What Is Fear To You?

[GoddessOfSouls]

Some are joyful and painful, but in the end they change you into the person you are now. I wonder about the people who turn off their hearts when it gets broken. There is a time for healing but I always try and keep mine open to all the possiblities, you never know when love will sneek up on you.

The Desire to turn ones heart off, is a common defence to pain. Iam not sure its a fear, the fear would be more in losing what one knows can exisit, or a fear of not being all you can be in love, possibilities can be endless thats true, but sometimes when you face the past, you can do little but move forward and then your regrets become a part of your past that you carry with you into the tomorrows yet ahead.. and these are painful, but not fears! funny how that happens *half hearted smile*
finding oneself is the greatest of all fears, and joys

 

[GoddessOfSouls]

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The Desire to turn ones heart off, is a common defence to pain. Iam not sure its a fear, the fear would be more in losing what one knows can exisit, or a fear of not being all you can be in love, possibilities can be endless thats true, but sometimes when you face the past, you can do little but move forward and then your regrets become a part of your past that you carry with you into the tomorrows yet ahead.. and these are painful, but not fears! funny how that happens *half hearted smile*
finding oneself is the greatest of all fears, and joys

 

[Pywakyt]

Goddessofsouls

A starving 450 lb. Silverback Gorilla with a tooth ache and 12 gauge


Meow........................Py says pet me damn it..................

 

[GoddessOfSouls]

Re: Goddessofsouls

A starving 450 lb. Silverback Gorilla with a tooth ache and 12 gauge


Meow........................Py says pet me damn it.................. [/

Oh then you have seen Goddess lately with her tooth ache, really wasnt a very pretty site was it? she just had it pulled yesterday and it still aches.. but alas this isnt about Goddesses Tooth ache its about Py, needing to be petted!
Pulling Py onto her lap, she scratches him just behind the ears as he loves that, she scratches and rubbs his tufts of hair around his ears awhile petting him and reminding him he is loved, "Goddess, Loves To pet PY" she loves to snuggle into his soft fur with her nose and kiss his perky ears, while scratching his ears, and down his back, she feels him roll over on her lap so that she can rub his belly, giggling with delight at the feel of him once again on her lap, as she tickles and rubs the furry lil fur ball ..Hugs and Kisses My Sweet PY, I do miss you to! since you fixed your computer how about coming over and doing mine to! would get me back online chatting a whole lot faster!! Hugs and Petting

 

[sylver_penny]

what do you fear most?

For me the answer to this question is very simple.

What I fear most is dying without knowing true love.

Penny

 

[GoddessOfSouls]

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For me the answer to this question is very simple.

What I fear most is dying without knowing true love.

Penny

Hi Ya Penny!! Miss you around the Pub!

An easy and a hard fear, for I know of what you speak, its easy to say that you know your loved by others, what you (I think) speak of is the feeling inside that there just has to be a greater, greatest, consuming love, that you have for another and is returned, as such, we do tend to surch for that in all the wrong places, almost a desperate attempt to find this missing ellusive feeling that we feel we need. I myself until recently, use to say, "I love everyone, But Iam not "In Love" with the One" A very dear friend made me realize, that in order to find this which you seek, you must first find those walls, and topple them, will you topple them all? Nope, but once you realize that it never comes without first understanding that there is one this One who holds you back from knowing it, and its usually yourself, you have to take those chances to find out who you are and what you need and Love others freely, caring for another more then you care for yourself tends to give you the ability to be closer to yourself, and who you should be..
somehow I dont think My morning ramblings are of much help, and this is mostly because this fear of yours is a hard one to tackle, simple it is, but one of the hardest as well..
sorry about that!
Goddess wishes you happiness and that you find this ellusive love you seek

 

[GoddessOfSouls]

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fears we all have them, whats yours?

