The Melty Heart Thread...

[BlackWolf65]

Nevermind...

 

[asian_princess]

Perhaps I wasn't clear enough in this...

I was asking people to give their feelings about whether I should pull the thread, or if I should leave it for others, and just remove the posts that we left here... After thinking about this a great deal, I believe I'll leave it. Too many people have said too many wonderful and heartfelt words here.

Sorry for the confusion...

*tears*

Thank you, BW.

I was truly heartbroken that it was going to be taken down, but i thought if you had to do it, to make things easier for you, then I didn't want to make it any harder for you.

Even though some of the relationships are no longer ... this thread marks a time that was special for a lot of us, and a special time on lit that i hope oneday will be again...when we melty hearts ruled the PG

It's not about the individual posts... in fact I've saved the entire thread, all 17 pages, and reposted some of the posts on my thread ... it's about the general feeling of the thread itself... and the journey some of us took, together and apart.

But if you do decide you need to take it down BW, it's okay The memories will always be alive...in my melty heart

 

[Diamond_Girl]

BW,

Thank you from the bottom of my heart for keeping the thread up! I just spoke to Dusky a little while ago. He didn't know you were planning on taking it down, but he also was sad at the prospect of losing our posts to each other, as well as facing the daunting task of copy/pasting our posts elsewhere. Maybe we still will, just to keep the melty-heartedness in place, since the Meadow is still alive and growing.

Best to you and DF

 

[BlackWolf65]

Done...

Enjoy this place, everyone...

Hopefully, I'll be back...

I love all of you here, you know. I really do...

 

[Diamond_Girl]

The One Who Can Always Make My Heart Melt

Originally posted August 2006

Three years ago this past Saturday we brought her home for the second time, after a suspected infection and high bilirubin levels caused us to spend nine days at the hospital with our newborn. Putting aside the misery and worry of those days, as well as the fatigue of being new parents in crisis, I can now look back on those days with happiness of what I learned, what we experienced and what the past three years have given us.

I think the best part of those nine days were the nights. My husband would come up to the hospital at dinner time, anxious to be with his girls. We'd eat dinner while the unit was on lock-down, then spend the evening together as a family, often staying at the hospital until 11:00 before going back home, leaving our precious little girl in the compassionate, capable care of the transitional care unit staff. With life being so busy and hectic of late, I find myself missing those hours on end when it's just "us."

I remember looking down at her red face for the first time after 26 hours of labor and a rather difficult delivery. When they said, "It's a girl," I looked at my husband and said, "You done good." (He'd been hoping for a boy. Typical male ) As I held her in my arms, I just marveled. Her head was capped with her daddy's black curls (which have since fallen out to be replaced with lighter brown ones), her eyes were dark brown like her grandma's, and I just wondered how her tiny, fragile little eyelids could hold up such thick, long, black lashes. And that little button nose. Oh my goodness! She was so tiny - only 5 lbs., 6 ozs. - but she was perfect.

Three years later, she's still perfect. She talks, she sings, she runs and plays. And she prays. She looks just like me, though she's got the best of her daddy, too. She will ask for "more broccoli, please" and say "Thank you" after she gets it. She considers not getting to read her toddler Bible punishment of the worst sort. She loves playing in water. When I came home from work Sunday, she greeted me with the garden hose and this very mischievous gleam in her eye. Yep, I had to change clothes, but I was laughing all the way into the house.

She is my joy, my light, my perfect little girl. And she can always make my heart melt.

 

[Dragonflie]

On our One Year Anniversary...

...I just had to say a few things...

Happy Anniversary, Love...our first, but in no way our last...there will be so many more...eternity is, after all, a *very* long time....

I want you to know that I love you more today than I ever thought possible, I never imagined that there could be love a like this, or that it could continue to grow stronger and deeper as it has. I love you with all my heart and soul, and nothing will ever change that...You know this.

I'm in awe of your love for me... even after a year, it still takes my breath away, still makes me giggle and grin like a teenager...The happiness you have brought back into my life, the joy you have put in my heart...I am so thankful every day for you and your love.

Now, it's on to the future...and soon, *SOON*, we will have all that we speak of, all that we dream of....

I love you, my Wolfy....
Always....

Your Dragonflie

 

[BlackWolf65]

...I just had to say a few things...

Happy Anniversary, Love...our first, but in no way our last...there will be so many more...eternity is, after all, a *very* long time....

I want you to know that I love you more today than I ever thought possible, I never imagined that there could be love a like this, or that it could continue to grow stronger and deeper as it has. I love you with all my heart and soul, and nothing will ever change that...You know this.

