The Melty Heart Thread...

[littleone77]

Here I go...*deep breath*

You said we were Fated. "Clotho told me so." I didn't belive you. I resisted what I considered to be the wrong path for me. Thankfully your tenacity, and true motives guided your actions through all those months and those weeks of hell. You stayed. Without saying a word or pushing me you allowed me to realize the obivous. You are not cruel, especially not to me. There are people, men, that I can put my Trust in. You do not hurt unintentionally or act selfishly. The power I gave to you is a precious gift. You know that and wouldn't knowingly jeopodize it. With you I don't have to worry or fear the unimaginable. I do not need to question myself as a Woman or you as a Man. Thank you. With you I won't ever be alone and if, when I hurt you will be there with me. Binding my to reality and to you with your steadfast presence. Through actions and your voice I am learning that the past is not the present, and things will be okay. I do have worth and am deserving of a happy ending, hopefully with you. Thank you, without you I wouldn't be where I am now.

I love you Daddy. You truly are the best.

 

[Dragonflie]

~sigh~

Just...

I love you, more than love...

Always...

DF

 

[BlackWolf65]

~sigh~

Just...

I love you, more than love...

Always...

DF

And you know that I love you, too...

~Eternity~

 

[BlackWolf65]

~~Sigh~~

I love you, you know...

I'm sitting here, remembering our time on the phone today. Remembering everything that was said, everything that took place. And I'm reveling in the love that I feel for you, in the love that I feel coming to me from you...

You have captured me. You own me, heart and soul, you know. When I think of you, I completely melt inside... And I really do think of you often - all the time, really... You never leave my thoughts. I love you... My beautiful V, I love you so very much... I would happily die for you...

Soon, my Love... Very soon now... *We* are coming... And the world had better look out...

 

[Dragonflie]

Your sig melts my heart, you know...

I love seeing it again...and I love you...

5 days, Darlin'...five lil days...

 

[BlackWolf65]

Your sig melts my heart, you know...

I love seeing it again...and I love you...

5 days, Darlin'...five lil days...

*YOU* melt my heart, Lover...

You always have, and always will...

 

[Golden_Silence]

Just wanted to let one person know...

I miss you do very much and wish for the miles to become mere inches, please never give up on me, us, forever..

For you I will fix all that I have managed to break and repair myself in the process, it was a dumb mistake and one I will truly regret if our souls are not as one in the future.

L, my love and admiration for you grows daily, I am so proud of you and so thankful for your choice.

I just want you to know, you know......

 

[asian_princess]

10 000th post.

I’ve just learned a very big lesson.

I shouldn’t fight what I really, really want.

For my 10000th post, I tried to write a post about things I didn’t really want to share, about people and events that I thought I should thank and speak about…and I cringed reading my own words.

When I know…
What it is I really want to say.

So this is me, giving up

To the eternally beating melty heart of mine

==

Appy’s Melty Heart: is not a person but a state of being.

And there are some people who contribute to that warm fuzzy feeling.

I want to take this opportunity to thank them.

To the Melty Heart Posse:

You give me hope.

That is it in a nutshell.

And never ever under value what a wondrous gift HOPE is.

And for the support of me all these months, even when I’ve only been a leeching member *giggles* you’ve been the ones to bear the brunt of my random happy and sorrowful rants…and always be there with a friendly word.

You give me strength, with you passion and COMPASSION...

we all need a little melty heart in us all.

long live the MHers!

To the quintessential Girlfriend...whom no one should live without...

Dear Veronica,

My beautiful sex wench.

What would I do without you there, always there when I need to let my inner freak out?

Who else in the world would understand my need to scull gin, pig out on sushi, then dance dance dance in our boots to the Cramps calling people who’ve pissed me off asshats and turdfuckers??

You know, you KNOW what inside me.
And the essence of who I am.

One day, our dreams of a traveling foursome sex troupe european adventure shall happen, my gal, it shall…cos we are nothing if not strong, independent, headstrong, kinky girls.

Thank you for the endless hours of listening to my repetitive pity partyness.
Thank you for fierce protectiveness and loyalty
Thank you for the tender girlie moments we share in remembrance
Thank you for being the one person who knows what I mean, when I say the word LOVE

*put on my boots and knocks you over onto your bum with a big Appy kiss and hugglehump*

I wuvs you, kinkysexfreak.

My bestie.
My fellow rollercoaster riding sister through life and love...

Dearest, my dearest Karon.

*shakes head*

whatta pair.

LMFAO

What? You just gotta laugh.

Who knew we’d be where we are a year ago.
Who knew.

Probably not where we thought we’d be, probably not where we’d choose to be, but here we are.

