Bi Married and closeted

Been closeted bi for many years. You are not alone at all. Love my wife but there is that ever present urge to suck a hard a cock that I tried to block for years but now I love that part of me. Only wish there was fwb in my life to act on these urges when they happen.

Pretty much me to a T
 
My sex life with my wife is great, but there is just something about getting on my knees and freeing a mans cock from his pants and stroking it and sucking it that is just unexplainable. I get this rush of excitement and my cock gets so hard, I love hearing a man moan with pleasure as i suck his cock and to feel his hand on the back of my head pulling it down to get every inch into my throat. And to hear those magical words “ oh god i’m gonna cum” is fucking what keeps me coming back for more. When i am done most of the time i don’t cum i wait until i get home and make sure my wife gets that big load. Somedays she is like what got into you, you are rock hard or that was a lot of cum. I would love to share my secret with her, but i think that would end badly.
I totally agree with you. And if our wives are watching and playing with each other and we are all are in sexy lingerie it makes it all the better.
 
Guess I would consider myself to be semi-closeted. My wife has known about my interests for nearly as long as we’ve been a couple, 55 years. She thinks my activities with guys have been very interesting, and always likes to hear the details. She frequently fantasizes about having another guy in our bed, mostly just to watch two guys doing “everything”. LOL.

Unfortunately, as much as she talks about a threesome, she won’t go there in real life. But, at least we can talk about it.

I say semi-closeted because only a few family members, and some select friends, know of my bisexual proclivities.
 
Happily married 50yo with no MM experience. Curious about the feel of a hard cock in my mouth, but not really anything else with a guy.

Would love to chat with similar.

Skype: cum2scottie
 
Currently me.
Wife suspects.
I've tried all of her clothes.
All her toys. :D
All her panties. :heart:
I don't know if I want to fully come out.
This way, the thrill never ends.
If you take the next step and have affairs to satisfy your sexual hunger, that's your business.
I wouldn't care about the person I just want to play with a cock that's not a dildo :devil:
 
My sex life with my wife is great, but there is just something about getting on my knees and freeing a mans cock from his pants and stroking it and sucking it that is just unexplainable. I get this rush of excitement and my cock gets so hard, I love hearing a man moan with pleasure as i suck his cock and to feel his hand on the back of my head pulling it down to get every inch into my throat. And to hear those magical words “ oh god i’m gonna cum” is fucking what keeps me coming back for more. When i am done most of the time i don’t cum i wait until i get home and make sure my wife gets that big load. Somedays she is like what got into you, you are rock hard or that was a lot of cum. I would love to share my secret with her, but i think that would end badly.

yes, keep it a secret. but, continue what feels good to you. :)
 
Guess this thread is for me also. I love women but found out a few years ago men can be a lot of fun also. My wife lost all interest in sex and she would be out of town a lot during the week so I start to look for so fun on the dL. Got an invite from a couple but the guy said I had to be ok with some oral with him and me. I said wtf you only live once and now never regretted it. Now a have a male fwb I see every once in a while and always have a lot of fun. Still would love to find another couple. For some reason really like group play.
 
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How many are similar to me in that this and reading the stories becomes your outlet?
58 orally bi mwm who is overly cautious almost paranoid about meeting someone and the repercussions of coming out are more than I wish to deal with.

I can;t be alone in this
You are certainly not alone. I have tried for years to make a safe hook up so I can suck my first cock and take a hot load in my ass because I want taste and feel what it is like to be on the receiving end. All to often I have been ghosted by potential meet ups. I have resigned myself to playing with my collection of cock shaped dildo's, coating them with my cum and licking them off while I have another one stuck to the wall and banging my ass silly. I have had to keep my toys hidden too......The woman in my life would never understand my need for prostate massage........
 
