petes478
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What are some of your naughtier and taboo kinks and fantasies? Have you experienced any? Please share as much as you can.
When I was in graduate school i dated a girl from Quebec. Everything with us was good. The mere fact she was openly dating me was huge. She was from a family staunchly Roman Catholic that used shame as a social tool to keep each family member in his or her lane. I didn’t quite grasp how far over the line in her family, she had been given space to tread, with me.
She was also politically progressive, a Feminist, though at the same time went to Sunday Mass consistently. She was no shrinking violet.
After one particularly fun rough sex evenings she recounted the following fantasy she Was masturbating to serveral times a day every day for the last month: she imagines she’s outside laying on her back, and she hears the voices close by of othet graduate school students, punctuated with laughter. Her dress seeems as if its up over her waist, and its shocking to her to slowly perceive that the laughter is at her expense, yet dhe is frozen snd can’t move can’t do anything about it, but theres more, there is a Hasbro Doll made in China made to look like a fantasy creature complete with Mick Jagger style tongue lapping her clit. Shes telling me this earnestly, and she says she orgasms in the fantasy. The voices of the students continue and laugh each time she arches her back and cums.
She says this fantasy figure’s tongue stays focused on her swollen clitoris the whole time making her orgasm and says the tongue is kind of rough, not smooth. As if it was sandpaper and yet she can’t move away, she knows the other students are watching her and laughing at this so called Feminist progressive Roman Catholic. She feels simultaneously pleasure, humiliation, and then guilt for feeling any pleasure at all as she thinks she should know better. Its this never ending loop in her brain of physical immobility while being licked, hearing the laughter, knows she’s being laughed at, cumming, cumming, can’t move, pleasure, guilt loop.
I ask her what it all means to her. Why she thinks she’d caught up in this repitititian compulsion. “Because you fuck my mouth and my ass with your cock. You violate me (willingly) but you do it. And well. Not sure i can explain further. Maybe because deep down i know that I like it. I need it. I want it. But thats taboo in my culture.”