CCG’s Cave of Confessions

[Mr_bogey]

I have secrets......











.....I also have trust issues.

 

[PassionatePanther]

I have secrets......











.....I also have trust issues.

 

[Qky75]

But is it?!?

 

[TXRafe]

 

[SalaciousMonkey22]

“One of my longtime chat partners and I were talking about a thread that was asking how much cum people thought they had swallowed. I happen to like doing that quite a lot, so we were speculating what my number might be. So I started counting in January and keeping my friend updated. I'm not going to give the count publicly, but it surprised even me! I'm pretty close to a nice round number, so now I have a goal I'm trying to meet by the end of the year. My partner has no idea I'm keeping track. He just knows he's getting lucky a lot!“

Maybe this post will help the OP out.

Thread 'An easy way to swallow your own cum that’s rarely talked about '
https://forum.literotica.com/threads/an-easy-way-to-swallow-your-own-cum-that’s-rarely-talked-about-.1606531/

 

[SalaciousMonkey22]

 

[crazychemgirl]

“My wife occasionally asks what i think about when i jerk off. I tell her that she wouldn't like it, but it's because i don't feel safe enough with her to tell her that i want her get a strap on and peg me, or that my go to fantasy involves a personal ad looking for a test subject that is willing to let me figure out how serious my bi curiousity really is.

She also says she doesn't have any fantasies when i ask, and i think she's actually telling the truth.“

 

[crazychemgirl]

“When I was in college I once found a pair of panties left behind in one of dryers in the laundry room so I brought them back to my dorm and put them on. They felt so sexy that I became obsessed with wearing women’s panties. After that I would go back to the laundry room and steal a pair when I could. That was the beginning of my panty fetish.“

 

[crazychemgirl]

“I don't come around as much as I once did, and when I do I just drop a funny post or two and then leave again.

The reason for this is embarrassing to me. I have been having prostate issues and the accompanying ED problems.

My sexuality was always a central part of my identity. Not that I was a man-whore or anything, but it gave me a sense of vitality. Just knowing I could if I wanted to was important. Now that the equipment doesn't work, I'm really having trouble emotionally. I feel lost. I still visit, and act silly, but then it gets painful and I bail.”

 

[Hornymwtxn]

“My wife occasionally asks what i think about when i jerk off. I tell her that she wouldn't like it, but it's because i don't feel safe enough with her to tell her that i want her get a strap on and peg me, or that my go to fantasy involves a personal ad looking for a test subject that is willing to let me figure out how serious my bi curiousity really is.

She also says she doesn't have any fantasies when i ask, and i think she's actually telling the truth.“

Oh honey you fulfill all my fantasies!

What a crock of shit.
Don't buy it!

 

[Qky75]

“I don't come around as much as I once did, and when I do I just drop a funny post or two and then leave again.

The reason for this is embarrassing to me. I have been having prostate issues and the accompanying ED problems.

My sexuality was always a central part of my identity. Not that I was a man-whore or anything, but it gave me a sense of vitality. Just knowing I could if I wanted to was important. Now that the equipment doesn't work, I'm really having trouble emotionally. I feel lost. I still visit, and act silly, but then it gets painful and I bail.”

I'll say it out loud. My dick is not who I am. I don't need to know who you are to say I love you. I support you and I hope you know you are more than your sexual ability. I'm aging. I get where you are coming from and I face the same fears but there's so much more to life - more to sexuality than what works or doesn't. Embrace your life. DM me if you need to talk.

 

[MischiefMakerAlways]

“My wife occasionally asks what i think about when i jerk off. I tell her that she wouldn't like it, but it's because i don't feel safe enough with her to tell her that i want her get a strap on and peg me, or that my go to fantasy involves a personal ad looking for a test subject that is willing to let me figure out how serious my bi curiousity really is.

She also says she doesn't have any fantasies when i ask, and i think she's actually telling the truth.“

I relate so hard to this. Except I'm not supposed to masturbate, so that subject is completely off limits. But there's no way in hell I'm sharing my fantasies. Nope. Don't need that judgement in my life. And truly, I don't think my wife has a fantasy.

“I don't come around as much as I once did, and when I do I just drop a funny post or two and then leave again.

The reason for this is embarrassing to me. I have been having prostate issues and the accompanying ED problems.

My sexuality was always a central part of my identity. Not that I was a man-whore or anything, but it gave me a sense of vitality. Just knowing I could if I wanted to was important. Now that the equipment doesn't work, I'm really having trouble emotionally. I feel lost. I still visit, and act silly, but then it gets painful and I bail.”

I feel bad for this guy. I sort of relate as I had medicine that caused similar problems. It fucks with your head. Whoever shared that, feel free to reach out, privately or publicly, you're not less of a man, and you're not alone.

 

[crazychemgirl]

But is it?!?

Yes, yes it is.

