Long Distance Relationships

[Jewelz]

Oh Jewelz...I hope things work out for you...I've got another two shoulders here if you need them to cry on...

(((Hugs)))

thanks honey! i have my moments where i am ok....and other times are much harder. you cant just fall out of love in a hurry yanno? *HUGS*

 

[Ebonyfire]

When it rains it pours

It looks like Jewelz is not the LDR that is over. It seems that I will not be moving to the UK After all. My LDR is over too.

I have come to the decision that I will have to leave Literotica for a while. I need to get away from this posting thing, and let my real life friends help me through this.

I am not taking my breakup with tavish well at all, but it is his wish. I think it is a mistake, but who am I?

I am tired. disappointed, hurt, angry, depressed, and totally sad.

Thanks for all the support I have gotten on this thread. But when it comes down to it, people do what is best for themselves. The rest of us just has to go along with the program. I am crying my eyes out, luckily I stayed home today so I can cry myself out before Monday.

To those of you who thought it would not work, well all I have to say is this: It might have, so at least I tried.

Ebony

 

[Jewelz]

Re: When it rains it pours

It looks like Jewelz is not the LDR that is over. It seems that I will not be moving to the UK After all. My LDR is over too.

I have come to the decision that I will have to leave Literotica for a while. I need to get away from this posting thing, and let my real life friends help me through this.

I am not taking my breakup with tavish well at all, but it is his wish. I think it is a mistake, but who am I?

I am tired. disappointed, hurt, angry, depressed, and totally sad.

Thanks for all the support I have gotten on this thread. But when it comes down to it, people do what is best for themselves. The rest of us just has to go along with the program. I am crying my eyes out, luckily I stayed home today so I can cry myself out before Monday.

To those of you who thought it would not work, well all I have to say is this: It might have, so at least I tried.

Ebony

Oh sweet Ebony!! Im crying with you. I feel all of those emotions you feel...ALL of them.... add empty and confused.....

I will keep you in my thoughts and prayers and hope that the healing comforts of your real life friends can help you through this. Ive got no one in real life to help me except of course, my husband.

The pain is great , I know. Sending you hugs n love! Im so sorry.

 

[Ebonyfire]

Re: Re: When it rains it pours

Oh sweet Ebony!! Im crying with you. I feel all of those emotions you feel...ALL of them.... add empty and confused.....

I will keep you in my thoughts and prayers and hope that the healing comforts of your real life friends can help you through this. Ive got no one in real life to help me except of course, my husband.

The pain is great , I know. Sending you hugs n love! Im so sorry.

It hurts so bad. I do not know how I will stand it. I was so sure. But he is not. I cannot stand to be on lit anymore. Better to go.

I have no more positivity left. I just want to crawl under a rock.

Ebony

 

[Jewelz]

Re: Re: Re: When it rains it pours

It hurts so bad. I do not know how I will stand it. I was so sure. But he is not. I cannot stand to be on lit anymore. Better to go.

I have no more positivity left. I just want to crawl under a rock.

Ebony

*tears* i know hon, i was so sure too, he isnt, and the weigh in factor of my husband trying to save us....its all been killing me softly.

i cant express enough how sorry i am. i truly understand your feelings though.

 

[Guest]

((((((((((((( ebony)))))))))))))))))) If you need anybody to just listen, or friends to lean on or anything at all, you should know that everyone here will do anything for you they can. You can rattle my pm box or if youre mad right now at males i know jenny wont mind or any of the other ladies. take care, friend,I consider myself hopefully a r/l friend of yours instead of just an online one because i truly do care

 

[omahaman2]

was so upset that i didnt even realize i wasnt logged in. However, it gives me another chance to tell you how sorry i am. dont be afraid to ask for anything, we all are here to suport each other

 

[Ebonyfire]

I can hardly bear it Omahaman

was so upset that i didnt even realize i wasnt logged in. However, it gives me another chance to tell you how sorry i am. dont be afraid to ask for anything, we all are here to suport each other

All I feel is pain. All I do is cry.