 

[biggbear8]

hugs kisses my sweet goddess


My true fear is dying alone something that almost happened four years ago and still to this day is my worse fear, I have love and felt the pain of heart ache, i ve been hurt, called names, been through alot and i dont fear them. but sometimes when Im laying here alone in the dark and I get chest pains my fears become alive, they haunt me, the hardest part is sleeping alone in the bed with no feelings, only emotions of fear and dispair.

so sweetheart that is my worse fear " Dying alone "

 

[GoddessOfSouls]

hugs kisses my sweet goddess


My true fear is dying alone something that almost happened four years ago and still to this day is my worse fear, I have love and felt the pain of heart ache, i ve been hurt, called names, been through alot and i dont fear them. but sometimes when Im laying here alone in the dark and I get chest pains my fears become alive, they haunt me, the hardest part is sleeping alone in the bed with no feelings, only emotions of fear and dispair.

so sweetheart that is my worse fear " Dying alone "

{{{{{Bear}}}}
you know sweetie, I have answers for most things, this one is a very hard one, because whatever I tell you, whatever words come into my mind as we talk, one thing remains, and thats while your alone in your bed, those fears will always come again, understanding that fear is the worst thing one can face, is the biggest part of it all we all have them, facing them is the only way to dispell them.
I can tell you, that death is such a hugh fear for most, along with loss of a loved one, there the biggies..
But the truth of the whole thing is simple, when your time comes, when the father calls you home, your only alone for a moment in time, never will he take you with a guide, to walk with you..
when its time it matters not that your alone as you will never be alone again.. This isnt the answer you hoped for, iam sure, and isnt much help, but perhaps, if you know that I believe God has other plans for you, and you will not leave this world alone without first knowing the truest of loves, the greatest of hearts, you will relax and place your fear in a box and leave it there, your not alone now tonight my arms wrap around you, they hold you tight, and if you listen carefully you can hear my voice whisper to you in your dreams softly telling you, your not alone

 

[biggbear8]

{{{{{Bear}}}}
you know sweetie, I have answers for most things, this one is a very hard one, because whatever I tell you, whatever words come into my mind as we talk, one thing remains, and thats while your alone in your bed, those fears will always come again, understanding that fear is the worst thing one can face, is the biggest part of it all we all have them, facing them is the only way to dispell them.
I can tell you, that death is such a hugh fear for most, along with loss of a loved one, there the biggies..
But the truth of the whole thing is simple, when your time comes, when the father calls you home, your only alone for a moment in time, never will he take you with a guide, to walk with you..
when its time it matters not that your alone as you will never be alone again.. This isnt the answer you hoped for, iam sure, and isnt much help, but perhaps, if you know that I believe God has other plans for you, and you will not leave this world alone without first knowing the truest of loves, the greatest of hearts, you will relax and place your fear in a box and leave it there, your not alone now tonight my arms wrap around you, they hold you tight, and if you listen carefully you can hear my voice whisper to you in your dreams softly telling you, your not alone

everything you said is true and I know when I hear your whispers in my dreams I dont feel alone, I have heard them before and I have also felt your soft caress and your head resting on my chest and those days i have only wonderful dreams
but other night only nightmares
hugs and kisses my beautiful goddess you have a place in my heart and soul.

 

[GoddessOfSouls]

everything you said is true and I know when I hear your whispers in my dreams I dont feel alone, I have heard them before and I have also felt your soft caress and your head resting on my chest and those days i have only wonderful dreams
but other night only nightmares
hugs and kisses my beautiful goddess you have a place in my heart and soul.

My Sweet sweet snuggly bear, iam always with you in your heart so when you close your eyes at night will I not be there as well? come let our souls dance in the moonlight with ease while our bodies drift off into slumber land wrapped in loves warm embrace

 

[biggbear8]

My Sweet sweet snuggly bear, iam always with you in your heart so when you close your eyes at night will I not be there as well? come let our souls dance in the moonlight with ease while our bodies drift off into slumber land wrapped in loves warm embrace

as our souls dance in the moon light Ifeel your spirit enter my soul and fill me with hope and love and as i drift off to sleep tonight I well be thinking of our friendship and I will know I will not be alone, hugging you tight as i give you a soft kiss



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[GoddessOfSouls]

as our souls dance in the moon light Ifeel your spirit enter my soul and fill me with hope and love and as i drift off to sleep tonight I well be thinking of our friendship and I will know I will not be alone, hugging you tight as i give you a soft kiss



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Bear, your loved in many ways .. thank you for that it was most sweet .. your words fill me with a need to hold you until the words come to make the pain and fears subside

 

[1sexylady]

I have a fear of losing one of my kids. I had a brother that died a few years back and the pain I saw in my mother felt was awful. I have dreams that one of them dies and I wake up crying. The older ones give me a hard time and I feel I could ring their necks but losing them forever.......no I would die myself. My youngest has sooooooo much of my heart.

