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That Chemo teach class was incredibly overwhelming. I didn't expect it to drain me the way it has. There was a lot to take in. 2 1/2 hours worth.
My emotions are overloaded. My brain is fried. I can't stop crying and I am sleeping like crap. I feel guilty for telling everyone I have to unplug and just do the best I can until I can get them back under control. It is already affecting my blood sugar.
I start chemo on Monday, and I just feel like I am running out of time to get things done. I want to get a haircut before I lose it all. I want to get out and smell the air. But I feel absolutely crippled. My life already revolves around food and eating and healing. There is too much overstimulation right now.

But I had to come thank you all for your amazing support and keeping me in your thoughts. I truly appreciate it more than you know. :heart:
Will be thinking of you, Sassy! πŸ’•πŸ’•
 
That Chemo teach class was incredibly overwhelming. I didn't expect it to drain me the way it has. There was a lot to take in. 2 1/2 hours worth.
My emotions are overloaded. My brain is fried. I can't stop crying and I am sleeping like crap. I feel guilty for telling everyone I have to unplug and just do the best I can until I can get them back under control. It is already affecting my blood sugar.
I start chemo on Monday, and I just feel like I am running out of time to get things done. I want to get a haircut before I lose it all. I want to get out and smell the air. But I feel absolutely crippled. My life already revolves around food and eating and healing. There is too much overstimulation right now.

But I had to come thank you all for your amazing support and keeping me in your thoughts. I truly appreciate it more than you know. :heart:
It has been amazing how you have managed to keep it all together this far. You do what is best for you, what you need to be the best you. You know the different type of friends you have here. The ones who give emotional support, the ones you can talk through the technical/medical side of things with, the ones who make you laugh, the ones to give hugs and motivation. When you feel up to it, use them as you need to. You have supported so many people through a variety of things over the years so now it is time to cash that care back in.

Take care of you. Thinking of you always ❀️
 
Thank you everyone. Well. I decided to try and prepare a little for the hair loss. I haven't had short hair since high school. I cried when I explained why I was cutting it, I cried as I watched it fall on the floor. I cried when the hair stylist said it was on her, and to make sure to come back when I was ready to shave it as she would do it for free. Then I cried some more when I got home. But this morning when I got up and did it myself. I felt better about it. Nothing will prepare me for being bald, but this is a baby step towards that.
I am nervous and scared for tomorrow, but I am packed. Might run down and get a couple more things to keep me occupied tomorrow. It'll be a little over 6 hours. My poor daughter plans to stay with me.
 

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Thank you everyone. Well. I decided to try and prepare a little for the hair loss. I haven't had short hair since high school. I cried when I explained why I was cutting it, I cried as I watched it fall on the floor. I cried when the hair stylist said it was on her, and to make sure to come back when I was ready to shave it as she would do it for free. Then I cried some more when I got home. But this morning when I got up and did it myself. I felt better about it. Nothing will prepare me for being bald, but this is a baby step towards that.
I am nervous and scared for tomorrow, but I am packed. Might run down and get a couple more things to keep me occupied tomorrow. It'll be a little over 6 hours. My poor daughter plans to stay with me.
Giant hugs and a shoulder to cry on sassy.

BTW, you're still beautiful long hair or short hair.
 
It has been amazing how you have managed to keep it all together this far. You do what is best for you, what you need to be the best you. You know the different type of friends you have here. The ones who give emotional support, the ones you can talk through the technical/medical side of things with, the ones who make you laugh, the ones to give hugs and motivation. When you feel up to it, use them as you need to. You have supported so many people through a variety of things over the years so now it is time to cash that care back in.

Take care of you. Thinking of you always ❀️
Thank you, Amber. This was very sweet.
 
