What Are You Thinking? Continued 14

[EvaLane]

I slept 4 hours, I needed at least double that after all the weekend shenanigans. I had a dream about mom, then woke up to think about mom and at that point I knew the night was lost.

No knitting today, it wouldn’t end well in this tired state.

I also dreamt of my mom, the same dream as usual - her adamantly debating her living status until I concede, only to wake up and be reminded that she’s gone.

The back and forth is exhausting. I wish I could dream of her in a way that feels connective, or reminiscent, or something other than the combative present we often find ourselves in.

The last time I wrote and complained about this, I didn’t dream about her for months. That was also bad.

There’s really no winning these games.

 

[F3x0r]

Hi

I also dreamt of my mom, the same dream as usual - her adamantly debating her living status until I concede, only to wake up and be reminded that she’s gone.

The back and forth is exhausting. I wish I could dream of her in a way that feels connective, or reminiscent, or something other than the combative present we often find ourselves in.

The last time I wrote and complained about this, I didn’t dream about her for months. That was also bad.

There’s really no winning these games.

Grief is fucking horrible, but it's also not a battle, it's there all the time, and it will 100% kick you in the bits when you least expect it, when you pick up something mundane and suddenly your mind floods with memories and suddenly you are close to tears in a fucking butchers or something, but, as things go one, the kick in the bits is lessened and you become welcoming of the memories and the dreams and they become part of you, a comfort rather than a reminder.

 

[seela]

I also dreamt of my mom, the same dream as usual - her adamantly debating her living status until I concede, only to wake up and be reminded that she’s gone.

The back and forth is exhausting. I wish I could dream of her in a way that feels connective, or reminiscent, or something other than the combative present we often find ourselves in.

The last time I wrote and complained about this, I didn’t dream about her for months. That was also bad.

There’s really no winning these games.

My mom is still alive, physically. Mentally she’s not really here, and I keep having horrible guilt trips because of all kinds of mom related things, often in the middle of the night.

 

[EvaLane]

My mom is still alive, physically. Mentally she’s not really here, and I keep having horrible guilt trips because of all kinds of mom related things, often in the middle of the night.

We kept them up in the middle of the night when we were babies and now it’s their turn. Not exactly how the Lion King portrayed the circle of life

 

[justyouraveragedaniel]

Iced coffee in beer glasses should be marketed at local coffee shops.

 

[cheekygirl75]

Do I do the orientation from bed?

 

[seela]

We kept them up in the middle of the night when we were babies and now it’s their turn. Not exactly how the Lion King portrayed the circle of life

I like your version of circle of life much better than the Lion King one.

 

[Hornymwtxn]

 

[F3x0r]

Do I do the orientation from bed?

Yes, 100% it's the only way

 

[Sexy_Singer]

@barefootgirl69

It's your day, BFG.

https://ibb.co/k25tZbwv

 

[barefootgirl69]

@barefootgirl69

It's your day, BFG.

https://ibb.co/k25tZbwv

Wooo hoooo!

 

[Taegul]

I see that the puke emoji still isn't a standard reaction option yet.

Fail, lit. FAIL.

 

[Sundayschild]

I see that the puke emoji still isn't a standard reaction option yet.

Fail, lit. FAIL.

Eyeroll for me

 

[MissSNG]

Do you know how hard it is to fill and wrap a sticky veggie spring roll one handed with a baby on your hip? No? Count yourself lucky…
Next week I’m going back to easy sandwiches for lunch

 

[FunFilled1980]

That was quicker than I thougjt

 

[EyesOnHers]

I see that the puke emoji still isn't a standard reaction option yet.

Fail, lit. FAIL.

Didn't think my voice note was that offensive. But fine

 

[OldDirtyAltGuy]

Blue Moon is Sunday. I'm feeling it too!

Blue Moons aren't so fucking bad.

 

[FunFilled1980]

I never used to like sunrises too much. And then I realized that every sunrise is a beautiful promise that today can be better than yesterday. I still prefer sunsets but I do appreciate sunrise through new eyes.

 

[hotwords229_A]

I wish women would talk about my cock the way phlebotomists talk about my veins.

“That’s not a vein, that’s a hose!” <—Actual quote.

 

[mickyp123]

I’m thinking, that will do.

 

[Underscore_2]

Don't think so much. Your tiny brains are fragile

 

[KatieKulka32]

It would suck to work in the morgue. Even if you die you still have to go into work the next day.

 

[Hornymwtxn]

It would suck to work in the morgue. Even if you die you still have to go into work the next day.

True, but at least you could lay around

 

[LordofDargaardkeep]

True, but at least you could lay around

so basically nothing changes for her...

 

[KatieKulka32]

True, but at least you could lay around

I do that anyway