And however it feels or it seems, we’re still standing.

You are my sistersoul

I will never understand what it is that is between us.
Just that without a word, you KNOW.

I stopped being surprised when we would post the exact same cravings and missings, the same songs the same lyrics at the exact same time a long time ago…and just came to accept, how lucky I am to have a kindred spirit out there, always keeping ME going with her strength and courage.

Years from now, when Lit is but a distant fond memory, it will always be associated with one person: My Sunshine.

You support and encourage me with your subtle, unwavering courage. We may go weeks without talking but I know you’re there, and I feel safe and at home whenever I see your name… thank goodness you’re a total post whore

I am here for you til the end of time.
I luv you

To…L.

I miss you.
Simply because of the man you are.
And what you brought to my life.

Be happy.
It starts with you.

And never give up.
What you’re looking for is out there

always,
xo.

To my daily partner in crime!!

Dear Caddlebear.

You are the laughter in my day.

If anyone could know the amount of total and complete bullshit that we spin, I fear we would either be very, very rich, or very, very committed.

You have been there in those absolute worst moments of my life in the last year…TRANSCONTINENTAL, too.

And not by chance, but because I never wanted anyone else but you there with me at that time.

And I think without you fending them off, the little white men in coats would’ve come for me a long time ago.

You bear my burdens with me, patiently and relentlessly, and you are there with a smile and a laugh when my day is bathed in blue.

And I want you to know, I appreciate you, for every moment you put up with me.…and I know you’re just gonna say, I’ve said it before… but my blood alcohol level was like 0.99 at the time...and i want you to know how much I mean it.

I luffles you, not for the jaw aching laughing marathons at 2:04am (when you’re at your most lively), the missed pointless calls at 7:30am cos I’ve forgotten the time difference, not for the hours you spend looking up phone plans for me because I keep going $600 over my limit, for forgiving me when I pry tactlessly into your personal life, for not hanging up when I'm yelling to your parents through the phone, for not disowning me when I'm making up names for your friends to embarrass you, for listening to me hysterically break down in tears over deleting my PMs, for just laughing when I’m accusing you of having crushes on every female…and several males that frequent our circles, for understanding my need to rant about garlic bread but just for you being you

I hope you know...i would do anything for you

.

And... to Him.

My AngelFace...

You are.

*sighs*

You just are.

You came into my world and you just breathed life into it again.

We, being who we are and what we are, and how we are… sometimes I feel myself biting my tongue not wanting to say everything I feel for fear of many things but…this is my 10000th post and I’ll gush about you if I want to

You amaze me.

With your sweetness, your love of life, your consideration of others, your sense of friendship, your sense of integrity.

You are the silliest person I know…I flocked to that insatiable lust to just be childlike and silly.

I know this is not the happiest time for you, I know there are parts you can’t give me, but I know that we are in essence each other’s escape… and truly, that simply makes it more beautiful.

I’ve never felt such a freeing feeling, of knowing…we are both in a moment because we simply want to be. No obligation, no forced attachment…just simply because we want to be.

With you I have passion and friendship, camaraderie and intimacy, humour and intensity…I have it all.

You are wise
You are loving
You are thoughtful
You are quietly observant
You are infuriatingly charming
You are indescribably intuitive
You are fiercely protective and caring
You are intensely sweetness and wonder

You are the silver lining of my every smile, not just my darker moments.
You are the peace in my crazy chaotic day
You are the glint in my mischievious grin
You are my motivation and my support
You are the happy jaunt in my butt wiggle
You are the calm I revel in before I slumber
You are the gurgle in my first giggle of the day

And you have taught me to live in this moment here, and this one, and this one and this one… And I'll never forget a second of the time we've spent together.

You are a piece of me...

You simply are.

And I know now why I’m here.

To remind you day by day by day… of your worth.
And maybe, one day, just maybe… you’ll listen to the words I say.

And know.

You’re meant to be happy too.

Em Yeu Anh

xo,
-D
.

 

[trent0553]

Good evening Appy!
Always wonderful to see you.
What a thoughtful and delightful post. It really is lovely.
I hope you have a wonderful evening and better tomorrow.
It is always good to see you but a Happy Appy is always much better.
Karen is a dream, isn't she

Congratulations on post 10,000 !!!!

http://i119.photobucket.com/albums/o143/Trenttags/Lit20307gmkq7e4w8p-1.gif​

 

[kendra1980]

{{{{{Appy}}}}}}

Always, sweetness, and just because...you deserve all the sweetest things.

Finding the road to being strong is one thing, having someone to help you find it, someone who *knows* the directions, because they've traveled it, makes that journey a lot easier. I thank you for that, 'princess' and princess you are.

