How could I not feel proud? My hard friends cock, veins bulging throbbing as I wrap my lips around him his cock slowly disappearing as his shaft enters my throat. His moans cheering me on taking him deeper after several minutes bobbing up and down his cock pulses just before he releases his massive load of cum, me being such a good boy swallowing it all not spilling a drop. Afterwards like the great guy I am I proudly clean his cock my tongue making sure his cock is spotlessly clean.There is of course also this-
My continuiung need and lust for cocks balls and spunk. I have sucked a few, not nearly as many or as much as I would like.
BUT
My lust and need and craving is subsumed. Because I SERVE . I serve the cock, to give it pleasure and relief , to end that aching need to ejaculate .That is my responsibility , my aim, my purpose. That is what a COCKSUCKER is and does.
So I guess I can say it again how could I not be proud?