 

[Ebonyfire]

Re: I can hardly bear it Omahaman

All I feel is pain. All I do is cry.

Good wishes to you and Jenny. You two are great! I wish you know who had as much faith in me.

But something in me keeps getting me in these fixes. I need to reflect on things. Thanks for the support.

Ebony

 

[meop79]

Re: When it rains it pours

It looks like Jewelz is not the LDR that is over. It seems that I will not be moving to the UK After all. My LDR is over too.
I have come to the decision that I will have to leave Literotica for a while. I need to get away from this posting thing, and let my real life friends help me through this.
I am not taking my breakup with tavish well at all, but it is his wish. I think it is a mistake, but who am I?
I am tired. disappointed, hurt, angry, depressed, and totally sad.
Thanks for all the support I have gotten on this thread. But when it comes down to it, people do what is best for themselves. The rest of us just has to go along with the program. I am crying my eyes out, luckily I stayed home today so I can cry myself out before Monday.
To those of you who thought it would not work, well all I have to say is this: It might have, so at least I tried.
Ebony

Oh sweet Ebony...

I'm sorry... *HUGS*

We will miss you.... And I hope you come back soon.....

We know you tried and.... we understand... *HUGS*

Meop79@yahoo.com

 

[meop79]

Re: I can hardly bear it Omahaman

All I feel is pain. All I do is cry.

*Draws ebony close, holds her tight*

It will be ok... I know it hurts it feels like your world has died but, what if you had never met him? never experienced the love you have for him?

Wouldn't that be worse...?

Meop79@yahoo.com

 

[Ebonyfire]

Re: Re: I can hardly bear it Omahaman

*Draws ebony close, holds her tight*

It will be ok... I know it hurts it feels like your world has died but, what if you had never met him? never experienced the love you have for him?

Wouldn't that be worse...?

Meop79@yahoo.com

To tell you the truth, NO!

I bet you were not expecting that answer. I wish to God I had never met him. I regret it all. I was resigned to being alone. I could cope. NOw I just feel cheated. And like a gullible fool. I wll never do this again. NEVER.

 

[meop79]

Re: Re: Re: I can hardly bear it Omahaman

To tell you the truth, NO!
I bet you were not expecting that answer. I wish to God I had never met him. I regret it all. I was resigned to being alone. I could cope. NOw I just feel cheated. And like a gullible fool. I wll never do this again. NEVER.

Why? did he lie to you? did he use you?

Meop79@yahoo.com

 

[Ebonyfire]

Re: Re: Re: Re: I can hardly bear it Omahaman

Why? did he lie to you? did he use you?

Meop79@yahoo.com

What does that have to do with anything? You asked me a question and I answered it. That is how I feel.

And lying is relative isn't it? People say one thing, and then they change their minds. Let's just say he changed his mind, and I did not.

But what I say is true, if I knew this was to be the outcome, I would not put myself in harm's way.

 

[meop79]

I'm sorry you feel that way...

I used to feel the same and I build a little wall.. Ice is such a nice thing, a little just keeps all those painfull feelings right out.... of course.... one day you wake up and realize you're sitting on a glacier surounded by the Great wall of China in ice.....

Meop79@yahoo.com

 

[meop79]

and At that point... welll it's a little late...

Meop79@yahoo.com

 

[Ebonyfire]

It is already too late

Look, I am a 53 year old middled-aged black woman who has never been married. I have never been dependent on anyone but myself. I have been used abused, lied to, spit at, and cheated. And more than once. I raised one great daughter alone with the help of a wonderful network of family and freinds. But I dared to want more.

Through it all I had one thought, that things would always get better and that one day things would go my way.

Well the fact is that life is what it is. Some people just are not gonna find that one person who will love them unconditionally.

As for walls, I am NEVER gonna let anyone close enough to hurt me this much again. It just has happened once too often. I was totally honest, and (again) that honesty was used against me, misinterpreted. Never again. I am just too tired.

