Twenty Somethings

[Munachi]

well, the semester here has just started a month or two ago...

 

[HybridCrow]

Oy vey... I missed class two weeks straight. Well, Thanksgiving week I was really busy w/ both jobs and I had to help family out with stuff before AND on Thanksgiving.

Hopefully I'll have enough time to do whatever project it is I need to get done and soon. I should've emailed the professor, but lately I've been having problems with my email.

Anyhow, hope everyone's having fun, etc. We just had a freakin' ice-like shower. Roads are freakin' icy, and TWICE I've had to scrape the shit out of my car w/ the ice scraper because the ice is so freakin' thick.

 

[HybridCrow]

Oh where oh where is My Own. Oh where can that sexy body be?
She hasn't posted in almost a month!! She totally missed out on my strip club adventure... sadness prevails me now. She must have found a guy to be w/ now so she probably doesn't need us anymore.

 

[Munachi]

hi... hehe skipping class crow? bad bad bad... looks like i am having a bad influence on you. though i am good this semester. only skipped like four or five times in a month...

 

[My Own Way]

Hi all...sorry I've been gone for awhile...it's been sorta crazy busy these last few weeks...I have been lurking though...so don't worry HC....I didn't miss your much raved about trip to the strip club.

I've been doing a lot of thinking recently just about silly pointless stuff...but, do you ever wonder if you've just made a mistake? In that I mean...do you ever feel like you've just let someone who had the potential to be really special walk right out of your life? I've been feeling like this a few times over the past few months...I'll admit...mostly with men, but not solely. I dunno...it's almost like with one word or one look, I might have been able to change something...change my destiny as silly as that sounds. No, these people haven't broken my heart...frankly...with a few of them they were hardly even friends...just people I waved and smiled at...but I have to wonder if maybe I wasn't so shy or so stubborn things might have been different....Maybe I'm just overanalyzing...and of course, you can't change the past but it's just something I've been thinking on...

 

[Munachi]

Hi... well I know the feeling... But I guess in the end any chance you pass by means another one with someone else. Life seems so influenced by lots of little decisions, if we always wondered whether they were right or wrong we'd go crazy...

or maybe, if someone is really meant to be with you, he will return...

 

[BXGemini20]

I have been feeling that way aletly. For some reason I want to let a lot of stuff oof my chest before the year is out and go into '06 with no issues. Wierd huh?

 

[1stClassNiceGuy]

Its funny that you mention this, My.. because I am dealing with the -exact- same situation right now. Though, I won't find out if its too late until tomorrow (I hope). Heh, wish me luck!

 

[HybridCrow]

You guys are starting to make me think again... and it's not even funny.

Personally, My and everyone else, I had always thought about that, but now that I think about it... I'm always late or early in this type of situation.

And to be more honest NOW that I think about it, it's too damn depressing and I hate it. It's making me go back to the way I was, hating everything.

My step-cuz says I have the right idea about not caring anymore, but I SHOULD care a bit. Well, I don't. All the women I have met as far as I'm aware don't have and never had feelings for me. Well, I'm not sure about the girl I mentioned some odd number of posts ago that I met online and I'm hoping to meet on my road trip to California. It's really hard to tell when you've only talked to the person a couple of times on the phone and mostly through emails. She says she really likes me and wants to meet me, but nowadays, I don't trust what a woman says to me. I know, I know, woman get the same thoughts about guys, but this is through almost my lifetime of experience. I've never had dates, never kissed a girl (mom doesn't count, ok.), never had sex, and of course, never had a REAL g/f. Sure, I've had a naked woman on me, but I actually had to pay her for it. And that's another thing that bugs me too... something tells me only way to get laid is I'll have to pay for it, but as far as I'm aware, EVERYBODY is paying for it in one form or another.

A few friends have tried to set me up with some girls, but they never really worked out... it pretty much all lasted that single night when I meet them the first time. Don't get me wrong, I wasn't being my depressive self as I have been. I was talking to them and having fun and everything. Of course, no phone numbers or anything became of it at the end.

People tell me there's somebody out there for me. I honestly think that someone is really at the bottom of a bottle. Yes, I'm an alcoholic, but more of a social alcoholic and not a mean one at that.

So for now, I really don't care. I'm focusing on my money issues, saving up for this California road trip, and getting my college degree. That and I'm working on getting in great shape. I'm not saying guys w/ some fat or are fat can't get women, so don't take offense if there are any of the type reading this. Maybe I'm just too nice of a guy or something, I don't know. The more I dwell on it, the more depressing it gets me.

Anyhow, I hope everyone finds their center of well-being about this kind of thing. I may have already found it. Simply ignore it, drink a little, and have fun a little while I can.

Laters!

 

[Munachi]

um... either way, things go the way they go. and all that.

there was this evening in lima, a few days after i had thought i had left cusco for good, and i was sitting at my friend's computer, drinking wine with her, and showing her some pictures. there was a picture of c. and suddenly i was bawling my eyes out because i was missing him so much. she for no appearant reason suddenly switched to english (she has studied in london when she was young, and i think she just felt english was more appropriate for the importance of what she was going to say) and told me to go back to cusco. i could always travel but i might wonder for the rest of my life what could have been if i just leave. so i went back. though on the way thinking things through i already realized that it is all just too difficult, and that also i guess i was not willing to give up my plans. in the end, he also told me to go on my travels, because that would be what i have to do. so i stayed there for a week, then left. in a way i am glad i did. i have to go on with my life, and if it is really as much between us as it felt then, then we will find a way anyway. but sometimes yes, i do wonder...

anyway...