Currently me.
Wife suspects.
I've tried all of her clothes.
All her toys. :D
All her panties. :heart:
I don't know if I want to fully come out.
This way, the thrill never ends.
If you take the next step and have affairs to satisfy your sexual hunger, that's your business.
I wouldn't care about the person I just want to play with a cock that's not a dildo :devil:

Are you me? I’ve done all this too, I’ve even shaved my legs and bought some stockings of my own, the feeling of sliding them on before a solo sesh with a dildo was magnificent. I haven’t been able to dress up in a few years though and my craving for cock has been itching these past few days
 
Are you me? I’ve done all this too, I’ve even shaved my legs and bought some stockings of my own, the feeling of sliding them on before a solo sesh with a dildo was magnificent. I haven’t been able to dress up in a few years though and my craving for cock has been itching these past few days

lol I'd say that's our feminine side coming out or itching to come out.
Alot of men will agree with that.
it's just our sexual expression.
 
I need sex within other man. The pandemic has shut down my business travel, so I have stuck at home.....wishing I had another cock to play with+
 
If my wife only knew, she would freak out.

Oh God, mine too!!! The number of times I've sucked a dick, the number of times I think about and jerkoff to dick, the number of friends and family members I've dreamed of sucking and being fucked by, the number of times I've dressed myself in her lingerie and taken cock, and of course, my deep deep deep desire to pleasure a Big Black Cock or two (or three or more!)
 
wife would be so disgusted

I too keep this very dark closet secret. My wife knows all about my thoughts about other guys fucking her. She even knows I think about being a clean up cuckold, eating her cum filled pussy. BUT! she would be so sick, shocked and disgusted if she knew I jack off, A LOT! to interracial gay porn. I fantasize a lot about being a submissive faggot for black men. It's SO HOT! imagining being that white guy serving a couple BBC's.
 
I too keep this very dark closet secret. My wife knows all about my thoughts about other guys fucking her. She even knows I think about being a clean up cuckold, eating her cum filled pussy. BUT! she would be so sick, shocked and disgusted if she knew I jack off, A LOT! to interracial gay porn. I fantasize a lot about being a submissive faggot for black men. It's SO HOT! imagining being that white guy serving a couple BBC's.

Mmmmmmmmm, or maybe, just maybe, she might LOVE the idea and let you kiss her lips after SHE'S sucked a nice big black cock!!!

https://xhamster.com/photos/gallery/8728463/158933337
 
Need to vent again so please bear with me.

Because of my wife’s schedule I do many of the chores around the house; cook dinner, laundry, dishes, clean house. I really don’t mind until I see her just sitting around playing games on her iPad.

I started laundry this weekend and she got pissed because of my “body language” implying I was mad.

Most women (I’m guessing here) would love a husband that stepped up to help with chores. Not mine.

So, hardly any physical contact and now I can’t do the chores right. No wonder I find more comfort in the company of other men.

Ok, rant over. Sorry for wasting your time.
 
Need to vent again so please bear with me.

Because of my wife’s schedule I do many of the chores around the house; cook dinner, laundry, dishes, clean house. I really don’t mind until I see her just sitting around playing games on her iPad.

I started laundry this weekend and she got pissed because of my “body language” implying I was mad.

Most women (I’m guessing here) would love a husband that stepped up to help with chores. Not mine.

So, hardly any physical contact and now I can’t do the chores right. No wonder I find more comfort in the company of other men.

Ok, rant over. Sorry for wasting your time.

Sorry to hear that you are under appreciated by your wife. My wife hasn't been giving out any sexual favors for a long time now, but she at least thanks me for my help and bakes me a 'cherry' pie every now and then. I would much rather it was a gooey, sloppy, 'cream' pie, but I'll take what I can get. As far as the company of other men, I am with you there.
 
Currently me.
Wife suspects.
I've tried all of her clothes.
All her toys. :D
All her panties. :heart:
I don't know if I want to fully come out.
This way, the thrill never ends.
If you take the next step and have affairs to satisfy your sexual hunger, that's your business.
I wouldn't care about the person I just want to play with a cock that's not a dildo :devil:

That’s not Bi…that’s a description of a CD or Pansy. Jus saying from an Alpha-males POV
 
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