Control III

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he liked her naked.
he loved how delicate her neck was...
how her heart beat could be seen pulsing in her throat.
how her breath caught...
when he gazed at her sharply​
when his voice modulated just so​
when his hands wrapped around her...​
he loved that sense of control
that she was his
her breath​
her voice​
her life​
he wanted to possess her and ravage her...
pushing her right to that edge...
the play of ultimate trust
as he captures her like a little wild thing
needing to be tamed in his hands.
 
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he liked her naked.
he loved how delicate her neck was...
how her heart beat could be seen pulsing in her throat.
how her breath caught...
when he gazed at her sharply​
when his voice modulated just so​
when his hands wrapped around her...​
he loved that sense of control
that she was his
her breath​
her voice​
her life​
he wanted to possess her and ravage her...
pushing her right to that edge...
the play of ultimate trust
as he captures her like a little wild thing
needing to be tamed in his hands.
Her world was silence.
The nags and scolds of every-day life - clothes, office politics, the new noise her car made cornering - were all gone, subsumed by Him.
His hand held her warmly, firmly, completely in the Now
Later, she knew, the little worries would return, but not now.
Now, she was His, and all was silence.
 
She could resist. She could help reach his orgasm, or her own. She could beg. Curse. Cry.

But I think she’s just standing there, enjoying his gift to her. Whatever it is, even if all it is is a tease - she’s into it, and going deeper.

Such a good sub.
I agree. She is completely willing. And while this stage... him fingering her a little, seeing just how wet her subby pussy is... whispering naughty things in her ear as she gets used to how the the new restraints and heavier collar feel. Certainly she is well able to service his cock with her mouth (presuming she is not gagged - we can't tell for sure), hands and more... but she is just restrained enough to know that she is his. And will be restrained for his pleasure as long as he wishes or she safe words... whichever comes first.
 
I agree. She is completely willing. And while this stage... him fingering her a little, seeing just how wet her subby pussy is... whispering naughty things in her ear as she gets used to how the the new restraints and heavier collar feel. Certainly she is well able to service his cock with her mouth (presuming she is not gagged - we can't tell for sure), hands and more... but she is just restrained enough to know that she is his. And will be restrained for his pleasure as long as he wishes or she safe words... whichever comes first.
I think there’s a difference between willing and accepting. For some, being willing may mean will - they choose to keep control via negotiation, safewording, etc. Accepting, to me at least, is being less in control, less active in the process, instead bearing down on the sensation, the emotion, the hopes and fears they experience as they simply accept the situation and ride the crest of it all.

This isn’t saying ‘safe words are bad,’ they’re just another tool, another technique to use. And tools are in themselves neither good nor bad, their morality is all based on how they’re used.

It’s more that some people scrabble to tread water, and others float. Both work, neither’s wrong, it’s just a different experience to struggle, or to accept the water’s passive support.
 
I think there’s a difference between willing and accepting.
I have to be willing before I can be accepting. For me it's just a half step in difference. "Willing" as his submissive means I already trust him and I am well past the point of negotiating. And safe words are a safety valve (imo), not a go to.

For some, being willing may mean will - they choose to keep control via negotiation, safewording, etc. Accepting, to me at least, is being less in control, less active in the process, instead bearing down on the sensation, the emotion, the hopes and fears they experience as they simply accept the situation and ride the crest of it all.
I think there is something in my subby brain that craves that loss of control. The ability to lean into whatever experience he wants to give me, guide me through... and yes, absolutely just fall into all the sensation and emotional responses and utter vulnerability. I think props/toys/ restraints etc all help create a setting for ease of letting go, surrendering. It's easier for me to let go in every way if I don't have to work so hard to manage myself. If I'm restrained I don't have to try to maintain a particular position. If I'm blindfolded I'm not distracted by my eyes. If I'm gagged, I don't have to worry about trying to stay quiet and my ability to plead and whine and negotiate is removed. All of these things are gifts he can give me.
This isn’t saying ‘safe words are bad,’ they’re just another tool, another technique to use. And tools are in themselves neither good nor bad, their morality is all based on how they’re used.

It’s more that some people scrabble to tread water, and others float. Both work, neither’s wrong, it’s just a different experience to struggle, or to accept the water’s passive support.
For me... I cannot experience my full submission to him unless I lean into it. Maybe the float vs frantic water paddling is apt... but if I can't trust that he will hold me up... that he will keep reminding me that there is no need to struggle- that both the environment (water in the metaphor) and he will help me stay afloat- and in that safety, in my submission, I become more free, and more of who I am, in his arms. Under/within his control.

Long ago I gave up scrabbling. I float. ❤️
 
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