Adult onset bisexuality

Herr is my story. What is yours?.

I was 50 when I first got the desire too have sex with another man. I resisted the urge for several years. Finally I could no longer resist. I came out to my wife before my first time. After many discussions she helped be clarify that my primary interest was in sucking cocks. She was OK with that and was even a bit excited about it.

We found out neither of us were really all that happy with penis in vagina sex. She wanted more cunnilingus and then wanted to help me masturbate or just watch me masturbate. I was OK with that.

Within a month I sucked cock for the first time. It was better than I expected. My homosexuality did not replace my heterosexuality. It was an addon.
"Homosexuality didn't replace my heterosexuality, It's and addon"
 
Interesting. Sucking cock has never really interested me. But being penetrated by one appeals, at least in my imagination, as does being caressed under my skirt, much more on my upper thighs and bum than on my cock.
 
It was a "bucket list" thing for me. I didn't want to be curious anymore. The availability of male sex was a bit jarring and (for a few weeks) unbelievably intoxicating. It is also kind of dangerous. After body #4 (in about the same number of weeks - two in the same weekend, the other two in the same week - and one of the most exhilarating experiences of my life (with someone less than 1/3 my age, who is anxious to meet up again), I brought it all to a screeching halt, until I can work out how I will experience this new-found liberation safely and responsibly. I found that really young men like thick ebony "daddy" cock. So do the older ones.

Not everyone is careful and so many crave cock so much that they'll do it anywhere and any time. I'm rather happy I never experienced this, when I was younger.
I wanna see it now 👀
 
I almost got to about 6 years later. A school friend (straight friendship) and I had an apartment together, he was a bartender at a club and would bring chicks home to “interview” them for a job. One night he came in with a girl that looked like a street walker. She had bleached blonde beehive hair, a red one piece jump suit and 6 in pumps. He took her upstairs to his bedroom to interview her, I always knew when he was banging a chick cause his headboard word hit the wall with each stroke! It finally got quite so I thought it was a good time to go bed myself. After about 10 mins, my door swung open and he turned in the light! I sat up and he said “Man, I need help!” I said what? He said he needed help did I want some. So off I went to his room, I fucked, he fucked hr again and I said I needed to get some sleep. She pouted and said she hoped to have both at once. We couldn’t let her go away disappointed, so we doubled up in front (which was a new experience for me! Then he fucked her puss while I went in from behind, anyway at one point, I was laying on the bed in my back, she was on top of me in a 69 position, my head was at the edge of the bed trying to lick her clit as he fucked her from behind. At one point hid cock slipped out and landed on my lips, he was still pumping and I not thinking, opens my mouth and took him in for a couple strokes. He realized he fell out and reinserted her. He never brought it up after, so neither did I, just assumed he didn’t realize what had happened. I have wanted to do it for real ever since!
Oh, wow! That is one of my fantasies, it would be so hot to suck a cock like that.
I almost got to suck another one too. I was talking with this guy I kind of knew one night in a bar. When the bar closed we got in his car and were talking when I reached over and started rubbing his cock through his pants. He didn't object so I unzipped his pants and took his cock out and was stroking it to get him hard, but he never did get hard. If I knew then what I know now I might have tried to suck him hard, but he didn't really look all that good and his cock wasn't that great either.
 
While I did have some experimental sessions in my youth it was in my 40s that I did let my curiosity get to me and let a few guys suck me . It took a number of years for me to get my own first taste of cock…. Oh my, over 20 years later and married I seldom get to “ scratch my bi side. I did have a friend that I met up with occasionally that let me suck his big beautiful cock, that was my first cum swallow ( other than my own) I can honestly say I could so easily become a cum slut, love the taste of my mouth being filled with a big warn sweet load. Wish I could get something regular again
 
While I did have some experimental sessions in my youth it was in my 40s that I did let my curiosity get to me and let a few guys suck me . It took a number of years for me to get my own first taste of cock…. Oh my, over 20 years later and married I seldom get to “ scratch my bi side. I did have a friend that I met up with occasionally that let me suck his big beautiful cock, that was my first cum swallow ( other than my own) I can honestly say I could so easily become a cum slut, love the taste of my mouth being filled with a big warn sweet load. Wish I could get something regular again
I'm totally with you on your wish to find a regular partner
 
As I have gotten older I find myself becoming more interested in sucking cock . It's almost becoming an obsession and I am doing my best to not go to a local adult boutique and try to find someone. My wife doesn't have a clue of my desire and I hope to keep it that way.
I sucked my 1st cock when I was about 60. Only been able to do it 3 times total but I can't belive how much I loved the taste of a cock in my mouth and how much I loved getting my cock sucked. One day I hope to bottom.
 