If you have a better experience, I am happy for you. I am happy for everyone who has a happy ending. But let's be realistic.

Happy endings do not happen for everyone. Some of us will go through life alone. Yes, I have friends, and acquaintances to soften the blow. But it still is a blow.

And like Gloria Gaynor says, "I will survive."

Do I seem angry? Hell yes, I am. But I blame no one but myself. I let this happen to me.

 

[Freya]

Re: It is already too late

Look, I am a 53 year old middled-aged black woman who has never been married. I have never been dependent on anyone but myself. I have been used abused, lied to, spit at, and cheated. And more than once. I raised one great daughter alone with the help of a wonderful network of family and freinds. But I dared to want more.

Through it all I had one thought, that things would always get better and that one day things would go my way.

Well the fact is that life is what it is. Some people just are not gonna find that one person who will love them unconditionally.

As for walls, I am NEVER gonna let anyone close enough to hurt me this much again. It just has happened once too often. I was totally honest, and (again) that honesty was used against me, misinterpreted. Never again. I am just too tired.

If you have a better experience, I am happy for you. I am happy for everyone who has a happy ending. But let's be realistic.

Happy endings do not happen for everyone. Some of us will go through life alone. Yes, I have friends, and acquaintances to soften the blow. But it still is a blow.

And like Gloria Gaynor says, "I will survive."

Do I seem angry? Hell yes, I am. But I blame no one but myself. I let this happen to me.

*hugs*

 

[Ladyhawke]

Ebony...I just don't know what to say...I'm so sorry you are hurting this way...

 

[meop79]

Re: It is already too late

Look, I am a 53 year old middled-aged black woman who has never been married. I have never been dependent on anyone but myself. I have been used abused, lied to, spit at, and cheated. And more than once. I raised one great daughter alone with the help of a wonderful network of family and freinds. But I dared to want more.
Through it all I had one thought, that things would always get better and that one day things would go my way.
Well the fact is that life is what it is. Some people just are not gonna find that one person who will love them unconditionally.
As for walls, I am NEVER gonna let anyone close enough to hurt me this much again. It just has happened once too often. I was totally honest, and (again) that honesty was used against me, misinterpreted. Never again. I am just too tired.
If you have a better experience, I am happy for you. I am happy for everyone who has a happy ending. But let's be realistic.
Happy endings do not happen for everyone. Some of us will go through life alone. Yes, I have friends, and acquaintances to soften the blow. But it still is a blow.
And like Gloria Gaynor says, "I will survive."
Do I seem angry? Hell yes, I am. But I blame no one but myself. I let this happen to me.

*Tears*

*Pulls ebonyfire close and hold her tight...*

Meop79@yahoo.com

 

[Ebonyfire]

Thanks everyone for the hugs

They do help me to feel better. I am just so angry with myself for letting this happen.

Love you all. I may feel differently later, but I doubt it.

Ebony

 

[meop79]

Oh ebony... just don't run from your friends... we love you...

Meop79@yahoo.com

 

[JennyOmanHill]

Tears here too

They do help me to feel better. I am just so angry with myself for letting this happen.

Love you all. I may feel differently later, but I doubt it.

Ebony

Hugs Ebony

I am so sad at your pain. There are no comforting words at this point. Please just remember that you DO have friends here at LIT. Also, this is NOT your fault!

I'm crying a bit myself now. Hearing your news, after hearing Jewelz's pain, presses on my heart. I can't explain or will even try to describe why I'm feeling this way. I take nothing for granted, and even though I have such a promising and enlightening future planned for me, there are no guarantees.

Falling in love is something that cannot be prevented or stopped. It can make all of us feel like fools. I only hope that the support you have, both offline and online, will get you through this.

 

[Lady_Sam]

Oh dear Ebony, my heart goes out to you. You have been there when I needed the support. *hugs* If you need an ear, I'm here.

 

[Ebonyfire]

Hysterics

I woke up this morning with crying hysterics! I cannot stop crying. I am soo not ready for this!

I need a dose of something.

Ebony