The Melty Heart Thread...

[Diamond_Girl]

My beloved T~

Happy 8-month anniversary, darling. So much has happened in that time! Our relationship has had the ups and downs of most relationships, yet even so, we're still as in love as we ever were with a love that's only grown since we've had to be pretty much apart these last few days. My heart beats for you. It's your face I see when I close my eyes at night to sleep and when I awaken in the mornings. When I envision my future - fulfilling my calling, a new home, a family - it's with you by my side. All those things I spoke of in my email and said last night... I want those. More, though, I know you want them, too, and neither of us even has a chance at happiness without the other. You told me you wanted and prayed for only my happiness. I've discovered that my happiness is with you. I love you so very much, and my love for you will only grow as time passes.

Forever and always yours...
S

 

[duskytip]

My beloved T~

Happy 8-month anniversary, darling. So much has happened in that time! Our relationship has had the ups and downs of most relationships, yet even so, we're still as in love as we ever were with a love that's only grown since we've had to be pretty much apart these last few days. My heart beats for you. It's your face I see when I close my eyes at night to sleep and when I awaken in the mornings. When I envision my future - fulfilling my calling, a new home, a family - it's with you by my side. All those things I spoke of in my email and said last night... I want those. More, though, I know you want them, too, and neither of us even has a chance at happiness without the other. You told me you wanted and prayed for only my happiness. I've discovered that my happiness is with you. I love you so very much, and my love for you will only grow as time passes.

Forever and always yours...
S

Yes my love, my happiness is only possible with you and DG junior at my side. We both know this and we will have what we need soon enough. The trials ahead are huge and they will only serve to bring us closer together because we will go through them together.

This weekend is one of those trials. This weekend, we will be tested. This weekend, we will be together stronger then ever because we both know we are meant for each other. This will be the last time you are with the Cor-Magnons. This weekend will be the last time you will be put in this situation and I beg you my love to be yourself and if you need to say it...please do. I am with you through it.

I love you my gorious, wonderfaul, sexy, adorable wife to be...The only thing left between us is a minister. To have and to hold. To care for and know. To share what we have for ever. I am in love with you and will be the rest of my life.

Forever yours,
Your T~

 

[kendra1980]

You sent this to me, I want to send it back to you.

Read this now...and know it forever...

I will be in love with you ~ always.

and I will.

 

[Diamond_Girl]

*Sigh*

Look at us, Kendra... In love with and so deeply loved by two wonderful men. What lucky ladies we are!

 

[kendra1980]

*Sigh*

Look at us, Kendra... In love with and so deeply loved by two wonderful men. What lucky ladies we are!

Shhhh, don't tell, but we may have won the lit lotto!!!

 

[duskytip]

Shhhh, don't tell, but we may have won the lit lotto!!!

I know I won the Lotto!

DG is the woman most men dream about and will never have. She is mine and I am hers because of one simple truth...love, and a love most will never imagine or obtain. We are one every day and in every way.

We will be saying our vows so soon and I cannot wait much longer. She inspires me and subsatins me. She is a woman of conviction and complete purity. She is a woman who loves all and is in love with the luckiest man on the face of the earth. I am the winner in this Lotto.

 

[denali]

I'm kind of quiet and shy, especially with new people. I don't like change or uncertainty , it unsettles me and can make me anxious. I thought I knew where my life was going and how it would be. I thought I was "HMSU" and would in all likelihood, remain so.

K, you have turned my world upside down. You started something burning inside me that I thought had been extinguished, and when we met, you fanned those sparks into a flame that hungers for more of you.
I won't make you empty promises or grand gestures. I will love you. I do love you.

Change still scares me but with your love and understanding, I can do it.

 

[omahaman2]

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[kendra1980]

Simply this ...

I love you D ~ I always will.

My heart is yours. I not only gift it to you, I do so with the knowledge it is where it belongs, where it lives happiest.

When we first met, on a different thread, I said to you:

Denali,
"Next go around", be looking for me,

Your reply:

I will be, I'm pretty sure of that.

Baby, that makes my heart smile. Who would have thought we'd end up where we are? What a blessing you are to my heart, my life, my entire being!

now...please, please, pretty please, clear out some space in your PM box so I can write you a luvst letter.

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[BlackWolf65]

This is killing me... But it has to be done...

 

[Diamond_Girl]

I know I won the Lotto!