So my biggest fear is losing one of my kids to *death*.

 

[kikmosa]

My biggest fear is letting someone close to me. I don't think I could survive getting hurt again. But I also fear being alone. And I'm afraid of heights and small, dark places.

 

[GoddessOfSouls]

I have a fear of losing one of my kids. I had a brother that died a few years back and the pain I saw in my mother felt was awful. I have dreams that one of them dies and I wake up crying. The older ones give me a hard time and I feel I could ring their necks but losing them forever.......no I would die myself. My youngest has sooooooo much of my heart.

So my biggest fear is losing one of my kids to *death*.

I so understand that fear, it was mine for so very long, then one day I realized that while we always have challenges in life, and in love, that God never seems to give us more then we can handle, granted he does push that sometimes.. but we manage, and since I know like you know, that isnt something we could ever handle it just wont happen ..and yes it does happen to some, and we watch there pain and anguish, but we as well see them handle it, not always well but none the less they do handle it.. I couldnt so it just wont happen .. and well that worked for me and my fears my nightmares left after that

 

[1sexylady]

I so understand that fear, it was mine for so very long, then one day I realized that while we always have challenges in life, and in love, that God never seems to give us more then we can handle, granted he does push that sometimes.. but we manage, and since I know like you know, that isnt something we could ever handle it just wont happen ..and yes it does happen to some, and we watch there pain and anguish, but we as well see them handle it, not always well but none the less they do handle it.. I couldnt so it just wont happen .. and well that worked for me and my fears my nightmares left after that

I just love them all soooo much... Alot of people told me **God doesn't give us more than we can handle so when I see **her** we are going to have a looooooooooooooog talk... Thank you.....

 

[GoddessOfSouls]

My biggest fear is letting someone close to me. I don't think I could survive getting hurt again. But I also fear being alone. And I'm afraid of heights and small, dark places.

Heights suggest the lack of control you need it to hold on to your self Not trusting another with your self knowning pain, all of these connect for some strange reason when we know the hurt and pain of such we take control and our fears are of those things we cant control we trust only ourselves as others have let us down.. understanding it is one thing, fixing its another all I can tell you is to walk in that darkness is to live only half a life, always missing out on something special .. sad but true we need and crave the conection of another to trust and love without it we matter little in the grand scheme of things for we will not fully be able to experience the gifts we should

 

[GoddessOfSouls]

I just love them all soooo much... Alot of people told me **God doesn't give us more than we can handle so when I see **her** we are going to have a looooooooooooooog talk... Thank you.....

Welcome {{{{1sexylady}}}

 

[kikmosa]

Heights suggest the lack of control you need it to hold on to your self Not trusting another with your self knowning pain, all of these connect for some strange reason when we know the hurt and pain of such we take control and our fears are of those things we cant control we trust only ourselves as others have let us down.. understanding it is one thing, fixing its another all I can tell you is to walk in that darkness is to live only half a life, always missing out on something special .. sad but true we need and crave the conection of another to trust and love without it we matter little in the grand scheme of things for we will not fully be able to experience the gifts we should

My fear of heights stems from being pushed from a high place. My fear of getting hurt stems from my ex. Also my fear of heights, small,dark places, men, and several other things.

 

[GoddessOfSouls]

My fear of heights stems from being pushed from a high place. My fear of getting hurt stems from my ex. Also my fear of heights, small,dark places, men, and several other things.

Yes I understand .. and although I put it kind of backwords if you look I did say they all tie togther and come from a lack of trust, which comes from someone we trust hurting us deeply

{{{{Kikmosa}}}}

 

[kikmosa]

Yes I understand .. and although I put it kind of backwords if you look I did say they all tie togther and come from a lack of trust, which comes from someone we trust hurting us deeply

{{{{Kikmosa}}}}

(((((GoddessOfSouls))))) Thanks.

 

[GoddessOfSouls]

(((((GoddessOfSouls))))) Thanks.

Anytime ~~smile~~

 

[FRENCHIE44T]

The thought of it makes me cringe....

The thought of my wife getting more and more like my Mum, and I left home to get away from her, although they are both nice women, I'd rather live on my own and be a Gigalo