's thesis is hard work!

Be good, people, and get back to your smutness!

 

[bhndblueyes88]

This! This?!
From the girl who last week cut open a dog!
And kept that dog from contributing to pet overpopulation?!

Okay, done scolding; now the propping up part.

I know where you are coming from but hang in there, the cost is soooooo worth the reward.

heh. Yah I know...I'm going to go check out a James Herriot book. That usually helps. Maybe talk to the boy about the things related to him that are stressing me out. Thanks

 

[Cattypuss]

Nothing puts me back in the right spirits like a lunchtime dog-walk by a wild and stormy sea. God bless autumn and full moons

 

[HottieMama]

It's 10:07 AM and still no word about my possible promotion. I did find out, however, that one of my co-workers has been very outspoken about why I should NOT get the position. She has an axe to grind with me personally and is letting anyone know who will listen...

Grrrrr.....the waiting is killing me.

 

[cfuhrer]

This feels like it could be the new normal and I don't like that. I look at my goals and see how far away they are and how fast time is moving and I'm so afraid I won't reach them, and so overwhelmed by how far the climb is to reach them. Then I make the mistake of looking at where I thought I would be by this point in my life. I feel like there is so much potential in me that isn't/ wasn't achieved; and I'm lost as to where to start rectifying that. Then... Then I start wondering why I can't just be grateful for where I am and what I have; which is so much more than many others have.

 

[wicked woman]

Two more sleeps until I'm on my annual trip with a very good friend. Woo hoo! Can't wait.

 

[midwestyankee]

Two more sleeps until I'm on my annual trip with a very good friend. Woo hoo! Can't wait.

Three words of advice for the intrepid traveler:

1. Remember your passport.
2. Don't eat the yellow snow.
3. Bring lots of film for your digital camera.

 

[wicked woman]

Three words of advice for the intrepid traveler:

1. Remember your passport.
2. Don't eat the yellow snow.
3. Bring lots of film for your digital camera.

1. Check
2. As I'll be in the desert I don't anticipated this will be a problem.
3. Uumm Yank either you started into your night cap early, are high on those imaginary Macallen fumes, or are playing games with me.
4. I count more than 3 words there.

 

[Etoile]

Mmmyeahhhh... Patience. Good luck with that.

And the confirmation, hopefully, is just a formality.

Bwahaha, you're so right! I am trying to reduce the amount of time I spend stalking forums about expat life in Japan, apartment information, etc. Just to temper myself a little bit. Because I could obsess about it 24/7 if I let myself!

Added: My father in law just tweeted at me - in his first tweet ever, I think - that my package from napaJapan.com has arrived. EDAMAME POCKY FOR DINNER! Cinnamon kitkat for dessert! Ahhhh!

 

[Etoile]

Two more sleeps until I'm on my annual trip with a very good friend. Woo hoo! Can't wait.

My long standing problem with counting sleeps is it makes me want to pull an all nighter so it comes in fewer sleeps!

 

[cfuhrer]

My long standing problem with counting sleeps is it makes me want to pull an all nighter so it comes in fewer sleeps!

I was going to throw out the old: "sleep fast!". Lol

 

[bhndblueyes88]

Added: My father in law just tweeted at me - in his first tweet ever, I think - that my package from napaJapan.com has arrived. EDAMAME POCKY FOR DINNER! Cinnamon kitkat for dessert! Ahhhh!

Edamame pocky? Cinnamon kitkat? I want to taste such WONDERS O_O

 

[Lilac_Sky]

Headache .... the size of Alaska .... sucks.

 

[Etoile]

Edamame pocky? Cinnamon kitkat? I want to taste such WONDERS O_O

DOH! I meant edamame pretz! Which is a very different thing. And I think they were actually meant to be eaten WITH edamame, not that they taste LIKE edamame. But zomg they were SO GOOD when I was in Japan, and I thought I'd never get to taste it again! But napaJapan.com had it!! I ordered two packages.

My haul: http://www.flickr.com/photos/meredith/6255554852/

 

[redslady]

DOH! I meant edamame pretz! Which is a very different thing. And I think they were actually meant to be eaten WITH edamame, not that they taste LIKE edamame. But zomg they were SO GOOD when I was in Japan, and I thought I'd never get to taste it again! But napaJapan.com had it!! I ordered two packages.

My haul: http://www.flickr.com/photos/meredith/6255554852/

Plz, I can haz kitkat?

 

[wicked woman]

My long standing problem with counting sleeps is it makes me want to pull an all nighter so it comes in fewer sleeps!

I was going to throw out the old: "sleep fast!". Lol

You two don't play fair!


Counting sleeps for me helps build up the anticipation...which isn't always a bad thing...but there's a limit to how early that I can start.

This trip is particularly important this year. My friend has had a very difficult year, it seems to be getting worse as the year goes on and it's still not over yet. She badly needs to get away and forget about all of her 'obligations' and have some fun...with me. I'm more than willing to oblige her.

 

[cfuhrer]

I'm glad I waited until 3:15 to go to lunch, makes the slide into 5:30 all the more pleasant.

 

[Noira]

Yes, I'm sure no-one else on here has any idea what it's like to be like that

I wish I was a lesbian dominant too.....wait a minute!

Stella, do you have any idea what that feels like?

Oh, don't roll your eyes. Maybe you're immune to the feeling of "but everyone else seems to have figured out the one twuu way!" I'm not. Especially not when small demons are dancing on my ovaries. I know perfectly well that how I feel isn't actually an accurate depiction of reality and I figured if any place was appropriate to vent about it, it was Lit's version of a Twitter thread.

Apparently the only people who exist in my real life are submissive men and dominant men who think I'm not REALLLLLLLY a top. I need to move.

Understanding our needs and desires - even if just *some* of them - and thus better understanding ourselves, is a good thing. If that new understanding came from something posted here, I'm glad our group was able to help you take another step down that road.

Yup. Vent away.

I can't possibly say how much I've learned from lurking in your group. You peeps have done well at unleashing my inner wicked witch upon the universe, or at least, this small section of an obscure and remote area of Canada.

It has been enlightening, and I appreciate the availability of reading material, as well as the welcoming and diverse crowd... you regulars don't make me feel slighted at all. It's been a more recent thing. I'm not sure what's causing it. Maybe that I'm trying to get more involved with my IRL kinkster crowd, who knows.




To those who had kind words, I appreciate it. I do know that this crowd is one of the most welcoming groups on the interwebs. I post on other forums and I know there are scary waters outside of the Isle of Kink. D: Believe me when I say that even though I don't post, I lurk and do love you all for creating a decent community on the web.

And might I just say... EDAMAME POCKY? WHAT? Those had better just be like the insides of Pocky or salty or something, that's what they look like from the pictures. D: Really though I'm surprised it doesn't exist. I'm sure someone would love it.

Darn, now I feel munchy.

 

[YourCaptor]

I miss being in love.

 

[the captians wench]

I miss being in love.

I miss the benefits of being in love.