Daddy's Little Girl - Fourth Edition

Oh this is proving to be a challenge of a week.
I'm full of emotions for mum related stuff. Have to be organised and have a smile on my face for the small person even though I feel kind of lost and sad for him.
Daddy isn't very well so I'm trying not to lean on him but to give support and help him feel better as much as I can (which isn't really all that much from this distance)
I just want to burrito myself somewhere quiet and let everything sort itself out but I have no time to be little at all.
 
Oh this is proving to be a challenge of a week.
I'm full of emotions for mum related stuff. Have to be organised and have a smile on my face for the small person even though I feel kind of lost and sad for him.
Daddy isn't very well so I'm trying not to lean on him but to give support and help him feel better as much as I can (which isn't really all that much from this distance)
I just want to burrito myself somewhere quiet and let everything sort itself out but I have no time to be little at all.
What about friends to help you? We often forget we can come to our little friends and get encouragement, an ear to listen, a place to vent. It's too hard sometimes to do everything alone.
 
What about friends to help you? We often forget we can come to our little friends and get encouragement, an ear to listen, a place to vent. It's too hard sometimes to do everything alone.
I'm definitely guilty of bottling everything up and trying to handle it all myself. It never goes well and I end up stressed and on the verge of tears every time.
I know I have irl friends and this lovely community to turn to 🥰
I just need to get to the weekend then at least school is over for the summer
Oh a big, giant hug right now would be lovely 😊
 
How's your day going?
I didn't get to sleep until 4am because of a throbbing headache. I needed to be up early to do some chores before it got too hot. After a nap, I'm going to lollygag and watch Tangled!!
 
It's almost the weekend! Take a deep breath. Try to do something nice for yourself! An extra few minutes in a warm bath/shower, coloring on an app. Some ice cream.

What else can we think of that's a treat?
 
Some fresh air. Sunshine. Listening to the rain. Watching the trees move in the wind.
Not a treat exactly but a way to calm a busy mind.

I have some nice body butters stashed away too and I'm going to try a new one after a shower later.
 
First I just hang on. Then the day got a busy and not so lucky. Made a possibly wrong decision and got stressed, looked really bad. Then He came.... And helped me out of my rut. And tucked me in ❤️ and disappeared in the night!

He's doing that this week - coming to tuck me in I mean. It's marvellous and helps me defeat the effect of the cortisone cure (though I don't actually manage to fall asleep by 10pm during the cure, I'm staying in bed and taking it easy).
 
I love that he's there for you each night, Strix! Even letting your body rest, whether you sleep or not, is a good thing. It's better, though, with goodnight kisses. ♡
 
I love that he's there for you each night, Strix! Even letting your body rest, whether you sleep or not, is a good thing. It's better, though, with goodnight kisses. ♡
It's 1h in the bus in each direction, and he's here for 1,5h - crazy right? He's not working atm, otherwise he just couldn't... But he suggested it himself ❤️

I mean, he doesn't use the word love, but actions speak louder than words. Sometimes this way.
 
I got a meltdown last night. The first one he ever saw - and he knew just what to do. No one has ever known before - even giving "manual" to myself to my partners and years living together have not worked. It's not totally universal to all autistic people, but he read me and did just the best possible thing ever in my case. Even better than I could have instructed.

And then he just kept taking care of me. What on earth can I possibly have done to earn this marvellous man????
 
I got a meltdown last night. The first one he ever saw - and he knew just what to do. No one has ever known before - even giving "manual" to myself to my partners and years living together have not worked. It's not totally universal to all autistic people, but he read me and did just the best possible thing ever in my case. Even better than I could have instructed.

And then he just kept taking care of me. What on earth can I possibly have done to earn this marvellous man????
Oh that's such an amazing thing. To find someone who truly knows you, sees all that you are, and still loves you with everything they have is very special. I hope to be that lucky one day 🥰
 
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