DG is the woman most men dream about and will never have. She is mine and I am hers because of one simple truth...love, and a love most will never imagine or obtain. We are one every day and in every way.

We will be saying our vows so soon and I cannot wait much longer. She inspires me and subsatins me. She is a woman of conviction and complete purity. She is a woman who loves all and is in love with the luckiest man on the face of the earth. I am the winner in this Lotto.

Shoot, darling, I'm just an ordinary woman who happened to find a simply extraordinary man. What's so extraordinary about him? His love. He loves completely and wholeheartedly, giving all of himself to the woman he loves. I give him all of myself, too, yet it seems so trivial compared to the wonder of him and all he's given me. What a lucky gal I am!

We've pretty much said our vows a million times in a million different ways. We've spoken them here, in PMs, in emails, in chat sessions and on the phone, as well as the words we whispered in each others' ears as we held each other close in quiet solitude. One day, though, we'll be saying them for real, sealing the promises of our hearts and binding ourselves to each other until death do us part.

 

[BlackWolf65]

This is killing me... But it has to be done...

 

[Dragonflie]

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[kendra1980]

I have spent my entire adult life believing that I knew what love really is. I thought that I was happy, in love, and that I would never find more than what I had...

I suppose that's the telling part - I thought that I would never find more than what I had...

I *thought* that there could be no more... But then everything fell apart...

And then, one evening, you popped into my life, online, here in Lit...

Since that evening, I have continued to discover new depths to love, a whole new meaning for my existence... I met you in person, and knew in an instant that I had found the woman I'd been searching for all of my life, even when I thought I wasn't looking...

You have created a new man, my Love... And I am eternally in your debt for that...

I love you with all my heart and soul, and my love for you can do nothing except continue to grow stronger and deeper...

Eternity, my Love...

DF and BW...both of your posts melted my already pretty melty heart.

K

 

[Diamond_Girl]

"The way I imagine a deep soul connection, love picks you and your partner. The "soul" part of soul mate is the depth of the connection. It goes beyond reason and control and seems to be ordained by fate."

Words spoken by Thomas Moore, a Christian psychologist. My darling Dusky, what more is there to say? Love picked us, despite everything. He goes on to say later in the article that love with a soul mate is outside of one's control. Yeah, I know. He doesn't say anything we didn't already know. You're my "soul" mate because our connection is so deep and so strong. It is beyond our reason (and you know I looked) and our control (*raises hand sheepishly while blushing furiously*). And it's been ordained, though I don't give fate credit. Can't have the chaplain committing a blasphemy, now can we?

I love you so much, and my soul feels honored to be bound with yours. Soon, my beloved T, you'll be my husband on paper just as you are in heart.

 

[kendra1980]

For D

If I had it in my power,

I would arrange for every man to have your charm, your sensuality, your sweet spirit and tender kindness.

Then, every minute, every hour, every woman would find what I've found in your arms and your love.

 

[Diamond_Girl]

Three pages, 1000 posts... My 1999th post belongs to Dusky

My beloved...

Wow... How far we've come! Yet, if you go back to that 999th post, nothing has really changed. There is still "we," "us," and "ours." There is still that deep abiding love, and if nothing else, now we're even more firmly *youandme* than we were even back in October.

The past few months have been beautiful and a bit tumultuous. If nothing else, though, they've proved that you and I simply cannot exist apart, even though we've tried. We have to be together. My heart doesn't beat apart from yours, just as I know yours doesn't beat apart from mine. We are yin and yang, hers and his... One.

I've loved the past several months with you. Sure, there have been moments I've loved more than others, but even the hard times made us stronger as individuals and as a couple, so they were very worthwhile in that respect. In the midst of stupid fights, loud fights, hanging-up fights and non-fighting fights (like going back and forth because we can't spend as much time together as we'd like), we've reiterated over and over how much we love each other and how meant to be we are. We have laughed and loved, and we have still many years of laughing, loving, yelling, fighting and more loving ahead of us. I'm looking forward to each and every one.

I love you, T.

Dontcha just love utilitarian fonts???

 

[asian_princess]

To my Melty Heart,

It's been awhile, since we sat down, you and I.

And talked about that which lies deep in our souls.

So, if you will, please come sit down beside me for a minute... for there are some things I would like to say.