I sucked my 1st cock when I was about 60. Only been able to do it 3 times total but I can't belive how much I loved the taste of a cock in my mouth and how much I loved getting my cock sucked. One day I hope to bottom.
My first was at 68 YO. I bottomed at 70. Took two loads from him that day. Went back 3 times for more. Do it!
 
Sucked My first couple of cocks many years ago and have had a very long interlude since then. I've always known I was bisexual really ... but over the last few years I've really enjoyed actually understanding it about myself and expressing it on forums like this. Right now - I really wish someone would walk into My office and just say, "hey, are you bi and would you like to suck this?" ... please, anyone
Where's your office, I'm on my way ;)
 
Sucked My first couple of cocks many years ago and have had a very long interlude since then. I've always known I was bisexual really ... but over the last few years I've really enjoyed actually understanding it about myself and expressing it on forums like this. Right now - I really wish someone would walk into My office and just say, "hey, are you bi and would you like to suck this?" ... please, anyone
I keep waiting for that to happen too, but I doubt he will ever show.
 
Interesting. Sucking cock has never really interested me. But being penetrated by one appeals, at least in my imagination, as does being caressed under my skirt, much more on my upper thighs and bum than on my cock.
Same for me but that changed a good bit once a cock slide past my lips and settled on my tongue. My lips formed a seal around that shaft and I went to town with it. Swallowed my first time
 
My first bi sexual desires I think happened when I saw one of my first porno magazines. It happen to be a taboo type magazine, and one of the features was this hot chick, but had a penis. Being so young and innocent, I was so turned on by it. I see this hot woman with great tits very pretty. As I turn the pages what was revealed was a penis under her dress which could’ve possibly been airbrushed and I’m not sure. I masturbated that image for weeks and couldn’t get it out of my mind. When I was older and could purchase my own porno magazines, and DVDs, I always steered towards the tranny section. One night when I was working out of town in a hotel I had purchased a lot of porno material and a majority of it was tranny related. In some strange way, I wanted to become one of those trannies i was lusting after. To me they were unattainable, but I need to do experience more in some form or fashion. So it’s the whole if you can’t beat them join them mentality and I decided that I would try to become my own tranny. The closest way I knew how to accomplish this was to go out and purchase some lingerie. I got a garter belt and stockings, some panties and a camisole top. After I put them on in the hotel room, I got this overwhelming urge to suck a cock and get fucked by another guy. I masturbated so much after I had put on the lingerie and if a man would’ve been there, he could’ve probably had his way with me. I decided to share my new found interest with my wife and surprised her after I came home wearing the same outfit. She was disgusted with it and told me to take it off and she didn’t care for it at all. I was devastated and just decided to not do it anymore. However, I still had those thoughts of wanting a man’s cock, and to try it and on occasion, and I would dress up when she was away from the house. I like the feeling of it and it made me feel slutty, vulnerable, sensual, and submissive.
My orgasms or so intense as in my mind always envisioning, sucking some guys cock we’re getting fucked in my ass. I discovered craigslist personals, and found the section of men looking for other men. I decided to reach out one time and meet up with a guy who could host and wanted to try sucking a cock for real when I was about 46. We met, We talked for a little bit. I was very nervous and we ended up in bed in the 69 position. The guy had a nice 7 inch thick, cut cock, and within about five seconds of having his cock between my lips I was hooked!! the sensation of him, sucking my cock as I had another cock in my mouth cannot be put in words. Once I broke the ice, I pursued cock more and more. I was on the personal section a lot and at that time found several guys who I could hook up with for mutual oral. Even though I fantasized about getting fucked I never really wanted to do it for real although I had used dildos before I just wanted to not be too risky. I hate condoms and if I was going to get fucked, the guy would be bareback and I didn’t want to take that risk. However, oral and sensual body contact was sufficient for me and every time I ended up having intense orgasms. About the third or fourth guy I met I brought up the idea of dressing up and he was so turned on by it. I ended up buying a pair of crotchless fishnets and had a chance to host him at my house. He wanted to rim me and he lick my ass, it was so good and I felt like a woman getting her pussy licked. So for me, I find playing with other men so gratifying, and whenever I do, I feel as though I’m a woman and a man’s body. I really like the sensation of pleasing another man, and hearing him moan. I just can’t get enough of hot men sex. I’m still very attracted to women. I love the site of a nice female body and if I could, I would but hooking up with guys is so much easier. When I expressed the idea of dressing up for them, most guys are pretty much turned on by it so about 3/4 of the time I’m usually wearing some form of lingerie when I get on my knees and give head. It brings the sensation of cocksucking to a whole new level.
 