Now it is about YOU. You need to take care of YOU. You are an amazing woman that now we can sit and wait till you are ready to share your thoughts. Hang in there, and wishing you the best over the next step of the process. Thinking of you and your family. :heart::rose::kiss:
 
Thank you everyone. Well. I decided to try and prepare a little for the hair loss. I haven't had short hair since high school. I cried when I explained why I was cutting it, I cried as I watched it fall on the floor. I cried when the hair stylist said it was on her, and to make sure to come back when I was ready to shave it as she would do it for free. Then I cried some more when I got home. But this morning when I got up and did it myself. I felt better about it. Nothing will prepare me for being bald, but this is a baby step towards that.
I am nervous and scared for tomorrow, but I am packed. Might run down and get a couple more things to keep me occupied tomorrow. It'll be a little over 6 hours. My poor daughter plans to stay with me.
You will do fine tomorrow Sassy. Glad you will have your daughter there for support :heart:
 
Now it is about YOU. You need to take care of YOU. You are an amazing woman that now we can sit and wait till you are ready to share your thoughts. Hang in there, and wishing you the best over the next step of the process. Thinking of you and your family. :heart::rose::kiss:
Thank you. I appreciate that.
 
You are super cute!
That smile says, β€œI’m scared . . . about how much ass I’m about to kick”.
That’s what I see anyway. ❀️❀️❀️
 
Oh man Sassy, good luck tomorrow!!!!! Put on your purple socks and kick some ass… We’re all rootin’ for ya, babes. All the best. By the way, I think the shorter hair really suits you. You have a beautiful face, and you will still look beautiful if your hair does fall out. ❀️
 
Thank you everyone. Well. I decided to try and prepare a little for the hair loss. I haven't had short hair since high school. I cried when I explained why I was cutting it, I cried as I watched it fall on the floor. I cried when the hair stylist said it was on her, and to make sure to come back when I was ready to shave it as she would do it for free. Then I cried some more when I got home. But this morning when I got up and did it myself. I felt better about it. Nothing will prepare me for being bald, but this is a baby step towards that.
I am nervous and scared for tomorrow, but I am packed. Might run down and get a couple more things to keep me occupied tomorrow. It'll be a little over 6 hours. My poor daughter plans to stay with me.
You look beautiful. All the best to you. πŸ€β€οΈπŸ«ΆπŸ»πŸ™‚
 
Thank you everyone. Well. I decided to try and prepare a little for the hair loss. I haven't had short hair since high school. I cried when I explained why I was cutting it, I cried as I watched it fall on the floor. I cried when the hair stylist said it was on her, and to make sure to come back when I was ready to shave it as she would do it for free. Then I cried some more when I got home. But this morning when I got up and did it myself. I felt better about it. Nothing will prepare me for being bald, but this is a baby step towards that.
I am nervous and scared for tomorrow, but I am packed. Might run down and get a couple more things to keep me occupied tomorrow. It'll be a little over 6 hours. My poor daughter plans to stay with me.
You will always be beautiful, Sassy, inside and out no matter what, big hugs!!
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Oh man Sassy, good luck tomorrow!!!!! Put on your purple socks and kick some ass… We’re all rootin’ for ya, babes. All the best. By the way, I think the shorter hair really suits you. You have a beautiful face, and you will still look beautiful if your hair does fall out. ❀️
I will show you a picture. ❀️
 
Oh man Sassy, good luck tomorrow!!!!! Put on your purple socks and kick some ass… We’re all rootin’ for ya, babes. All the best. By the way, I think the shorter hair really suits you. You have a beautiful face, and you will still look beautiful if your hair does fall out. ❀️
Here you go ma'am. Had several compliments too!
 

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Here you go ma'am. Had several compliments too!
Heyyyy they look great on you! Pretty socks for a pretty girl, and with good vibes in every stitch too. πŸ€—πŸ’œπŸ’œ I so hope that today is going well. That you are one of the lucky ones. That by this time next year, we can all look back and say, sheesh, what a crazy time this was.

Oh and, fuck you cancer! πŸ–•
 
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