I love you too, and you know my heart. You know what I think...and all of it warm, and truly heart felt.

You, darling girl, are amazing.

~K

 

[kendra1980]

Just wanted to let one person know...

I miss you do very much and wish for the miles to become mere inches, please never give up on me, us, forever..

For you I will fix all that I have managed to break and repair myself in the process, it was a dumb mistake and one I will truly regret if our souls are not as one in the future.

L, my love and admiration for you grows daily, I am so proud of you and so thankful for your choice.

I just want you to know, you know......

{{{{M}}}}

wishing such good things for you. Remember what you told me of Fate? I'm hoping whatever is hurting your heart or hampering your happiness, will be answered because you did as you advised me.

How cryptic is that...but you know too.

K

 

[BlackWolf65]

DF...

I'm going to keep this short... But I wanted to just pop in quickly and let you know this - even though I know that you *are* aware, I want to say it...

I love you, Sweet Tea. I love you more than I can even begin to explain to you. And while things are still pretty rough there for you, they *are* moving in the direction that they need to be moving.

When I think of the future - of you and I, and your kids, living together as a family... I tear up... You keep telling me that you hope I know what I'm getting into with this, when I hear you fussin' with the kids on the phone. Love, I *DO* know what I'm getting into, and I can't wait for it to become reality...

Your children are a part of you, and as such, I already love them, even though I haven't met them yet. They are literally *half* you, and I could never do anything but love them, simply for that...

I love you, V... I love you completely, totally, and without any reservations whatsoever... I just...

I...

LOVE...

YOU...

S

 

[tnblondie]

Rollin,

It has been nearly a year since we met. I posted that I was wearig an orange thong and you posted that you wanted to see it and that started it all.

It didn't take us long to decide to meet and the first time we touched was like magic. How long did it take us to end up in bed together?? I don't think we have lost an ounce of that desire, that urgency, for each other.

We have had our hard times. You hurt me more than I thought one person could stand to be hurt and I struck back out of anger.

But when you called, after dad passed, and asked if you could call me again I couldn't say no. Even through the pain and betrayal I never stopped loving you and I remembered what Lynn said about hearing your side from you when you didn't have some one else there to tell you what to say. {{{Lynn}}}

I know that you are sorry and I have told you that I don't want to hear you say those words again about that time. All you have to do is hold me and I know how you feel.

You know as well as I do that it wont be easy for us, especially at the begining. We have 2 families to make into one family. But together we can make it work.

I once told you that I would walk through the fires of hell for you and there was a time when it felt like I was doing just that. You know what? I would still do it in a heart beat.

You don't hold my heart, you are my heart. You are the other half of my soul.

With all my love.

Your Blondie

 

[BlackWolf65]

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[rollinlower]

Rollin,

It has been nearly a year since we met. I posted that I was wearig an orange thong and you posted that you wanted to see it and that started it all.

It didn't take us long to decide to meet and the first time we touched was like magic. How long did it take us to end up in bed together?? I don't think we have lost an ounce of that desire, that urgency, for each other.

We have had our hard times. You hurt me more than I thought one person could stand to be hurt and I struck back out of anger.

But when you called, after dad passed, and asked if you could call me again I couldn't say no. Even through the pain and betrayal I never stopped loving you and I remembered what Lynn said about hearing your side from you when you didn't have some one else there to tell you what to say. {{{Lynn}}}

I know that you are sorry and I have told you that I don't want to hear you say those words again about that time. All you have to do is hold me and I know how you feel.

You know as well as I do that it wont be easy for us, especially at the begining. We have 2 families to make into one family. But together we can make it work.

I once told you that I would walk through the fires of hell for you and there was a time when it felt like I was doing just that. You know what? I would still do it in a heart beat.

You don't hold my heart, you are my heart. You are the other half of my soul.

With all my love.

Your Blondie

baby i have no clue as to what to say in response to this other than to tell you i love you and i plan to show you in every way

 

[tnblondie]

baby i have no clue as to what to say in response to this other than to tell you i love you and i plan to show you in every way

Sugar that is all that I have ever, or will ever, ask for

 

[Dragonflie]

I've hesitated to post about this, but now I've already announced it in the Tavern, so...

Dragonflie... Please... Don't feel that you need to hide the fact that you're happy that my divorce is going to become final... I know - I *KNOW* - how much you waited to hear that from me, and I know how much it means to you, and to *us*...

Yes... It's going to be saddening... I have three children with this woman... But, the marriage was over a very long time ago... Long before I met you, really...

And now... I *will be* free to be with you...

And *that* is the very best thing that has *ever* happened to me, Love...