I'm in awe of your love for me... even after a year, it still takes my breath away, still makes me giggle and grin like a teenager...The happiness you have brought back into my life, the joy you have put in my heart...I am so thankful every day for you and your love.

Now, it's on to the future...and soon, *SOON*, we will have all that we speak of, all that we dream of....

I love you, my Wolfy....
Always....

Your Dragonflie

Oh, my Beloved Dragonflie...

Happy Anniversary...

Every word that you wrote here, every sentiment that you've voiced, I can return to you without a moment's hesitation...

It was a year ago this evening when we first really talked to each other. When we discovered each other, and found ourselves amazed at how much we share in common, how very much alike we are in so many ways. Over this past year, we have grown to be so much more than lovers...

You have become my very best friend in the world - the one person that I know I can talk to about anything without fear of being judged. You know my deepest secrets, and I know yours. And it's this friendship that we are basing our future together on. You have changed my life irrevocably, and so much for the better. When I look in the mirror, and see myself smile, that smile isn't just on my lips, it's in my eyes, and in my soul. You have done this for me, my Love...

I feel, at every moment of every day, your love for me. Across all these miles, I literally feel it. I feel your presence constantly. From so very far away, I always know that you are standing right beside me...

And yes... It is coming SOON... I know that at times I've been impatient about this situation, but you've always been there to keep me grounded, to remind me that you *are* mine, and that we will be together; you keep me mindful of the fact that when we are finally, physically together for good, that it *will* be for eternity...

I love you, Sweet Tea. With every ounce of my being, I love you. I've said this before, but I will never stop reminding you of it: In finding you, I found my soul. Such a very, very precious gift that you've given to me... My soul, in the form of *yourself*...

I love you, Dragonflie... Now, and for all eternity...

I love you...

~~Eternity~~

Your Wolf

 

[Dragonflie]

Oh, my Beloved Dragonflie...

Happy Anniversary...

Every word that you wrote here, every sentiment that you've voiced, I can return to you without a moment's hesitation...

It was a year ago this evening when we first really talked to each other. When we discovered each other, and found ourselves amazed at how much we share in common, how very much alike we are in so many ways. Over this past year, we have grown to be so much more than lovers...

You have become my very best friend in the world - the one person that I know I can talk to about anything without fear of being judged. You know my deepest secrets, and I know yours. And it's this friendship that we are basing our future together on. You have changed my life irrevocably, and so much for the better. When I look in the mirror, and see myself smile, that smile isn't just on my lips, it's in my eyes, and in my soul. You have done this for me, my Love...

I feel, at every moment of every day, your love for me. Across all these miles, I literally feel it. I feel your presence constantly. From so very far away, I always know that you are standing right beside me...

And yes... It is coming SOON... I know that at times I've been impatient about this situation, but you've always been there to keep me grounded, to remind me that you *are* mine, and that we will be together; you keep me mindful of the fact that when we are finally, physically together for good, that it *will* be for eternity...

I love you, Sweet Tea. With every ounce of my being, I love you. I've said this before, but I will never stop reminding you of it: In finding you, I found my soul. Such a very, very precious gift that you've given to me... My soul, in the form of *yourself*...

I love you, Dragonflie... Now, and for all eternity...

I love you...

~~Eternity~~

Your Wolf

~Sigh~

I love you...You're amazing...

 

[hdlynnette]

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[BlackWolf65]

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Thank you, Lynn...

~~Sneaking back underground now...~~

 

[SecretLove69]

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[LittleLadyLove]

W O W ! ! ! !

Happy 1st Anniversary

BW & DF​

 

[FantasySlut]

Happy Anniversary to you both

 

[Gypsybyrd]

Happy Anniversary BW & DF x12


I left a message in Oscar's thread for ya too

 

[shadowdame]

Happy Anniversary BW & DF.

 

[BlackWolf65]

Happy Anniversary BW & DF.

Thanks, Shadow... PM comin' to ya...

 

[trent0553]

Happy
Anniversary
DF & BW !

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[Dragonflie]

Thanks so much to all of you

You have no idea what your support and friendship has meant to BW and I...you guys are the best!!

Amazing, isn't it? Wolfy and I are still saying 'Wow!! One year!!' lol Guess we better get used to it since there *will* be many, many more...

Again, thanks to you all...we love you guys

's
DF

 

[Celtic_Man]

A Celtic woman, a celtic man. What could be more perfect. We have never met, we have never spent a moment in private together. We have only shared this forum for a little while....

Still, she fires my imagination and desire. She is a woman who I want to know more then any other on this planet. She is everything I could ever hope to find and I want her.

Is that too much to ask of this life? Is it so hard to understand that a man wants to know her for who she is? I know in my heart that this is right and what we both desire. CL, I will make you mine somehow and somewhere.

