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My Transgender Awakening

I came home the other day and my sister confronted me about me leaving a pair of pink panties on the floor in the upstairs section of the house which is my private area. She found it offensive. I was in a hurry the other night and shed clothes on the way to my shower. I informed her that I had not worn men's under garments in three years. I shrugged at her angry stare. I thought to myself. "kiss my ass mean ass bitch! What is it to you, since when have you become the judge of my life! Fuck you!" *grin* Do you think I am getting fed up with her judgment and non acceptance of who I am? Damn right!:mad:
 
Gi_Venus said:
I came home the other day and my sister confronted me about me leaving a pair of pink panties on the floor in the upstairs section of the house which is my private area. She found it offensive. I was in a hurry the other night and shed clothes on the way to my shower. I informed her that I had not worn men's under garments in three years. I shrugged at her angry stare. I thought to myself. "kiss my ass mean ass bitch! What is it to you, since when have you become the judge of my life! Fuck you!" *grin* Do you think I am getting fed up with her judgment and non acceptance of who I am? Damn right!:mad:
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Well done you.
 
Gi_Venus said:
thank you sweetie:kiss::heart:
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Don't mention it.

I'd be interested to know how far you've taken your change. I hope you don't mind my curiosity? I see you've expressed concern about mens' attitudes and aggressiveness. Please don't worry about me - I'm meek and mild and I agree with the Star Trek Vulcan philosophy of "infinite diversity in infinate combinations" (sorry if that makes me sound like a geek).

:rose:

Beastie
 
EesomeBeastie said:
Don't mention it.

I'd be interested to know how far you've taken your change. I hope you don't mind my curiosity? I see you've expressed concern about mens' attitudes and aggressiveness. Please don't worry about me - I'm meek and mild and I agree with the Star Trek Vulcan philosophy of "infinite diversity in infinate combinations" (sorry if that makes me sound like a geek).

:rose:

Beastie
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Lol nice to meet you Beastie. :rose:Thank you such reassurances are important to girls like us, especially if we are pre op. Curiosity is fine please feel free to ask questions. One reason for this thread is to help educate people and take the mystery out of transsexualism. If something is too personal I will take it to PM or avoid answering it.

Most guys are just intrigued by our unique traits. It is rare to find one that truly loves or has honorable intentions. I do have some male friends but not many. My av is a self portrait. I am pre op, if I had more money I would be post op if I could. Mentally I have changed a lot, most of it is just letting go of the male archetype I tried to live by to cope.
I see myself as female, My hormones have Physically changed me, I have been doing hormone therapy for over three years now, my body fat has shifted to my breasts, buttocks, and thighs mostly, although what irks me is that I have great difficulty loosing weight due to hormone therapy, my metabolism has slowed down significantly. My skin has gotten smoother,softer and dry. My skin is actually thinner, it is easier to injure myself. My muscle mass has decreased, I am much weaker than I was.

I live full time as a woman now. Physically I pass, if I take care to use my female voice usually people do not know unless of course my young son "Dad's" me. I am working on him to call me something different because of the danger to me and him by association. For legal reasons I am delayed in changing my name but that I will do as soon as possible.

Lol I hope I have not given too much information.
 
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Gi_Venus said:
Lol nice to meet you Beastie. :rose:

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Lol I hope I have not given too much information.
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Thanks for explaining things. I wish you well on your journey and hope you do eventually find yourself in the position to complete your change.

Just a bit about me to add a human face to the avatar. I'm a Scottish electronic engineer, married, one kid, a keen everyday and occasional touring cyclist (i.e. commuting and gentle tours but no racing), interested in history and archaeology (I've worked on three digs as a volunteer during holidays), I make silver jewellery as a hobby and I am exploring writing (both fiction and non-fiction). My reasons for being on here are to chat and help overcome my social anxieties, and to explore the written medium.

I'd be pleased if you shared something of your hobbies or interests. You can't be defined purely by your sexuality / gender (unusual though it be)?
 
Is_My_Name_Cade said:
i would like to suck a tranny cock someday.
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Well good luck on that. Most real transsexuals are sensitive about people paying attention to their genitalia when they are pre-op. I would rather avoid sex altogether than to cheapen my self. Sex for me comes with love and connection.
 
EesomeBeastie said:
Thanks for explaining things. I wish you well on your journey and hope you do eventually find yourself in the position to complete your change.

Just a bit about me to add a human face to the avatar. I'm a Scottish electronic engineer, married, one kid, a keen everyday and occasional touring cyclist (i.e. commuting and gentle tours but no racing), interested in history and archaeology (I've worked on three digs as a volunteer during holidays), I make silver jewellery as a hobby and I am exploring writing (both fiction and non-fiction). My reasons for being on here are to chat and help overcome my social anxieties, and to explore the written medium.