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My first bi sexual desires I think happened when I saw one of my first porno magazines. It happen to be a taboo type magazine, and one of the features was this hot chick, but had a penis. Being so young and innocent, I was so turned on by it. I see this hot woman with great tits very pretty. As I turn the pages what was revealed was a penis under her dress which could’ve possibly been airbrushed and I’m not sure. I masturbated that image for weeks and couldn’t get it out of my mind. When I was older and could purchase my own porno magazines, and DVDs, I always steered towards the tranny section. One night when I was working out of town in a hotel I had purchased a lot of porno material and a majority of it was tranny related. In some strange way, I wanted to become one of those trannies i was lusting after. To me they were unattainable, but I need to do experience more in some form or fashion. So it’s the whole if you can’t beat them join them mentality and I decided that I would try to become my own tranny. The closest way I knew how to accomplish this was to go out and purchase some lingerie. I got a garter belt and stockings, some panties and a camisole top. After I put them on in the hotel room, I got this overwhelming urge to suck a cock and get fucked by another guy. I masturbated so much after I had put on the lingerie and if a man would’ve been there, he could’ve probably had his way with me. I decided to share my new found interest with my wife and surprised her after I came home wearing the same outfit. She was disgusted with it and told me to take it off and she didn’t care for it at all. I was devastated and just decided to not do it anymore. However, I still had those thoughts of wanting a man’s cock, and to try it and on occasion, and I would dress up when she was away from the house. I like the feeling of it and it made me feel slutty, vulnerable, sensual, and submissive.
My orgasms or so intense as in my mind always envisioning, sucking some guys cock we’re getting fucked in my ass. I discovered craigslist personals, and found the section of men looking for other men. I decided to reach out one time and meet up with a guy who could host and wanted to try sucking a cock for real when I was about 46. We met, We talked for a little bit. I was very nervous and we ended up in bed in the 69 position. The guy had a nice 7 inch thick, cut cock, and within about five seconds of having his cock between my lips I was hooked!! the sensation of him, sucking my cock as I had another cock in my mouth cannot be put in words. Once I broke the ice, I pursued cock more and more. I was on the personal section a lot and at that time found several guys who I could hook up with for mutual oral. Even though I fantasized about getting fucked I never really wanted to do it for real although I had used dildos before I just wanted to not be too risky. I hate condoms and if I was going to get fucked, the guy would be bareback and I didn’t want to take that risk. However, oral and sensual body contact was sufficient for me and every time I ended up having intense orgasms. About the third or fourth guy I met I brought up the idea of dressing up and he was so turned on by it. I ended up buying a pair of crotchless fishnets and had a chance to host him at my house. He wanted to rim me and he lick my ass, it was so good and I felt like a woman getting her pussy licked. So for me, I find playing with other men so gratifying, and whenever I do, I feel as though I’m a woman and a man’s body. I really like the sensation of pleasing another man, and hearing him moan. I just can’t get enough of hot men sex. I’m still very attracted to women. I love the site of a nice female body and if I could, I would but hooking up with guys is so much easier. When I expressed the idea of dressing up for them, most guys are pretty much turned on by it so about 3/4 of the time I’m usually wearing some form of lingerie when I get on my knees and give head. It brings the sensation of cocksucking to a whole new level.
If the opportunity ever arose I would have no problem wearing my kilt if requested and I wear it properly nothing worn underneath just well used and used well
 
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