I'm sorry...for having banished you these last four months, for having pushed you away, for having thrown my angry, helpless curses your way, for having denied your existence, for having turned on you that day in my dark, hopeless, shattered disgrace... and told you, that there will never be a place for you in my life again.

We've always been so close, you and I, my melty heart...

You being my confidante, my closest friend, the keeper of those most deepest desires... the only one to know me in and out of love. The only one to know how much I loved being in love...and how rare I ever find myself there.

And that day... when I was expelled from that sacred haven, I, too, banished you... not wanting you to see what the pain of losing him would turn me into. Not wanting you to see me huddled in my self erected cage, to protect both those around me from my angry wrath and me from their touches that stang with the uselessness of not being Him ... not wanting you to see the shroud of bitterness I took comfort in and had draped over my shoulders, letting it seep slowly into my skin, didn't want you to see me stare aimlessly right through you, with eyes cold and hating of anything that would remind me of my happiness at the sound of his laughter.

These last few months I've mastered the art of the masquerade.

Comedy/tragedy masks now loiter in the den you once inhabited.

I have mastered the art of disconnecting body from soul.

I can now smile, with an icy cold bitterness still lingering in my eyes.

I can scoff at love without a twinge of secret guilt in my chest.


Or so I thought...

But it seems, that you can really only take vacations from the essence of yourself... one day, without even knowing it, you find yourself jolted back...and faced with the shadow walking in your place, but somewhere, someone, will give you the strength to breathe life back into your soul.

I say that you were banished, but even in that abyss, a part of you stayed with me... and when I finally made the decision to take my life back... it was with the echoes of your voice that gave me the courage to face him that day.

Only at your soft insistent could I have had the strength to say the words I needed to say... knowing that I would never hear them back, but knowing that that was never ever the reason. That all this time the pain came from never getting a proper goodbye, about him never knowing what I'd felt...That all this time, it wasn't just about losing HIS love... it was about not being able to GIVE him my love any more. That finding someone to love, is just as important as finding someone to love you.

But finally, those words were spoken... and the gift I wanted to give passed to him from my heart.

And now, I am ready.

I'm ready to come back.
I'm ready to feel myself again.
I'm ready to recognise myself in the mirror.
I'm ready to see my own eyes looking back at me.

And I'm ready...to feel hope again.

So, Melty Heart... I hope you will come back, and spend the nights with me, lying on our backs, whispering our secrets and wishing upon falling stars and full moons, that someday, you and I, will once again find ourselves living the fulfillment of our dreams...of living our days enveloped in love.

xo.

 

[JennyOmanHill]

You show me what love really is

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I'm grateful for each and every morning and night that we are together.

Every joke (well, almost every one!), every song, every word you write, every day and night, you make me feel like the luckiest lady in the world.

My heart melts every time I see those blue eyes of yours, and every time I hear your footsteps outside our front door.

I love you.

 

[BlackWolf65]

This is killing me... But it has to be done...

 

[Dragonflie]

.....

 

[BlackWolf65]

Nevermind...

 

[Diamond_Girl]

BW, that's awful! Even though things between Dusky and me had to come to a necessary end, it'll be sad not being able, in those times of melted-hearted reminescing, to come back and read the words we've left for each other time and time again. I understand, though. His wife found "us" at Lit, and has printed off a whole bunch of incriminating stuff. Then again... Maybe it's best that these words are purged, since the relationship is no more. I'm glad you told us, and I'm glad I took the time to read your post. A lot of times lately, I've been skipping yours and DF's posts because they're too bittersweet to read. I'm very happy for you and glad that you've found each other, AND that your dreams are about to come to fruition. But at the same time, your words fill me with pangs, since mine and Dusky's dreams never got a chance to.

 

[kendra1980]

{{{{{BW}}}}}}}

I'll get what I want from this tomorrow...time's short for me right now, or I'd do it right now.

I'll get it early early tomorrow. Thanks for letting us know.

I appreciate your heads-up on this

 

[kendra1980]

For Denali - in case you see it

before this thread comes down.

I spent some time this morning copying our posts to this thread, to save. In doing that and rereading them, darling the things they make me feel.

You, PPP, will always, and forever, be loved by me. The gifts of your heart, have filled my own. Have made me a better person, have taught me much about myself.

I love you, what a beautiful keepsake what I've copied will be, just like every other heart treasure you've given me.

You do fill my heart. I love you P.




{{{{BW}}}} Again, thank you.