 

[Diamond_Girl]

This is... Amazing.

And scary.

And incredible.

And unlike anything I've ever experienced in my life.

And amazing.

And wonderful.

And stupendous.

And did I mention it's amazing?

DJ, MY Gentleman... And my gentle man...

I don't know what I did to first catch your eye so many months ago. We hardly talked - a few exchanges on your thread, maybe a couple on mine as the Ladies tried whole-heartedly to fix us up... A PM or two or three, but not really more than that... IMs for a few minutes every couple/few weeks or so. Hardly anything compared to our own thread, clogging each other's inboxes, chat sessions that last until long after even the most dedicated bar hopper would be in bed. Then there are wake-up calls each morning, text messages throughout the day, emails, phone calls... How many millions of ways have we found to stay in touch throughout the day?

And that heart connection. We've bonded already, sooner than I'd have thought, sooner than I was even looking. I wasn't looking for anyone new, wanting instead to give my heart time to heal and mend itself. But you were there, just as a friend, giving me a cyber shoulder to cry on that night. I don't think either of us had any way of knowing, a couple of months ago when you sent that one PM, what the heartbreak would be referring to. Or the joy.

I've found joy with you, sweetheart. Not a moment goes by that you're not on my mind and in my heart. All those times you selflessly supported and encouraged me while I was in a relationship with that other guy, and I simply valued it, having no idea in the world that you were quietly standing there, loving me, waiting and hoping for me to see past him to notice your beautiful smile and that flash of dimples winking at me from under warm deep brown eyes. You gave me a little of yourself during those months, and I was too blind to realize it.

And you're still giving. Your heart is sooooo generous; I guess that's the main thing that drew me to you. Your heart, your soul, your spirit, your very life is about giving to others. I see it in your involvement with your family, with your church and with your community. And now, I'm the lucky Lady who's been blessed with your generosity of spirit and heart. I'm not sure what I ever did to deserve this - what great karmic goodness I earned - but I'm not questioning it, nor am I doubting it anymore.

I did that once, didn't I? Committing some great relationship blunder, failing the "Trust" part of the girlfriend test abyssmally. I'm STILL SORRY for that, and so very ashamed for ever doubting your intentions. You were respecting, honoring and (in a way) rewarding me, and I saw behind it some dark, sinister motive. The stupid part is, that motive is completely at odds with what I know of you. Not like I don't feel bad enough for that, but then add in that bit of hurt, too. You didn't deserve any of that. I'm fortunate that "forgiving" describes you as well.

We are beginning. Well, we've begun, you five months before I even really looked at you. I'm grateful you waited, and it's my hope that never - not even for one nanosecond - do you ever regret waiting for me - waiting for me to be yours, waiting for me to notice you, and waiting for me to return your wondrous, incredible, amazing love.

I love you, Jimmy. Many soft kisses for many years to come...

 

[kendra1980]

Big Congratulations to BW and DF. Wishing you many years ahead of happiness and dreams realized!


K

 

[BlackWolf65]

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[Her_Hoops]

Hi, everybody!!

My buddy BW asked me to post this for him. Some of you guys know why he has to do it this way, some don't. For those that don't, he needs to keep his username completely off this post, for reasons that are just too crazy to go into right now. So, he sent this to me and asked me to post it for him in the Melty Heart thread. So, here it is:

Well... This is something of a landmark for me: My 10,000th post in Lit. I'm going to post this in the Melty thread, but I'm going to pass it on to our friend Hoops and have him post it there for me. Some of you know why...

I would like to talk about a couple of things in this post. I want to talk first about Lit, and how much this place means to me, and then I want to talk about *you*, and about us...

For the Lit population at large:

This little community has come to mean so much to me. I've met people here who have come to be counted as my very best friends in the world. Whenever I've been in a bad place, needed someone to talk to, someone to let me vent, whatever - anything, just about, that I've needed - there has always been someone here willing to offer as much help as they can. The people in this forum are an incredible group of people, and I've come to think of a good number of them as my extended family. From my first day here, I have never been given anything but respect, a welcoming attitude, and friendship. In many cases, I've been given that feeling of friendly and at times, even familial love. So, to all of you Litizens who have made me feel at home here from the very first time I ever posted, I want to offer my sincere thanks. This forum - specifically, the people who comprise it - have quite honestly saved my sanity by offering me a refuge from what was a very difficult time in my life. As I came to know you, I came to feel at home here in Lit, and I do mean home in every sense of that word. You made Lit into a safe haven for me, a place where I was always welcome, always safe, and always understood. I love every one of you, I really do...

