Well, C is still rather bitter. She messaged me last night, telling me how she hates me for hurting her, she misses just talking with me, and how she hates me for not being able to talk with her 'cause of her feelings and her hurt.
I'm thinkig of just blocking her AIM and removing her from my LJ friends list. I'm feeling much better about it; despite all the angst and worry, I've never felt so confident.
At the risk of sounding braggy, I discovered I am a rather talented lover; capable of bringing my partner to many wonderful orgasms. That is a *huge* ego boost.
I'm feeling okay. I'm a little bummed at the whole 'letting her down' thing, but I'm over it. She is grieving, and she still needs time to sort through her own feelings and frustrations.
I'm thinkig of just blocking her AIM and removing her from my LJ friends list. I'm feeling much better about it; despite all the angst and worry, I've never felt so confident.
At the risk of sounding braggy, I discovered I am a rather talented lover; capable of bringing my partner to many wonderful orgasms. That is a *huge* ego boost.
I'm feeling okay. I'm a little bummed at the whole 'letting her down' thing, but I'm over it. She is grieving, and she still needs time to sort through her own feelings and frustrations.