~Sigh~

Wolfy, you know you didn't have to do this...but thank you...
I know how you are feeling, I *know* because I am going through the same thing...The simple truth here is that we were both headed down this road already when we met, which only adds to our belief that this was meant to be...So yes, I am happy in a way, because I know that this is something that will ease your pain...this freedom will finally let you make the moves you need to make, and *yes* it will bring you home to me at long last...But still, I am sad for you, too...no 'nana dance here...I know you understand me, and I know that when this day comes for me, that you will feel the same way.

I love you, Darlin'...I love you...

 

[elizabeth22673]

when i needed someone the very most, you were there and accepted my invitation to you to become my Daddy. from the start you made me feel beautiful. now you make me feel loved and protected and secure. you mean so much to me and i can't imagine my life without you now.

i love you Daddy

 

[littleone77]

Here again...

Today you made the comment of being a warrior. *smiles* Daddy is a warrior yes but not in that context you meant. You easily won me over in a heart beat...demostrating with your actions of steadfastness, love, eloquence and being yourself, that you are not like the rest. I can completly Trust you Daddy and I do. Rule # 4 Often times I am concerned that I do not express enough my love and appreciation for you. Unlike many in the world I am well aware of what I have been given. It is my sincere hope that what I will give you in the months to come will reflect that. Each day I fall a little more under your spell Daddy. Rule #4 has proven to me what a special man you are.

With you I do not have to be afraid of being left, of not being enough or having my heart carelessly stepped on. I can not imagine a more perfect match...we are alike in so many ways, the validity of pre destination can not be doubted. People come into our lives for a reason and we both know why you are in mine and why I am in yours.

I love you Daddy.

Thank you...For everything

 

[Dragonflie]

My Love...

I only want you to know that I'm thinking of you today...you are in my thoughts, my heart, my soul...

I know how hard this is...I know how sad you are...I wish more than anything that I could be there, hold you, make this even a tiny bit easier for you. You know I am with you...*YOU KNOW*...I always will be, no matter what.

I love you, S...more than love...forever...for always...for eternity...

 

[BlackWolf65]

My Love...

I only want you to know that I'm thinking of you today...you are in my thoughts, my heart, my soul...

I know how hard this is...I know how sad you are...I wish more than anything that I could be there, hold you, make this even a tiny bit easier for you. You know I am with you...*YOU KNOW*...I always will be, no matter what.

I love you, S...more than love...forever...for always...for eternity...

Why do I love you so very much??

It's because of things like this post... Knowing that you say these things with complete seriousness...

I love you, Sweet Tea...

Gotta take a shower and get the wolf sweat off...

ttys...

 

[Deprived_in_AZ]

Wolf sweat, now there's an image......

Just popping in to say Hey, and as always keeping fingers crossed for you two.

 

[elizabeth22673]

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[koalabear]

36 years..still miss you.

Fire, smoke, bad joke
That's what my life's been turned into
Hurt, cry, pray to die
That's all that I've got left to do

Without you
Every time someone speaks your name
I feel my heart go up in flames
Without you
Nobody's here to see me cry
Or wipe the teardrops from my eyes
Without you
I'm the only one I've got left
And I can't live with myself
Without you, oh without you

Guilt, shame, I'm to blame
For all the pain I put you through
Cold, stoned, mind blown
There's nothin' left for me to lose

Without you
Every time someone speaks your name
I feel my heart go up in flames
Without you
Nobody's here to see me cry
Or wipe the teardrops from my eyes
Without you
I'm the only one I've got left
And I can't live with myself
Without you, oh without you

Time goes by
Still, I'm

Without you
Every time someone speaks your name
I feel my heart go up in flames
Without you
Nobody's here to see me cry
Or wipe the teardrops from my eyes
Without you
I'm the only one I've got left
And I can't live with myself
Without you

Every time someone speaks your name
I feel my heart go up in flames
Without you
Nobody's here to see me cry
Or wipe the teardrops from my eyes
Without you
I'm the only one I've got left
And I can't live with myself
Without you, oh without you
Without you, oh without you

 

[BlackWolf65]

DF... My beautiful, wonderful, lovely, amazing Love...

You have given me a whole new meaning to the word "patience." You've watched me pull away from you - not so much by choice, but more as a symptom of my own bipolar issues. But still - you've stood by me, you've held my hand, and you've let me know that you are always there for me, no matter how bad things may get.

I love you, V. With every breath that I take, my love for you grows stronger and deeper. You show me, with every single thing that you do, every little word that you speak, just how much you love me. In what I used to think of as a hopeless world, you've shown me that there is *always* hope...

I love you, Sweet Tea... I love you with every ounce of my being, with every thought that I have, with every single thing I do, I love you...

For all of Eternity...

S