For my beautiful DF:

Sweet Tea, at post number 10,000, I have to kind of stop and reflect on something else that Lit has brought to me. This forum has brought you into my life. If one of us had not joined Lit, then who knows when we may have met one another? I believe that we would have, eventually, but who knows when that might have happened? I believe that, because I believe that we were destined to come into one another's lives. But, the lost time that may have resulted would have been such a terrible loss. We've already missed out on so much time together because we didn't meet each other until last year.

I mentioned above the friends that I've made here in Lit. I've told you this before, but I want to tell you again: You are, truly, my very best friend in the world. There is almost nothing that you don't know about me, and there is almost nothing that I don't know about you. You became my best friend very quickly, you know. Something about you, some quality that you have, told me that I could trust you with anything. And I've been proven right about that time and time again...

This forum will always remain very dear to my heart, partly because of *all* of the wonderful people here, but mainly because this is the place that I met you. This is where you first came into my life, and my life has done nothing but improve steadily since that first evening when we talked for so many hours. Through all of the difficulties that we've faced together, I've done nothing except feel more and more happiness because of you. I've only felt more and more love for you, with every passing moment...

Who would have thought? I mean, at it's very basic, Lit is a porn forum. Who would have thought that I could meet the love of my life - that I could find my soul - here, in this forum? But that's exactly what happened. In the moment when I first put my eyes on you, when I went to meet you, I knew. I knew that I would be spending the rest of my life by your side...

I want to share something with the rest of the people who'll be reading this post. It was something that happened when I came to vist you. You'll know immediately what I'm referring to, but I'm going to start at the beginning, for those who don't know about this. And that would be everyone here, because unless I'm mistaken, neither of us has posted anything about this...

At one point when I was there, I came to visit you at your home. I got to see where you live, and I even left a post in Lit while I was there. We spent some time together, sitting on your front porch, in the swing. As I was about to have to leave, we went to the side of your house, and stood on your lawn. And, for want of a better way to phrase it, we fell into what was the single, most incredible kiss that I have ever experienced in my life. We were pressed so closely together, arms around one another. I will never forget the feeling in those moments: The feeling of my hand on the back of your head and neck, my other arm around your waist, your arms pulling me so tightly against you. I remember vividly your scent that night, I remember the way that you tasted as we kissed, I remember the way you felt pressed against me. Every cliche that has ever been written about a kiss applied. I felt as though I was drowning in you, as though I could die in that moment and have no regrets about my life, because I would have died in your arms. As I said, it was the most incredible kiss that I have ever experienced...

Even though we haven't been together, face to face, since that last visit, I feel you with me all the time. You are a constant presence in my life. We are always together, every moment of every day. You live in my heart, and I know that I live in yours...

We have so much to look forward to in the coming years, and the start of those years together is now coming quite close. I can't wait for us to begin building our life together. I dream of lying beside you, dreaming sweet dreams of you as you sleep, dreaming, in my arms. I long for the day to come when every night, the very last thing I see is your face; when the very last words I speak are a whisper in your ear, "Good night, Sweet Tea, I love you;" when the very first thing that I see when I wake up every morning is your face; when the first words I speak every day are, "Good morning, Sweet Tea, I love you..."

I love you so much, my beautiful Dragonflie. I love you more than I can ever begin to explain to you or to anyone else. My love for you consumes me, and at the same time sustains me and gives me reason to live, reason to hope and dream for the future. You are my soul, and without you, I would die...

I love you, V...

S

 

[kendra1980]

Thinking of you D

It snowed yesterday, and the weather whispered your name to me. The snowflakes kissing my skin, made me think of your kisses.

I re-read your last pm, and your words brought the image of your handsome face to my mind.

Knowing I am going away for a while after our long apart, makes me miss you even more, and I didn't think that was possible.

I heard this song today, and it made me think of you,

I love you,

Always, D


Sometimes I think of you, and tears fill my eyes
To think of the meaning you've given my life
You've touched me in places no one ever reached
You've given me reason and cause to believe
You are my rainbow; you've colored my life
And you are my sunshine; I'm warm in your light
You are my fountain that never runs dry
You're my inspiration, my reason to try.



Wishing you were near.

 

[Gypsybyrd]

Today I was told to take a moment and think about what I'm thankful for as part of a ceremony I was participating in. I was surprised (although I don't know why) to realize the first to thoughts in my mind were names ... the names of 2 wonderful people I've met here at Lit.

These 2 people I am proud and happy to call 'friends' and I know that they are there if I need them. In fact ... they *have* been there for me recently. They don't let me duck something when it is bothering me - eventually they circle back to the topic and get me to talk about it. And they calm me down when I'm upset.

Anyway ... even though they will not see this post, I hope these 2 people know how much their friendships mean to me and that I am always there for them too.