 

[TXRafe]

I'll say it out loud. My dick is not who I am. I don't need to know who you are to say I love you. I support you and I hope you know you are more than your sexual ability. I'm aging. I get where you are coming from and I face the same fears but there's so much more to life - more to sexuality than what works or doesn't. Embrace your life. DM me if you need to talk.

“I don't come around as much as I once did, and when I do I just drop a funny post or two and then leave again.

The reason for this is embarrassing to me. I have been having prostate issues and the accompanying ED problems.

My sexuality was always a central part of my identity. Not that I was a man-whore or anything, but it gave me a sense of vitality. Just knowing I could if I wanted to was important. Now that the equipment doesn't work, I'm really having trouble emotionally. I feel lost. I still visit, and act silly, but then it gets painful and I bail.”

i have to agree and parrot that your sexuality and sexual prowess are (for me) more about the pleasure you can give your partner and satisfying those needs that are far more than physical...i want to touch the places my cock can't reach and satisfy...stay strong

 

[Hornymwtxn]

I relate so hard to this. Except I'm not supposed to masturbate, so that subject is completely off limits. But there's no way in hell I'm sharing my fantasies. Nope. Don't need that judgement in my life. And truly, I don't think my wife has a fantasy.


I feel bad for this guy. I sort of relate as I had medicine that caused similar problems. It fucks with your head. Whoever shared that, feel free to reach out, privately or publicly, you're not less of a man, and you're not alone.

You're not supposed to masturbate?

F that.

 

[MindYaBitness]

“My wife occasionally asks what i think about when i jerk off. I tell her that she wouldn't like it, but it's because i don't feel safe enough with her to tell her that i want her get a strap on and peg me, or that my go to fantasy involves a personal ad looking for a test subject that is willing to let me figure out how serious my bi curiousity really is.

She also says she doesn't have any fantasies when i ask, and i think she's actually telling the truth.“

Sugar, I feel you! My husband says he has one fantasy, and that's essentially to clone me. I don't buy it for one second, or maybe it's just that I've got to keep the hope alive that there's some kind of spice rolling around inside the vanilla cupcake he is. He'd pass out from the vapors if he knew the extent of the kink that rolls through my head, let alone the knowledge of how often I actually masterbate

 

[crazychemgirl]

“Sometimes when I’m in the mood, I watch porn for hours and hours and masturbate multiple times. I love the feeling when it completely soaks my panties. I use these marathon masturbation sessions as fuel for my imagination when I’m having sex.”

 

[MischiefMakerAlways]

“Sometimes when I’m in the mood, I watch porn for hours and hours and masturbate multiple times. I love the feeling when it completely soaks my panties. I use these marathon masturbation sessions as fuel for my imagination when I’m having sex.”

I would love to know who this deviant is.

 

[TXRafe]

I would love to know who this deviant is.

Ditto

 

[Mada69]

“My wife occasionally asks what i think about when i jerk off. I tell her that she wouldn't like it, but it's because i don't feel safe enough with her to tell her that i want her get a strap on and peg me, or that my go to fantasy involves a personal ad looking for a test subject that is willing to let me figure out how serious my bi curiousity really is.

She also says she doesn't have any fantasies when i ask, and i think she's actually telling the truth.“

Yeah. Don't ever tell the truth about that.

 

[crazychemgirl]

I imagine it’s hard to be that vulnerable with your spouse …. Vs being on here where we’re all just faceless strangers on the internet

 

[TXRafe]

I imagine it’s hard to be that vulnerable with your spouse …. Vs being on here where we’re all just faceless strangers on the internet

Is it WRONG of me to think that you SHOULD have those conversations with your spouse and/or anyone you are intimate with, even if they are difficult. I ask that like i dont know how closed minded and closed off people can be. Maybe thats WHY i am single. I NEED that openness and comminication, even if we dont agree on everything or meet ALL of each others needs. Hiding in plain sight is just too exhausting to retain the fire, imo (from somone who does it on a daily basis with everyone).

 

[crazychemgirl]

Is it WRONG of me to think that you SHOULD have those conversations with your spouse and/or anyone you are intimate with, even if they are difficult. I ask that like i dont know how closed minded and closed off people can be. Maybe thats WHY i am single. I NEED that openness and comminication, even if we dont agree on everything or meet ALL of each others needs. Hiding in plain sight is just too exhausting to retain the fire, imo (from somone who does it on a daily basis with everyone).

It’s not wrong at all to want it have those conversations with your spouse …. But it’s never that simple in real life, ya know?

 

[LostHorizon]

It’s not wrong at all to want it have those conversations with your spouse …. But it’s never that simple in real life, ya know?

I could never have half the conversations with my wife that I want to. Just the way it is I guess.

 

[Hornymwtxn]

It’s not wrong at all to want it have those conversations with your spouse …. But it’s never that simple in real life, ya know?

Not wrong but depending upon the SO it could be inappropriate, unappreciated, and dangerous.

People change, they and you aren't the same people at the beginning of a romance as they are at the opposite end.