I'd be pleased if you shared something of your hobbies or interests. You can't be defined purely by your sexuality / gender (unusual though it be)?
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I have issues with social anxieties as well. I have been exploring writing and some of my writing is good so I am told. I love music, I love dancing salsa and mambo. I play conga drums, and a classical guitar. My guitar playing is going places. I keep improving. Not sure where the limits are just yet. I do photography and love nature. I do painting but have not too much in recent years. I love exploring philosophy and ideas of reality. I showed up here in 2002? from loneliness seeking company.
 
Gi_Venus said:
I have issues with social anxieties as well. I have been exploring writing and some of my writing is good so I am told. I love music, I love dancing salsa and mambo. I play conga drums, and a classical guitar. My guitar playing is going places. I keep improving. Not sure where the limits are just yet. I do photography and love nature. I do painting but have not too much in recent years. I love exploring philosophy and ideas of reality. I showed up here in 2002? from loneliness seeking company.
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I used to play piano, but have gotten very rusty. I used to play ragtime, which I really like.

Must get some sleep. It's rather late here in the UK.

Will surely speak to you sometime on here.

Beastie
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EesomeBeastie said:
I used to play piano, but have gotten very rusty. I used to play ragtime, which I really like.

Must get some sleep. It's rather late here in the UK.

Will surely speak to you sometime on here.

Beastie
:cool: :cattail:
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I will look forward to it Beastie. Goodnight:kiss::heart:
 
It is very strange how uncomfortable the men I used to work with are around my presence. Perhaps it is my boobs and the fact I am an attractive woman and they knew me as a man. I worked for a contractor who was a friend earlier in life, I worked beside another man and have known him almost as long. They typically avert their eyes and quickly leave my vicinity. All these type of behaviors used to cause me much distress. Now, I accept them and allow it to be their problem. I am a friendly person but I will not be victimized by their issues with my transsexualism. Of course part of it maybe the male tendency and habit of ogling. *grin* my boobs are small but pretty I am fairly certain it makes them conflicted with their homophobia. I am good, I do not dress or do anything provocative. I have some lovely translucent blouses, now that would be fun.:devil:
 
Ogle? Us? Never.

(Quickly wipes drool off the keyboard...)

I can see how they could feel very uncomfortable indeed. Especially if they aren't used to folk who don't fit into their narrow categories.

You were one of the lads, and now you're, well, not.

Their instincts are telling them to eye you up, but their head tells them you aren't completely female. Constantly fightings one's instincts is stressful. But as you say: their problem, not yours.
 
EesomeBeastie said:
Ogle? Us? Never.

(Quickly wipes drool off the keyboard...)
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*Gia hands Beastie a tissue*:kiss:

I can see how they could feel very uncomfortable indeed. Especially if they aren't used to folk who don't fit into their narrow categories.

You were one of the lads, and now you're, well, not.

Their instincts are telling them to eye you up, but their head tells them you aren't completely female. Constantly fightings one's instincts is stressful. But as you say: their problem, not yours.
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Very well said Beastie *grin* the fact that they are looking away is a validation of me as a woman.(A twisted rationalization that works for me. :D) Or.....I am delusional and ugly.:eek:
 
Gi_Venus said:
*Gia hands Beastie a tissue*:kiss:

Very well said Beastie *grin* the fact that they are looking away is a validation of me as a woman.(A twisted rationalization that works for me. :D) Or.....I am delusional and ugly.:eek:
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Thanks for the tissue. Don't want to short out the keyboard!

Hope you've had a good week and have something nice planned for the weekend?

I've been out with the archaeology group to see an excavated 17th century water-wheel powered iron forge yesterday evening, a 30 mile round trip by bicycle that left me a bit more tired than I should be. Must be getting out of practice. :(

Tomorrow, will be looking for a new PC. On Sunday, the social group I'm a member of are having a walk up the hills, followed by a Sunday lunch at the pub, so I'm going along to that. Might try and catch Harry Potter at the cinema before the run ends.
 
EesomeBeastie said:
Thanks for the tissue. Don't want to short out the keyboard!

Hope you've had a good week and have something nice planned for the weekend?

I've been out with the archaeology group to see an excavated 17th century water-wheel powered iron forge yesterday evening, a 30 mile round trip by bicycle that left me a bit more tired than I should be. Must be getting out of practice. :(

Tomorrow, will be looking for a new PC. On Sunday, the social group I'm a member of are having a walk up the hills, followed by a Sunday lunch at the pub, so I'm going along to that. Might try and catch Harry Potter at the cinema before the run ends.
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that sounds like a lovely outing, walking in nature is one of my favorite things.
Having a new PC is nice too
 
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