 

[BXGemini20]

Glad that I am done with classes. Just 4 days for 5 finals. And I am on vacation Hooray!

 

[Munachi]

Glad that I am done with classes. Just 4 days for 5 finals. And I am on vacation Hooray!

yay for you... i wish i had vacation. well in fact christmas break is starting soon, though it is only two weeks... no money to travel though

 

[HybridCrow]

Although I missed class three weeks in a row, I'm sure we still got class next week, but I'm not going. No point in going if I can't do anything. Next semester will definitely change. I'll be working harder and attend class more.

 

[BXGemini20]

Although I missed class three weeks in a row, I'm sure we still got class next week, but I'm not going. No point in going if I can't do anything. Next semester will definitely change. I'll be working harder and attend class more.

I hope you do well in your classes, Crow. I did some studying today. I'll do some more before I go to bed.

 

[ggoof]

can I join the club?

Hi My own way, Munachi, Gemini, Hc, NiceGuy and phdbio,

I'm another twen looking to join the club. It's funny, I actually read this thread from the beginning. It was sort of my evening entertainment for the last two weeks while working on a paper, and now I do feel a tiny bit creepy lurking like a stalker . So now that I finally have cought up with the last page I figured I'd say hi .
I'm in college trying to perfect the art of procrastination and if I can't help it I'm doing a bit of nerdy-sciency stuff.

Cheers,
GG

 

[ggoof]

I dunno...it's almost like with one word or one look, I might have been able to change something...change my destiny as silly as that sounds. No, these people haven't broken my heart...frankly...with a few of them they were hardly even friends...just people I waved and smiled at...but I have to wonder if maybe I wasn't so shy or so stubborn things might have been different....Maybe I'm just overanalyzing...and of course, you can't change the past but it's just something I've been thinking on...

Hi My,

have you seen "Lola Runs"? If not you should watch it. The movie plays around with this a bit. You might like it.

 

[Munachi]

Hi My own way, Munachi, Gemini, Hc, NiceGuy and phdbio,

I'm another twen looking to join the club. It's funny, I actually read this thread from the beginning. It was sort of my evening entertainment for the last two weeks while working on a paper, and now I do feel a tiny bit creepy lurking like a stalker . So now that I finally have cought up with the last page I figured I'd say hi .
I'm in college trying to perfect the art of procrastination and if I can't help it I'm doing a bit of nerdy-sciency stuff.

Cheers,
GG

hello ggoof!

 

[Munachi]

Hi My,

have you seen "Lola Runs"? If not you should watch it. The movie plays around with this a bit. You might like it.

i agree. especially since the movie plays in my city... btw, ggoof, are you german by any chance? since i thought the english title was run lola run, while lola runs would be a word by word translation of the german title... then again, i guess the english title might vary or something...

 

[ggoof]

i agree. especially since the movie plays in my city... btw, ggoof, are you german by any chance? since i thought the english title was run lola run, while lola runs would be a word by word translation of the german title... then again, i guess the english title might vary or something...

Hi Munachi,

wow, now that's a keen perception! I am german indeed.

edited to add:
I forgot the english title. Which I should know since I watched it in english with some friends, too. How come it's still running (in Berlin, right?)? Is that student cinema?
greetings,
gg

 

[Munachi]

Hehe, I meant, it takes place in my city, not that they show it here (though I guess they do at times, there are lots of theatres here) - I guess that was German interfering with my English...

Btw, there also is a German forum on lit, so in case you are interested you can check it out sometime...

 

[BXGemini20]

Hi My own way, Munachi, Gemini, Hc, NiceGuy and phdbio,

I'm another twen looking to join the club. It's funny, I actually read this thread from the beginning. It was sort of my evening entertainment for the last two weeks while working on a paper, and now I do feel a tiny bit creepy lurking like a stalker . So now that I finally have cought up with the last page I figured I'd say hi .
I'm in college trying to perfect the art of procrastination and if I can't help it I'm doing a bit of nerdy-sciency stuff.

Cheers,
GG

Hi ggoof. We could always use another memeber for convo around here.

 

[BXGemini20]

Wow Muna changed her pic? I liked the other one, but to each its own. Let me get back to studyong. Got get high marks. Later

 

[Munachi]

ah well, i got bored with my old avatar... so i put up this one, until i find another one...

 

[ggoof]

Hi ggoof. We could always use another memeber for convo around here.

Thanks Gemini,

I'll enjoy the convo with you guys.

 

[ggoof]

ah well, i got bored with my old avatar... so i put up this one, until i find another one...

Hi Muna,
thanks for the tip, I'll check out the German forum. I rather liked your old avatar. I mean the little furry thing is nice to look at, but it doesn't catch my eye quite the same way as you .

gg