butters
High on a Hill
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ok, just got in from work and will digest this and other information/investigate links.wow, you too, that almost makes two of us
actually you learn by getting into a poem, without too many assumptions, and you learn by paying attention, see level three addition, interesting construction, and I've learned much from many, there is always another way of looking at things, another approach.
I've been here nine years, I know the 'manners' of this place, the macrophage reaction, the 'codes', the games, the excessive me-ism, and my ROI is abysmally low, something like 2,000 comments and the expectation being I am supposed to see how great and wonderful some fucking noodle is, sorry, I allow so much for fucking around (I do enough of it), and most of the time you are getting a five anyway. Because I learned, and I regretted one four that I handed out because it made a difference in some contest that I was not aware of and it was the better poem,and I hadn't commented or voted on the other. I regretted it on my own, despite the macrophage reaction. The lectures because I hit back hard or because it somehow was twisted into something else. So now I learn avoidance, a retrenchment. And really I don't have much to say or a desire to say what little is left.
"Ich Bin Ein Auslander"
off the top of my head, i'd say this: you can't make people learn; they either will or they won't and a teacher might inspire them to go there but, once there, can't make them drink the water. horses . . . people, whatever.
re the macrophage:
i would say you're pretty macrophagic, if we substitute anons and stupidity for microbes and tumours.Macrophages are versatile cells that play many roles. As scavengers, they rid the body of worn-out cells and other debris. Along with dendritic cells, they are foremost among the cells that "present" antigen, a crucial role in initiating an immune response. As secretory cells, monocytes and macrophages are vital to the regulation of immune responses and the development of inflammation; they produce a wide array of powerful chemical substances (monokines) including enzymes, complement proteins, and regulatory factors such as interleukin-1. At the same time, they carry receptors for lymphokines that allow them to be "activated" into single-minded pursuit of microbes and tumour cells.
as for your other reference, isn't it a poet's duty to speak out? we are all outsiders, all foreigners, all immigrants to Lit, no matter how long we've been here - even if we were in on the ground floor as first gen immigrants. none of us should march to the goose step, chanting in unison, no differing opinions allowed. if there's one thing you are hot on, it's this. having been a member of several sites in my online life, we should be vigilant against it but this is the most anti lit-naziism site of them alland long may it remain so. the voting and disappearing H's thing is a reason for mistrust and concern - have you mailed Laurel about this directly? i don't know how that stuff all works, though no doubt others here might. if i remember it rightly, an H only remains so long as the piece continues getting the reads? (could be wrong, it's been a while.)
if there's direct manipulation of the system due to favouritism/angst/personality conflict then that is wrong. completely. can any of the mods(or regular members) here shed any light on how this stuff all works?