So, last week my mother committed suicide...

[onyxvixen]

Anyway, Vixen has been respecting my need for space and letting me get on with it but her Mum came and sat beside me. She didn't say anything or attempt to interact at all and she wasn't staring at me or making me feel uncomfortable in any way. We sat there together for nearly two hours in total silence. She wasn't reading or knitting or anything at all, just sitting with me. I started to cry but it wasn't even for my mother. It was the sympathy and love that this woman was radiating towards me, her determination to sit with me even if there was literally nothing else she could do for me, her devotion to easing my pain in any way that she could, to the exclusion of all else on earth.

Yep, that's my mother, she's very intuitive. She's been praying for you as well my darling. You know she's been itching to adopt you since your own mother began to become ill and now you've left her no choice. You WILL be assimilated into the Johnston hive mind, resistance IS futile.

It made me think of Vixen and how ridiculously unselfish she has been. She has a tiny one bedroom flat and I've been under her feet being bereaved for weeks. She travelled to the town Mum was buried in with me and stayed there as long as I did. She has been determined at every turn to do everything in her power to help me through this. There aren't enough words to express how close we have become, even more than soulsisters. I owe her and her family so very much, a ludicrously astronomical, unpayble debt of love, time, patience, understanding and peace.

SLAP!​

As other posters have said, you owe me nothing whatsoever. You've been cleaning up like the maid and cooking almost every night. In fact, I may not allow you to leave when you're better. I've always wanted a live in servant Seriously, anything I can do to help you eases my own pain over this. I've known your Mum since I was 13years old and you've been like family to me for years.

So I sat there with Vixen's Mum and cried over how incredibly fortunate I am to have these wonderful people in my life. My first happy tears, my first feeling of joy since Mum passed. It felt like a huge turning point and for a moment, all the weight inside me lifted. It was the first time I truly believed I might come through the other end of all this one day.

Bitch.







You just made me cry.

{{{{{{{Love you Vixen}}}}}}} ​

Love you too my beautiful soulsister, always and forever, no matter what happens. I have no doubt that our roles will reverse again, just as they always have. That's how good karma works.

{{{{{{{{{{HUGs Velvet}}}}}}}}}}​

 

[mickyp123]

Karma, needs no introduction, nice reply vixen

 

[mickyp123]

Oh Micky, you know me far too well already.

Actually, I caught V slapping her own ass yesterday. She says it releases tension. She slapped herself until she was exhausted. I did, of course, offer to help

Sounds weird but she is a submissive and I can understand it in a kinky, channeling anger and upset kind of way.

Slap it for her Vixen..........hard

 

[VelvetDarkness]

Love you too my beautiful soulsister, always and forever, no matter what happens. I have no doubt that our roles will reverse again, just as they always have. That's how good karma works.

Well I guess that's fair enough *rubs sore ass* Mistress.

HUGS to everybody, I'm in that kind of mood today.

Thanks for the bumps Micky.

 

[mickyp123]

Well I guess that's fair enough *rubs sore ass* Mistress.

HUGS to everybody, I'm in that kind of mood today.

Thanks for the bumps Micky.

No bumps needed, this thread has somehow kept alive on its own

 

[mickyp123]

Well I guess that's fair enough *rubs sore ass* Mistress.

HUGS to everybody, I'm in that kind of mood today.

Thanks for the bumps Micky.

your arse need a bloody good flogging that will get the stress "flowing"

 

[mickyp123]

you take good care of you, ............forever friends x

 

[VelvetDarkness]

Hi Micky, hope you've been wearing your superman suit - or is it bananaman?

 

[bustyblondebombshell]

I think bananaman suits him better

 

[VelvetDarkness]

I think bananaman suits him better

Yeah, definitely apropo. May be pushing my luck though because I called him Yoda the other day.






These Dragons, so touchy

Hope you're well BBB

 

[bustyblondebombshell]

Yeah, definitely apropo. May be pushing my luck though because I called him Yoda the other day.





These Dragons, so touchy

Hope you're well BBB

Well, maybe Yoda is actually quite fitting hell, I know I'm going to get in trouble for that!...

I'm well thank you. I hope you are doing ok.... here to chat if you need a little light relief

 

[VelvetDarkness]

Well, maybe Yoda is actually quite fitting hell, I know I'm going to get in trouble for that!...

I'm well thank you. I hope you are doing ok.... here to chat if you need a little light relief

Yeah, I'm in quite a good mood this evening. Have the run of the flat because Vixen's out on the prowl. Much as I love her I think we're both glad of the space tonight.

 

[mickyp123]

Yeah, I'm in quite a good mood this evening. Have the run of the flat because Vixen's out on the prowl. Much as I love her I think we're both glad of the space tonight.

i suppose bananas have "appeal"

 

[bustyblondebombshell]

Yeah, I'm in quite a good mood this evening. Have the run of the flat because Vixen's out on the prowl. Much as I love her I think we're both glad of the space tonight.

Its always nice to have space to reflect..... or my personal favourite - walk around naked

 

[mickyp123]

Its always nice to have space to reflect..... or my personal favourite - walk around naked

Strange you two have been brought together, quite spooky

 

[VelvetDarkness]

Strange you two have been brought together, quite spooky

Well it is halloween, what's your point Dragonpants?

 

[VelvetDarkness]

Its always nice to have space to reflect..... or my personal favourite - walk around naked

Nope, too bloody cold tonight. Have put a hot water bottle in my bed like the sad old woman I am *sigh*

 

[mickyp123]

your the only two people on lit i have spoken to in R/L, i just find that strange, as you say it is halloween

 

[VelvetDarkness]

your the only two people on lit i have spoken to in R/L, i just find that strange, as you say it is halloween

Don't blame me, it's all Vixen's fault this one, she's been prowling...

Hope you're well

 

[bustyblondebombshell]

your the only two people on lit i have spoken to in R/L, i just find that strange, as you say it is halloween

erm..... Micky.... I hate to tell you this.........

it was Halloween two nights ago....

(Can't seem to find the Dom's these days.... tut tut)

 

[mickyp123]

Don't blame me, it's all Vixen's fault this one, she's been prowling...

Hope you're well

yep me is fine thanks, bloody nanaman, go on fill me in,

 

[mickyp123]

erm..... Micky.... I hate to tell you this.........

it was Halloween two nights ago....

(Can't seem to find the Dom's these days.... tut tut)

Look i'm catching up ok,.....................sloooowly

can i say though, i am bloody cute at finding nice people, its a back handed compliment,

 

[VelvetDarkness]

Look i'm catching up ok,.....................sloooowly

can i say though, i am bloody cute at finding nice people, its a back handed compliment,

You're just bloody cute.

Oops, not supposed to say that bout Domly types are we?

*takes deep breath*






CUTE!

*runs away*

 

[mickyp123]

You're just bloody cute.

Oops, not supposed to say that bout Domly types are we?

*takes deep breath*






CUTE!

*runs away*

correct, and we have long memories, and wicked imaginations, your quips will come back and bite you for sure, so run if you think it will help lol

 

[mickyp123]

With that i will say goodnight to you both, its been a hectic week, and i am looking forward to a chilled out friday

night night