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What kind of a masochist ARE you, anyway?!

Well I can't speak for the rest of these perverts & freaks, ;) , but I'm feelin' pretty glad I metcha!

*note to the rest of the freaks & perverts: Y/y'all are less than moderately shabby in my book, too!
 
Technodivinitas said:
*note to the rest of the freaks & perverts: Y/y'all are less than moderately shabby in my book, too!
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Ok ... so Y'all are freaks and y'all are perverts; or stop, reverse that, proceed?
 
Y'all're freaks, AND y'all're perverts, but please DON'T ever STOP!

(Oh yeah- and reversed? Backwards is the very best way!)
 
Technodivinitas said:
Y'all're freaks, AND y'all're perverts ...
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Oh my, a southern speaker that can talk the talk ...
Technodivinitas said:
(Oh yeah- and reversed? Backwards is the very best way!)
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No, upside and down and backwards ... need to work on your walk darlin' ...
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AngelicAssassin said:
Oh my, a southern speaker that can talk the talk ...
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Actually, S'Western, originally.

No, upside and down and backwards ... need to work on your walk darlin' ...[/B]
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Nope. Just backwards. On my knees. Upside-down, the blood rushing to my head just hurts too much.
And HEY-! Are you mocking me? ~pouts~ Just gets me all stirred up to do that you know...
 
Technodivinitas said:
I love it! If not- what's the source?

*Edit to add:* A Bump, I meant.
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Tupac Shakur - How Do You Want It
Technodivinitas said:
Actually, S'Western, originally.
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NV, NM, or AZ?
Technodivinitas said:
Upside-down, the blood rushing to my head just hurts too much.
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A good pile-driver fuck will tend to do that to you darlin' ...
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AngelicAssassin said:
NV, NM, or AZ?
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Born in NM, raised everyplace else, but more time spent in NM, AZ, & CO than anywhere else.

What's your favorite brand of... oh wait. That's the Nosy thread. ;)
 
Oh yeah, and...

I think we're kinda OT, AA...
You're gonna hafta torture me if we're going to continue this line of conversation.
 
Re: Pahdon my ill mannahs ...

Technodivinitas said:
You're gonna hafta torture me if we're going to continue this line of conversation.
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i never touch that which doesn't belong to me.

i leave that to the Russian and Oriental depilatory squads ...
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And soooo...

AngelicAssassin said:
i never touch that which doesn't belong to me.
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...the torture begins.:(

With regard to the Topic we were off of-
I'm also a denial masochist. :p
But I doubt you'll see me beg any time soon...
 
i greatly enjoy being spanked and flogged, having my nipples pinched hard, etc. i guess that makes me a pain slut :D But it doesn't mean i can take anything that comes my way. after a certain point, it is too much for me. i guess it's like that for everyone else though :)

i also get off on the fact that the person causing the pain is doing it because it turns them on to hurt me.
 
AvaAdore said:
i greatly enjoy being spanked and flogged, having my nipples pinched hard, etc. i guess that makes me a pain slut :D But it doesn't mean i can take anything that comes my way. after a certain point, it is too much for me. i guess it's like that for everyone else though :)

i also get off on the fact that the person causing the pain is doing it because it turns them on to hurt me.
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:D Doesn't it, though? Glad I'm not the only Martyr-Maso!
But as to the pain-slut thing, I'm curious about your internal feelings on that- Are you comfortable with the openness of enjoying your own pain? Would you, for example, beg for it without being forced/prompted to do so? Would you beg/ask for more or harder while being hurt by your Top?

For me, that's a fairly new experience. Until very recently, I would have to be absolutely forced to request more, and the pretext would have to be that I wasn't actively enjoying it. Even now, asking without prompting or force is rare from me, and the pretext still remains as an undercurrent. Also, when I do beg unprompted, I find that it embarasses me deeply. I really feel as if, since my Master enjoys my suffering, I'm taking at least some of that away by requesting it. I fear that he'll believe that it's no longer his pleasure which makes me crave it.
 
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An Inside View of my Masochism.

(Reposted from the Poetry thread, for the sake of relevance...)

It's not the pain, I told him.
No- I hate the pain.
The fire in my skin that
always seems like more
than I can take, and is
always just a little less
than too much.

Needle, knife-edge,
licking flames of
crop and cane
and cat.
It's not the pain.
No.
Not the shame
upon my knees
not the words
that put me there,
Not the bite,
the claw,
the wheel,
the arcs of purple
lightening tracing
whelts and stripes
of yesterday,
the clutching straps,
leather, rubber,
chain and steel-
It's not the pain-
It's how it makes me feel.
I told him-

the look in your eyes,
that fills my soul like
nothing else... to know
that you care so very much
exactly what I'm
feeling.
 
Technodivinitas said:
:D Doesn't it, though? Glad I'm not the only Martyr-Maso!
But as to the pain-slut thing, I'm curious about your internal feelings on that- Are you comfortable with the openness of enjoying your own pain? Would you, for example, beg for it without being forced/prompted to do so? Would you beg/ask for more or harder while being hurt by your Top?
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well, what often happens is that i make some indication that i want it, and my top (bf) tends to act on it. however, shortly afterwords i regret it, in a good way, if you know what i mean. as in "oh fuck, what did i just get myselt into". i enjoy it very much, though i dont think i've ever asked for more or harder; i never had to. the main problem is that he is not entirely comfortable with his sadism!

i have always felt very comfortable with myself. when i was 13 i found out what BDSM was (not in any great detail), and found it really appealed to me. when i was 15, i scraped together enough money to buy my own computer. as a result it was in my room, and we had the internet so i stayed up late going online, and one thing led to another. i got quite an education :D
but anyway, because of that i got used to a lot of ideas before i ever experienced anything.

ok, i've just been giving a lot of thought to why i'm so comfortable with myself. i'll spare everyone from my life story and just say that i'm comfortable. if you want to go into detail, send me a PM :)
 
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